Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in Sarah's Blurty:

Thursday, November 27th, 2003
8:32 pm	Hey This journal place got gay so I'm going back to Livejournal... Bye. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
9:42 pm	Let's see... Today was my sister's birthday. We went to Gameworks at Ybor. That place is soo fun. We brought Greg, her boyfriend. Then we got some bras at Victoria Secrets. Even though Greg was there but whatever. Hey! My boobs got bigger. haha! Lucky me. My sister is jealous. But new subject. Tonight we went to Gratzzi for the birthday dinner. It wasn't as great as I thought it would be but it was still pretty good. We got her a Strawberry Shortcake(the character) cake. It was awesome. I think I like soembody even though he probably doesn't like me. Oh well... Well atleast if he reads this he knows... kinda... not really... but still. He's so smart and sophisticated. Last time I liked a guy I told the wrong people and they told him. Not cool! But anyways... I hate to sound like a stupid girl that swoons over guys and stuff... Especially on the last entry... Oh well... Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Linkin Park(awesome cd!) (Comment on this)
Monday, November 24th, 2003
10:51 pm	Let's see... Today I went over to Lauren B.'s house for our science project not that we actually did anything. We went over to the skate park near her house. There wasn't anything to do there. The people that live like across the street were outside. Dude that guy in all blakc was hot! He kept staring at Lauren. haha! When my mom and sister came to pick me up Lauren locked herself out, but she didn't want me to tell anybody even though I did tell my mom and sister but shh don't tell her. Well when I leave then the guys make the moves. Andre started to walk with Lauren and then the guy in all black asked her age. Too bad that she's only 13.Dude it's not fair how she gets all the guys attention! haha good for her. I went to see Radio today. It made me want to cry. Damn Cuba did a good job. Current Mood: worried Current Music: HELP! My pussy has gone crazy!-Scary Movie 2 (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
8:35 pm	Nothing really... Today was really boring... I went to go play tennis with my friend, Loan, and she refused to play right. She trys to act stupid to be funny, but it's so annoying when you are trying to act seroius. Oh well... I guess I'll move on. I'm so glad it's Thanksgiving break. I hate school. I want to kill school. I can't stand my teachers. I personally want to kill Ms. Gil. She's a horrible spanish teacher. I really don't like any of my teachers. I hate my peer life. There is only like one or two people I actually want to talk to. And the only guys that I talk to are the ones that probably don't even find me attractive. It always Erica that gets the guys. But I know I don't really need a guy to make me happy but I wish I had one just to be best friends with. I wish I had a best friend. And the guys that do like me are idiots or make me digusted. But I don't really care about the guys... I just wish that I had a better clan that I hung out with. I bet I would be so different. Which I kinda wish I was. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Electric Six: Gay Bar (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
4:39 pm	Hello dear... I made myself a blurty... how fun! Yesterday we had to turn in a poem for my language arts class for this contest we are forced to do and I wrote one about rape... it goes like this: I don't want to go on, I don't want to awake today. Something happened to me, Something I'd rather not say. Last night I went to a party, I think I had too much fun. I think there was something in the punch, I drank a ton. There was a guy I met, He seemed very nice. We learned so much about eachother, I learned his name was Bryce. He started to act very strange, He shoved into his car. He wouldn't let me go, He was going way too far. He told that I was worthless, And that I was like any other kind. He put back my seat, Everything was in line. He unzipped my pants, I tried not to look. I closed my eyes, While hte car shook. I thought I was in a dream, I wanted to be free. I must have done something to him, The person that made him mad was me. I feel so bad, My self-esteem is so low. Tomorrow I'll end the pain, I just can't go on with the show. Nobody will mis me, Nobody will know. I can't take the thought of him, He is a deadly foe. Well I got in trouble for it. I had to be sent to the counselor and they asked me really creepy questions. Like "When was the last time you had achohol? or Can you go on dates by yourself? or Do you go to parties alot?" I didn't want to tell them that I got drunk at my grandparent's 50th so I said that I usually don't drink so I don't remember the last time I got drunk. That was actually really funny. (Comment on this)