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Sunday, February 1st, 2004
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9:12a - ::shifts eyes:: ::rubs chin::
well i got up at 8:30 with a painful dead arm.
it was heavy trying to pick it up with my other arm.
i'm really bored.
no one is really on to talk to.
i foud out i dind't make south jersey.
i'm not upset or anything because i knew i wasn't going to make it i ust did it to try and for the experience and i guess to make it.
i hope i do soething fun or exciting today.
i had a weird dream well.. yeah it was weird.
i've ben having weird dreams lately and one meant something.
how creepy?
current mood:  mischievous
current music: miles apart-yellowcard (comment on this)
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9:27a - ramble
i'm going to ramble on about thigs. since i'm bored and i feel like well writng and i can't ramble to anybody becuse well they'll think it's annoying but if i say it in this then well its amusing. i don't know. i don't get why i keep this because it's a journal which is a diary which is technically suppose to be secret.then again i'm not telling everything in these entries because i don't ant random people knowing alot about my personal life.if you really wanna know abot my personal life then i will tell you most likely. depending n who you are because some peopel i just can' trust. actually i dn't if i can trust anybody around here because most likely more people wil find out so hey if do tell you something that seems secret then keep it to yourself and you'll be a-ok
wow it's febuary 1st ahh no. because that means that it's getting closer to june which means closer to ending 8th grade which means closer to not many friends. my neighborhood sucks.cept for dan kevin danielle and well sarah i can talk to other then that it sucks. i stay in this rock i call a house until i go to my home country farms. the people around here can be bastards and my neighbrhood is just plain boring accounting on that no one goes outside and just minds their own business because if you walk past people they scream shit at you just for the hell of it because i guess tothem they think it's funny. apparrently they don't know what funny is.
ever realize you only play truth or dare when your with a "couple" or 2 people that like each and then the first dare is for them to hook-up. i hate that thats dumb and old. no one wants t se 2 people hook-up they can do that themselves and have fun on there own.anyway truth or dare is supoose to be funny and people hooking up isn't funny.
i've been really thinking about what my career should be when i grow up. because i want to be a teacher but then aain theres tons of careers out thereand i don't know what to do.maybe i shouldn't be worrying about that stuff until i'm in ell about 11th or 12th grade. i think the mall should play music like on loud speakers. for some reason i thought it did but tonight i realized it doesn't.
i noticed on alyssa mahon and cait doughertys profile they put like happy valentines day and after that about 5 more people had it on there profilewell ike that happy valentines day all those qquote and that crap.i hate when people do that. that as well is stupid.if you do something diffeent then you can claim to be the creative cool one rather then the wannabee.well that's your choice not mine.
i'm listein to faling for you and it's supposdle by TSl but i can't find any lyrics for it. absolutly none and it bothers me. wow a lot ofting bother me. i'm an anal person heh. i haven't gotten my daily dose of seinfeld which rally pisses me off. atleast sex and the city and curb your enthusiasm is on tonight.
have you ever noticd someone staring at you and were wondering what they were thinking? i hate girls except for ones that are my friends or i talk to but other thenthat i hate girls.there either annoying valley girlish snobby bratty slutty bitchy w/e it's nothing good.it's creepy how people like them..the annoying valley girlish snobby bratty slutty bitchy ones. i'm hungry very hungry but i don't feel like getting something. eh surprising? ok i'm going to get those qiz things and pt one on here jst like everyone else so you can adore me:Name: taylor
Age: 13
Where are you from: a little.. actually its not little but just seems like it town or city named marlton... for those or you not of aware of the definition of marl its a nasty gren spinach shat colored hard dirt
Favourite type of clothing: undergarments and jeans
Favourite type of clothing on the opposite sex: i dont know nothing no clothes well for some
Favourite brand name: dunno
Where do you normally shop: pacsun american eagle for jeans, haven't shopped in awhile
Favourite film: um theres a lot
Last film you saw at the theater: the big bounce
Last film you saw at home: pirates of the cariebeean
Favourite type of music: rock
Favourite band: 311,TSL,yellowcard,midtown,blink182,greenday,sublime(has good songs),system of a down(has good songs),
Favourite singer:you mean like one person .. none
One song that is too embarrassing to tell anyone that you like it: well if it was embarrassing then why would i tell you
Grossest thing you have eaten: i have not a clue
Favourite food: mexican food, chinese food, italian food, fruit
Favourite place to eat at: bertuccis
Best meal you have eaten: something from p.f changs or bertuccis
What is the point of having diet caffeine free coke: because you can enjoy the taste of coke without worrying about your weight and energy
Do you remember when there was clear coke: was there ever?
Favourite drink: smoothies
Best drink you have made doesn't have to be alcoholic: a smoothie
What makes you special: me! can i join the special club?
What is aesthetically pleasing to you: penis's
Favourite type of smell: kirra
Do you have any special hand shake: no they dont last more then 5 minutes
How do you shake someone’s hand: the only way anybody shakes anybody's hand
If I gave you $20 what would you do with it: stick it in my shirt and put it in my money jar .. yes i do have one of those thank you very much and it matches my room
What should I do today: have sex
Why won't they put Dawson’s Creek back on: dumb show
Funniest thing that someone has said: oh theres lots
Funniest thing you have done: plenty.. some requiring phone calls, and no shirts on screaming out peoples names making farting noises
If you got your mouth stuck in a tomato sauce bottle what would you do: i wouldnt stick one in my mouth in the first place
Have you ever laughed at someone falling over and if so was it your friend or a stranger: both and yes i haave
What do you think lemonade and milk taste like:rotten
What are you thinking about: why do you care
If you got handcuffed to a total stranger what would you do: um try to break away
What would you do if you saw a monkey in your backyard: tease it.. im tedious like that
If you had to hit someone and only could choose from one of these weapons which weapon would you
choose and why - shopping trolley, tree branch or a banking tray: shooping trolley i guess
What do you want to buy me: nothing
If you could have any job you wanted what would it be: be a stripper for personal clients
If someone offered you a job cleaning some toilets and you got $1000 per toilet would you take
the offer: ::says in sarcastic voice:: no i wouldnt knowing that id be wasting
$1000 over nothing.... yeah ofcourse i would clean toilets its fun
Next year what do you want to achieve: that's a secret you'll find out when i do achieve it
Are you looking forward to next year and why so: no...cause I gotta go ta high school
What is three things you want to do before this year is over: look at the other achievement kinda question
If I gave you a camera with 24roll of film what would you take photos of: lots of things ;)
What was the last photo you took: umm i took a butt load at dianas party
Best photo you have seen: hmm...
Have you ever ripped up a photo and what as it a picture of: no not that i know of
What makes you a bit weirded out: um.. i don't know i like weird things
What are you scared of: bad kids snakes and things i can't say because people would get offeneded
What makes you shiver: one word:bush
Do you prefer hot/cold weather: either i dont know
Are you an indoor or outdoor person: either depends on the day and where i am at
Favourite sport: soccer
If you saw someone famous but you were wearing crappy clothes would you still go up to them and say hi: yeah they are famous they shouldnt care i mean they are all up for those poor people so what would make a difference if you had on crappy clothes
Do you think you could ever star in a film: eh maybe
What type of character would you be: some weirdo
If you could be someone else for a day who would it be:i don't know i don't think about being someone else
How do you make your coffee: i dont really drink coffee... does tea or cappucino count
If you were going to make me something what would it be: a pretty lil bow
Favourite sweet: tiramisu
Last thing you made: brownies
What's in the box: a turd
What would you put in the box: my crap
Have you ever touched a crab: i think so
Best prank you had done: i'm not giving you any ideas
One thing that fly’s: pigeon
Favourite smell: jizz
Best present you have received: jizz
Best thing you have bought: jizz
Favourite thing in your bedroom: bottle of jizz
If you could learn something what would you learn: to complete a cartwheel and do all that gymnast stuff
How many questions do you think this survey is: 69
How many chairs can you see: 69
Why do computers suck sometimes: two word oxymoron : microsoft works
If you could see out of someone’s eyes for a day who’s eyes would it be and why: a guy staring off into space in the middle of class.. c'mon 1.) a guy an 2.) staring ff into space..hmm i wonder
What do you think people are really thinking about: my pleasure pillows
Best thing that happened this year: plenty
What do you want help with: stuff
What do you need help with: pooping
lovely aint it? well i'll give you another another day for you to read k?
current mood: mischievous
current music: i told myself & Flowing-311 (comment on this)
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11:42a - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Today sucks a lot real lot. More then ever. Moms suck. She says I can’t go walk over to Danielle’s because it’s just way to icy and the paths are covered in snow. Well you know what I can deal with it I’m not 5. Fuck her. So now I’m home in my sucky neighborhood all day. I realized I have an obsession with writing in this thing today and the entry before this is long the longest one in my blurty career. I hate Sunday especially when there’s snow. I hate snow. snow sucks so does ice. Well all precipitation sucks because when ever there’s any you can’t do anything. The only good thing about snow is that it gets you off school and you can ski other then that it sucks. Maybe I’ll do another one of those quizzes, then I’ll look up websites then I’ll blast music in my room, then I’ll do my tarot, then I don’t know. Wow. I have a life. Why do I have to live in this bitch of a neighborhood? This might be a good day for you guys because you get to read a lot. Woo friggity hoo. Another quiz:
?? HAVE YOU EVER:
1. KISSED YOUR COUSIN: yeah
2. RUN AWAY: no
3. PICTURED YOUR CRUSH NAKED: all the time
4. ACTUALLY SEEN YOUR CRUSH NAKED: I wish
5. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART: yeah it’s fun-E
6. BEEN IN LOVE: maybe...? I don't know
7. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: I only known one person close that has died and I was 5 so I didn't really care
8. WANTED SOMEONE YOU KNEW YOU COULDN'T HAVE: maybe.. ? I think so
9. BROKEN A BONE: yes. I want to break another one too
10. DRUNK ALCOHOL: yeah
11. LIED: yes of course
12. CRIED IN SCHOOL: no, that would be embarrassing
?? WHICH IS BETTER:
13. COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
14. SPRITE OR 7UP: 7up
15. GIRLS OR GUYS: guys
16. FLOWERS OR CANDY:candy
17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: this question is weird but any who clean shaven but some guys with a scruffy look are good looking
18. QUIET OR LOUD: well loud music not loud people even though I can be very loud, I’m just a hypocrite
19. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: brunettes
20. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: bitchy
21. TALL OR SHORT: well not too tall
22. PANTS OR SHORTS: pants
?? WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:
23. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: smile or eyes maybe I their laugh or if they are funny
24. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: no one
25. LAST PERSON YOU FAST DANCED WITH: erica
25. WORST QUESTION TO ASK: lemme get bak to that
26. SHOWERED: yesterday
27. HAD SEX: hmm..
28. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: hmm..
?? WHAT IS:
29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: uhh I don’t know maybe like one of my bras or underwear
30. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: you just might be one of them
31. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: nothing
32. YOUR FAV COLOR: red orange black
33. MOVIE: There’s plenty just about all of them
34. BOOK: DaVinci Code, even though I haven’t finished I love it
35. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: math
36. JUICE: OJ
37. CARS: VW, Mini Coopers (any German English or Japanese cars I hate American cars)
38. ICE CREAM: Ben and Jerrys cherry Garcia or godiva Carmel hearts and vanilla ice cream
39. HOLIDAY: Christmas
40. SEASON: summer or winter
41. BREAKFAST FOOD: fruit and a Belgian waffles
42. PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: uhh like the mall movies or some hang out
?? WHO:
43. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: I don’t know many people make me laugh...but it TAKES A LOT OF HUMOR to make me laugh
44. MAKES YOU SMILE: I don’t know exactly who but people that are funny and nice to me
45. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: I’m not going to tell you
46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: I don’t know. Anybody have a crush on me?
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: look up at numero quince cinco
48. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: music
49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: don’t know
?? DO YOU EVER:
50. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: no that’s pretty messed up
51. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: oh yeah
52. SAVE E-MAILS: oh yeah
53. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: no
54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: no
55. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: no I don’t really cry
?? BEST:
56. COLOGNE: Kirra
57. PERFUME: don’t know
58. KISS: what?
59. ROMANTIC MEMORY: none I have no romantic expeience. Well den’t that just suck for me
60. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: follow your first instinct
?? HAVE YOU:
61. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND: kinda?
62. MADE OUT W/ JUST A FRIEND: no
63. BEEN REJECTED: no
64. BEEN IN LOVE: not really
65. BEEN IN LUST: hell yeah
66. USED SOMEONE: not really
67. BEEN USED- probably have. BASTARDS
68. CHEATED ON SOMEONE: no
69. BEEN CHEATED ON: no
70. BEEN KISSED:
71. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET: oh yeah plenty of things
?? WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:
72. YOU TOUCHED: my self?
73. YOU TALKED TO: brother
74. YOU HUGGED: my pillow
75. YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: sarah
76. YOU KISSED: I don’t know
78. YOU YELLED AT: my mom
79. YOU LAUGHED WITH: Danielle and Erica at the mall
80. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART: no one
81. WHO TOLD YOU THEY LOVED YOU: hm... Lots 'o people
?? DO YOU:
82. COLOR YOUR HAIR: well highlight it
83. HAVE TATTOOS: no
84. HAVE PIERCINGS: oh yeah
85. HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND/BOTH: well I have friends that r girls and boys
86. OWN A WEBCAM : no
87. OWN A THONG: yea
88. EVER GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER: yeah
89. SPRECHEN SIE DEUTSCHE: try
90. HABLA ESPANOL: yeah a little
91. QUACK: sometimes
?? HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU/WOULD YOU:
92. STOLEN ANYTHING: yeah
93. SMOKE: no
94. SCHIZOPHRENIC: maybe
95. OBSESSIVE: yea
96. COMPULSIVE: can be
97. OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE: sometimes
98. PANIC: I have
99. ANXIETY: no
100. DEPRESSED: no
101. SUICIDAL: no
102. OBSESSED WITH HATE: yeah kind of
103. DREAM OF MUTILATED BODIES, BLOOD, DEATH, AND GORE: well not really
104. DREAM OF DOING THOSE THINGS INSTEAD OF JUST SEEING THEM: no
105. IF YOU COUld be anywhere where WOULD YOU BE: somewhere other then here
106. CAN YOU DO ANYTHING FREAKISH WITH YOUR BODY: kinda
108. VOTE FOR A WOMAN CANDIDATE FOR PRESIDENT: depends
109. MARRY FOR MONEY: depends
110. HAD BRACES: I have the,
111. PLUCK YOUR EYEBROWS: never use nair on them
112. LIKE HAIRY BACKS: NO!
113. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD A HICKEY: last year when I did one to myself in social studies
114. COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT A COMPUTER: no way I would die
117. IF YOU COULD LIVE IN ANY PAST, WHEN/WHERE WOULD IT BE: probably during medieval times or in the Russian revolution sounds kind of weird but I just want to go back a see how people lived
118. WEAR WHITE SOCKS: yeah
119. WEAR SHOES IN THE HOUSE OR TAKE THEM OFF: both, majority of the time take them off
120. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT: umm watermelon oranges strawberries blueberries + a lot more
121. EAT WHEAT BREAD OR WHITE: white but wheat is OK
122. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO VISIT: the beach or VT
123. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: the big bounce
124. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: depends
125. PHOTOGENIC: maybe..?
126. DREAM IN COLOR OR BLACK AND WHITE: color
129. HAVE ANY DIMPLES: little ones I used to have them
130. REMEMBER BEING BORN: when I was like 1 but not actually being born
131. WHY DO YOU TAKE SURVEYS: because blurty viewers want to know about me and because I’m bored
132. DRINK ALCOHOL: no
133. LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: haven’t been there yet
134. WHAT IS THE BEST ACCENT: um Spanish or French
135. WHO DO YOU WANT TO KISS: why the hell would I tell you?
136. LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS THE MOST: sunsets
137. WANT TO LIVE TO BE 100: yeah
138. IS A FLAT STOMACH IMPORTANT TO YOU: sometimes
139. PLAY WITH AN OUIJA BOARD: I have
140. LOYAL: sometimes
141. TOLERANT OF OTHER PEOPLES BELIEFS: yea
142. LIKE THE LIGHTS ON OR OFF WHEN WATCHING MOVIES: off
143. HAVE NIGHTMARES FREQUENTLY: no
144. LIKE YOUR NOSE: yes
145. THINK YOU CAN DRAW WELL: not really I think I do sometimes
146. AT WHAT AGE DID YOU FIND OUT THAT SANTA CLAUS WASN'T REAL: about 7 or 8
147. HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO HAVE IN YOUR CLOSET: about 7 or 8
148. LIKE TO WEAR THE SAME SHOES EVERYDAY OR DO YOU LIKE A VARIETY: basically the same two pairs like ill wear one one day and the other another day
149. WRITE POETRY: no
150. SNORE: no
151. SLEEP MORE ON YOUR BACK, FRONT OR SIDES: sides
152. DOG/CAT: cat
153. LICK STAMPS: nope
154. USE AN ELECTRIC CAN OPENER: no
155. RIDDEN IN A HOT AIR BALLOON:..no I wish
156. WHICH HURTS THE MOST, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN: physical pain then again emotional pain can too
157. FAVORITE TV SHOW: seinfield or curb your entusiasm
158. KNOW ANYONE WHO IS CLINICALLY DEPRESSED: yes
159. PREFER A PIANO OR A VIOLIN: piano
160. ARE YOU A SEX ADDICT: I wish
161. KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS CANCER: yes
162. LIKE TO ARGUE: yea
163. HUNT: no not really
164. LIKE FAST FOOD JOINTS, OR EXPENSIVE RESTAURANTS: expensive restaurants
165. WOULD YOU RATHER VISIT A ZOO OR AN ART MUSEUM: art museum
166. HAVE A MIDDLE NAME? Yes. WHAT IS IT: Ann
167. BASICALLY A HAPPY PERSON: yea
168. TIRED: kind of
169. DRINK ANYTHING WITH CAFFEINE IN IT TODAY: no
170. EVER MET ANYONE OFF THE INTERNET: yes
171. HOW MANY PHONES DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR HOUSE: 2 then and then 1 cell phone
172. HOW LONG IS YOUR HAIR: getting long
173. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: sometimes my mom
174. WHAT COLOR OF EYES DO YOU PREFER: brown
175. LIKE YOUR NAME: more on the no side but it’s ok
176. NAMED AFTER ANYONE: no
177. WISH ON STARS: no I did though
178. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE: middle
179. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY: august then in September
181. LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING: yea but I like some peoples better
182. WHO DO YOU ADMIRE? No one. WHY:
183. WHAT IS THE #1 PRIORITY IN YOUR LIFE: to have sex
184. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT: I HATE COLD CUTS OK I NEVR LIKED THEM AND NEVER WIL THEY ARE DISGUSTING
185. ANY BAD HABITS: well like biting my nails sometimes
186. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD: I wouldn’t tell you since it’s embarrassing
187. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOURSELF: yea probably
188. DAREDEVIL: oh yeah unless I’m tired
189. EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL: yes
190. EVER STOLEN ANYTHING: yes
191. DO LOOKS MATTER: well I guess it depends on where you’re going
192. EVER MISUSED A WORD AND IT SOUNDED ABSOLUTELY STUPID: yea I think so
193. THINK THERE IS A POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW: no
194. DO FISH HAVE FEELINGS: no
195. TRENDY: if I am I don’t want to be
196. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER: yelling
197. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME: country farms
198. TRUST OTHERS EASILY: depends who the person is
199. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD: puzzles
200. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS: wellness
201. LIKE SAPPY LOVE SONGS: HELL NO NEVER DID AND NEVER WILL THEY ARE POINTLESS
202. EVER BEEN ON RADIO OR TELEVISION: no
203. HAVE A JOURNAL: yes
204. USE SARCASM A LOT: oh yeah
205. EVER BEEN IN ANOTHER COUNTRY: no
206. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL: personality smile eyes
207. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME: tay
208. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP: oh yeah
209. UNTIE YOUR SHOES EVERY TIME YOU TAKE THEM OFF: no
210. WHAT ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT RIGHT NOW: nothing really
211. EVER WEAR OVERALLS: oh yeah
212. THINK YOU ARE STRONG: sometimes
213. HOW WOULD YOU RATE YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW (1 - 10): 8.5
215. WHAT'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE thing IN THE WORLD: oh I don’t know I have lots
216. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE: I don’t know if I have them or not
217. HAVE ANYTHING PIERCED: yea
218. HAVE ANY TATTOOS: no
219. WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF: I don’t know my height maybe?
221. WHO ARE THE PEOPLE YOU CARE MOST ABOUT: obviuodly my close friends and family
?? RIGHT NOW:
222. I SEE: the computer screen
223. I NEED: someone here right now because I ma bored
224. I FIND: that I’m today sucks for the next 1 hour or so
225. I WANT: jizz in a bottle
226. I HAVE: jizz in a bottle
227. I WISH: ai could get more jizz in a bottle
228. I LOVE: a few things
229. I HATE: people
230. I MISS: I don’t know
231. I FEAR: your ass
232. I FEEL: down
233. I HEAR: the heater
234. I SMELL: nothing
235. I WONDER: when I get to walk to er’s
236. I REGRET: a lot of things
i'm narcistic, evrything sucks evrything.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: music box dancer,311 and TSL (comment on this)
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