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Ballerina ~ Olivia (pretty song...) |
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I have a question that may seem irrelevant but is actually an object of great curiosity for me at this moment. Is it possible to make a body part feel pain by believing that you've hurt it? For instance, if one imagines that one had dislocated one's shoulder a few days ago, would it be feasible for one to start feeling pain in one's shoulder, for that reason? Going even farther than that, if one knew that one had not really hurt one's shoulder but merely imagined it, for no other reason than being bored or thinking of a story idea or something idle like that, would that be enough to cause pain? ...This is a very interesting subject.
This song is very cool. I think it's a lot of Engrish, I can only hear a little Japanese. I should try to find lyrics.
Gah. This week flew by. That's not a bad thing at all, but I am beginning to feel the passage of time. In a short few months, I will be halfway through college. I am, to put it mildly, terrified at the prospect of going out and getting a job and making a life. I'm worried that I don't have social skills, that I don't have enough of a work ethic, that I won't be able to do all the right things to make an employer hire me, that I won't do well at my first job, that I'll have money issues after graduating with no savings or, worse, a loan, and most of all, that I'm going to go out on my own and live in an apartment by myself and be lonely. But then I remember that when I was a sophomore in high school, the prospect of going to college would have terrified me, too, had I enough foresight to look ahead that far. But here I am, and doing quite well for myself. So I suppose I'll just have to let it come. Two years is a long time.
Calculus homework still calls.
Oh, and someone please tell Siegfried-mun that she rocks, if you would. XDD I wanna Microsoft blanket. And I think the Seto-is-handcuffed-to-Siegfried-OMG log is still one of my very favorites.
~DigiFaith
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