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Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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8:03a - yeah sean digity paul is cool lemme tell ya
i'm drinking tea at this precise moment. while listening to sean paul on MTV. i hatethat guy i never liked him.but see i'm mart and turn on my vendetta red and 311 to block the jamacan rap.i'm sorry but it's not right for and jaimacan to ra nor is is it right for a white person to.whatever it's america.i came to the conclusion that since i write in this thing just about everyday and i'm pretty dedicated to it so on my 100th entry i'm going to have a little blurty party and ya know do something special.that's if i remember i don't always remember that stuff.
i had to wake up at about 6 today to make sandwiches for poor. and i'm quite sick so i'm tired.i had to make mustard bologna and cheese sandwiches for people in "leavenhouse'' wherever the hell that is, for ccd. to make matters worse if you don't know me i HATE cold cuts and HATE mustard. the are a disgrace to this world and smell. mustard looks like piss with like cornstarch added to it. a.k.a thick piss. and cold cuts are just nasty. their smell makes me get that blowing chunks feeling in the gut.thank god i had gloves or i wouldn't be here writing this.
christina agulera is on MTV singing Beautiful.the video i mean.that's an od video and i must say it's a good song but i'm not pretty. even though i hate people that complain and i'm complaining well lets just say i'm quite the hypocrite.clay aiken is a fag. he sings like a girl. everyone as their awaymessages up. c'mon people it's 8:15 in the morning you have to be online. i get to go to my brothers basketball game. yipee.go kings. they aren't that bad. i want to do something today it's suppose to be really nice.
i sound like i came back from a concert which this sound coing out of mouth isn't suppose to happen until the night of june 6th through june 7th because that's right guys i'm going to the no doubt and blink182 concert at the tweter center with my no doubt obesser diana. yes girls and boys this will be one of the best nights of my life. the seats are in the 20th center row or somthing close like that. ah tom can't wait.then i migh be going to a yellowcard concert in apriil or may and if i go to one in may then that's like a very special birthday present.
yeah today's valentines day. i hate this holiday really there is no point. it's not the fact that i don't have a boyfriend but it's that you can celebrate your special day with your lover anyday or on your aniversary type thing.wow i write a lot in the mornings on the weekends. hmm i wonder why? maybe because i'm not doing anyting for the next while. wellat 8:45 or 9:00 i have to leave to go to my church to drop of those damned sadnwiches.i give myself props because they actually aren't to bad knwoing the fac i dispise it's contents other then the bread and cheese. and quite franklyi'm not a cheesy person and i don't like cheese too much.i'm starting to not like it on ym pizza unless it has all those good herbs like oregeno.
its weird listening to a song that is true to your life or w/e. for example yellowcards one year 6 months that's a true song to me. and dianas song on my own from les mis. ah these artists thse days. oh yes now alicia keys is on.she's my favorite let me tell ya.she has a funny way of singng or w/e and in the video she calls up a random guy who she likes. how could someone like someone if they haven't met them. that's why when i meet new people i ask them a lot of questions so i know them very well and don't have to be suspicius about people these days. you can never trust them.
sometimes i wish i had no friends.because then i don't have to worry about all these plans. i just had 3 things to go to yesterday well i don't know if it was exactly 3 but i mean that's besides the point. i hate ditching peopl etc. because it'sbeen done to me(bastards) and i know how it feels and it doesn't feel good at all. nope not one bit. and i hate being a mean person. so if i had no friends i wouldn't have to worry about plans and all. i could worry about what book i'm going to read next but that's not that bad of a dilemma because you have all the time in the world to read and be with a book because you can't loose a boks friendship it's a book for christ's sake.i liked it when i was ike5 and my imaginary friends were disney chracters an i'd write them fake checks and play store have tea parties play school. i'd even rentmovies from school and watch it with my imagiary frienda and stuffed animals and i'd talk abut the movie like how we do in class. that's because i want to be a teacher when i grow up. but see they were stuffed animals and imaginary things you can't loose them unless you really are a bitch.
see in elementary school i had well no friends. until 5th grade but before that i think i tried to hard.it's funny how in elementary school people are mean real mean. and even though people are still kind of mean in middle school but that's besides the point. and you wonder where the bastards get their shit from who the hell knows. who the hell knows where people get anything from.but man i remeber those harsh kids. damn i wanted o get out of that school. i was glad i went to middle school. but now i have to go onto highschol ad i don't because then i see those evil MMS kids
i'm not pretty.sound funny. andhave to drop of damned sandwiches at church, laidher kids
current mood:  hopeful
current music: grassroots-311 (1 comment |comment on this)
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9:26a - grandpops
ok so i'm back from dropping of sandwiches.my grandpop is hillerious and eve though i knowhe's prentending he acts like i'm 7 and he's just weird. there was a guy on a bike in one of those tight spandx outfits adn grandfather goes:
g-man:i think he's spiderman, he'strying to be spiderman
me:(laughs)
g-man:i don' think he does into his front door i think he climbs on his house and into the window
and he kept getting urges to eat my sandwiches.you gotta know my grandfather.oh brother.it's a devereaux thing.i like writing in this thing on the weekends i really enjoy it.maybe because i'm not soo tired.i think i'm suppose to do a bunch o' chres today.bull shit.i'm not it's going to be 50 out i think i'd rather cruise on the bicycle.i can do chores tomorro it's suppose to be 28 tomorrow.hm.. anyone want to do something today? i think every year i get this voice thing and it's kinda fun not being able to talk.i treasure the time that i am sick because i'm really sick.there's always that once a year stuffy noise thing.i'm wearing capris today even tho i am sick but it's going to be 50. but they are long capris.
what's a valentine? i really don't get the point of a valentine. what do they do? give you chocolate? ok friends i'm going to buy everyone a hershey's bar sounds fun to me. i can do tha any day. i'm assuming it's more meanigful on valentnes day. if someone gave me chocolate any day it would be meaningful. i mean they gae you chocolate and just you. c'mon now that's nice.i would hate to have a boyfriend on valentines day anyways because i mean you have to buy hem something and i hae buying people presents. i don't give people preents when i have to i just give them money or certificates.so don't expect anything other then that from me.
i wonder how jasmines party went last night? i heard " a lot of stuffwas going to go down" eh i'll talk to my partner in crime erica or my bitch danielle or sarah.
i hate spongebob.he's a fag also. literally.
i realized you know me a lot probably.that was a dumb thing to say.it's fun to read other peoples journals to compare my life and theres.i like to get to know people.i found a pill on the ground at lunch yesterday and tyler opened it up and ther was powder inside.i want to know what the pill was because that's quite bizarre having a pill on the ground in the cafeteria.
current mood:  impressed
current music: i'll be here awhile-311 (comment on this)
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