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Hello my blurty friends!! :) I missed you all guys!
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| THIS IS BLISS :) |
[28 Apr 2004|01:01pm] |
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Hi guys!!!! :) Four months have passed and it just came to my realization now that I should have been updating my journal 2 months ago heheheheheh.....I'm just TOO BUSY with a lot of things and stuff thats why *LOL* For those who knows me, you guys know what I mean!!!! heheheheheheheh
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| it's been a while |
[05 Dec 2003|02:39am] |
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It's been a while ~ stained |
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i'm here again........ heheheheheh.........now, I got my new job but does it make any difference? nope....i don't think so...... it's still a call center *lol* but you know what, I'm thankful bcoz atleast now I can pay for my luho again and of course my responsibilities.... But the thing is, I really have to work my ass off here to earn more, more sales, more anda right? Well, right now I'm a bit frustrated coz I can't still grasp the old script that I had when I first call this campaign.... I just wish I can still make a sale in superpages coz I don't wanna be a pain in the ass for not having atleast one everyday! I'm hoping I still have the drive to work on it....really HARD!
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| pissed!!!!!!!!!! |
[14 Oct 2003|11:32am] |
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It's been awhile since I last posted here but now that I'm pissed I think I just need to release this!!!!!! Have you ever felt soooo angry because people are questioning about you're work??! Damn! Who doesn't want to perform especially if you're in sales??? huh? Goddamn, I'm trying my very best to have a sale almost everyday but it's not just my lucky day for the past few days now and I hate it! And If they're gonna kick me outta here I can't I think I can't even save my ass due to performance........
C'mon, Im working my ass off just to have a sale and the very least thing that I'm asking is for you guys to be more considerate!!!! Can you do that for me???
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| bills...bills...bills.... |
[30 Sep 2003|08:56am] |
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all behind us now ~ patti austin |
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See guys, it's payday and yet I could say I don't have money left for me, as usual.....*sigh* I have to pay the house, grociries for lil drake, my toiletries, my allowance, etc...etc...I don't even have money for my GIMIKS....arrrrgh....... I wanted to buy a new cellphone though but I don't think that would be possible.....haaaaaay............
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[29 Sep 2003|06:16am] |
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I just slept the whole weekend......heheheheheh....Actually, I was suppose to go out with my girlfriends, but nah.......I miss sleeping long hours....
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[27 Sep 2003|10:07pm] |
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right thurr ~ chingy |
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Hey, we were asked not to report for work last night coz we don't have new leads..... So I just stayed home slept the whole night, I wanted to go out though and drink some beer but I don't have money *LOL* pathetic life isn't it....... :) And I got my monthly period also so I feel soooooooooo lazy!
Around 3:45 am my good friend gracie called me up and said she wanted to meet me and based on the text messages she's troubled with lots of things.......
10:00 am I met her at McDonalds in Retiro corner D. Tuazon (don't ask me why she's there where in fact she lives in Cainta). We watched movie then after we had a lil chat about everything thats been goin with our lives, career, lovelife, family and what would be our life after 5-10 years from now stuff like that......
Gracie asked me to stay at her place since its already past 2 in the afternoon......
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[23 Sep 2003|11:28am] |
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understanding ~ EBTG |
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I'm alone in my station, my friend tina who sits left beside me tender her resignation awhile ago (She's a good friend) just like jay who also sits right beside me..... i felt bad of what happened to them last friday (Coz all of them are my friends, close friends at that!)........and to think that gracie told me I was supposed to be included in that list as well, she saved my butt not bcoz she's my friend but coz of my performance for the past two weeks....
This is just my opinion on what happened, atleast they should have give one last chance to those people whom they think are not gonna make it for them to find another job...atleast a week notice that wether they perform or not they out of the company.......
Im gonna miss my dear friend jay, alvin and specially tina.....
So, tina if ever you read this I appreciate Our friendship....you're such a good person and hopefully you'll find a good guy who'll make you happy..... I'll miss you my friend.... now, im really crying.......*sniff sniff*
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| i was branded "INDIANERA" again.....*LOL* |
[17 Sep 2003|07:05am] |
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hey guy, its been like a week since my last visit here.. I kinda miss posting my daily routine though, i was hooked up with a lot things thats been goin' on....my social life, my son, my life, and hmmmmmm..............my so-called "love life"??(am I asking myself or convincing myself that I really have one? ;)...) like I really have one..*LOL* how pathetic isn't it?? *LOL* haaaaay how boring my life is....
Anyways, so much for my so-called life...it was a tiring weekend for me, after the shift I went straight to my my aunt place somewhere near camp aguinaldo coz we were invited for my cuzins birthday party....so since lil drake is not yet there I have to stay-up and wait for em'....as much as i wanna sleep i just can't, how can you sleep with that environment full of noise? children are playing around with this noise that sometimes iritating specially if you don't have enough sleep and you're so goddamn tired?? huuuh.....well, they're children....as expected.
And finally... I fell asleep around 7:30 pm so that means even if I wanna chill-out coz it's a saturday weekend my body is responding and what i really want to have is a goodnight sleep since I haven't had that much luxury when it comes to sleeping from the time I started working grave yard........ So, my girlfriends called me up, as expected, sunday mornin' i've seen 6 missed calls coz the plan was I have to meet them for gimik but i just didn't make it...and as usual I was branded as "INDIANERA" again......*LOL* ;)
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| MISS YOU............... |
[11 Sep 2003|09:02am] |
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miss you ~ aaliyah |
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I dont know exactly what I did but one things for sure I wanna get even..........for so many reasons.... Im gonna miss you, you know that? I know we often fight but that is because you're really pushing me to the limit. and your such an *ASSHOLE* and as much as i wanted to work out everything it just cant happen coz I really can't forget..i just can't..... maybe its too much for me or maybe i know youre lying just to get me back?...tsk..tsk.. i just can't be submissive like you want me to be coz at the back of my mind i know whatever i do, i will never be good enough to you... ryt? well, hopefully we could be good friends.....after all we have li'l drake.....and i miss you as my friend...................watcha think? *LOL* :)
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| im soooooooooooooo lazy.............. |
[10 Sep 2003|08:53am] |
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I woke up 8 pm & I really dont wanna go to work............ And now, I realized that I shouldnt have gone here you know why........? coz I found out that I only have one week to prove if i'll still work here or not... They released a new agreement that if we didn't meet our quota were terminated!!!!
And for me, I really don't fucking care at all................... I dont care anyways................. So, bye bye ONE CALL..................Nice working with you,,,,, if that is what you want............
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| tired!!! |
[09 Sep 2003|08:44am] |
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I dont know what I'm feeling these past few days but one things for sure IM TIRED...IM BORED... I want to do a lot of tings actually...I wanna look for another job, I wanna have a one vacation somewhere in baguio or maybe in boracay and do nothing else but sleep, eat, drink till you drop, IN SHORT have fun even for a short period of time( no cellphones & everything).....
I just want to escape this smashed world of ours even for a moment.....just for a moment........ men, I'm soooooooooooooooooo freakin' bored!!!!! what can i do????????????? huh?!
What a beautiful life.................................
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| the lighter side of my weekend.......... |
[07 Sep 2003|12:48pm] |
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I woke up late, supposedly earlier than 10:30 pm coz we have gimmick with my friends...And gracie would want me to go coz she wants me to be Danish's date (one of her friends way back high school with cyndie of course ;)) I dont wanna go coz una, ang hirap gumalaw lalo na pag wala kang pera....pangalawa, im soooooooooooooo fuckin' sleepy panagtlo siguro pagtumatanda ka na you're not that eager to go out para pumunta sa bar at gastusin yung ipinasok mo ng 15 days just for one night...db?
But anyways.........we went to Centro..... then Pier One and sa dahil sa dami ng tao wala ring ngyari so we proceed to Decades na for us medyo di para samin.................and then went back to Centro and we ended up in whistlestop.........ang GULO namin noh? :)
About my date last night, ayos lang... mabait kasi si Danish, funny and friend ni gracie and cyndie so wala ako masabi kaya lang wala kaming masyadong mapag-usapan.....
yun lang.................. and until now im still up....heheheheheheh.........
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| sorry............... |
[07 Sep 2003|12:35pm] |
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It was my Mom's 50th birthday yesterday and I felt bad coz I dont have any gift for her.......... Even if she nags all the time....(i think everybody will agree ... :)) sometimes a lil OA, she deserves a credit for everything ryt?
Ma, I know I'm not the daughter that you want me to be....I know I've dissappointed you hundred times or so... And until now, even if you dont like whats happenning to me & drake & I know you want to say something unfavorable Im very thankful na kahit papano you still have self control coz i know you dont want to hurt anybody and i know you dont want me to be hurt as well.... I can't remember when was the last time i told you "I LOVE YOU & THANK YOU"? Atleast here I can express who I really am and what I really feels.....
Mama, I want you to know that Im nothing without you.............. I LOVE YOU & THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.................. *sniff sniff*
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[05 Sep 2003|07:39am] |
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well, we were logged-out due to bad tpv....we can't connect i heard they remove the program already but im not sure pa...I heard as well that they're gonna send us home kasi were not doing anything dito sa office...tingnan mo ko, while updating my burty im also listening to trans and take note dito yan sa office namin......It's really a friday weekend here in strata....
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| i love you cindz!!!! |
[05 Sep 2003|06:28am] |
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I woke up 6:30 pm, had dinner then text my friend gracie to meet me in Camp Aguinaldo coz I don't have any money left in my wallet.... Then around 8:30, somebody called me....a girl named "CYNDIE" and told me that she modified my blurty....... I was really excited to see it...And now, you tell me does it look good? Is it awesome? BUT OF COURSE!!!!! i love it girl!
Hey, one of this days Im gonna treat you out "STARFISH" bcoz I owe you ONE miss yah......mwaaaaaaah.......
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| just an ordinary day but a bit SCARY..... |
[04 Sep 2003|11:22am] |
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okay......today is just an ordinary day for me since i didnt go to work last night i woke up early around 5am with lil drake...so i did all the stuff that the responsible mom should do....changed diapers, prepare his milk and all that stuff. But the thing is I also have to get up early coz I have an appointment with my OB-GYNE... just have some problems with my monthly "thing"...One of the reasons why I didnt go to work last night was "that" thing. gosh! I dont want to go through that all over again and if that happens I wish i'm dead!! i'm hoping against hope...really that its just LATE.....
about work, I had a sale...just one though but its okay with nothin ryt? God!!! I need a new job ryt ASAP! I dunno if I can still survive in this company without commission! ggrrrr!!!!! I have nothing againts the management coz I get the chance to mingle with them when they were still here especially the American Partners but im my opinion its a lil bit unfair if we didnt hit the quota they wont pay us for our hardwork......... *sigh*
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| the dream |
[04 Sep 2003|07:57am] |
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well, I was absent for work last night coz i woke up late...and Im not feeling well also.. I had this weird dream, the only thing that I remembered was I was kissing this guy, I don't even know his name but he looks like the guy in drew barrymore's NEVER BEEN KISSED! tell you what....he's a good kisser though...heheheheh
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| hello |
[26 Aug 2003|01:04pm] |
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hello guys, i am ur new member...... hope to here from you often
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