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    Monday, February 1st, 2010
    4:24 am
    Oh man
    Sorry everyone! Three years since I've updated this journal. I feel so ashamed.

    Still think no one reads this journal.

    Check me out on wordpress if you do!

    www.jenNjuice.wordpress.com

    or facebook at www.facebook.com/jenNjuice84

    ...or however facebook does their stuff...

    Quick update:
    Still living in Lakewood
    Tate moved to Chicago
    Dating Jake
    Working as a Security Guard for Belmar

    ...um...

    Knitting a bunch
    Hanging out a lot with my new bestie, Jozette

    and um....well...that's about it.

    Writing Hanfic again! If you'd like to read, go here:

    www.livejournal.com/juliadoty

    ...yet again, or however livejournal does their stuff...

    <3,
    XOXO!!!

    Current Mood: cold

    (Chicken Foot)

    Monday, June 4th, 2007
    5:35 am
    Wow
    Ok, so it's been a near year since I've posted on here. figured why not do it again while I sober up? haha...sorry if this bloggie comes out a little...retarded...just downed 6 drinks at JR's with Nick and Tate. Yeah. So my myspace changed to:

    www.myspace.com/plkhamil

    so if any of you want to catch me on there, I promise I'll be quicker in responding to your messages, though I haven't recieved one since last September. Hey, I best go ahead and start using this site again since I'm a lifelong member, right? Well then.

    So yeah, trin and I came back to colorado...but then she moved back out to va just a few days ago. I miss her. terribly.
    *sigh*

    Ok, so Imma go now. I' mtired and I think I'm going to pass out. I'll talk to ya'lls later...though I doubt anyone will read this, lol...in a way I"m talking to myself. *sigh* haha.

    <3,
    XOXO

    Current Mood: drunk
    Current Music: The Walk by Hanson

    (Chicken Foot)

    Friday, September 22nd, 2006
    1:57 am
    wowy
    ok, so it's been fuckin ages since I last updated. I'm gonna make this one short and sweet, cause I really don't think anyone reads this...does anyone read this? if you do, please LEAVE ME A MESSAGE! haha. I got roped into myspace, you can find my other journal enteries over there, i promise i'll start updating this one a little more often too...
    www.myspace.com/knittedfiddle007

    quit my job at home depot...boss and I didn't like eachother very much.

    broke up with my boyfriend. He told me that I should feel lucky he hadn't hit me yet...left his ass high and dry right there. Sure, I can say I still love him, but I'm not in love with him nor do I think I'd ever be in love with him ever again.

    Took a huge leap, moved out into that trailer of my dad's...then moved again....





    to Virgina Beach, Virgina. That was a fun 2 day bus ride, haha.

    Everything else you can read over on my myspace journal...got a lot of stuff on that one!

    OH! and sign up for this site while you're at it...more people=more fun!
    www.avidgamers.com/hoggwarts

    XOXO

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Five For Fighting

    (Chicken Foot)

    Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
    1:05 pm
    AAHHHH! I'm late!
    I know it's been a while...but I'm still here. Workin at home Depot as a vendor, i got a boyfriend that i love with all my heart, my nose is pierced and i'm hoping to move out of the grands house here soon and into my dad's trailer as soon as he moves out into grandma's old house.

    There. I updated you on my whole life in 60 seconds. Nice, eh? Oh, james and I snuck into a movie last night, Brokeback mountain. twas awesome!!!!

    Current Mood: lazy
    Current Music: Hanson: The Best Of...

    (Chicken Foot)

    Thursday, March 10th, 2005
    5:27 am


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    (Chicken Foot)

    Thursday, February 17th, 2005
    1:39 am
    GGGRRRRRRR
    ok, so my work wants me to take these server classes, right? Well, i've already taken them, back in april, passed the final..couldn't handle the stressess of serving, so i switched over to hostess. I've been content standing behind the host stand, seating guests, every once in a great while taking a table if the servers get overwhelmed.

    So a few weeks ago, I was told that i was put into a server class. I've tried fighting with them to let them know i really don't need the whole class ((which is a week long)). Some fresher-upper courses might be all right, but a week long of classes telling me what to do, when i already know how to do them? I don't think the cost is necessarry. They're even re-teaching me the computer system, which i already use on a daily basis and is pointless because we're getting a whole new computer system in two weeks! Teach us about that one for christ sakes, not one we're going to get rid of really soon.

    I had my first shadow shift yesterday...I did all the serving, the server, Molly, followed me. on each of the tables i was making 20% or better in tips, and I SITLL need a server class? What the hell am i doing wrong in which i need to subdue three fuckin long hours of helpless reading over server steps of service?

    I took my first food quiz this morning. I studied all yesterday, stayed up until 3:30 am studying, woke up at 6 ((that's three hours of sleep there)) took my test and got a 73%...I needed a 79% to pass without a retake. Tonight, I'm supposed to be studying for tomorrow mornings test and my retake...There's more than 10 food items on this next test, PLUS, ontop of that, the items i have to retake. I've already spent nearly an hour on the salads and can only remember that they all have chopped iceburg and romaine lettuce. I've decided to FUCK IT!!!

    I'm going to go in there tomorrow morning, sit down with whoever the manager is and tell them to take my tests and shove them----ok, no, i'm not going to say that. I'm going to tell them that no matter how long i study, what i do ((i've wasted about 5 trees by now fuckin studying for the food tests)). I'm going to tell them that maybe this server class isn't going to go well for me. I have an interview with the Jefferson Symphony Orchestra tomorrow night ((which leaves me with only 4 hours to study another 10+ food items)), AND they have me working a double shift on Saturday...i have class saturday morning from 7:45-12:00, I work from after my class is done until 10:00 at night...i'm going to be freaking tired and won't even study that night.

    I'm also going to remind them that I said I wasn't ready to start serving again, but they forced me into it by saying that THEY signed me up, i didn't come to them saying, oh, hey, this server class that's coming up, can I be in it please please please please? *SMACK* I'm almost ready to just not show up for the class. Tell them that i'm sick of trying to get it through their heads, I"M NOT A FUCKIN SERVER!!! I NEVER WANTED TO BE IN THIS SERVER CLASS!!! I DIDN'T WANT TO SERVE UNTIL I FUCKIN CAME TO THEM AND FUCKING TOLD THEM THAT I WAS FUCKING READY TO FUCKING SERVE THE FUCKING GUESTS FUCKING AGAIN!!


    I'm ready to cry. I love my job, AS A HOSTESS, not as a fucking server. Why can't they just get that through their skulls...and all that Mike tells me is 'oh, it's just a week Jen...hang in there, it's almost over.' The fuck it's over. It's over next tuesday, that's not almost over. Almost over would be tomorrow or friday. I'm not going to take this.

    Current Mood: pissed off

    (Chicken Foot)

    Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
    11:50 pm
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    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Phantom of the Opera

    (1 Reply | Chicken Foot)

    Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
    12:25 am
    just a try
    Got a Gerard Butler avitar, wanted to see if it will work...you may ignore this if you'd like :-D

    (Chicken Foot)

    Monday, January 31st, 2005
    11:28 pm
    *yawn*
    Well well well. What can I say? I haven't posted in a few days because the cook cutting off his finger was the highlight of the past weeks which I'm glad to hear he should regain most of his feeling within the year. Other than that, not much more has happened. I've seen Phantom of the Opera three times already, love that movie. To make it worse, I own the music book which I play 'all i ask of you' constantly now, plus, on top of that, i just HAD to get the soundtrack... :-P It's awesome. People at work say I'm crazy. I tell them I'm a musician, I can't help it. What's up with the guy who plays the phantom, man, he's hot...lol. I have a Mary Kay party/class tomorrow, friend at work sells it and wanted me to host a party, I said ok. Only have two other people besides myself going, this will be interesting. Hopefully more show up. *ponders* well, i'm going to stop boring you with the phantom talk, if you haven't seen it, go see it. I'm gunna go research up on Gerard Butler, or however you spell his name, haha.

    Luvs,

    Jennie

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Current Music: PTO

    (Chicken Foot)

    Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
    12:41 am
    Would you like some finger with that pizza?
    I'm sooooo excited, yet sad. Jonathan and Victoria finally got kicked off of The Amazing Race!!! YES!!! Jonathan was such an ass, i started to get really annoyed by him. Now all we have to watch out for is Lori and Bono. We got it on tape too...might have to ask grandpa to save it, and frame it. He was so sure that he was going to win. hahahaha. That sure brightens up my week, not to mention, American Idol is back on! WOOT! All my favorite shows, back on. *grins*


    did nothing today. Went to work. 'bout all. Actually, I do have a story to tell, Stephanie, this girl I work with, she's a wuss. She really is. She bought her own engagement ring just because her 'fiance' didn't want to get it. I work with her fiance too. His name is Chris ((he's a hottie...fireman, that should explain it all)), now he says he has enough money to buy his new truck...lol. I don't think they're going to last long. Anyway, I was getting to a story here. A few days ago, Stephanie was holding a tray. She looked a way for a second and when she looked back, the tray was on the floor, glasses broken everywhere. She picked up the glass, cutting her finger in the process. Now Chris, her fiance, a firefighter which means he also went through EMT training went to look at her finger, Stephanie wouldn't let him get around it with a ten foot pole...lol. Our manager, Mike, had to drive them both to Luthern.


    She got two stitches. When I saw her last, she had this abnormally large bandaid wrapped around her finger. She said she couldn't work for 9 days, yet she had no doctors note. She ended up working for two hours before she whined and said she needed to go home because her finger was bleeding. Well, duh. It's a cut, it's going to bleed. Then she was telling stories about how she was scared of the needle with the anesthetic they put in her finger to give her the stitches. I laughed and told her about the time when I was two and fell on my tonka dump truck ((that was back when they had the metal trucks)), I had to get stitches right under my eye. I told her to think about how it was, having the needle so close to my eye. Then I told her about when I was in third grade and I was running to catch the bus. I tripped and fell, my chin landed on the hard, tar, black-top. Once again, three stitches right under the chin. Having the needle there wasn't a pleasent feeling. She bit her lip and noticed she couldn't beat out my stories. Well. She went home. ((yeah, she also went home once just because she got a chilli pepper dust in her eye and her head was all distorted, then she went home another time because she was 'throwing up' and we all found her in the bathroom, texting on her cell))


    Well, i get to work today and answer the phone. It's Luthern Hospital calling to talk to Megyn about Stephanie's visit. At first I was thinking 'uh-oh, who else got hurt'. I told megyn to get the phone and started joking with Christina about what I thought. Christina gave me a nervous laugh and told me that someone actually did get hurt. I smacked my forehead and braced myself for the news. It seems, our prep cook cut off the tip of his finger this morning. I laughed. I felt bad after laughing, because I would cry if I cut my finger off, mainly because I wouldn't be able to play my violin the same, I'd have to re-teach myself how to play using the fingers ((and possible stubbs)) that I had left.


    So! That's my story! Isn't it interesting! Don't worry, we disenfected everything good! Made sure of that. Well, now I officially out of things to say. I will talk later!

    Current Mood: productive
    Current Music: Fantasia ~ Free Yourself

    (Chicken Foot)

    12:40 am
    Would you like some finger with that pizza?
    I'm sooooo excited, yet sad. Jonathan and Victoria finally got kicked off of The Amazing Race!!! YES!!! Jonathan was such an ass, i started to get really annoyed by him. Now all we have to watch out for is Lori and Bono. We got it on tape too...might have to ask grandpa to save it, and frame it. He was so sure that he was going to win. hahahaha. That sure brightens up my week, not to mention, American Idol is back on! WOOT! All my favorite shows, back on. *grins*


    did nothing today. Went to work. 'bout all. Actually, I do have a story to tell, Stephanie, this girl I work with, she's a wuss. She really is. She bought her own engagement ring just because her 'fiance' didn't want to get it. I work with her fiance too. His name is Chris ((he's a hottie...fireman, that should explain it all)), now he says he has enough money to buy his new truck...lol. I don't think they're going to last long. Anyway, I was getting to a story here. A few days ago, Stephanie was holding a tray. She looked a way for a second and when she looked back, the tray was on the floor, glasses broken everywhere. She picked up the glass, cutting her finger in the process. Now Chris, her fiance, a firefighter which means he also went through EMT training went to look at her finger, Stephanie wouldn't let him get around it with a ten foot pole...lol. Our manager, Mike, had to drive them both to Luthern.


    She got two stitches. When I saw her last, she had this abnormally large bandaid wrapped around her finger. She said she couldn't work for 9 days, yet she had no doctors note. She ended up working for two hours before she whined and said she needed to go home because her finger was bleeding. Well, duh. It's a cut, it's going to bleed. Then she was telling stories about how she was scared of the needle with the anesthetic they put in her finger to give her the stitches. I laughed and told her about the time when I was two and fell on my tonka dump truck ((that was back when they had the metal trucks)), I had to get stitches right under my eye. I told her to think about how it was, having the needle so close to my eye. Then I told her about when I was in third grade and I was running to catch the bus. I tripped and fell, my chin landed on the hard, tar, black-top. Once again, three stitches right under the chin. Having the needle there wasn't a pleasent feeling. She bit her lip and noticed she couldn't beat out my stories. Well. She went home. ((yeah, she also went home once just because she got a chilli pepper dust in her eye and her head was all distorted, then she went home another time because she was 'throwing up' and we all found her in the bathroom, texting on her cell))


    Well, i get to work today and answer the phone. It's Luthern Hospital calling to talk to Megyn about Stephanie's visit. At first I was thinking 'uh-oh, who else got hurt'. I told megyn to get the phone and started joking with Christina about what I thought. Christina gave me a nervous laugh and told me that someone actually did get hurt. I smacked my forehead and braced myself for the news. It seems, our prep cook cut off the tip of his finger this morning. I laughed. I felt bad after laughing, because I would cry if I cut my finger off, mainly because I wouldn't be able to play my violin the same, I'd have to re-teach myself how to play using the fingers ((and possible stubbs)) that I had left.


    So! That's my story! Isn't it interesting! Don't worry, we disenfected everything good! Made sure of that. Well, now I officially out of things to say. I will talk later!

    Current Mood: productive
    Current Music: Fantasia ~ Free Yourself

    (1 Reply | Chicken Foot)

    Monday, January 17th, 2005
    11:18 pm
    The Present ((jennie's day in story format....yay!)) A short story.
    It was a nice, cozy, warm morning. Jennie lay sleeping under her piles of blankets, her favorite, the nice duck down one, perfectly tucked under every possible corner of Jennie's body. She was dreaming, although she wouldn't remember it in the morning. Nevertheless, she dreampt. It was around 9:00 when her nana came bursting through her bedroom door. It landed with a huge SLAM against the wall with the force Nana pushed it open.

    "Jen! Get up! Your mom's going to be here soon." Nana screamed, waking Jennie, thus how she did not remember what she was dreaming about.

    "yea" her reply was muffled as she drew her comforter over her head and turned over. Nana's eyes narrowed as she studied Jennie's room. it was messy, but Jennie didn't seem to mind.

    "I thought you said you were going to clean this." Nana had pointed out, a sad tone to her voice.

    "yea" Jennie replied once more, still as a praying mantis that had just been spotted by an enemy. Nana shook her head.

    "You're a fibber, Jen. A fibber." Nana shook her head and closed the door. Jennie groaned and threw the covers off of her head. A glance over to the clock told her that she only had forty-five minutes to sleep. Curling tighter in a ball, she squinted her eyes shut and sleep once again took over.

    Nine minutes later, her alarm woke her. She lazily flopped a hand in the direction of the alarm, successfully hitting the snooze button on the third try. Nine more minutes and the alarm screamed again. It taunted her. She hated the sound and fought to turn it off again. Nine minutes later...no, she couldn't hear the alarm. The door was once again slamed back upon itself as her Nana's voice filled the room.

    "Jen! Get up!"

    "yyyyeeeeaaaa." man, she loved being a fibber. The door closed and she hit her snooze button again. She turned on her back and took a few deep breaths, telling herself to wake up. The warmth of her cozy bed wasn't helping, she soon found herself drifting back to sleep. After her alarm went off, the last time, she pushed herself over, onto her stomach, her feet fuddled for balance and stood upright. It was time to wake up. This time, for good.



    ********



    She readied herself all in 15 minutes. Showered, brushed her hair and teeth, dressed, grudgingly got ready for work (eventhough she loved hosting at California Pizza Kitchen, some days wern't her best). Yet, sadly, her mother hadn't stopped by to say bye before she left for her traditional birthday snoeshoeing trip in Dillon. Jennie was forced to go to work. She arrived 3 minutes early, unusual for her, seeing how she'd always show up three minutes late. After puting on a smile, she opened the doors. The day had begun.



    Four hours of gruling work went by. It got busy, then slow, then busy again. She got off at precisely three (It was always three, not a minute earlier, not a minute later), and smoked. She needed it. First one of the day, she deserved it. She was supposed to be meeting Kevin soon. They had a shopping date. When she went in, there he was, hiding in the corner. She waved a hand.

    "Kevin! come on, you know you don't have to wait there." She yelled. He slowly made his way over to her. She grabbed some bread and sat down, offering kevin a piece. She ate. They went out to smoke again. They went back in. Jennie is a mall map. literally. You could ask her where one store was, and she'd tell you, without a doubt. One question she recieved today, however, confuddled her. You see, in the Mills, there are two card shops. She knows where one is, but the other one, had no idea. So they went to find it. Kevin got side tracked and decided to visit the music store. After an hour of music scanning ((nah, it wasn't that long...lol)), they left. Kevin, not having time to go to the card store, decided to get ready for his date ((you're gonna have to tell me how that went if you're reading this!)). Jennie left her mall and went over to Perkins where she spent most of her time. Perkins was her home.



    She decided to call James. It was boring and she needed him to help entertain her (easily amused only goes so far before it becomes easily bored). He came down. An hour later, one of his friends called. Pretty soon, Jennie got the hint that he was bored and decided to go to the bar. Just leave her there. No 'sorry i have to cut this short,' or 'i can't hang out today' nope. none of that. He left. Jennie tried to battle out a level on her MarioKart game, but ended up wanting to smash it. She noticed that James had changed. He had become 'better' somehow. Just because he was 21 and could go to the bars and clubs, go out drinking and drinking, he seemed to loose intrest in Jennie. He wished she was 21 so she could come with him. All the while, Jennie was feeling hurt because she invited him down and felt like she wasn't interesting enough to overtake the liquor and dancing. After a while, she forgot why she even tried to hang out with him. It was always at Perkins, never at Charlie's, or some fancy night club, therefore it didn't hold much intrest for James. At least, that's what she thought. She could almost swear by it.



    She sighed sadly and an hour later, packed herself up. She left Perkins, the place that had been her home for years and went to her real home, knowing that she'd be back there tomorrow, counting the days (a little over three months) until she could join james and see what all this was that was taking over his mind. She arrived home and went inside, getting out of the chilly night air that was seemingly liking to play around with her cough. She turned on the computer, put in her hanson cd and started typing in her journal, very much like the one you're reading now...wait....exactly like the one you're reading now. She laughed as she thought of how pathetic her drama in her life was. Getting all hurt over a gay guy. Haha. She laughed. She knew she had to give him his time alone, with his 'other' friends that were 21, but also felt like she was giving up a part of her childhood memories; letting him go out. But she also felt like her memories of him were getting lost in an oblivion of new memories. One she'll remember as the time James kept ditching her for parties. She was sure about it.







    Whoa
    I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure
    Whoa

    Sitting' on the corner of nowhere road
    Just between I wish I could and I don't know
    Rain is splashing up between her toes
    She doesn't know her own area code
    She's the picture of a heart of gold
    On the edge of depression unknown
    And a picture of the wrong I wrote
    Now it's too late for a fight or fold
    Now she's looking at me to know
    The faucet's running and my car got towed

    chorus
    I'm sure about it
    I'm definitely sure that I do surely doubt it
    I wish that I could say that I was sure about it
    But I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure
    Whoa

    Did you see the man
    With the cocaine load
    It's on sale for the price of your soul
    And a man with a long trench coat
    Wish I could hide in a big black hole
    Sell all your pain, ten fold
    And you're crawling down a long, wrong road
    Fitted for a box they mold
    All you're mixing is a heart they stole
    Now they're looking at me to know
    My heart is pumping and my feet got cold

    I'm sure about it
    I'm definitely sure that I do surely doubt it
    I wish that I could say that I was sure about it
    But I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure
    Yeah
    I'm definitely sure that I'm not
    Yeah
    Sure
    I'm sure that I'm not
    Sure
    You know, oh yeah
    Oh yeah
    Oh yeah

    Sitting on the corner of nowhere road
    Just between I wish I could and I don't know
    There's a man with a long trench coat
    Wish I could hide in a big black hole
    Now they're looking at me to know
    My heart is pumping and my feet got cold

    I'm sure about it
    I'm definitely sure that I do surely doubt it
    I wish that I could say that I was sure about it
    But I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure
    Yeah
    I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure about it
    I'm definitely sure that I do surely doubt it
    I wish that I could say that I was sure about it
    I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure about it
    Yeah
    I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure
    That I'm not
    Yeah
    You know, oh yeah
    I'm definitely sure that I'm not sure

    ~Hanson~


    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: Sure About It

    (1 Reply | Chicken Foot)

    Sunday, January 16th, 2005
    1:50 am
    I'm going to kill the person who invented PAIN!
    Yeah, so...I go with grandpa to pick up nana from work. My upper-mid back was slightly bugging me. My ribcage hurt as well, so it felt like there was a line of pain, cutting me in half....very small pain, however. So she finally comes out at 5:15. ((she was supposed to get off at 5, but the tourists don't know what we mean when we say brewery tours end at 4 I guess, huh?)) We go to Texas Roadhouse and find out that their wait was around 35 - 45 minutes. We decided not to eat there...I was starting to feel more pain. We ended up going to Red Lobster where their wait was only 25 minutes. The next thing that happened wasn't fun.


    I stood there, watching these two lobsters fight ((man, they can jab! it was awesome)), when all of a sudden, my breathing became hard, I felt like I was going to faint, my stomach was throbbing and my back was my stomach times ten. It felt like my whole spinal cord was being pushed together. I couldn't stand, I couldn't sit. Fortunately, the beeper thingy went off. We got our table and once again, I sat there, squirming back and forth like a baby. Nana and Grandpa kept telling me to sit sideways in the booth and hug my knees. That only succeeded in making the pains short, more deeper, and less tolerable.


    I drank water. The pain was making me naucious (sp, i know i know, sorry). I coughed because I still have my coughing cold and that just made it worse. I felt like crying. I really had to bite back my tears. I told the waiter that I'd have a bowl of the clam chowder, since I might be able to stomach something I didn't really have to chew. Once again, nana and grandpa kept giving me suggestions to make myself feel more comfortable. They were telling me to lie down on the floor with my feet up on the booth. I laughed, which didn't help, and was seriously thinking about it. Lying down in the middle of a restaraunt with my feet up on the booth, scowling at the servers to step over me. ha. I'd have to let them know that i'm a professional. I work in a restaraunt, i know how things are done. hahahahaowowowowowwwwww. k...can't make myself laugh.


    So we left. I was in the back seat. Tried lying down back there, but i'm too long, couldn't fit. first I bumped my feet, which didn't hurt. Decided to scoot upwards and make room for my feet on the seat, forgeting that the door was right above my head and went smack into the door. I temporarily forgot my back and stomach hurt, due to the pain that was slowly growing in my head. Nana and grandpa tried not to laugh, god bless them...lol. I decided, after my head quit throbing, to sit up. Once again, the pain grew. for 20 minutes it was like this. The car ride did no justice.


    I got home, bursted out into tears as I changed into my pajama's, grabbed a sleeping bag, three pillows and Bend it like Beckham. Had grandpa put Icy Hot on my back and lied down on our couch downstairs ((which is more than long enough for me...yay!)) and watched the movie, heating pad too. I fell asleep for an hour about 30 minutes into it. Right when Jules goes to Jess and introduces herself...however far into the movie that is. I woke up right after the clubing scene where they're playing the game and jess and jules are fighting. It was a nice nap. My back pains went down, yet they're still there.


    that was my day, besides me working. Please tell me that yours was so much better. I couldn't bear to have someone live the day I had today. I wouldn't even give it to my enemy. well, i'll talk to you all later!


    Jennie!


    p.s. my This Time Around cd came in! I'm excited!

    Current Mood: sick
    Current Music: TTA

    (2 Reply | Chicken Foot)

    Thursday, January 13th, 2005
    1:35 am
    Feeling quite shitty, anyone care to join?
    Hey guy's! I know, it's been a loooooooooooong ass time since I last updated. Not much has happened...wait, I say that too often. I'll say it differently using more words. *clears throat* Well, I successfully became the host trainer that I've always dreamed about *rolls eyes* I haven't always dreamed about it. Just in the past few months...lol. I had my first training class this past week. All went well. Gelsey seems like a very nice person, sure to be an awesome host. Hopefully twenty times better than Erika...*sigh*


    I have a cold. I hate colds. It's the one where you cough until you throw up. It is beginning to hurt, I'm afraid i'm going to hemorage in my brain...lol.


    Nana and grandpa found out that I smoke. Now they keep leaving little suttle hints for me to quit...well, I am supposed to, I'm just not fully ready right now. I'm down to at least 4 a day, which is good from a pack at New Years, eh? But it's getting annoying.


    I still need to find a boy. Everyone else has been having fucking luck, except me. Even my 13 year old cousin! She can get one no problem, but then there's me. almost 21 and still....nothing. Seems like I'm ugly or something. heh.


    I don't know if i'm just over reacting. James has seemed to be acting different. Now I feel shitty about thinking about it and analyzing it too much. I asked Meghan if she thought the same way, she said she did ((even Kevin dos)), then soon after, James IMmed me while I was busy. I'm thinking maybe he got word about it because he immed me...didn't think he ever got on line...hahahaha. I love the kid to death, I know I can't protect him from the life of clubbing and drinking. As Kevin says, it's just a phase. I'm hoping so, cause James has been changing in the past few weeks and I'm scared...well...not really that scared, I'm just....BLAH!


    damn cough...


    I can't wait until Hanson comes back to town...lol. Don't know when that is going to be. I just watched their Underneath Acoustic tour. Loved it. They've improved sooooooo much.


    I can't wait for the new Harry Potter book to come out! July 16th! Woot!


    I can't think of anything else to write about....*thinks...thinks...thinks...* Oh! Em texted me the other day! I was excited for that breif moment. haha. She's awesome. I miss her to death. I hope she can come visit sometime soon. I'd go visit down there, but the way things are going, I wouldn't be able to afford it.


    My damn old apartment buildings sent me a letter saying that I owed them $4,000. We talked with my next door neighbor, cause he's a lawyer, and he suggested that we start off saying that we'd be willing to pay $2,500. The day I was supposed to go to court, I found out that I didn't need to. They accepted our offer and had no need for me to go. They erased any judgement that was to be put against me. Thank You God, for a minute you scared me there.


    Now I'm just working on what to do about Mandy. I think it would be smart to get her to sign a paper...even if it has to be notorized, saying that she owes me money, then I'll give her a month to send me her first payement. If that doesn't come...well...I don't think we'd have enough time or money to get on Judge Judy, but I'll deffinately be taking her to small claims court. It's pissed me off that around 6 months ago, she called me, let me know she had a job, let me know she was going to get an apartment first then was going to send me a payment to help with our debt and I haven't seen a penny so far! *breathes slowly and talks to self* It's karma, jennie...karma....it'll come back and kick her in the butt.


    Ok, now I'm stuck on what to say. If anyone reads this, I have an awesome Harry Potter fan fic that I've written ((and updating as we speak)). If you'd like to read it, here's the link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2156325/1/ Please, if you do read it, review and tell me you heard about it from here...i'd like to see how many pathetic people, like myself, read and keep one of these journals.


    Actually, I'm lying...we aren't pathetic. These journals are a blessing. They've helped me through stuff, ha. Well, now I am going to say bye!

    ~~*~~Much Love!

    Jennie

    Current Mood: gloomy
    Current Music: Underneath Acoustic

    (2 Reply | Chicken Foot)

    Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
    4:45 pm
    i'm goin to hell, who's goin with me?
    The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
    Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
    LevelScore
    Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
    Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
    Level 2 (Lustful)Low
    Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
    Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
    Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
    Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Moderate
    Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
    Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
    Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

    Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

    Current Mood: weird
    Current Music: LOTR main theme--it's stuck in my head!

    (Chicken Foot)

    Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
    12:16 am
    Do you know your stuff--another quiz
    Do you know your stuff?

    (Chicken Foot)

    Monday, March 1st, 2004
    11:53 pm
    Are you a pirate?
    A quiz that I made! Take it and be merry!

    How do you score my "Are you a Pirate?" Quizie?

    (Chicken Foot)

    11:01 pm
    I'm a little red ridding hood!
    *sings* Into the woods to GRandmothers house! And home before dark





    I am Little Red Riding Hood!

    Find your fairy tale character
    at kelly.moranweb.com.


    Current Mood: aggravated
    Current Music: Into the woods

    (Chicken Foot)

    Thursday, February 19th, 2004
    1:10 am
    my quizz i just recently took

    Which Annoying Two Towers Character are You?
    By Lisa



    ((I just had to make myself get the next one...lol))



    Which Annoying Two Towers Character are You?
    By Lisa


    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: anything i damn well feel like

    (Chicken Foot)

    Friday, February 13th, 2004
    10:10 pm
    Can I just be invisible?
    Mandy told me that every time a fox or wolf crosses your path, beware of hard times that will come up soon...so far in the past week i've had 3 foxes and 1 wolf cross my path alone, mandy and I only have had 1 fox in the past week cross our path. How come all the crappy things come to me....first nikky, now mandy and the apartment and needing to rely on my family when they say i'm being secretive and when I tell them that I need to tell them in my own time in my own way and they go and get pissed at me! My life is not ran in their minds, I feel different, I need my time and space to be able to come out in a softer way to tell them that Mandy and I got evicted. I told him that our lease was up so we moved everything into storage until we can get the apartment that we were looking at and he said that i needed to start telling him everything....I just want to be invisible to my family's eye for a month or so. When I got evicted, the sheriff packed my prozac in a random bag without asking if I needed it, so now I don't even have that. I swear, EVERYTHINGS gone downhill and I just want to sleep forever, no, not die, never die, just sleep...*sigh and streach* oh well...that's life, huh? well, i'm sick of bitching about this, so I'm just going to end this entry...man o man...has it been a day. well, i'm going to go. i guess I'll talk with everyone later!

    luv ya!
    Jennie

    ps..thanks lav for listenting...it means so much.

    Current Mood: irritated

    (Chicken Foot)

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