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Death Wishes [24 Jul 2003|09:03am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | In paradisium ]

Theres a lot of people that I wish would be dead right now. And since they are not dead and none of them are going to be dead whats the point? I can just die myself and put an end to it all, it seems like the best idea and the only one right now. I really hate my cousin, my mother, everyone else. I made it rain yesterday, even when it was so hot. Anyway nothing matters anymore...

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Bored [17 Jul 2003|06:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Pretty Girls Make Graves ]

I saw pirates of the caribbean today. i cant tell whether the girl was winoa or natalie. anyway jack was SO awesome.

so awesome.

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Sleeping could wait until we die [16 Jul 2003|06:13am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Mozart, Sigur Ros ]

I am sleepy right now. I should go buy sleeping pills. Anyway, I have discovered newly found uncommon stressful insecurites that I have never had before. I'm just like - where is the real me? Where did I go? I know who that was at one point, but then after being socially alienated this summer, that is just another thing. I am still angry but slightly calm since its quiet and early mourning. Its SO cold in the morning, my fingers are numb. I need a new journal, I finished 2 this year already. And maybe some lipstick. I love mozart.
I sense a phase coming on, but I'm still angry.

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[14 Jul 2003|06:40am]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Placebo - You don't care about us ]

IAMVERYANGRYRIGHTNOW. *sigh* i hate the underaged masses.

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