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i felt so sick this morning, I couldnt even imagine of having to go to school..I think im finally caught up on sleep..maybe not though..I dunno..My mom gave me 1 of my savings bonds today so i should have like 50$ once i get that cashed and im just gonna start saving so i have money when i need it..thats all i suppose
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[13 Jan 2004|03:07pm] |
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THRICE
"Stare At The Sun"
i sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don't exist
i crack my teeth on pearls
i tear into the history
just show me what it means to me in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i see the parts but not the whole
i study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do i trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone i haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
but i can't help feeling like i'm
due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
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[13 Jan 2004|04:06pm] |
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I guess I was wrong about being caught up on sleep, Im SO tired..I cant go to sleep tho cuz im watching Taylor..Meh.Im still pretty pissed about the thing thats been bugging me all week..But i wont get into that right now..I had a dream last night, well this morning, that my mom married the guy from "The Darkness" it was pretty freaky..But thats alright..Im very aggravated lately..it sucks..a lot..
On the home front, things kind of suck, I cant stand ed, hes just repulsive and i dunno..an idiot..things with my mom are fine and i havent really talked to my brother at all since he started dating Sarah..But whatever..Taylors just getting more and more annoying..I hate her..
Schools going really shitty..I have like 15 or so absences..I need to get some exscused or i will fail...my grades suck as it is, I just hate school..Theyre gonna make me do some tests to see how much help i need in school..meh..
Thats all..kristin
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