that cold black cloud is comin' down, feels like im knockin' on heaven door   
12:49pm 08/08/2004
 
mood: mellow
music: knockin on heavens door - Guns n Roses
hollur.

brians block party was yesterday. sucked alot. lots and lots of drunk and blazed whores running around. anyways we got there around 5:40 and left at 11. erm got there and someone started with britt about joe but i didnt wanna here it. blah blah blah. hung out with joe susan nick brian mike mikeA. britt and shiiit. joes house was like a fucking strip club or something. melodie and jess and everyone all drunk and all over everyone. jess almost fucked john which is pathetic. its only because she was drunk, and zzzaaacccck! was wasted by 6. ha weirdo. i got my corona and that was that. when we got to joes room, all the alcohol was gone already so yeah i was pissed. no more jack daniels left for me. so i just stuck to my corona. yeah its gay. i hate corona. i like my smirnoff and jack daniels and what not :(. too bad. yeah that was my night, then i went home and fell asleep. whatevvvver


today im going back up to drexel hill. fun, not. yeah ill update later -rock on- debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
i am an anti-christ, i am an anarchist, dont know what i want, but i know how to get it   
01:02pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: cold
music: Anarchy in the Uk - Sex Pistols
yeah guys i have no life. so last night im thinking about going up to drexel hill and shit. yeah so my dad starts to bitch at me about spending so much time with nick. hermmmmm maybe its because hes friends with my friends?? yeeeah. so after that whole thing my mom drives me up to his house and we order pizza and listen to david bowie. ha sexy. then we tried to figure out his password to [shmellyswampass] his old aim screenname. and it didnt work. so then we went to the cemetary. some girl died yesterday 20 years ago in 1984 and she was only 22 :[ made me sad. then we found some girl who was born in 1888 and died in 1988 wow 100! then there was this grave that really freaked me out, i dont know why but i didnt want to go near it, especially at night, and with joe telling us about his incident with the girl with the red eyes [shivers] ... we're going today before brians block party


speaking of the blockparty.. its today and its freezing out. im going to meet susan britt her fag friends matt and shit and nick up at dermond at 5. yeah. then we're going to the block party i think. i hope brian still wants me to go. he hasnt brought it up. but whatever yeah. well i get to drink tonight because no one there cares if you drink or not. i hope they have smirnoff.. [yum!] ill update tonight when i get home ..


-rock on- debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
sweet home alabama, where the skies are so blue, sweet home alabama, lord im comin home to you   
12:46pm 06/08/2004
 
mood: bored
music: Sweet Home Alabama - Lynard Skynard
hey guys. so yesterday i woke up around 11:3o cause my bitch mom woke me up to go shopping. left around 1 and got home at 3:3o and got online till 5:45 then got in the shower and got ready to see the village with everyone. got there around 715 and sat in the theatre talking for awhile. then the movie came on and such. the movie sucked. i was sooo confused by the middle of it. it totally lost me. but whatever some parts were good. i dunno. i guess so. i the movie was over around 93o and then i went to nicks house and such till 1130 then his dad took me home. nick called around 12 and was on the phone till 2 cause i was watching some weird ass show called 'when rated x ruled the world' on vh1 so i watched it. it was about porn in the 70's. i dunno. i got off the phone around 2:3o and fell asleep around 3:15 and such.


i think today im going over nicks unless i have to babysit or something. well il update tonight i guess.



rock on- debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
but what i need to make me feel tight are girls, girls girls   
12:55pm 02/08/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
music: Girls, Girls, Girls - Motley Crue
hey guys havent updated in awhile ..

thursday... last day of summer school! woo i passed with a 92. got there around 10 and nick was outfront so we stayed outthere for awhile then we walked in and our teacher was like to you wanna take the final now so we were like er no and walked outfront and waited for tom. then we went in to take the final and me and tom realized that on the bottom of the second final page the answers were there [thank you to my idiot teacher] then me and tom were done in like 3 minutes and we waited another 5 minutes but nick still wasnt done so we waited out front of the door and then we went outside to wait till we could go back for our grades. nick got a B and i got an A. then my mom picked us up and dropped nick at his house and then later that night nick came over.

friday... my dad took me my brothers and nick down the shore, we left at 8:15 and got there around 10. me and nick got dropped off at the beach around 11 and we went in the water then walked around the boardwalk. nick won me this watch around a fluffy dice thing. :] then we went back to the beach and back to the boardwalk where nick won me this pink monkey that says 'i love you' on it and tiffany from the bride of chucky.. yay!. then me and nick got massive sunburn and we went to the boardwalk to get on some rides. we left around 10 and got home at 12. i was brutally sunburned :[ still am.

saturday... got up at 1 and was hurting everywhere. felt sick and hurt. had barbeque for dinner and nick didnt come over cause i was hurting. my daddy rented starsky and hutch, secret window, and sleepy hollow for me and got ice cream for us. yay!

sunday... got up around 12 and ate breakfast and called nick. nick came over and we watched the day after tomorrow and all that good stuff. he left around 11:30 and called at 12 i got off the phone at 1 and went to bed at 2 and nick called at 2:45 but i was too tired to talk. woke up around 12 today.



today nicks coming over to see timmys football practice. then this week we're all going to see the village and on saturday is brians block party [oh dear.. what fun not] melodie and everyone is going to be there [ick posers] oh yeah yodells told nick and me that he broke up with jen then said he didnt but is thinking about it [er duh]..


ill update later tonight if i feel like it -rock on- debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
our lips are sealed...   
04:53pm 29/07/2004
 
mood: accomplished
music: Our Lips Our Sealed - The Go Go's
Type your Name with:

Fingers: debbie

Nose: debbie

Elbow: deebbie

Chin: dxdeb hvb nide

Toes: debbie

Ankle: dferbhgbhi9e

Eyes closed and 1 finger: debbuw

Back of your hand: de n vvbboiuew

Palm: debvgbi9d3

Mouse: debbie

Wrist: fderwnbmbnikfd

Ear: zxc vhmrnj
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
sail away sweet sister, sail across the sea   
09:25pm 25/07/2004
 
mood: cheerful
music: Sail Away, Sweet Sister - Axl Rose [Duff on Bass]
hey guys. whats happening. this weekend has been some-what productive.. lets see

thursday .. got home from school and me and nick went to the pool, tiff was there and so was some other people i know but dont care about. er we went swimming ate some food then repeated it all until 5ish when we went home. after all the showers and goodstuff we were dropped off at nick [i think i wrote this before it seems vagualy familiar.] we stayed in watched legally blonde with anthony and sydney and then i went home at 11:30ish. okay yeah

friday .. i "slept in" if thats what you call it, 12:0o but then got on the computer and talked to nick until arounnnd er 4 then got in the shower and got dressed and all that sweet stuff. then went to nicks and we er, i dont really remember then i went home again, at 9:3o

saturday.. nickys block party, lots of fun. went there and his mom was already drunk so it was hilarious. listened to the sucky music they played and then hung out with lil jay when he came around. then finally got some lynard skynard going, then guns n roses and we just all chilled in front of nicks house, ate watermelon and cotton candy and waterice and drank our soda, good times. nicks dad drove me home around 11:15, got home fell asleep and nick called around 2 but i was too tired to talk so i went back to sleep.

sunday.. [today] went to ashys house for dinner with the fam. ate and got on the computer then played capture. and now im home.


my life is not at all exciting but schools over on thursday so its all good and on friday my daddy me kev tim and nicky are going down the shore for the day! yippee!! and me and nick are going to the beach while the boys are crabbing. all is good :] pure happiness..



so not much else to say so ill catch up later - rock on - ciao
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
hey megalomaniac, your no jesus, yeah your no fucking elvis   
12:28pm 23/07/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: Megalomaniac - Incubus
wow. my dad has to be the BIGGEST asshole. i hate him, and not the whole 'my dad wont give me 20 dollars to go to the mall so i hate him' way. he always takes out all his anger on me. i think its because im the only girl in the family. he always finds something i do to make a smart-ass comment on. he walks in an automatically has something to say. debbie i said your not being on the computer all day .. im not on all day.. then why is it everytime i come home your on? uh newsflash asshole, your home 3 hours out of the day and most of that your sleeping so the chances are reasonably high that im going to be on when you come home. then goes on about me drinking something at the computer, debbie your not aloud to drink at the computer, i know dad, then why are you drinking something, er cause im thirsty, well im finding stains on the keyboard... blah blah blah. hey ASSHOLE you drink your goddamn coffee there everytime your on, so it could possibly be from YOU. oh what am i saying your GOD.. or thats what you think. i hate him with a passion and this whole family knows it. whatever kevin wants he gets when kevs like 'dad i thnk i need a new pair of $150 skates for hockey' my dad rushes out for him as soon as he gets the money. but me its a hassle to get a new pair of chucks which is 2/3's less then the skates.. wow i hate him so bad. and then has a problem with my boyfriend... debbie hes not gonna be over every night. i know that idiot. so ive been out all week, but i guess nick cant come over tonight because he has off from goddamn work I HATE YOU ASSHOLE. i hope he goes an snoops through this computer like he always does. how come that kevin gets to go up to six flags with people my mom and dad dont even know but i cant even go to some skatepark 20 minutes away with nick!? is it because im the girl ? i hate him. kevin is getting oh what 100 dollars on wednesday for six flags. but i only get a new hello kitty purse and a thing of lipgloss if i pass summer school with a A!!!! and that only costs a mere 20 dollars .. jesus christ. i hate living at this house with a passion. i get nothing. and my mom says i always get everything i want. i havent got a new pair of jeans since school as been over. and my new shirts? they came from nick. so my parents should be kissing his ass for buying me new clothes. im out - ciao
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
shes a good girl crazy bout elvis loves horses and her boyfriend too   
12:43pm 21/07/2004
 
mood: indescribable
music: Free Fallin - Tom Petty
whats-a happening hot stuff? i didnt go to school today because my moms cars in the shop getting inspected so i just stayed home. cause there is no way im walkin to upper darby. so i didnt really 'sleep in' but i got up at 11:3o im sitting here in nicks shirt which is huuuge and my sweats. i wish i could drive so i wouldnt have to sit in here everyday.

yesterday - went to school and was bored. then nick came over and we went to the pool till 5 or so. then we came home nick got in the shower then i did. we ate our dinner then the madre drove us to nicks house. we got there and talked to his dad for awhile and then we went to the hershey store and got waterice. then we walked up to dermond and saw his little sister. we stayed there for about an hour or so and i got 2 mosquito bites :[ then we went back to his house made a pizza and then his daddy drove me home. i came home was on the phone with nick till like 12ish and got off acause he was tired.

today i think nicks coming here. i dunno though im sooo bored. i hope my mom and brothers go to the pool so i can have some alllooonneee time. its well overdue. anyways im sitting here waiting for nick to get home which should be a good 15 minutes cause hes walking but whatever.


im out - rock on - ciao - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
And its hard to hold a candle in the Cold November Rain   
09:40am 20/07/2004
 
mood: mellow
music: November Rain - Guns n Roses
school today ugh i dont wanna go. but since my mom is getting her car inspected im not going tomorrow .. woo not really. nick didnt go to his first class today so yeah i guess thats cool. after school im going to the pool with nick and my madre. im really bored.. only 6 more days of summmmerr schoool. ooh yeah! ill update later. x



ciao - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
You were young and ur heart was an open book u used to say live and let live... say live and let die   
11:26am 17/07/2004
 
mood: nervous
music: Live and Let Die - Guns n Roses
todays the biig day.. im getting my hair cut. thats right, the first real cut in 2 years. im sooo scared it will look bad. nick wants the hair i chopped off to be put in a bag and given to him :o] lol hes crazy, shmelly you are the 2nd crazy guitarist. ha nick and justin started a band.

Thursday, i went over nicks and we walked up to yodells to get the van halen dvd. so we started talking to him about the band thats supposed to be happening and yodells said that yodells nick mike allen and bri are in the band so yea. we go home and sit there, watch the dvd then sydney came over to get anthony [nicks brother] and they went out after nick put on a show for me and sydney. then me and nick went to 'our spot' and watched thats so raven. the phone rang and nick picked up the phone and talked for 5 or so minutes. then hung up. it was yodells and now the band is definite. nicks in the band [guitar] and also is the band bitch. so if stuff goes wrong they just all hit him.

Friday, me and my mom went to the springfield mall to get my bathing suit and pacsun. ha yeah right it took 8 stores to find one. well i went to kohls and got this really cute hello kitty shirt. then we went to fashion bug [were i got my bathing suit] and i got a skirt and new pair of cargos. oh yeah i got a new soap at bathand body works. its sweet oea and incredibly sexy. then we went to the mcdade mall [ugh] and went to make our appointment for hair and went to fashion bug. wooooo. then we went home nick came over and that was my night. oh yeah the band isnt mike allen and bri anymore now its nick [guitar] yodells [rhythm guitar] and paul [bass] and your probably wondering where are the singer and drummer at? well we're wondering the same thing to. yodells says he knows someone to be drummer and they will hold auditions for a singer. i get to be a groupie with jen [oh god]. lol


im out gotta get the hair done [wish me luck!] - ciao - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
all that first class jet set brings me down down down all that first class drug shit brings me down   
03:48pm 14/07/2004
 
mood: lethargic
music: Big Machine - Velvet Revolver
What is your name?:Debbie
Are you named after anyone?:My Mom
What's your screename?:debbiex15
Would you name a child of yours after you?:hell no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Kevin probably
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Dana
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:erm .. no
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:why would i .. itd be like come see *DEBBIE* ...and thats gay
Basics
Your gender::Female
Straight/Gay/Bi::Straight
Single?:nope
If not, do you want to be?:nope
Birthdate::Ocotber 5, 1989
Your age::14
Age you act::8-10
Age you wish you were::18
Your height::5'3
Eye color::blue
Happy with it?:somewhat
Hair color::dirty blonde
Happy with it?:i guess
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty
Your living arrangement::parental units
Your family::mom dad 2 brothers
Have any pets?:nope
Whats your job?:i dont have a job
Piercings?:ears
Tattoos?:none... yet
Obsessions?:chucks
Addictions?:chucks
Do you speak another language?:french and spanish
Have a favorite quote?:live and let die
Do you have a webpage?:yes
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:nope
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yeah, if i wasnt, everyone would be dead
Do you have any secrets?:of course
Do you hate yourself?:sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?:sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?:yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?:i dunno .. im pretty
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Welcome to the Jungle
What's your biggest fear?:bugs
Can you sing?:People tell me I can
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:ha i pretend to be axl rose
Are you a loner?:somewhat
What are your #1 priorities in life?:friends, family, love
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:no, im a psycho
Are you a daredevil?:sure why not
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:i hate everything
Are you passive or agressive?:agressive
Do you have a journal?:yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:strength [i can kick ass verbally] weakness [zero self-confidence]
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:hair
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:sure
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:of course
Do you think life has been good so far?:um no
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:never make someone your priority when your only an option to them
What do you like the most about your body?:um? MY ASSSSS .. nah i dunno
And least?:my stomach
Do you think you are good looking?:to some extent
Are you confident?:nope
What is the fictional character you are most like?:er . sleeping beauty .. i like to sleep
Are you perceived wrongly?:yes
Do You...
Smoke?:Nope
Do drugs?:Nope
Read the newspaper?:i read the obituaries
Pray?:at night
Go to church?:never
Talk to strangers who IM you?:of course.. its a good way to make friends
Sleep with stuffed animals?:no
Take walks in the rain?:yup
Talk to people even though you hate them?:all the time
Drive?:i can, not legally though
Like to drive fast?:i will drive fast, when its LEGAL
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:sure
Hurt yourself?:used too
Been out of the country?:nah
Eaten something that made other people sick?:all the time
Been in love?:am right now
Done drugs?:used to
Gone skinny dipping?:not yet
Had a medical emergency?:yes
Had surgery?:yes
Ran away from home?:once
Played strip poker?:never
Gotten beaten up?:nope
Beaten someone up?:yes
Been picked on?:of course
Been on stage?:yea
Slept outdoors?:um .. is camp speers outdoors?
Thought about suicide?:yes
Pulled an all nighter?:all the time
If yes, what is your record?:going 4 days without sleeping
Gone one day without food?:nah
Talked on the phone all night?:yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:um .. i slept on the couch with nick next to me...
Slept all day?:yes [nick has 2 WHOLE days]
Killed someone?:maybe...
Made out with a stranger?:yes
Had sex with a stranger?:erm no
Thought you're going crazy?:i am crazy
Kissed the same sex?:i dont go that way
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:um naaah
Been betrayed?:yes
Had a dream that came true?:i dont remember
Broken the law?:a few times
Met a famous person?:uh i met bam before
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:um no
On purpose?:maybe
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:yeah
Stolen anything?:of course
Been on radio/tv?:yeah
Been in a mosh-pit?:um.. no
Had a nervous breakdown?:a few times
Bungee jumped?:er not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?:yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:sure
Miracles?:yea
Astrology?:yup
Magic?:yea
God?:yeah
Satan?:of course
Santa?:nope
Ghosts?:of course
Luck?:sometimes
Love at first sight?:to some extent
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yeah
Witches?:of course
Easter bunny?:nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:if u really love someone
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:maybe
Do you wish on stars?:yeah
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:nope
Do you think God has a gender?:i guess
Do you believe in organized religion?:nope
Where do you think we go when we die?:heaven or hell
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:maybe
Who is your best friend?:they know
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:nick
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:forget about him
Your favourite inside joke?:taco talk
Thing you're picked on most about?:my emo music
Who's your longest known friend?:dana
Newest?:justin? is he my friend? i dunno
Shyest?:britt
Funniest?:mike
Sweetest?:dana
Closest?:nick and bri and mike
Weirdest?:susan [i hate her]
Smartest?:brian or susan
Ditziest?:britt and tiff
Friends you miss being close to the most?:dana
Last person you talked to online?:nick
Who do you talk to most online?:nick
Who are you on the phone with most?:nick
Who do you trust most?:nick and brian
Who listens to your problems?:all of them
Who do you fight most with?:mike
Who's the nicest?:noreen
Who's the most outgoing?:mike
Who's the best singer?:MEEE .. ha nah .. j/k
Who's on your shit-list?:everyone
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:nooo
Who's your second family?:the staibers or .. i dunno
Do you always feel understood?:never
Who's the loudest friend?:mike
Do you trust others easily?:nope
Who's house were you last at?:nick?
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::nick
Do your friends know you?:somewhat
Friend that lives farthest away::kristina
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:no
What do you find romantic?:roses,chocolates,candles,stuffed animals
Turn-on?:long hair, nice eyes, skater shoes, a guy with a instrument
Turn-off?:annoying, ditzy
First kiss?:mike divers
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:i dunno
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:it doesnt matter
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:i dont really care
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:i dont know
What is best about the opposite sex?:the way they act like theyre tough
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:they dont care about theyre appearance
What's the last present someone gave you?:my ring from nick
Are you in love?:yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?:extremly
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:huh?
You wanted to kill?:everyone
That you laughed at?:nick
That laughed at you?:nick
That turned you on?:nick
You went shopping with?:susan britt and nick
That broke your heart?:kevin
To disappoint you?:amanda
To ask you out?:nick
To make you cry?:nick
To brighten up your day?:nick
That you thought about?:nick
You saw a movie with?:susan amanda nick joe and louis
You talked to on the phone?:nick
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:nick
You saw?:nick
You lost?:idunno
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:yes
Will it be with your significant other?:yes
Or some random person?:nope
What are you wearing right now?:sweats and a guns n roses shirt
Body part you're touching right now::arm
What are you worried about right now?:that im gonna stay in ALONE tonight
What book are you reading?:nada
What's on your mousepad?:american flag
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::tired,bored,crazy,frustrated,indescribable
Are you bored?:yes
Are you tired?:yes
Are you talking to anyone online?:nick
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:nope
Are you lonely or content?:lonley
Are you listening to music?:yea

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( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
Went too fast, im out of luck, and i dont even give a fuck   
08:55am 13/07/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: Do It For The Kids - Velvet Revolver
this will be short. i had to get up earlier today :[ because we need to go to the store today so i cant get food so i can have something to eat in school. oh yeah and the new contraband cd. is mine now! yay! so ill update about yesterday when i get home from school :[



ciao - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
You think your so cool, why dont you just, fuck off   
02:28pm 12/07/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: Its So Easy - Guns n Roses
Dear Ms. Staiber,
You are completly out of line. You have absolutly no right criticizing a 14 year old girl because she is sitting on her boyfriends lap. Telling me that i make your house look 'slutty' and that im 'ruining your reputation' is going to do nothing, except make you look like the bad person. It's sad and pathetic, that you think that since you were quote 'having a bad day' and you 'flew off the handle' that you can take it out on your daughters friends. Just because you had a bad day does not mean since a girl and boy are sitting together on your property making it look like a 'whorehouse' as you call it, does not mean you can throw a temper tantrum. Do you get off at making me feel like a slut? does it make you feel superior to me? does it make you feel respected? because all it does is make you seem like an over-reactive, loud-mouth mother. Just because you dont see Susan with guys, does not mean that she doesnt do this with them. Just because you dont seem to trust your daughter does not mean that you take it on me. This is not an apology, i am just stating my opinions, and im not going to apologize for your mistakes.




last night i was at susans, her mom came home, saw me and nick talking, and flipped out and called me a whore, said i cant be friends with susan anymore, and that she wants a written apology in 2 days or shes calling my mom to tell her. My mom knows, talked to her mom and flipped out.



ciao - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
Wake Up.. Time Ta Die !   
11:06am 11/07/2004
 
mood: irritated
music: Welcome to the Jungle- Guns n Roses
hey guys. woke up early today. erm stayed in last night, cause my parents and brothers went to some party at the pool so they didnt want me to have nick over and everyone else went out. so nick came over at 6:3o till 8:3o and my parents left at 8:15. i hopped in the shower and got online. then i made some food and nick called me. then joe called. and then susan. joe and susan wanted to know what movies to get for today. i said i didnt know and joe said call him if i figured any out. which i didnt. the family came home around 11:45 and i ran upstairs and got off the phone cause i wasnt supposed to be on that late. my mom came upstairs and we talked about me getting a new bathing suit and babysitting adn stuff. then i watched boy meets world and braceface. nick called back at 1:15 and stayed on till 1:3o then i went to sleep. he called back at 3:0o but i told him i was going to sleep.


thats it - ciao
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
Justa urchin livin under the street im a hard case thats tough to beat   
12:13pm 10/07/2004
 
mood: tired
music: Paradise City - GnR
morning all. just got up about half hour ago and decided to kick my brother off the cpu.

last night susan and britt were supposed to come over so at 6:45 susan gets here and im still getting ready, i finish up and we sit outfront and nicks car pulls up and im like wtf? so then he comes. susan calls joe up and he comes over at 7:3o and britt gets here around then too. we all decide to walk up to the dunkin donuts so we walk down westbrook and susan stops to pet this dog. so she finds a beer bottle throws it to joe who throws it back to susan who throws it to me. i cant catch. it breaks so we all run.. end of story.. right? wrong. we get up to baltimore pike when this fatass peice of white trash steps in our way and goes which one of you threw glass at my dog.. so we just stand there and and look at him. joe starts smiling and the dude goes what the fuck are you smiling at ill kick your fucking ass.. now right there we coulda whipped out the cell phone, call the cops, and got the dude arrested for threating a minor. but we didnt so here i am, having a hard time keeping myself under control. so i stand there with my arms crossed and looking at the ground. so he stands there and goes what the fuck do u have a problem, and im like uh yeah we're trying to fucking walk to a store with you blocking our way, if we threw the glass at your fucking dog we wouldve owned up to it [hey we threw glass, not at the dog] so hes like do you live on that street, and we're like no he goes if you ever fucing walk down that street again i will kick your asses [again with the threats] and we're like uh whatever. okay this is why we get called white trash, for pathetic assholes who cant control themselves. so we get to the dunkin donuts, i get a coffee, too much sugar and go insane. then we walk to acme, then to the wawa and back to my house. fun

susan slept over we watched cold creek manor, it was awsome. sorta, steven dorff is hot. got to bed around 5ish .. then got up at 11:3o


im out gotta get susan up, ciao - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
Now your clean and so discreet, i wont say a word   
02:28pm 09/07/2004
 
mood: stressed
music: My Michelle - Guns n Roses
im bored with my life. its the same exact thing everyday. get up, shower, school, home, phone, nick comes over. everyday since the beginning of the summer. and its sad, i havent seen my best friends since the day school got out. of course we did hang out at the mall, but that was it, and it was akward, cause they all kept hanging out and not calling me. this makes me upset. they called me last night to go up to the bowling alley, but i dont have a ride so i would have had to walk up garret road and to playhouse, which wasnt happening. so i just stayed in. me britt susan and nick are going ot this thing at the pool, theyre showing movies. its the goonies tonight so we're going, but i dont want to. im getting really pissed with the summer. it sucks. i need to get out more. i need to get out with my friends. this better happen soon.

anyways susan is sleeping over tonight, blah, i dont want her too. ill have to listen to her rant about joe and britt and stuff and her gangster ways. like i care. but whatever its a chance to get updated on what ive been missing.

i need new clothes too. school starts in a month and a half. wow. it makes me sad. cause then i know winters coming. i hate the winter, except for christmas and christmas break. it means i cant wear my chucks cause of the snow. :[ grrrrr. im so bored right now. nicks going to be calling back soon. i really dont feel like beingon the phone. eeeeerrrr! but i will cause im a sweet nice person, to whom i want to be. whatever. im hungry too.


ill update later, maybe when susans asleep. ciao - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
Trapped in the chair of the citys gas chamber, why im here i cant quite remember   
01:08pm 09/07/2004
 
mood: frustrated
music: Paradise City - Guns n Roses
I hate people with money.
I hate happy people.
I hate rude, ingnorant people
I hate Tiffany, cause she has alot of friends.
I hate Mike, cause he acts like a dumbass.
I hate people that are famous for no potential reason.
I hate the way people think they know me.
I hate "beautiful" people.
I hate Mrs. Rayberg, for being an idiot.
I hate people with cell phones.
I hate Summer School.
I hate Susan, for being an annoying wannabe gangster.
I hate cheerleaders.
I hate dry skin
I hate Mr. Pinkenston, for failingme, resulting in summer school.
I hate Girl Pop-singers, for being alive.
I hate boybands.
I hate people that show off just to impress people.
I hate Brian, for being self-absorbed and selfish.
I hate people who drive too slow.
I hate smart people.
I hate upper darby.
I hate seeing memorials on the side of the road
I hate not being able to sleep late, because of summer school.
I hate Kevin, for being two-faced.
I hate liars.
I hate not being able to do what i want to do.
I hate people who think they're always right, and rub in your face.
I hate Amanda, for being fat, and annoying.
I hate Justin for being good at guitar.
I hate posers.
I hate that guns n roses are no longer around
I hate that i couldnt go see velvet revolver cause im too young.
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
Captain Americas been torn apart now hes a Court Jester with a broken heart   
01:48pm 07/07/2004
 
mood: indescribable
music: Under Pressure - Queen ft. David Bowie
hey guys. 1 more day till my weekend! woo. i cant take summer school anymore tom was absent today :[ but i was entertained by my nick <3. uh we went outside to do our work and nick sat alone on a bench so i had to sit up on the bleachers with the kids that dont like me [i.e: gangsters] and such. we went in and i sat with nick and talked. then school was over. me and nick got in my car and waited for mike, nick, and dan. they got there and my mom took nick home then i put in under pressure and mike was like WHY IS VANILLA ICE PLAYING so im like uh its queen and david bowie? so we listened to that then i turned on ice ice babyyyyyy and mike got mad so i kept it on. dan doesnt know who vanilla ice is ... isnt that odd? anyways yeah

I got home and made a burger ! im a chef! im waiting for my dad to get up and go out so i can get some of the mudslides that are in my fridgerator ... mmm yummy!. but i have to wait till he leaves. so ill update later unless i go out then ill update tomorrow..



cyas - debbie
 
     

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Hoping for the best, just hoping nothing happens   
09:27am 01/07/2004
 
mood: dorky
music: Cute without the 'E' - Taking Back Sunday
last day of summer school for this week! woo.. 2 and a half hours. im gonna kill myself. today im going to the pool with nick after school. woop, 4 day weekend.


ill update later - debbie
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )

 
I will never ask if you dont ever tell me, I know you well enough to know you never loved me   
06:09pm 28/06/2004
 
mood: dirty
music: London Calling - The Clash
Erm. just got back from the pool about a half hour ago. nicks over, im writing this as im waiting for him to get out of my showerrrr. er yeah. then im hoppin in. when im done i think i might pop in a dvd, maybe gothika? its the only dvd that i have that i havent seen 109345489543859385093586 times before. so yeah. ill update, erm probably tomorrow before school :'[ but maybe later tonight.. i dunno, holler
 
     

( While my guitar gently weeps )