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Giulia pointed something out to me.
Whenever we talk about children or kids in general I don't really partake, and when I'm asked about them my response is usually, "I don't like kids unless they'll be my own one day." Yet, the last couple of jobs I've had on contract have been working with kids. I was a counsellor last summer, then I was tutoring mentally challenged elementary school children throughout the year, and now I'm at a daycare. Really though, I don't like kids all that much. It's very rare that I absolutely adore one. That being said, how's it possible that wherever I go I come out with like ten kids hanging off of me? I dun get it. Meh. They're alright I suppooooosssee.... Well at least they have good taste ;) That is accredited for *grin*
I hate shopping with other people. I like walking into a mall, going to my few select stores that I love, trying on things as quick as possible, and then leaving. I hate looking around for hours and hours, I can't stand the crowds, and I especially can't stand going with other people because so much time is wasted, then you wanna stop to eat, and then by the time you actually get to the store you initially wanted to go to it's about to close. Just a thought. heh. Sofia just called me from her cell and she was shopping. She said she hated being alone cause she felt like a loser or something. Meh, who gives a fuck what others think. We're 20. I'd like to think the majority got over that phase.
I love Sofia with all my heart. I really do. She's an amazing friend and has never once put me down or discouraged me. She's always motivated me, and cheered me up even when I've been in my ultra pissy moods that everyone hates so much. She's actually been gutsy enough to stick around while I was in them. You know, I don't think I'd be able to be around me when I'm like that. I guess it takes a true friend. Sometimes though, I wish she would smarten up. I love her but I can only take her in small doses at a time. Conversation goes all over teh place with her and not only that but when it comes to pouring my heart out at times, she's so easily distracted that I sometimes feel like I'm talking to a wall. Eh... she means well.
She told me that I'm way too serious last night. She said I used to be so loud and wild. I'm still wild :/ I did quiet down a little but believe me I'm still pretty wild and mega silly and goofy around my girlfriends. If Eric ever saw me he'd think I was on crack lol. Giulia and Nicole already think so *grin* Anyways, It just takes a while to get that side out... It eventually shows but I have to be really comfortable with a person.
Okie, I'm gonna go put some pillsburry cookies in the oven and shower n all that girly stuff. I'll write later when I get home possibly.
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