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Wednesday, January 1st, 2003
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6:36 pm - 1st day of 2003
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Well it's officially 2003, Happy New Year's Day everyone. I hope all of you had a wonderful night last night and a great day so far today. I didn't do anything last night because I was sick :(. I was having withdrawal effects from my medication. But later in the day, I took my medication and it started working later that night. I didn't go to sleep until after midnight, and then it started pouring rain and storming at 1 or so. I absolutely love when it rains or storms at night, it's so relaxing.
Today, we cleaned out our attic of all the old toys and stuff that we have up there. We put them into storage boxes and threw out what we didn't want anymore. Alot of the stuff is old 80's collector's items. I miss the old days, I really do. I miss being a kid, and not having to worry about anything at all. Just sitting around playing with Barbies or watching cartoons or coloring. And I especially miss all of the 80's movies, shows and cartoons-so what if the movies didn't have the technology and graphics that we have now...they were still cool and original.
And then we ate our New Year's dinner...Ugh..I ate so much. I feel so fat, haha. Unfortunately I am back up to 115 pounds (yes I know that isn't that much really, but I feel so gross when I up to that much). Gotta lose those 5 pounds to get back down to 110. That will happen when I get a job and stop eating so much because I have nothing else to do.
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| Wednesday, December 25th, 2002
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6:12 pm - I'm going to deflate a basketball...
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Argh!..Well the little kids next door are about to get their basketball thrown into the woods!!! I swear if they hit my car, I'm going to hit them in the face. I'm really not that mean, but when it comes to my stuff..getting damaged, I get pretty upset. I'm not paying payments on a car for it to get beat up by a basketball. Well anyways, I don't know what else to say right now.
current mood:  aggravated
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2:55 pm - Christmas..
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Well it's officially Christmas Day! But..it actually just seems like a regular day to me. Like I've said before, Christmas just isn't the same as it use to be when you were a little kid. Then Christmas was so exciting and fun. Losing sleep from being so excited to wake up and open the presents. Watching Christmas cartooons and movies on the TV. The parade. Now I don't really do any of that. Everything these days is just working all the time or whatever. But anyways, my day has been pretty good so far. Woke up to the sound of pouring, and I mean pouring rain around 6:00 or so. I got up to go to the bathroom, and then I couldn't really go back to sleep. Then the phone rings around 7:30, and it was my grandma. I was ugh..why is she calling so early?? She wanted to talk to my mom to see when we were coming over. We won't go over there until later tonight. So I got a few video's, some gift certificates, a couple dolls to add to my collection, umm...clothes, and one of those revolving hair brush thingys that are supposed to straighten your hair out. Doesn't work that great on my hair, but I'm not exactly a pro at it right now either. So after a while I should get the hang of it. I wish sometimes that I had naturally straight hair, it would make things so much easier..hehe.
Well we're getting ready to eat our Christmas dinner in a little while. We're having ham and all the fixings and fried chicken, biscuits, and my mom made a pie(it's like pecan, but it has oatmeal in it). And after that we will go over to my grandma's house and exchange gifts over there.
Well anyways, I better go and try to wakee myself up. Try and get rid of this headache too. So, I'll post more later. Merry Christmas Everyone!!!
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| Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
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11:07 pm - I'm going nutso...
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Well..I think I am going crazy. I keep hearing all these noises and stuff in my house. And I feel like someone/something is around me. It's creepy. Yeah, I know I'm nuts ;). But for real it sounds like there is something inside the house. It's Santa!!!, hah, no..Anyways, I think I am going to go to bed now. So Goodnight Everyone! Sweet Dreams
current mood:  scared
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7:11 pm - It's almost Christmas...
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Ugh..I'm so full right now. I feel like my stomach is going to explode! I can't believe that I ate so much food/junk today. I did the same thing yesterday. It's really not a good thing to eat when you are bored, because you can never stop! At least I can't. But yeah...my stomach hurts right now from being so full of food. I wish I wouldn't of ate so much. Well just think it's going to be Christmas soon. Doesn't even seem it though. It's so wonderful and fun when you are a little kid, but once you become an adult. It's just like another day of the year.
Again Today, I haven't been in a very great mood. I'm just kind of annoyed with everything. Not wanting anyone to touch me or talk to me. Weird huh? But that's how I feel, and felt the same way yesterday. I guess I'm just down and depressed right now. This has been the most depressing Christmas for me ever. Actually, I don't think that I've ever been depressed during Christmas, except for this year.
I'm feeling tired too...and my throat is hurting. It's like a dull ache. Bleh..I hope I'm not getting sick :(. Well anyways..I guess that's all I have to say. Merry Christmas Eve Everyone :).
current mood:  full
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4:59 pm
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Once again, I am in a bad mood. And I really don't have any reason to be. Just been really grouchy and grumpy lately. The mood where I'm don't talk to me or touch me. Just leave me alone. Oh well..I'm sure I'll get over this soon. I guess I'm just upset because I haven't heard anything about the hospital yet. And that there are so many depressing things that are going on right now. I took my pill last night. But it was a very small one...probably 1/4 of paxil. I had some vivid dreams again, but they weren't anything special. I could hardly remember them. One of them I was helping out BK for a little while..hah! Wow, this print is so tiny.. Well anyways, I think I'm going to go take a nap.
current mood: annoyed
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1:58 pm - First Entry
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Well..this is my first entry in this journal. I have a couple of other journal's elsewhere on the internet. So I hope I will write in this one as much as my others.
Can you believe that it's Christmas Eve. It's so crazy, because it really doesn't seem it at all. When I was a kid it was such a big deal, but now that I'm much older it doesn't really seem to matter that much anymore. It's like it's just another day, ya know?
Bleh, I'm so bored right now..there's really nothing to do, as always. The town I live in is soooo boring! Well anyways, I will update later. Just wanted to make an introduction on this thingy. So will post later.
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