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argh [14 May 2006|10:38pm]
k im like super stressed out.. im getting super bad grades.. well not so bad but still and my parents are gonna kill me i didnt study for any exams.. and i have history and math tomm. And as for andres idk what to do.. i wanna believe that he wants to be with me and that he likes me but i just dont think he does.. its so hard to like sum1 so bad and that they cant return ur feelings.. and especially if ur going out with them.its complicated..

idk why hes with me if he doesnt even wanna be with me..

im so stressed out and i dont wanna be hurt cuz of him anymore.

sux sux sux [27 Nov 2005|06:34pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | fade to black-metallica ]

this sux ok im turning 15 this week and not so happy about sum stuff, this always happens to me when i really start liking sum1 they always let me down, seriuosly im never gonna get into anyone this deep ever again. its better just not liking anyone, and just have strong feelings about sum1 when u know ur not gonna get your heart torn into pieces, which eventually will happen, damn this really sux... i hope im happy for my b-day cuz im the b-day girl.


arghhh [16 Oct 2005|04:32pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | eternal rest- avenged sevenfold ]

dam, i have not written here in the longest time, lol idk why im writing here when no one comments anymore, no ones gonna read this lol
My space has taken over!!!!!!!!! bwahahahahaha

well umm lifes sooooooooo boring, 9th gr kind of sucks, and i dont get enuff sleep so in skool im always like blah, i dont wanna do anything, seriously, i hope 10th gr is better, cuz rite now it sux ass.
Im everyones second choice lol always

My guy friends, when theres a girl they rather hang out with than me, they dont talk to me, when they get rejected they come bak to talk to me by default, cuz they have no choice.
I kno cuz of a couple experiences.
I'm the one ppl talk to when they have no one else to talk to
I'm the one ppl im when theres no one else on their buddy list lol oh well
im everybody's second choice

its like something that you wanna buy
and they ran out of the thing u picked as ur first best
then its like " argh oh well then i'll take that one"

but w/e i can be there for them when they get rejected
and dont get me wrong, its not that i want ppl to pick me over everyone first, no its not like that,
what i mean, is they dont have to practically ignore me just cuz they have some one else, and then when they dont have that person there anymore they come bak to talk to me.
oh well just had to let this out even if no one will read this LOL


[25 Jun 2005|02:05pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]
[ music | i'm down- goldfinger ]

k well i got a haircut today yay i love it not really much of a difference its still long except for the fronts its like a little below my chin and it used to be longer i love it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but not much of a change, im bored at my grandmas house nothing to do no one to talk to cuz since everyone hates me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! k well i cant wait to go to tech meet new ppl and all that shit, i dont have to see the same faggets from lcms, only my friends i miss danny!!!! :-( and i miss felipe even though ima see him soon, i miss Randy!!!!!! ( not my ex, the other randy) n i miss luis, and i miss ruben making me laugh, i need to file my nail is broken and its ugly as fuck k nothing else to say bye bye


Pinky and Da Brain! [22 Jun 2005|08:05pm]
Hey its Natalie! I changed ur icon ruby! Hope u like it! lol

[22 Jun 2005|05:45pm]
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summer sux [22 Jun 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | i want to be free-queen ]

summer has been so boring and sucky, gosh, its been fucking raining ever since we got out of school, dammit i wanna go sumwhere i like rain though but for some special ocassions lol. cant wait to go to tech, well i kno i aint gonna get a b/f this year cuz i'm not up for one plus if i do go i get inernet yay! my dad's car broke down n my mom went to see, i hope they take long he he
but i wanna be bak in time to watch my show, lets see am i over my ex????? hmm... i think so yay! well even though wut he did was wrong i dont hate him, but that doesnt mean anything. past is past kk well nuin else to say bye bye


[18 Jun 2005|07:04pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | murder the government- NOFX ]

blah, im so bored, damn im so sick of those little bitches damn, they have no life, well anyways, im here bored there's abgsolutely no one i can talk to online, its so boring, everyone's at mainstreet probably the ppl who have lives and the ones who dont... well sum of them do go to mainstreet except for me, but mainstreet sux, damn this summer really sux big one. theres absolutely no excitement, everyday is the same shit, I dont wanna go bak to school cuz then we'll have work and shit, but i wanna go cuz i wanna at least have something to go, I wanna see and meet different ppl for once in 5 years, yup i've seen a lot of the same ppl since 4th grade, well and im not gonna see those retards ever, and i get to see different guys not the same old from lcms , well i g2g nothing else to say bye bye


[18 Jun 2005|02:21pm]
k well im here at my grandmas house, i almost screwed up my hair cuz it ws raining , ugh i hate it when it rains and i have my hair done, other than that i love rain, my , life sux im bored as hell, summer sux theres nothing to do , i wanted to go somewhere but no we dont have money, tsk tsk ok wel i have nothing to say, bye bye

[11 Jun 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | lights- journey ]

hello, yay tonight

i'm going to bayside

but w/e

i'm going on a boat ride

at least i brought my damn camera

yay i love our guest , we're going to the beach tomorrow

cuz of her,

and tonight cuz of her well bye bye


[11 Jun 2005|02:17pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | mama-queen ]

ok ppl im almost over it yay now that i kno the reason why he supposably broke up with me which i kind of forcede him to actually end it but anyways, the reason is dumb and i kind of feel bad for him, i hope he can find that someone that can give it to him, and then when he realizes that that's not wut its all about, he can at least be able to talk to me. Well um.... wow he's the least person i'd think wanted that but w/e, ~sigh~ my summer sux not because of that, but bcuz theres nuin to do, its alwasy raining, tomorrow ima go to the beach ha ha! not that its sunny enuff for me but w/e. this ppl on my space have no life, they're so sweet they made a page about me i feel really special, everyone in my family is going sumwhere for vacation and me i ant go cuz my parents have no fucking money but to go 1 or 2 days this sux everyone is going to different parks and im not even though i just went, but i wanna go to get my imnd off of everything oh well g2g bye bye


[09 Jun 2005|05:20pm]

[09 Jun 2005|05:11pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

Is this how bored i am?i have to update 3 times a day or 2? hmmm i dunno w/e im bored i think i mentioned all the problems inmy life, so glad im felling better i just gotta force myself not to think about cuz everytime i do i get into sadness lol just gotta think about happy thoughts , these are things you can never mention to me cuz i'll get flashbacks ahem..

- mainstreet
- arcardes
- lords of dogtown
-hey dawg hey

lol yup try not to mention these ok tahnk you bye


shattered lol [09 Jun 2005|02:00pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | love of my life- scorpions ]

ahhhhh, ok im feeling better today whooooooooooo!!!!!! well im not that happy ,still hurt yup yup, but there's nothing i can do about it, its just funny cuz i thought we were doing great saturday and then he just doesnt call me. Well he doesnt need to to tell me he wants to break up i can already kind of see...:-/ this sucks i really liked him, but w.e ugh i feel stupid man, well i dunno why he's not telling me he wants to break up cuz i would be like oh ok then i'd be hurt but i wouldnt be pissed i would wanna keep bring friends, im pissed now cuz im confused and i dunno the reason he's doing this, well anyways i cant to go to tech, i wanna wear the orange sweater lmao well g2g bye bye


[08 Jun 2005|07:13pm]
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im not little happy ruby anymore [08 Jun 2005|05:47pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | always somewhere- scorpions ]

-sigh- My life really sux, my mom doesnt fucking trust me for shit, neither does my dad, and great i was betrayed by sumone i really really liked, i feel stupid, doesnt mean im never gonna trust anyone again but you i guess like natalie said, things happen for a reason, but i mean he didnt have to tell me that he really liked me and he didnt have to lie to me, im confused rite now, and randy said he was gonna make my summer fun. rite, this just screwed up my summer . i wasnt even planning to break up with him and here he goes doing this to me, but i'll be ok i guess I'll start over in tech, but i wont date anyone i need to concentrate on school. i hope if randy reads this he doesnt stay w/ me out of pity :-(


[08 Jun 2005|03:59pm]
[ mood | sad ]

well, rite now im really really sad. my life really sux, i dont know how randy could do this to me, its like i cant even explain how i feel, i hate it when ppl play with me like this, i didnt think there was a reason he would break up with me, but w/e. not that he has yet but i think he wants me to break up with him, this sux so much, i hate my fucking life, i thought he was so awesome you kno but then again it was too good to be tru i knew we werent gonna be together for h/s and shit but i never did anything to him and i didnt do anything in mainstreet, i really dont wanna know the reason he wants to break up with me. I will get over this soon, but it hurts,wow g2g bye


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