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Quizzes! :) [13 Nov 2003|09:16pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | NFG - The Story So Far [Acoustic] ]

You are Form 4, Gargoyle: The Fallen.

"And The Gargoyle mended his wings from the
blood of the fallen so he could rise up from
imprisonment. With great speed and
resourcefulness, Gargoyle made the world his
for the taking."

Some examples of the Gargoyle Form are Daedalus
(Greek) and Mary Magdalene (Christian).
The Gargoyle is associated with the concept of
success, the number 4, and the element of wood.
His sign is the new moon.

As a member of Form 4, you are a creative and
resourceful individual. You are always
thinking of possible solutions to problems you
face and you generally choose one that is
right. Much of your success comes from your
ability to look at things a little differently
than everyone else. Gargoyles are the best
friends to have because they don't always take
things for face value.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Your Life: The Movie by mintyduck
Who will play you:Alyson Hannigan
Who will play your love interest:Jennifer Lopez
Weeks you will stay in the box office:15
Song that will play during your love scene:Violent Femmes - Prove My Love
Song that will play during your death:Blind Lemon Jefferson - See That My Grave is Kept Clean
Your name:
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sagittarius lover

You'll Fall in Love With A Sagittarius!

You are naturally attracted to Sag's sophistication, intellect, and wisdom.

Sagittarius is a perfect match for your intellectual curiosity and dreamlike nature.

You will find a wealth of subjects to share with Sag - including philosophy, spirituality, and sexuality.

Sagittarius is naturally curious - and wants to learn everything about you.

Your Sag will probe you with all sorts of personal questions, about your past and sexual preferences.

Answer truthfully, and you'll create the deep connection that you and your Sag crave.

Sometimes it is difficult for Sagittarius to let go and fall in love.

Treat your Sag as a friend first - even if your intentions are different.

Once you prove that you are into your Sag's mind, his or her heart will follow.

What Sign Should Your Lover Be?

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Extreme: You are the Extreme Sex Freak. You love
sex but need to be careful how much you drink
and who you go home with. You love to try new
things in sex and want to keep your partner
happy but they better keep you happy too cause
if not, its BYE BYE.

What Type Of Sex Freak Are You?
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You seem to have voices in your head. They have
wonderful therapy for that.

Whats your motto for life? (with pics)(now finished)
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Casablanca End Scene: You are the "Casablanca
End Scene". You are the scene that is
known worldwide. The scene that made the
phrase "here's looking at you kid"
famous. This scene touched people all over the
world. It showed how love and friendship shape
your life.

What Famous Scene From A Movie Are You?
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You are in teenage love. So you think you'd die for
them but you hardly know them? maybe you
would....but don't get carried away until you
know this person properly.

What sort of love or lust are you in? (with pictures)(now improved!)
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Your soul is bound to the Rose Bud: The

"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside
and though I haven't let myself shine to the
world, I'm good for something but too good to
give to you."

The Rose Bud is associated with innocence,
curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by
the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or
Puppy Love.

As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love
and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to
be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but
it's just because you like being a positive
person. You also may have high thoughts of
yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but
it's just a mask to hide your lack of

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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More later!
leave your lies

If my life can get any worse! [23 Oct 2003|09:14pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | 40 Below Summer - Self Medicate ]

The last two weeks, or close to that, have been utter hell. I seriously have gone out of my mind! Why I'm still here is beyond anything I can comprehend right now!

On October 14, my grandmother passed away at 72. Her funeral was on that Friday! Was I notified about this?? HELL NO! My sister knew all about it, but lied to us saying it was her estranged husband's grandmother that passed away! I had more contact with that woman than any other member of my immediate family, and I wasn't told! I'm seriously pissed beyond recognition! I'm ignoring my sister because of it, she knew and didn't have the balls to tell me or anyone else!

Another thing, she's no longer pregnant. She just previously miscarried. I thought I would be upset that I wouldn't have another niece or nephew, but honestly I'm not. The time isn't right, she techinically isn't even with the father, they're more like friends with benefits, and to me that is no way for a child to be handled and raised! Plus, she's sleeping around with various men, and that's not an environment for a baby. She has one child already, and hardly takes care of him. She's always leaving him with one grandmother or the other, she's a horrible mother. She doesn't deserve to have him!! If I had a leg to stand on, I'd make sure she didn't have him!

Other subjects that have got me down in the dumps... my schooling, especially my music class. I'm doing horribly in it. My first quiz gave me a 6 out of 10, and I got a 66 on my first test. I missed my second quiz, so a 0 on that one, and we just took one tonight, and I think I may have got 3 or 4 right on it. I just can't get interested in it, and it's gonna hurt me in the future. Not to mention after this semester, I'll have 2 F's on my record, cuz I didn't pass my first Library course and I didn't do my 10 page report for English 101! How the hell can you find something interesting enough to do 10 pages of research on?? It's probably just me...

Thank God I go and see my counselor tomorrow! I can bitch, moan, groan and rave, and not get brought down because of it!

One good thing...I'm not feeling sorry for myself any longer in the sex thing that happened a couple of weeks ago. I had a long walk then a good cry, teamed with some Biohazard, and I felt better! There's just something about the album "Mata Leao", that always seems to release the pent up rage or sadness inside of me. I recommend all hardcore rock fans to check it out if you haven't already! Then again...all Biohazard records are awesome, and that's not even the best word to describe it!!

Well I'm out for now...


leave your lies

Dirty & Used! [14 Oct 2003|11:21pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | Mariah Carey - Butterfly ]

God, where do I start?? Right now, I'm disgusted with myself, I swore years ago I would never let a man use me for his sexual pleasure. What did I do last night, the exact opposite of what I swore! And to make matters worse, he's was/is a benefit buddy for my own sister. It gets me thinking if the entire time he was wishing I was her or something?? Probably was, she outranks me in looks 100 to 1, even though he disagrees or at least he did last night. He threw the bait and I caught it!

I just can't see how I was so stupid and irresponsible. I've never once in my life done anything like this, I admit I've slept with a couple of guys, but that was only cuz I was dating them at the time, and one of them was my supposed husband-to-be.

I know there are women out there, one being my sister, who can just have sex with random guys and have no remorse, I can't do that. I can't turn off the feelings! To me, sex is something intimate to be shared with someone whom you truly care about, someone you love, trust, honor, cherish, someone who you believe is your ultimate soulmate.

I remember laying awake afterwards thinking about how stupid I was, yet on the other hand wishing it could last, not the sex, but the feeling of being wanted. I admit it's 'wanting' in a false way, but I guess I just had to throw caution to the wind. Generally, he seems like a real sweet man. Very polite, clean-cut, a wonderful father to his son, knows what he wants in and out of life, certain traits you'd look for in a man if you wanted to bring him home to Mommy & Daddy and make a good impression! Maybe not the 'father' thing, but the fact he was married [now divorced] when his son was born, can make a bit of difference!

Oh, that reminds me, all this took place less than 6 or 7 hours after he showed up at my place looking for my sister. How much more stupid could I get?? Dad said he was impressed with him, and from what I've heard from Mom today, she seems real impressed with him as well, even though she wasn't here when he arrived.

I told my mom about talking with him on the computer, leaving out the huge part that I left @ 12:47 am this morning and went to his place 40 mins away, just to be his pleasure. My mom says if I like him enough to go for it, however I'm not sure he feels the same way. I guess I'll find out sooner or later. I didn't talk to him tonight on the computer, if I have enough courage, I might tomorrow night!

I'm off for now....I think I got most of it out!


1 lie| leave your lies

Yet Again! [04 Oct 2003|09:51pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | The Smiths - Unloveable ]

As the title says..I'm having another one of those days again! Where I just wish someone would put me out of my misery. Here I am again feeling totally sorry for myself. I guess I've got to face reality, even though it's a bitch. I'm worthless, never will be anything of importance to anything or anyone. Everyone besides me has a great life, not me! I'm a loser, I guess my half-sister was right! I probably should just sit in the bathtub and slit my throat. Going back to the hospital isn't gonna help any, it'll probably just make me worse than I already am.

well I don't feel up to finishing this now..maybe later!

leave your lies

Eventful Day! [29 Sep 2003|10:18pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | JJ's meaningless babble! ]

Well today was eventful....had to make a trip to the Uni for my textbooks, cost me less than what I had planned! I saved an entire $24 bucks! WooHoo! But I made up the difference in buying CD's. I also bought my Daddy a CD-Rom for the I'm hearing about it! He says it should be spent on school and more important things, hell I just wanted to be nice, but that always comes back to bite me in the ass! I can't do anything right! :(

Well onto other things, my classes are going alright! Another girl in my class [I don't know her name *sorry*] and I have become 'study partners'. I don't know how but I assume it started when I asked about getting a copy of the syllabus from her. I really don't care on how it started, it's just nice that have an acquaintance in the class. We've got a mid-term coming up @ the end of Oct. and we both printed out the review for it, and out of 50 questions, we have only 5 left to figure out. She says she's gonna look through the text again to see if she can figure out the answers, and I'm gonna do the same, in actuality, it's what's I'm supposed to be doing right now!

I have a test this Thursday in Music class, I've already failed the first quiz, so I'm unsure of how I'll do on the first test! I'm really not into learning all about clefs, stems, accents, and tones, however if I *ever* want to be in the music biz, I guess I better learn, but then again, I won't have to know all the down and dirty being a vocalist, a songwriter maybe. I guess I just better try and imagine Benji, Joel, Jere, or Tony in the particular place, since they are 'composers' in my mind, and my favorite ones @ that! I'm not sure of how I'm gonna memorize all the terms we need to know...I think there is 70-75 of them, but I could be wrong, I'm just not into counting all of them right now! Actually I counted them...there's 71 of the damn things. I sure hope Tina, Michelle, and Sheila are in *good moods* cuz if they are, I'm sure I'll do well on the test! :))

Well, I believe I blabbered enough...I'm off to do -some- studying and to visit my newfound friends @ GCFan, and I think I might see, later on, if our 'GC Stalker' is the official GC board! However, if he ever finds out about this....*Hi Joel!* Oops! Gave away his identity...I'm outta here!


leave your lies

Back! [27 Sep 2003|03:57pm]
Well back again...even though I really don't feel like being back!

Today so far has totally sucked. I've spent most of it sleeping, I fucking HATE depression. It practically sucks the life right out of you! It also doesn't help I'm listening to majorly depressing music right now, but it fits the mood!

I can't get anywhere on the web, at least where I want to go! None of my 'so-called' friends are talking to me, so I guess I'm back to being stuck talking to Mr. Imaginary, I hate it when he NEVER answers me back, sometimes I DO need an answer! I'm thinking maybe I should get back into counseling, I'm totally losing it again! Mom once again threw it in my face, without actually realizing it, that Tine's pregnant again. Normal people wouldn't see much harm in that, it's just I look at it as a slam that I'll never have any children, hell I'll never be in a relationship, so the hell with kids. I'll live my life as an old maid, alone and out of her fucking mind, living off the state, and who people have not sympathy for or want around. Maybe I should just go live with Satan! Then I won't be such a burden here!

Well one good thing did happen today...I got money!! But it's to buy my two textbooks, but that's only a little over $128, so the other $300 is mine, but I do however need a couple of report covers, a couple of concert tickets [classical at that] for music class, so that should be another $75 or so gone. I just have to find someone to accompany me along to this concert, cuz going to concerts alone sucks! Ohh, and if there is any tickets left to GC's Lowell concert, I might just buy a couple of those too, along with a bus ticket, cuz I don't think Tine would wanna drive way down there and back, but who knows! Oh, I need a halloween costume too, I'm going out this year whether or not Mom likes it! I'm putting my foot down on that one!

Well before I's a few more quiz result thingies!

I'm a Gin & Tonic, discover your ALcoHoLiC personality!

Blurty userinfo for diverse_silencediverse_silence in five years
Occupation: Program Builder
Prized possession: A very cute newspaper clipping.
Favourite film: Star Wars Episode VII: Revenge of the Smugglers
Age difference: Five years older.
LiveJournal Blurty Neither
Fully coded by He made this!ianiceboy

Who is your Good Charlotte Soulmate? by TheUglyFairy27
Your Name:
Your Soulmate:Paul Thomas
The Relationship:highschool sweethearts!
Your Future:after knowing eachother for 5 years, you get fed up with his shyness and finally propose to HIM
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hell I'd marry Paul in a heartbeat! He seems like such the sweetheart, but as always all the good ones are taken!

distant aloof cold
A block of ice can sometimes appear to be more
emotional than you. Try tearing down that wall
every now and again; you might be surprised
with the results.

How do people see you?
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Which Japanese word are you? by gokumew2
LJ Username
You are:Riyuu (reason)
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Hey! I kinda like that!

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

Well I'm off...Peace!
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