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Cake and Cigarettes [12 Mar 2005|01:29pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Shikenkan Baby ~ Miyavi ]

My heart melts with submission
Breakig away the cake and cigarettes
of your lost image in my head
Breaking away the darkness of this place
My heart melts with a burning sensation
indescribable and weakening
I wish my sanity could hold up against your ...
....distant eyes...
Watching you lay on the cold slab of my heart
cake and cigarettes
mirrors and dances
black silouet and fingertips
velvet carnal drawings
oh how I adore the distance between us
Inspiration draws me near to drive a needle through my palms
Wishing for crucifiction to cure me of this disease
the disease of loving you

A little madness from my heart. I have been listening to Korn a lot lately and Seth send me this most morbid and awesome song from Miyavi... I have fallen in love with this song. It makes me want to write madness. Seth you rule. Juliya... thank you for your support... about my art. Don't you ever stop creating.

Atleast at the end I want you to smile

Carrying Dreams... [12 Mar 2005|08:15pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Arri~ Gackt ]

For Juliya...

crystals lining eyes with curiosity
breaking the mold of the crowd
She stood in the middle waiting for
that moment to come
...where she could fly....
Please don't forget to take all
the love that you stood for with you...with you ...
Breaking the mold of the crowd
Breaking these peices
Stripping away all the chains
Breaking down the box that they tried to put you in
Waiting for that moment
.... that moment to fly...
a moment to shine
bright like the moon and blind their eyes
Growing wings
Carrying dreams
and all these lovely things
She carried this smile burning like the sun
With eyes that could make my heart grow wide
She was standing in the middle
Spreading out her arms and she broke free
She was flying so high to touch this sky
carrying the moon and all the love she took with her
... carying this within her arms....

Atleast at the end I want you to smile

Written Language [12 Mar 2005|08:31pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Enjoy the Silence~ Depeche Mode ]

For Seth ....

Cracking open the inside of this skull
I pressed my hands in to find what was left
What was left in this creation of mine
Finding the black hole where everything
Tore like pages from a book
Pages of dreams and wicked things
Pages of a writer's hope
...Buried in neglect from all its waste...
a pleassure to press my fingers onto this screen
Needing to find some time to contemplate...
I opened my eyes wide to ink letters forming
From an unknown hand from the other side
Watching a page lifting with only
What dreams may come.. forming into words
From a faceless prescence behind a blinding screenagain
Gypsy music playing for the eyes
Brought these creations back to life
Gypsy music played with words
... sewing these pages together...
placing what was his inbetween the lines
the holes and the cracks to make them live
I gesture
I write
I smile...
Thank you my silent friend
Thank you my gentle spirit
For making these dreams live again
Breathe again and bleed again...
Gypsy music playing for the eyes
Brought these creations back to life
Gypsy music played with words
..sewing these pages together...
placing what was his inbetween the lines
the holes and the cracks to make them live
...again...

Atleast at the end I want you to smile

Anxiety Ridden [12 Mar 2005|08:43pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Shikenkan Baby~Miyavi ]

I Bit down hard on my lips
To drown out this sound pounding in my head
The sound o my own heart
...and the scremaing inside...
Struggle..
Turn..
Breathe...
Griping the bed covers of the day around my face...
Wanting to suffocate the sound in my body
I bit down hard on my lip
To drown out this sound pounding in my veins
The sound of my own insecurities and madness
Struggle..
Turn...
Scream...
Bite down until I bleed
Waiting for the sun to go down
Waiting for the pain to stop
Waiting for my mind to break
... and all would be in vain...

Takeanotherpill Takeanother pill
take take... take
Wash this down scrape against my tongue
takeanotherpiltakeanotherpill pill...pill....pill
take...take ...take
........Stop....

Atleast at the end I want you to smile

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