nosferatu   
02:29am 21/09/2003
 
mood: determined
music: nickelback-unknown
inside my head eye feel so hollow
eye have no guide, noone to follow
my persistence is in vain
the thots continue barely sane

eye try to claim my resistance
to my own fucked existence
lyrical profanitys stream in my head
you cant hate me, eye'm immortal, blood fed

sleeping in the shadows for so long
my days of rest are long and gone
eye come now, awoken to feed
fear me now, your flesh eye bleed

sleep by day, live by night
you chase me in my nightly flight
you cant catch me, you havent, you never will
but my angst you surely will feel

biting into your salted neck
giving you life, never death
eye gave you whut they gave to me
but with this gift we are never free

now we wait, evermore
waiting..waiting for

nothing		  
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Meet my friend Sophie..   
06:58am 11/09/2003
  Hello,

My name is Sophie. I am the age of but five. My mother is from the Netherlands. She was a banshee, I do not know of my father. He left when I was of small, never to return for me. I am a Negreul,(neh-grewl) my skin is the colour of the pale grey sky after a deep rain. My eyes being the shade of rubies, my hair shines as would faded sahpires.My wings ebon..my fingers, long and delicate, entrancing you to my burrow. I speak only at night, darkness is my door-way between the worlds. I watch you in deep thought, making sure you are pure at heart. I spy on your dreams, making sure you keep your pure thoughts. I grow angry when you do wrong, you are punished when you do. Theoden and I shall make our nightly errands tonight, make sure that you keep pure. We shall smite the impure heathens of this world. Don't forget me, I will evermore be watching over all who read this. Pay tribute to me each night, and I shall spare you one more day. Remember me always. Sophie.		  
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disgusted   
03:06am 31/08/2003
 
mood: guilty
music: 7mary3-waters edge
the sight of your eyes makes my stomach turn
the touch of your blotted skin makes me scream
your erie essence follows me, making me squirm
your words demodulate me, making me flee

your crawl behind me steadily
waiting until the time
you can take me readily
unto your unrealistic realm

moonlight gripping me firm
as eye shout out my words
you'll never have me, you pathetic worm
these thots driving me insane

and eye know..eye'm better than them...eye will succeed		  
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ranting   
07:14pm 25/08/2003
 
mood: crushed
music: metal..of some form or another
eye cant believe how you took over
leaving me alone, without a shoulder
for my salted tears to flood onto..
the droplets stop to stare at my pain and need for you

they look at my eyes...red and dry from crying left uncared for
it doesn't exactly matter anymore
you took my heart as you held my hand
eye didn't have strength enough to stand

eye want to be your one and only
instead eye'm left forsaken..lonely
eye want your touch within my reach
eye need your embrace in...my reach

theo		  
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goddess of the night   
02:30pm 21/08/2003
 
mood: crappy
music: offspring-come out and play
the sacred sigil of the night goddess..
calls her unto our realm
opening her ebon wings unto her night children..
eye long to be with her, to feel her icy breathe on my face
to taste her poisonous nectar of the dark
to be like her, to become a creature of night
and eye shall...		  
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