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Gah, crappy timing. >_> [04 Mar 2006 | duel start @ 12:05am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Good ~ Hagaren: Conqueror of Shambala ]

DigiLightstar: Thing is, I don't really play just to win.
DigiLightstar: I play because I like the Blue-Eyes.
DigiLightstar: It's fun to get it out on the field, even if I end up losing.

I'm a dork. XDD I still get a rush every time I draw even one of the cards I need to summon BEUD.

DigiLightstar: ;_; Kaibaman is too cool to be this useless.
DigiLightstar: (And I definitely did not just spell Kaibaman "Kaibamon.")
Nohbdy Ithirion: XD

Bah, my head hurts. >_> I wanna go to sleep. Just seven more days until spring break. I want to go home and sleep in my own room again. And have a car. And have a whole house to hang out in. And family. And other good stuff like that.

I need to remember to call home tomorrow, to talk about the ever-more-confusing job situation. Now I have to decide about missing class to go to Columbus for an interview, and a research position at UD that would require twenty hours of work per week during the school year. >_> Granted, I don't actually have an offer for either of these jobs, I'm still interviewing. But, still, best to plan ahead, as these will require some major thought if I actually get an offer.

Argh. Life is confusing. I want to be eight years old again.

~DigiFaith

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Grr. [04 Mar 2006 | duel start @ 06:09pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Little Wing ~ JAM Project feat. Okui Masami ]

>_> I have a Data Structures textbook. The book is poorly written and is not specific enough when outlining an algorithm. (The log to what base, darnit?) The book comes with code. The code often works incorrectly, or, in some cases, doesn't even compile.

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The nature of science [04 Mar 2006 | duel start @ 09:38pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Alright Now ~ JAM Project feat. Matsumoto Rica ]

"Too much sanity may be madness; and the maddest of all: to see life as it is, and not as it should be."
~ Sadly, I have no idea who said this.

I should keep that in mind, as I continue to be educated here at this great institution and my perspectives continue to change more quickly than I do.

While conducting a random I'm-bored-let's-accomplish-something cleaning of the room, I ran across the old journals that I used for many an English class, beginning in eighth grade and going through high school. And believe me, much more than my handwriting has changed in that time. Interestingly enough, life has become more complicated since I began thinking like a scientist.

Which leads me to another topic. Hold on, let me go get the exact quote. Don't worry, it's not a spoiler, it comes from the first five minutes of the movie.

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"Science that does not make people happy isn't science."
~ Al, to the crazy uranium bomb guy, Hagaren: Conqueror of Shambala

That one really made me stop and go "Whoa..." and pause the movie to think about it for a minute. "Science that doesn't make people happy isn't science."

I know some people (read: professors) who would wholeheartedly deny that. They, and lots of other academic types, I'm sure, would say that science exists for the sake of science, for the pure pursuit of truth, without other things clouding it. And that has merit.

But nothing in this world can exist for its own sake, because then there's no point to its existence in the first place. (And I swear that one day I will learn how to spell "existence" without having to look it up to see whether that second 'e' is an 'e' or an 'a'. >_>) Science can't be done for the sake of science, that's circular logic, and it means that we'd be just as well off without science, which clearly isn't true.

So, science has to have a wider purpose. That means that, if something done in the name of science isn't done to better humanity, then it isn't science, and it isn't justified, either.

This, I think, is counter to the way scientists think, myself included. I'm reminded of a quote, which I can't get verbatim at the moment because the book is back at home, but it's from one of the Narnia Chronicles, namely The Magician's Nephew. Digory's uncle, I can't remember his name, was a magician, but you could classify him as a scientist, if you can stomach calling magic science; he did research and experiments with magic. He's not a very good person, and he's definitely one who practices science for the sake of science. The things he does are for knowledge and discovery, not to promote well-being or to help people. Here's the quote from him, while he's talking to Digory about being a magician-scientist and sometimes doing things that are morally questionable for the sake of science: "Ours is a high and lonely destiny."

I'm too tired to continue this musing right now, but Al is right. Science that doesn't help people isn't science. I think our world would be much, much better off if all the scientists adopted that as their motto.

~DigiFaith

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Kitten! [04 Mar 2006 | duel start @ 10:15pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Street of Fire ~ Cloud ]

...OMFG. You two just pwn, is all I can say. XD Two points for Darksideshipping.

Ooh, this is a good song. I found a thread with songs by the Yuugiou opening and closing theme artists, and I've been happily downloading all of them. WANDS is quite good, as is Jindou.

While going through the old journals mentioned in the previous entry, I found a poem that I started years ago but could never quite get to work out. I think I'll finish it, if I can. I have the last two stanzas written, and I muchly like them. I can't write rhyming poems anymore, I'm way out of practice. >_> Maybe I'll have time to work on it over spring break.

I'll also be redoing my Notebook over spring break, since it hasn't been updated in more than four years.

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