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[23 Jun 2003|04:32pm] |
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Sooooo, the move was good. Took us a day and a half to get here. Oh yeah, I forgot I don't update in this lol. Well, I moved to Albuquerque, New Mexico last tuesday. Got here Wednesday. It's alright, I guess. I miss california. I miss the food, the people, my friends, the school's...everything. I just miss it.
Things are good lately. Jarrett is more than awesome, more than amazing, more than perfect. He's everything I want plus so so so sooooooo much more. Life is good ;]
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[17 May 2003|07:45pm] |
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I am so tired of getting hurt. You guys have no idea. I'm so fucking vulnerable and gullible when it comes to males. I started talking to this boy Justin not too long ago...well, I've known him for a while, but we just started talking again...and I started to like him, a lot..and he said he loved me...I find out today that he's telling the same shit he's telling me to this girl named Kayla. That makes me feel REAL good about myself..let me tell you how good I feel, man. I'm just tier dof eigbn hurt, Eveyrne i ecare for ends up hurting me in the ned. like im desteind to be alnoe o romsthing. isfucking gay. i hate htis feelng so much. I just wna to die
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(4 faiLures | reach for a star)
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[16 May 2003|09:17pm] |
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Hello I have not updated in 400 years. I am on the phone with Justin right now. I smell. I'm drinking a slurpee.
Shane and I haven't talked for like three weeks. On Monday it will be 2 months since we broke up :/. I'm over him though...I think.
Today was sort of a bad day for me, it was really emotional. I don't know. I can't explain it. Anyway, I'm going to finish talking to Justin and lay down. PEACE.
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(reach for a star)
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