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I have so much to think about tonight..I need to talk to Chris tomorrow so i can figure this out..Im sorry to everyone i may hurt in the days to come im really fucked right now...
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[02 Feb 2004|04:47pm] |
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Papa Roach
Infest (2000)
Last Resort
cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding
this is my last resort
cut my life into pieces
i’ve reached my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding
do you even care if i die bleeding
would it be wrong
would it be right
if i took my life tonight
chances are that i might
mutilation outta sight
and i’m contemplating suicide
cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
i never realized i was spread too thin
till it was too late
and i was empty within
hungry
feeding on chaos
and living in sin
downward spiral where do i begin
it all started when i lost my mother
no love for myself
and no love for another
searching to find a love up on a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils
cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me in fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
nothing's alright
nothing is fine
i’m running and i’m crying
i’m crying
i'm crying
i'm crying
i'm crying
i can't go on living this way
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[02 Feb 2004|04:49pm] |
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[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- issirk
[ x ] The story behind your user name - Diffuser (great band) Rock (great music) Rebel (as in river city rebels..good band)
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - nope
[ x ] Where do you live - My house.
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - All for the music
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Carlos's necklace
[ x ] Pillow covers - Black
[ x ] Blanket - One black and one light blue and white
[ x ] Coffee cup - Don't drink coffee.
[ x ] Sunglasses - None.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - umm...Alien Ant farm
[ x ] Tattoos - None..yet
[ x ] Piercings -left eyebrow, right nostril, navel, Ear lobes, ear clartilage
[ x ] What you are wearing now- Jeans and a t shirt with my nirvana hoodie
[ x ] Hair - down
[ x ] Makeup - None
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - Tounge,teeth, gums..i think thats it
[ x ] In my head - Nothing
[ x ] After this - I will probably go back to bed.
[ x ] Talking to - No one.
[ x ] Eating - Nothing.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month- SP/MXPX concert and the Senses fail show
[ x ] The last thing you ate - umm..Changes pizza yesterday
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of -Losing my friends
[ x ] Do you like candles - Yes.
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - yeah, not for sexual purposes
[ x ] Do you like incense - no
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - I may sound really creepy but yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yeah
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - no
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - no
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness -Sure.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - not at all
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - I want them to leave my body ALONE!
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - Oh my...Cant say
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - an emu
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- um..Ive stayed up for like a little over 48 hours straight..then i got bored..
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - Nope.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yes
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Nickels...PHILLIP!!
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - my disease...depression
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - how cameras take pictures...
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - work all the shit in my head out
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