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Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
1:58p - First Entry
Well..this is my first entry in this journal. I have a couple of other journal's elsewhere on the internet. So I hope I will write in this one as much as my others.

Can you believe that it's Christmas Eve. It's so crazy, because it really doesn't seem it at all. When I was a kid it was such a big deal, but now that I'm much older it doesn't really seem to matter that much anymore. It's like it's just another day, ya know?

Bleh, I'm so bored right now..there's really nothing to do, as always. The town I live in is soooo boring! Well anyways, I will update later. Just wanted to make an introduction on this thingy. So will post later.

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Once again, I am in a bad mood. And I really don't have any reason to be. Just been really grouchy and grumpy lately. The mood where I'm don't talk to me or touch me. Just leave me alone. Oh well..I'm sure I'll get over this soon. I guess I'm just upset because I haven't heard anything about the hospital yet. And that there are so many depressing things that are going on right now. I took my pill last night. But it was a very small one...probably 1/4 of paxil. I had some vivid dreams again, but they weren't anything special. I could hardly remember them. One of them I was helping out BK for a little while..hah! Wow, this print is so tiny.. Well anyways, I think I'm going to go take a nap.

current mood: annoyed

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7:11p - It's almost Christmas...
Ugh..I'm so full right now. I feel like my stomach is going to explode! I can't believe that I ate so much food/junk today. I did the same thing yesterday. It's really not a good thing to eat when you are bored, because you can never stop! At least I can't. But yeah...my stomach hurts right now from being so full of food. I wish I wouldn't of ate so much. Well just think it's going to be Christmas soon. Doesn't even seem it though. It's so wonderful and fun when you are a little kid, but once you become an adult. It's just like another day of the year.

Again Today, I haven't been in a very great mood. I'm just kind of annoyed with everything. Not wanting anyone to touch me or talk to me. Weird huh? But that's how I feel, and felt the same way yesterday. I guess I'm just down and depressed right now. This has been the most depressing Christmas for me ever. Actually, I don't think that I've ever been depressed during Christmas, except for this year.

I'm feeling tired too...and my throat is hurting. It's like a dull ache. Bleh..I hope I'm not getting sick :(. Well anyways..I guess that's all I have to say. Merry Christmas Eve Everyone :).

current mood: full

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11:07p - I'm going nutso...
Well..I think I am going crazy. I keep hearing all these noises and stuff in my house. And I feel like someone/something is around me. It's creepy. Yeah, I know I'm nuts ;). But for real it sounds like there is something inside the house. It's Santa!!!, hah, no..Anyways, I think I am going to go to bed now. So Goodnight Everyone! Sweet Dreams

current mood: scared

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