12:37pm 04/01/2004
  mmk im blowing this joint. check out my NEW and IMPROVED online journal

www.livejournal.com/~discodivadarlin
 
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07:42pm 02/01/2004
  hes that someone you can be ur goofy self with but still be able to pour your out too <3 still able to look your worst and says "your beautiful" he isnt prince charming, hes nothing less than perfect <3 he'll break your heart and make you cry... but under all those tissues,you'll still find a place in your heart to forgive... he'll be the boy you'll never forget, no matter what he says or does you know you'll always be that girl... that girl whos heart races when you hear his name and that girl whos completely head over heals in love with him.....  
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03:25pm 02/01/2004
 
mood: bitchy
music: Ludacris *Splash Waterfalls*
oh god this is becoming an addiction again


so... boys suck. i kno i have said that soo many times before but i mean cmon! they're all so darn cute, too. cant live w/ 'em, cant live w/o 'em.
but do i jus STRIVE to get hurt? i mean really... i go after the same guys over and over again. why?! jus so it can hurt a little bit more next time? or there are the ones who you never get over, no matter how much u tell yourself that you have. and even tho that one guy has changed so much in the past year that u have known him, i mean DRASTICALLY CHANGED, FOR THE WORSE, you love him anyways. WHY?! why is love like that? why am i like that? gah.
and then there is the guy that u have liked ur whole life. no exaggeration. i mean, he was ur first kiss. but you were only 1! and he never felt the same for you because ur like his lil sis. well u never thought he felt the same because he always was goin on about this other girl that he likes. well, this time its been the same girl for about 4 years and since u go to the same school as them now, the feelings for him are back, even stronger than ever, and the hatred for her grows every time that she hurts him, which is way too often. but now you thought that it was over w/ them because she made some dumb choices and hurt him way too much and he told you it was done. his friends said it was done. they spent the first half of the night talking crap about her, and he spent the 2nd half cuddling with you. holding hands, for heavens sake. and then the next night, its the same way. you can see him looking at you thru different eyes. its like suddenly your NOT jus this lil pudgy lil girl who follows him around, but ur actually a girl who likes him. and so i mean, you believe him. he tricked you, the bastard, and you believed him. no no he stills loves the other girl. he decided that he enjoyed the fact that u came over and that hes goin to tell this other girl that way she becomes jealous. screw him.
bastard
 
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11:57am 31/12/2003
  eek its new years eve and there is snow. its all so romantic. i want to go to some posh party where i have to dress up and look all sexy and cute!  
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09:05pm 30/12/2003
  using band names, spell out your name:
Dashboard Confessional
Audio Adreneline
Rolling Stones
Cake
Yellowcard


2) have you ever had a song written about you? hmm not that i kno of. unless u count kel's songs... haha
3) what song makes you cry? Amazed by Lonestar
4)what song makes you happy? Girls Just Wanna Have fun

a p p e a r a n c e
height: 5'7"
hair color: Blonde (red highlights soon!)
skin color: freakin pale
eye color: green~-ish
piercings: ears 2 times and left cartilage once
tattoos: none yet, but i plan on gettin some... uhmmm 3 stars on my hip bone when my mom turns 50. a pink flamingo on my back....

r i g h t n o w
what color pants are you wearing?: blue jeans
what song are you listening to?: no song--- watching One Tree Hill
what taste is in your mouth?: spearment gum
how are you? uhmmm meloncholy

d o y o u
get motion sickness?:on rides, but not in cars
have a bad habit?: popping my knuckles
get along with your parents?: yupp. well my mom. my dad on the other hand...
like to drive?: yup. but i cant legally. so shhh

f a v o r i t e s
book: Wuthering Heights
non alcoholic drink: Dr. Pepper and Sprite Remix
alcoholic drink: mmmm...
thing to do on the weekend: hang w/ kel...

h a v e y o u
broken the law:yah...
ran away from home: nope
snuck out of the house: nope
ever gone skinny dipping: nope. omg imma loser
made a prank phone call: haha yah!
skipped school before: well... my mom knew, so does it count?
been in a school play: nope

l o v e
Boyfriend: none right now
Girlfriend: dont swing that way
sexuality: straight
children: not yet, but when i have some i want like 3 or 5
current crush: hmm. him.
been in love: yah
had a hard time: pshah yah
been hurt: of course
your greatest regret: being dumb when it comes to guys

r a n d o m
your cd player has in it right now: some mix
what makes you happy: sprite remix, music, one tree hill, The OC, everwood, kelsey, snow <3

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: today
you got e-mail: today
thing you purchased: rented a movie?

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
abortion: AGAINST IT
teenage smoking: dumb dumb dumb
spice girls: haha i loved them. sometimes i listen to them for a lil flashback
dreams: never remember 'em
 
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08:23pm 30/12/2003
  it's snowing! ahh im so happy! it WILL STICK IT WILL STICK :D  
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07:21pm 30/12/2003
  mmk so my goal is to make this more interesting. ill try. i honestly will. damn it, i have a boring life, so to make this interesting i will have to like, talk about how i am feeling and be all deep... and well... screw that.





i'm trying, i really am
 
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04:31pm 30/12/2003
  1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? Fell in love
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I never make 'em
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Sadly, no. CMON SHARI
4. Did anyone close to you die? nope, but alot became really sick
5. What countries did you visit? America...?
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? love
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? January 3rd
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Staying strong
9. What was your biggest failure? not being myself
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? not major
11. What was the best thing you bought? hmmm my Docs :D
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? hmmm i dunno
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Mike
14. Where did most of your money go? underwear? hahahaha
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Ne thing about Mike. sorry--2003 was the mike year
16. What song will always remind you of 2003? Get Low
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? mmm i dont kno
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? bleh poor right now, but i prolly was this time last year too-- after xmas shopping totally breaks ya
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? too much...
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? stuck w/ mike
20. How will you be spending Christmas? christmas has passed...
22. Did you fall in love in 2003? mmm hmmm
23. How many one-night stands? none
24. What was your favorite TV program? The OC.... One Tree Hill.... Everwood...
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yeah
26. What was the best book you read? How to Deal
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Dashboard Confessional. Well, mmk it was a rediscovery, but still
28. What did you want and get? love
29. What did you want and not get? oh god
30. What was your favorite film of this year? hmmm Peter Pan!
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 15-- played in my volleyball game and then pigged out at mexico lindo!
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? mike being nicer?
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? mmm i dont kno
34. What kept you sane? Kelsey
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Prolly Mandy Moore.... or Reese Witherspoon
36. What political issue stirred you the most? uhm
37. Who did you miss? him. ya'll kno. i've talked about him enough in this
38. Who was the best new person you met? mike
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003? if it hurt ya one, chances are it will again...
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard" :P nooo uhm "it's funny when you think its gunna work out, 'til you chose weed over me, your so lame..."
 
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xmas break. yay!   
05:44pm 28/12/2003
  sooo christmas was fun. on xmas eve my daddy went to work at one and then me and my mom went to my gramma's for awhile and then came home and went to bed. Then i woke up at like 11 on xmas day and me and my mom went to a movie... Mona Lisa Smile. it's reeeeaally good! and then we went over to the peterson's. skeeter and spencer where there, but spencer conveniently left right when i got there, looking very akward in the process, which makes me hate everyone who has ever said ne thing to him about me cuz they are all dumb! but yeah. so we hung out there until like 8 and then we went home and me and my mom and my dad all opened presents. my parents got me a karoke machine and a DVD player for my room. yippee! and then i got clothes, and dvd's and jus random stuff. but yeah. and then the day after xmas me and my mommy went shopping and we got alotta stuff, so i was happy. and then kel came over and spent the night. we went to the mall and bought matching underwear from victoria's secret, and then we came home and then went to the peterson's and hung out w/ chad and colton and skeeter and right as we were leaving spencer came. like we actually passed eachother on the stairs, and of course, he tried his hardest NOT to notice me. gah he's dumb. ne ways. me and kel came home and watched a DVD and i gave her a pedicure w/ all myreally cool new stuff. and it was fun. good best friend bonding time. man i love her. so then on saturday, we woke up and watched scream and my mom made us breakfast in bed. and then she went home and i spent the rest of the day on LEAP. and then today i went to church and then came home and made my very awesome costume for the new years eve party. man im excited. oooh i made a new sn. IRadURadLetsHug9. It matches my new hat! muahahaha. IM me on it, aight? ok, well im out.  
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10:02pm 23/12/2003
  hiya ppl. so me and my mom and my sis went to tacoma to visit my uncle today. i got to see 3 of my cousins, but i was hoping to see 2 others. ryan and trisha--deana's kids. i havent seen them since i was like 6. deana is in jail right now so they can be in contact w/ my family. but i got to see cameron, which makes everything better cuz he is my absolute favorite relative. he has this gf that no one in the family likes, and he ditched me for her today. well, actually, he's on restriction from her so he's not supposed to go over there, so he told us he was goin to PLU, but when he got home me and him were having our cousin-confessional time like always and he told me that he was at his gf's when he was gone... he's not allowed to go over to her house cuz his mom tammy thinks that they are gunna have sex... little does she know that they already have... for the first time like 2 days ago. holy cow cameron has changed. i dont kno. he lives in eatonville or something like that, and he hates it, and he's gone drastically down hill. he's failing like all of his classes but he told me it's cuz he cant stand tammy so he wont stay around his house to do hw and stuff. and tammy's bf drives him insane, too. poor kid, im gettin a bit worried. so ne ways... me and kel hung out yesterday, it was fun. i went to her house and we exchanged xmas gifts. she got me this really cute pink purse and another cute white one w/ a pink and black D on it. yay! hehe i was happy. and then she got me this awesome chapstick from Bath and Body Works and im already addicted. it's sparkling melon... how can i not be? hehe. and she got me a really cute hot pink thong from victoria's secret and she has a matching one. lol.... she loves that place. she would spend all her money there if she could. but ne ways, i got her some cute stuff... i made her a black pillow that said Kelc on it in yellow and then i made her a plate in pottery that says 21. and i bought her a brush set cuz she wanted one like crazy. and the best part--- i got her this awesome bubble bath.... finding nemo!!!!!!! muahahah. so yeah, after gift-time, we made cookies and delivered them to ppl. we gave some to olivia, kristen, hailey, and tyler. we hung out at tyler's for awhile. he gave her her xmas gifts...aww they were so cute. his family worked on this coat hanger and it's like fish themed. and then she got a fish tank *fake fish, thank god* and a pillow case and a blanket. it's really cute, so she is gunna theme her room like that now. and then tyler got her this really pretty heart shaped necklace. aww they are so adorable. im jealous. OMGOSH there was the weirdest guy on the train today... he jus kept staring at us and he was telling everyone that he was goin to chicago and then he told this like 90 year old that she was in spokane and that they were goin to chicago and she got all confused and it made me sad. and then like my mom was on the phone w/ her work cuz my sis is refinancing her house and my mom was talking about like a 30 year rate and all this and then like and hour later, the guy started mocking my mom w/ her exact words.... he was all pretending that he was on the phone and saying 'yah a 30 year loan, yadda yadda" it was so creepy. our stop was like 10 mins after that, thank goodness. i always run into the freaks on the trains. lucky me. mmk well im gunna go, ill cya all later. muchaz smoochaz  
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02:29pm 19/12/2003
  oh btw, hahaha.... bryan made me brownies and i got asked 10000 times if they were "special brownies" LOL  
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02:28pm 19/12/2003
  its like im jealous, but i know im not. i feel everything that u would feel when ur jealous, except for the intitial jealousy part. know what i mean? when they're together, im jus like ew why is he w/ her, he can do better. and when i say better, i dont mean me. i mean anyone BESIDES for her. i think thats it. its not jealousy.

so any ways, today was the friday before break. ahhh the best. got some presents from my friends, they are the bestest. we made a gingerbread house in english and tech. my group made out white trash. omg it was the best.and u kno who came and looked at it and i was talkin to him. yay. hehe. cuz trevor was in my group, but i mean, thats beside the point, right?
so i have the shindig at marianne's tonight, which should be fun. mmmm im gunna go now, tho. ill ttyl
 
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e-mail my sister sent me. i cried.... so shut up. lol   
05:32pm 18/12/2003
  It's a Wednesday night and you are at a church prayer meeting when
somebody runs in from the parking lot yelling, "Turn on a radio, turn on
a radio!"





And while the church listens to a little transistor radio with a
microphone stuck up to it, the announcement is made: "Two women are
lying in a Long Island hospital dying from a 'mystery' flu." Within
hours it seems, this thing just sweeps across the country.





People are working around the clock trying to find an antidote. Nothing
is working! California, Oregon, Arizona, Florida, Massachusetts.





It's as though it's just sweeping in from the borders.





And then, all of a sudden, the news comes out. The code has been broken.
A cure can be found. A vaccine can be made. It's going to take the blood
of somebody who hasn't been infected, and so, sure enough,all through
the Midwest, through all those channels of emergency broadcasting,





everyone is asked to do one simple thing: Go to your downtown hospital
and have your blood type taken. That's all we ask of you. When you hear
the sirens go off in your neighborhood, please make your way quickly,
quietly, and safely to the hospitals.





Sure enough, when you and your family get down there late on that Friday
night, there is a long line, and they've got nurses and doctors coming
out and pricking fingers and taking blood and putting labels on it.





Your wife and your kids are out there, and they take your blood type and
they say, "Wait here in the parking lot and if we call your name, you
can be dismissed and go home."





You stand around, scared, with your neighbors, wondering what in the
world is going on and if this is the end of the world.





Suddenly a young man comes running out of the hospital screaming. He's
yelling a name and waving a clipboard. What? He yells it again! And your
son tugs on your jacket and says, "Daddy, that's me."





Before you know it, they have grabbed your boy. Wait a minute!





Hold on! And they say, "It's okay, his blood is clean. His blood is
pure.





We want to make sure he doesn't have the disease. We think he has got
the right type." Five tense minutes later, out come the doctors and
nurses, crying and hugging one another ... some are even laughing. It's
the first time you have seen anybody laugh in a week, and an old doctor
walks up to you and says, "Thank you, sir. Your son's blood type is
perfect. It's clean, it is pure, and we can make the vaccine." As the
word begins to spread all across that parking lot full of folks, people
are screaming and praying and laughing and crying.





Then the gray-haired doctor pulls you and your wife aside and says, "May
we see you for moment? We didn't realize that the donor would be a minor
and we need ....... we need you to sign a consent form." You begin to
sign and then you see that the number of pints of blood to be taken has
been left blank.





"H-how many pints?", you ask.





And that is when the old doctor's smile fades and he says, "We had no
idea it would be little child. We weren't prepared. I'm sorry sir, we
need it all!"





"But but .. You don't understand."





"We are talking about the world here. Please sign. We need it all!"





"But can't you give him a transfusion?"





"If we had clean blood we would. Can you sign? Would you sign?"





In numb silence, you do.





Then they say, "Would you like to have a moment with him before we
begin?"





Can you walk back? Can you walk back to that room where he sits on a
table saying, "Daddy? Mommy? What's going on?" Can you take his hands
and say, "Son, your mommy and I love you, and we would never ever let
anything happen to you that didn't just have to be. Do you understand
that?"





And when that old doctor comes back in and says, "I'm sorry, we've GOT
to get started! People all over the world are dying.





Can you leave?"





Can you walk out while he is saying, "Daddy? Mommy? Daddy?





"Why, why have you forsaken me?"





And then next week, when they have the ceremony to honor your son some
folks sleep through it ... some folks don't even come because they go to
the lake or the seashore ... some folks come with a pretentious smile
and just "pretend" to care. Would you want to jump up and say, "MY SON
DIED FOR YOU! DON'T YOU CARE?"





Is that what GOD wants to say? "MY SON DIED FOR YOU. DON'T YOU KNOW HOW
MUCH I CARE?"





"FATHER, Seeing it from YOUR eyes breaks our hearts. Maybe now we can
begin to comprehend the great Love YOU have for us."
 
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05:32pm 17/12/2003
  the walk before 6th period is the absolute bestest

blah. odyssey final in mr. moore's class tomorrow. all or nothing. im gunna fail. like crazy. 220. aiming for 220. (220 is a D-, which is technically passing.) well I mean, of course i want the best grade.... 370 or above is an A. lol. blah. LOL and know what?! I hafta go in at 6:30 in the morning on Friday cuz we were all complaining today that the test was too long to take during one period, so he was like, fine, i'll make the essay a separate portion and then u can come in atfer school and do the essay part. so i was like ok, sounds good to me. but then i told my mom about it and she was like uhm babe ya cant go in after school, ya have a doctors appt at 2:30. damn it. so i hafta go in during the morning. so no one better piss me off on friday cuz i guarentee i will be in a bad mood. haha. oh well

duh my MRI was no problem. good thing im not clastrophobic or it woulda been. but im not so it wasnt that bad. i almost fell asleep. gah no wonder i have bad headaches, i get no sleep and i am completely stressed out. bah humbug. 2 more days. thank the lord
 
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03:49pm 15/12/2003
  VoLyBaLsTr3: so0o...Jordan's ur ((*lover*)) now
VoLyBaLsTr3: ;-);-)
DiscoDivaDarlin9: oh yes cuz he said hi to me
DiscoDivaDarlin9: lol
VoLyBaLsTr3: lol
VoLyBaLsTr3: shit i'd be like yeah we're getting married
VoLyBaLsTr3: he sed hi
VoLyBaLsTr3: his next words r i love u n then will u marry me
VoLyBaLsTr3: lol
DiscoDivaDarlin9: haha ok, ill go w/ that
 
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He's so beautiful it hurts   
03:35pm 15/12/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
music: *There Goes My Life* Kenny Chesney
Good day good day and my closest friends know why

But yeah.

Hehe we're doin a secret santa thing w/ our group of friends at school and it's fun
Me
Kristen
Kel
Amanda
Angie
Soaky
Megan
Hailey
Lynn

Yupp. and i have Angie. im only sayin that cuz i dont think she reads this. and if she does, well, oh well, its kinda obvious who has who cuz like i kno who everyone has besides for soaky, so therefore he has me. geez, imma smart one, eh? i thought so. but yah. There is a bball game tonight and i kinda wanna go, but then again i dont cuz my head hurts like a mofo. so yeah, my mom says she kinda wants me to stay home since ii have my MRI tomorrow night at 7, so it would be best if i jus stayed home tonight. mmk well im gunna go, bryan jus called me and i so cant multitask.
 
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08:16pm 12/12/2003
  wow Kristen sent me this survey about herself and it made me laugh alotta, and then smile alotta too.

29. Stalked someone? Not latley...but darcy has(Jorden)lol!
48. Laughs the cutest: darcy!
49. Who have you known the longest?: lol...darcy again
58. Who can you tell most of your secrets to?
darcy and kelsey
59. Who do you usually go to about all of your
problems? Kelsey and darcy
82. Had a crush on a teacher: duh...if u go to bay you would kno Mr.Fehling!!beautiful man right there! and there is mr westerman who me and darcy deserve to marry!

hahahahah man i loved that. here's mine




1. Full Name: Darcy Marie Cahill
2. Birthday: Oct. 14
3. Zodiac Sign: Libra
4. Gender: Girl
5. What time is it?: 8:21pm
6. Are you sensitive: yeah...

Person who last-

7. Called you: Kristen but she wasnt home
8. Slept in your bed: me...
9. saw you cry: my mom
10. Made you cry: bryan.
11. Went to the movies with you: kristen, hailey, and kel
12. Went to the mall with you:my mom
13. Yelled at you: hmmm mellie, but jokingly
14. Sent you an email: Kristen

Have you ever-

17. Taken a picture of yourself with a milk mustache and sent it to someone? no, but good idea! too bad im lactose intolerant.
18. Said "I love you" to someone and meant it? yup!
19. Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat: yeah my dog's like my sister
20. Been to New York? no...
21. Been to Florida? nopers
22. California? lol no
23. Hawaii? gosh do we hafta go thru all the states...no i havn't
24. Mexico? no...im afraid i might hafta speak some spanish and that would suck because then i would get laughed at...
25. China? can't say that i have!
26. Canada? lets see i feel very pathetic now...but one more time no.!!
28. Had a dream about something really crazy and had it happen the next day? mmm i think so
29. Stalked someone? not according to me, but my friends seem to think that i stalk alotta ppl... *jordan*
30. Had a mud bath? nope
31. Wished you were the opposite sex? only during certain times of the month? lol
32. Had an imaginary friend? when i was little, yea, but they never lasted long
33. What time is it now? 8:25
34. Backstreet boys or nsync? OMG Backstreet Boys all the way! REPRESENT!
37. Walmart or Target? Target
39. Santa or Rudolph? Santa, he's jollier!
40. What are you gonna do after you finish this? watch the santa claus, call bryan
41. What was the last meal you ate? uhmmm apple
42. Are you in High school or College? High School!!!!
43. Are you bored? kinda...
44. How many of your buddies ore online: 25
45. Last noise you heard?: santa claus
47. Last smell you sniffed? mmmm i dont kno

About your friends-

48. Laughs the cutest: mellie
49. Who have you known the longest?: chad
51. Loudest: ellie....
52. Wildest: kelsey, i guess
54. Who is the funniest? hmmm melissa and kel
55. Who is the moodiest? TONY
56. who is the smartest? joe and annie, holy cow
57. biggest player?: hmmm i dont kno...
58. Who can you tell most of your secrets to? kelsey and kristen
59. Who do you usually go to about all of your problems? Kelsey and Kristen
61. Last time you went out of state?: mmm i dont kno?
62. Lucky number? 13 all tha way!
63. What you look for in opposite sex?: mmmm alotta stuff. most important- heighth
64. Do you have a crush on someone? not really
65. Do they know? --
66. you have a g/f or b/f? nope
Extras-

68. What book are you reading now? The Odyssey, Wuthering Heights
69. hair color: Blonde
71. Height? 5'7"
72. Pets:Hailey, my doggie, and sugar, my bird
74. Been so drunk you blacked out: nope
75. What do you think your friends think of you? i hope they like me?
78. Set any body part on fire for amusement: nope. OMG MY MOM'S HAIR WAS ON FIRE TODAY!
79. Kept a secret from everyone and haven't told them about:no... kel knows everything about me
80. Wanted to hook up with a friend: yah, never turns out tho
81. Cried during a movie: omg what a dumb question to ask me
82. Had a crush on a teacher: Mr. Westerman, right Kdogg? and Mr. Afenigus!
83. Ever thought an animated charcter was hot? no!
84. Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff? well, not me, but my sis, so it was almost mine?
85. Planned your week based on TV guide? nope. if stuff conflicts, i tape it
87. Been on stage? yes!
89. What time is it now? 8:40
90. Words to live by: i love you
 
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01:06pm 12/12/2003
  Well Sadies is tomorrow. I'm excited cuz i really wanna dress up all cute as a pink lady. haha. me and hailey and k~dogg *kristen* are triple dating. Hailey is taking Kelly Coyne, K~Dogg is takin Brandon Wood and me and Bryan are goin together (as friends?) haha. yea. ellie is bein dumb about it all, like tryin to be the better person and talk to me about it, and it jus annoys me cuz she tries to be all mature about it to me but i kno that she talks shit about me behind my back. she was telling kristen that she hopes that i kno that bryan cant stand me. yeah, well, i dont kno how she would kno that considering that fact that ellie and bryan dont talk at all cuz he cant stand her at all. ellie is prolly the most annoying person ever, and so stuff like this jus gets to me really easy if it's coming from her. she's annoying but you-know-who is a close second. mmm hmm. haha. funny thing is that like no one knows who you-know-who is.
so ne ways i jus got home from the doctor's. i have had this awful headache for about 2 weeks now and it wont go away and it is seriously awful! so my mom took me to the doctors... he says that he thinks it's the beginning of migranes, which my parents are like freakin about cuz migranes run in our family and like my aunt would get them so badly, so my parents think i am royaly screwed if i have migranes. i am gettin an MRI tho, cuz my doc if all freaked out cuz i wake up w/ the headaches, and i guess that is a very bad sign, so they are making me get an MRI sometime next week. blah w/e. i dont kno.
My head doesnt really hurt today which makes me very happy! so i was in like the bestest mood today. haha. there is a bball game tonight. ellie and lindsey both rnt gunna be there so i dont kno what me and mellie will do!! haha jp. we'll live. we'll jus hafta pay more attention to the cheerleaders.... haha, which we will cuz athena is cheering today. oh geez. lol. it'll be entertaining. love ya athena. lol.
mmmk well im gunna go, i think im gunna go watch Chicago. I love ya all to pieces. Muchaz smoochaz!
 
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some songs i am obsessed w/ right now   
01:02pm 12/12/2003
  Kenny Chesney
There Goes my Life


All he could think about was I'm too young for this.
Got my whole life ahead.
Hell I'm just a kid myself.
How'm I gonna raise one.

All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke.
So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the coast.
Oh well, those plans are long gone.

And he said,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
Might as well kiss it all good-bye.
There goes my life.......

A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later.
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator.
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.

Momma's waiting to tuck her in,
As she fumbles up those stairs.
She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear.
Sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncin' curls.

He smiles.....
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you, daddy good-night.
There goes my life.

She had that Honda loaded down.
With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American Express.
He checked the oil and slammed the hood, said your good to go.
She hugged them both and headed off to the West Coast.

And he cried,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you.
Baby good-bye.

There goes my life.
There goes my life.
Baby good-bye.






Brad Paisley
Little Moments


Well I'll never forget the first time that I heard
that pretty mouth say that dirty word
And I can't even remember now
what she backed my truck into
but she covered her mouth
and her face got red
and she just looked so darn cute
That I couldn't
Even act like
I was mad
Yeah I live for
little moments
like that

That's like just last year on my birthday
She lost all track of time and burnt the cake
And every smoke detector
in the house was going off
And she was just about to cry until I took her in my arms
And I tried not
To let her see
me laugh
Yeah I live for
little moments
like that

I know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me
And I thank God that she isn't
cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections
It's the sudden change of plans
when she misreads the directions
and we're lost but holding hands
Yeah I live for little moments like that

When she's layin on my shoulder
on the sofa in the dark
and about the time she falls asleep
so does my right arm
and I want so bad to move it cause it's tingling and it's numb
she looks so much like an angel
that I don't wanna wake her up
yeah I live for little moments
when she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it
Yeah I live for little moments like that
 
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09:04pm 08/12/2003
  have u ever had a day when u have like no reason to be sad, but yet you are... and u kno its dumb... but u cry ne ways?  
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