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Forgot to mention, yesterday after he left, his coach drove away, I turned around, and burst into tears on the spot. I was smiling, holding back most of my tears as I waved him off, he doesn't like the way I get so upset every time, because it hurts him too, and it's never that long until we see each other again, and we talk on the phone every day. But still, it tears my insides apart every second we're parted. Therefore I can't stop my tears. It was even worse, much worse, than usual lastnight too, I don't quite know why really. Anyway, I walked from the coach station bit through to the bus station bit on the other side to get a bus home, and 3 police officers stopped to ask me if I was ok, what the tears were for & if I was sure that's all it was. Ten I sat & waited for the bus, sobbing, and a guy waiting for the bus also, came up and said "you can tell me to go away if you want to, I was just wondering if you were ok?". Lol, guess I looked so shite, like i'd been attacked or something then. Great stuff [/sarcasm]
I'm going to see him over New Years anyway, that's like 7/8 days away now, i'll see the new year in with my love, and wake up on the first of January, a whole new year, in his bed, in his arms, in his tshirt. I cannot wait.
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