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wow i have been SOOOOO busy! yesterday all day i went downstate to u of i with killian and howie to visit howie's older brother, jake. hes 22 and not all that good looking but DAMN some of his friends were! so killian and howie came over without any warning at 7 in the damn morning yesterday asking if i wanted to go with. i can never turn down an adventure / road trip so i was like hell yes. i think i need to stop spending all of my time with anna. im beginning to think its not even worth it, chances are she will never know how i feel and chances are if she did she wouldnt return them. so yea, we drove to u of i and visited jake at his frat house, met all his friends and stuff in the fraternity. there was a party going on that night at some other frat house so we went to that. we were already sort of drunk upon arrival bc we had been playing a drinking game for like a half-hour b4 we left. it was me, killian, jake, (howie was the "sober" one), and jake's 4 friends pete, greg, anthony, and zack. i had only had 2 shots, but it was wild turkey so i was feeling it.
so we went to this party and it was SO crowded. like i seriously thought every single person at u of i must have been there. i mean yea we have parties where we live but nothing like that! you could barely even move! killian and i were walking around with howie, anthony, and zakk and zakk breaks out the acid. he had like five tabs. ive never done acid before and if i ever were to try it, i wouldnt want to be at some huge, crowded, unfamiliar party. so i declined but killian and zakk decided to trip. which is fucked up insane cuz i remember when killian was total str8-edge and didnt touch any drugs and rarely drank. me and anna had to coax her to take shots and that was just when we'd be bored at home, just the 3 of us!!! howie was kind of pissed at killian for tripping too but he didnt say nething. only after killian laid the acid on her tongue did zakk mention that a trip will usually last about 8 hours. 8 FUCKING HOURS!!! and we were supposed to be driving killian home...the drive to where we are from u of i is only 4 HOURS. so killian's tripping mad style, like ppl are melting in front of her and shes trying to find a waterfall or some shit, howie is on his last nerve, jake is nowhere to be found, zakk leaves us as soon as his trip starts and leaves almost right away with some drunk girl, anthony sees his ex-gf all over some other guy and gets really upset so he leaves the entire party, the 2 other guys we were playin drinking games with decided not to come 2 the party, and im slightly drunk well drunk enuf that im unable to think clearly & everything is kinda funny. so needless 2 say, we found an empty bedroom in the frat house that was hosting the party and crashed there.
this morning we didnt wake up till 1 in the afternoon!!! howie was all panicked and shook me awake and killian was so drained after tripping that all she wanted 2 do was lay around and sleep. so we hightailed it back here and i called my mom...i told her that i was sleeping at killian's house and spendin yesterday with her family...she was really pissed (today was her day off) and was like "Why do i think ur not at killian's?" and all this shit. so i made up this lie on the spot that like i didnt know that when killian invited me it was that her whole family was spending a night at some fancy hotel about an hour away. luckily my mom believed me. im an excellent actress. so i got home just about a minute ago and my mom is making dinner...she only just now informs me that my aunts visiting from paris are coming over today w/ their families for dinner and shit. come on, ive been up all night, im a little hungover, the last thing i want to do is entertain the french side of my entire family. but oh well. shit the doorbell is ringing, that must be them i gotta hop into the shower and at least look A LITTLE presentable for dinner so cya.
ps. all those wo ndering about travis? i actually havent talked to him since "that night". well then again my cell phone has been out of range most of the time since then since ive been 4 hours downstate at u of i. hmm only time will tell i guess!!
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