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My sense of time is totally thrown off, This was the shortest full week of school in my life..Monday we had a 2 hour delay, Tuesday i didnt go, Wednesday i went in 2 hours late and had therapy so less class and then today i didnt go..Plus tomorrow we dont have school cuz its supposed to be dangerously low temperatures of 40 degrees below zero and then no school monday for martin luther king day and i think tomorrows midterm schedule will be used next friday..If they told you guys in school today what the deal with that is, email me...anyways, I was wicked sick last night..I took my prozac without a drink and then went to bed, And then i woke up and the prozac was caught in my throat which hurt like hell and i could barely breath and then aside from that, my sister jumped on my back, That 60 pounds being hurled at my back..it still hurts..whatever, im off..
XX Kristin
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My sense of time is totally thrown off, This was the shortest full week of school in my life..Monday we had a 2 hour delay, Tuesday i didnt go, Wednesday i went in 2 hours late and had therapy so less class and then today i didnt go..Plus tomorrow we dont have school cuz its supposed to be dangerously low temperatures of 40 degrees below zero and then no school monday for martin luther king day and i think tomorrows midterm schedule will be used next friday..If they told you guys in school today what the deal with that is, email me...anyways, I was wicked sick last night..I took my prozac without a drink and then went to bed, And then i woke up and the prozac was caught in my throat which hurt like hell and i could barely breath and then aside from that, my sister jumped on my back, That 60 pounds being hurled at my back..it still hurts..whatever, im off..
XX Kristin
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[13 Jan 2004|04:06pm] |
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I guess I was wrong about being caught up on sleep, Im SO tired..I cant go to sleep tho cuz im watching Taylor..Meh.Im still pretty pissed about the thing thats been bugging me all week..But i wont get into that right now..I had a dream last night, well this morning, that my mom married the guy from "The Darkness" it was pretty freaky..But thats alright..Im very aggravated lately..it sucks..a lot..
On the home front, things kind of suck, I cant stand ed, hes just repulsive and i dunno..an idiot..things with my mom are fine and i havent really talked to my brother at all since he started dating Sarah..But whatever..Taylors just getting more and more annoying..I hate her..
Schools going really shitty..I have like 15 or so absences..I need to get some exscused or i will fail...my grades suck as it is, I just hate school..Theyre gonna make me do some tests to see how much help i need in school..meh..
Thats all..kristin
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| lyrics of the song stuck in my head |
[13 Jan 2004|03:07pm] |
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THRICE
"Stare At The Sun"
i sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don't exist
i crack my teeth on pearls
i tear into the history
just show me what it means to me in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i see the parts but not the whole
i study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do i trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world
'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind
i know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone i haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
but i can't help feeling like i'm
due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
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[13 Jan 2004|02:00pm] |
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i felt so sick this morning, I couldnt even imagine of having to go to school..I think im finally caught up on sleep..maybe not though..I dunno..My mom gave me 1 of my savings bonds today so i should have like 50$ once i get that cashed and im just gonna start saving so i have money when i need it..thats all i suppose
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[10 Jan 2004|09:34pm] |
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Okay..because people are immature and stupid..I disabled posting for people that are not on my friends list..
Anyways..Premo's party was today..that was fun..got to hang with adam and angela and mike..and premo ofcourse..good times..not too much else..im gonna go bye
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[09 Jan 2004|09:30pm] |
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bloody nose..meh..good thing it wasnt in the pierced side
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Yepp...No manicure..too lazy..I slept once i got home from the doctor and woke up and it was like 3:30 so i called Carlos and talked to him till shauna called me and asked me to go to the mall..Chris was there and Colter..our poke fight continues..and megan was there and chris got all made cuz she was rollin and yeah..anyways..we met up with carlos at like 8 so we were only with him for like a half an hour then i had to bring Shauna home..whatever tho..Ill see him Monday :o/ After I dropped Shauna off I went to C.v.S to pick up my perscription and now here i am..yep..not really a spectacular night but liveable...i suppose
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[09 Jan 2004|09:15pm] |
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this was a few days ago and i found it funny so im gonna post it
This started cuz i didnt pick up my sister at her bus stop.. and this is over the phone
My stepdad::Shes lazy, she has no respect ...
My mom:: well if she had it her way she would kill you and her dad
Stepdad::Yeah, i have a buther knife right here, why doesnt she come try it..?
MoM:: Dont tempt her..
Stepdad:: Thats not funny..Im scared for my life now, i dont know if i can deal with this
MoM:: Then move out
Stepdad::I think i will ::Hangs up::
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[09 Jan 2004|10:55am] |
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Prozac...meh..could be worse
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[08 Jan 2004|08:30pm] |
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yepp...Got my nose pierced..today i felt really pissed when i was talking to Chris..I hope after tomorrow im more laid back and not so ..i dunno..whatever you wanna call it..Ive been closer to Carlos the last couple days, its nice talking to someone who actually gives a damn and tells you that they do..i dunno..Hard to explain..I told him some stuff ive neevr told anyone before and really..i dont know why..but i guess i trust him and i hope i can trust him..yeah..anyways..im off..
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[04 Jan 2004|10:49pm] |
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im not gonna be in school all week...got a nail appt Friday.and then i get my meds this week and i have therapy so 4 out of 30 hours, i wont be there, 2 on Friday and 3 on Wednesday..not much..but still..
Back to school tomorrow, Advisory..yay..get to chill with steve :o)
im going somewhere with my mom tomorrow night, youll all have to wait until Tuesday to know.. :o)
Should be a good week...I hope
Premo's party Saturday :o)
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[04 Jan 2004|05:25pm] |
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[03 Jan 2004|11:50pm] |
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I go to concerts for the same reason as anyone else, I like the music and the band im going to see and like some people I get an intense rush from seeing a band live..theirs so much energy and devotion to what their playing and so much heart and soul go into it..its just outrageous..i love it! aside from that theirs more..its the same thing as when i get piercings a rush..moshing...mine goes deeper than normal moshers and that all i care to talk about on that...few people know about that..In fact someone i told today..i dont even know why i told them but i did and yeah..anyways...Apparently it was "fucking brilliant" and with all the bull ive been going throught that made me feel so smart and so...insane all at once..I dunno..whatever..
Why did i evern write about that?? Well I was watching the SoCo video for space and they are just so awsome and intense and i dunno..whatever..when they play and it just made me think of that topic...and i had this rush and i just had to write about it! I dunno...Ima freak
Speaking of SoCo...If their piano rock...because the out of the ordinary instrument in their band is a piano then is yellocard violin rock and river city rebels horn rock...i dunno..now i just sound like an idiot..
Im going to bed..Have a good night and ill talk to yo tomorrow...
O wait...my daily annoyance..someone..Is going on and on and on about how Chris ditched her for new years to come over my house...DROP IT!! kk now im done
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[03 Jan 2004|08:00pm] |
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*BaSiCs*
Name- Kristin or Krissi
Birthday-August 15th
Where were you born-Leominster
Do you have any brothers or sisters- yepp
If so,how many and name?- 5, Steph//Dana//karrah//taylor//and Kyle
Your parent's names- Diane and Patrick
*FaVoRiTeS*
movie- Empire records,SLC punk, Monty python and the holy grail...etc..
tv show- Rockzilla,Degrassi,Radio Free Rosco,etc..
food- uhh..pizza?
sport(s)- Baseball
book- Stick Figure
reality tv show- big brother
alcoholic drink- Mikes hard lemonade
magazine- AP
animal- emus
colour- Black red and green
holiday- St. pattys day
*FrIeNdS*
best friend(s)- Shauna,Megan,Chris,Joe,Carlos
most trustworthy- Joe
funniest- Chris
smartest- Carlos
dumbest- Megan
prettiest- kaity
hottest- Chris
most shy- Colter
most outgoing- Megan
most rebellious- Megan
bad influence- Megan
one you spend the most time with- Chris
Do you have any friends who you don't really see?- my oh friends and matt and justin
Who lives the farthest- Kim
Who's parent's would you want to have?- umm...Megans
Who's brother or sister would you want to have?- megan or chris (*Seamus or Colter!*)
What's the best place to hang out?- uhh..i dunno
most sensitive- Joe
One you have the most stuff in common with- Shauna
one you share the most inside jokes with- Shauna
*LoVe LiFe*
Do you have a crush?- yepp
If so,what's his/her name?- Chris // Carlos // Joe
DO you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?- no
Do you believe in love?- yeah sure
love at first sight?- no
Have you ever been in love?- yes
Who's your most recent ex?- Carlos
Who's the last person you kissed?-Chris
*ThIs & ThAt*
vanilla/chocolate- Chocolte
rap/rock- rock
night/day- night
country/classical-classical
eminem/xzibit- neither
simpsons/family guy- family guy
hanging out/chillin- hanging out
tv/computer- computer
radio/cds- cds
phone/instant messenger- instant messenger
AOL/AIM- AOL
alone/with friends- Depends..usually alone or with 1 friend
basketball/hockey- hockey
summer/winter- summer
skiing/snowboarding- snowboarding
horror/comedy- depends
action/adventure- action
*LaSt QuEsTiOnS*
do you believe in god?- no
in santa?- no
easter bunny?-no
tooth fairy?- no
If you were stuck on an island who, would you want to be on it with?- Chris
Who wouldn't you want to be stuck in a room with?- umm...my dad, my stepdad, nicole quinn, Eileen, Caiti
Lastly,what would you do if you found out you had one day left to live?- kill my dad and stepdad
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| What famous canadian are you? |
[03 Jan 2004|02:37pm] |
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You are Deryck Whibley lead singer of SUM 41 the
crazy loud prankster group from Canada. After
spending so much time in hotels you finally
wised up and starting spending some time in
hotel Heiress Paris Hilton. You are loud, you
are cute, and you fucking rock as a Canadian!
What Famous Canadian Are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Meh, it was the best they had, go me!!! lol..anyways..today i had to spend the whole day at my grandmothers..cuz its my aunts birthday..I need to go home and sleep and then tomorrow im gonna clean my whole room and then monday ill be back at school..Friday is Premo's bday..so happy birthday..His party isnt the same day as his actual bday and that bugs me but its okay, ill go anyways...hes awsome :o/
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It feels kind of odd that we'll be back in school monday..I hate my house and i want to leave but not to go back to school..Whatever though..ill be on drugs..i mean meds by wednesday..Im cold..i dunno..nothing to say...bye
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[01 Jan 2004|10:05pm] |
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today was...interesting..I dunno..we were up all night and around like 8 we watched legends of the hidden temple! yes!!! sorry, anyways then we went out to breakfast and then hit the mall..which sucked cuz i was cold and tired but i got to see adam and brad and then we went home and chilled till shauna got picked up and then chris went home and i was left alone, So i went to sleep for about 4 hours and yeah, no im here and im bored, waiting for Blaise to call me :-/
well ttyl
Xx kristin
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[01 Jan 2004|05:24am] |
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Quite an interesting new years I had..went and saw dana with Token! he did really good even when they played songs he didnt know cuz they had time to fill..then i left the thing and picked up Shauna and came back to my house and we called chris and he came over and both of em ended up sleeping over..we just chilled all night, yet to go to bed..but midnight wasnt anything special..at about 1 my doorbell rang and surprise surprise it was Paul and Eileen, and Caiti..meh..once they left, we just hung out, talked, whatever and now i dunno..Im going thorugh a little depressing moment..Happens everyday...thats what happens when your not a bouncy rock..(*like from the zoloft commercial*)
anyways..
later days.. xx kristin
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