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04:42am 15/03/2004
 
mood: blank
music: silence!
I've been doing some heavy thinking... I have come to the conclusion than thinking sucks. It makes my head hurt and never makes me feel better. I need to stop being a thinking man and be more of a moron, maybe more people will like me then. Fuck who am I kidding? I hate people, I dont want them to like me! I am an elitist whore and I love it. I do howeve want the world to revolve around me for one day... that would be absurdly cool, and very much highschool like. Dear heavens my senior year... I stopped giving a shit and everyone hung of my p33n. It was absurd! OMGRAYISSOCOOLCAUSEHEDOESNOTGIVEASHIT! the reply was always" fuck straight off". Speaking of fucking straight off, I need to call Dunn, see if she wants to hangout over spring break. On that topic, my younger brother is also back on spring beak, I've got to go pick him up from mom's and hangout with him too. AHH HELL! That means dealing with the old hag! Don't get me wrong, I love her... I.. .bah never mind. I need a coke right now! Yes I'm fucking rambling my ass off at 4:30smth in the morning.
Tanya call me! I  miss talking on the phone!

I've got a drug test for work to take soon (pry tommorow), which should be no problem, I've been clean for almost 2 years now, funny though, Dann invited me to go out "roller skating". I looke at him and went "d00d I'm clean as a whistle! Hell I don't even smoke cigarettes anymore!"

In other news I've been owning Metal Gear Solid: The Twin Snakes! Ranked number one in the world bitch! Top 01:19:15!

I need sleep, but i'll keep rambling.
One of my friends kept having night terrors last night. Too bad, my bed is comfy and you are guaranteed good sleep. No night terrors no nothing... My bed is a Slut! It will sleep with anyone, but then again you all knew that. I feel like leaving baltimore for a while, but I don't have the funds...
Is it wrong that I feel like making out right now?

NBZ, you need to send me cubasesx again. I lost everthing in the reinstall.

And off I go to think some more... and I need to go wash that pillow that smells like your hair... I miss you...
Hey! I'll get Kelly to call me right now!		  
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