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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003

Subject:i love you but i hate you... which brings to mind how much i love you
Time:11:19 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:phantom planet = california.
so its xmas and i love it i love it i love it!!! arggghhh!!! im getting a lot of stuff this year which is good because last year i got nothing! booya!! haha

i think i might be getting a recording thing were i can transfer it onto my comptuer then burn cds... which would rock because i have a band that needs to get their cd out NOW! :)

so the aviators... a rocking band... http://theaviators1.tripod.com/
if we ever get our cd recorded that would be great... so i really hope i get my recording thing!! :):):)

guess who was excepted to whitworth and eastern??? I WAS!! thats a woot woot for alex!

i better go before im kicked off

MERRY XMAS!!!

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Monday, September 8th, 2003

Subject:been a while...
Time:9:51 pm.
Mood: sore.
Music:dancing in the moonlight = off a walk to remember cd.
so tonight i started fall washington water polo... its weird because there was only 5 girls there and out of the 5, 3 of them are goalies!! awesome, sorda.. anyways. i havnt updated in a while because ive been super busy. with school, work and swimteam, and now washington, i just dont have time for anything anymore. not to mention i hate the internet for numerous reasons.

i dont know what it is, seriously. i really really really like these 2 guys and i havn't talked to them in god knows how long (probably like a week or so) but i miss them both soooooooooooooo much!!! especially the one in california... is that weird? hes like 20 years old! o well for some reason, i dont think that i could go without him! its wierd... im weird... owell.

i want to go to homecoming!!!! really bad! i wish i could go, but no one ever asks me. it sucks so bad, i hate my life and school. if one of the guys that i mentioned above asked me that would be awesome, but we never hang out and i dont see him at school. thats probably why i hate it so much.

off to bed for alex!
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Sunday, August 10th, 2003

Subject:how 'bout, i get you a spoon... so you can eat my ASS!
Time:9:56 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
Music:sublime = smoke 2 joints.
so right now im feeling crazy. not the kind of crazy where you are jumping all around the room... but the crazy, on the inside. i dont know how to explain it... its weird.

CD'S ALEX NEEDS TO GET
* rancid
* linkin park
* sublime (the old one with date rape, smoke 2 joints, ect. ect.)
* less than jake
* vendetta red (hear that somewhere it was like 6$)
* mad caddies
* no doubt... ya know the one im talking about... the one with spider web (hella fucking old school!)

DVD'S ALEX NEEDS TO GET
* chicago
* the matrix and oceans 11 from sherry
* down with love

so i work tomorrow... its really really gonna suck unless its raining!! im really hoping for a rainy, dreary day tomorrow!!! my day is so busy tomorrow... take a gander!
get up at 8 and go to water polo practice
-- i'll want to shoot atleast 2 people there
come home take a shower and go to work from 1045 - 3 at newport
-- i'll want to shoot A LOT of people there
come home for an hour, and leave for the womans house who is sewing on my lettermans jaket patches (YAY)!
go to bartells in searce for a new clipboard
go directly to work at hazen from 530 - 930
-- new classes! level 3, level 4, level 7, and level 1

what a tiring day ahead of me... i better bounce off to bed and get some sleep.

I LOVE WHITWORTH. I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT I GET IN!!!!!!!!!
i need prayers :):):):):)
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Subject:ok, so this is hott
Time:9:32 pm.
Mood: creative.
Music:rancid!.
mmmmmm baby
alright... this is my one true love. forget guys. this is all i want. this, by the way, is the truck that i wanted last week, and today i asked my dad to reconsider. **fingers crossed**
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003

Subject:h2o polo practice blows
Time:9:05 am.
Mood: pissed off.
Music:vendetta red = shatterday.
seriously... im super mad. this new girl came, out of nowhere and started playing goalie. yea thats right, she stole my position. like i didnt even exsist. nasty stephanie was like "alex! you should be in the goal!" but i just said back to her "no its ok, shes already in it". not only is this lindsay girl suck ass, but she plays for washington water polo, and the reason i didnt do washington was because i thought that all the other goalies were better than me. boy was i wrong. so tonight, we have our first game and im sure wilson and leslie will put her in instead of me. if they try to put me in any other position, im gonna suck because i've never played field and actually known what i was doing. i dunno... after practice this morning i just kinda walked away without saying anything to my coaches and i hope they thought that i was mad. well im sure they did think i was mad... because i wasnt being myself at practice. i was silent the whole time, and didnt talk to any one of the coaches. i just walked away. kinda odd if you know me. owell...

i hafta work tonight. thank god its the last day of sessions. i was even out of town for a week, and i still feel lik ive had my level 2 forever. these little kids get so fucking annoying, and there is no possibele way to teach them.

why does my heart cry, feelings i cant fight! youre free to leave me but just dont decieve me, and please believe me when i say i love you!

i hate stupid people.
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003

Subject:another day wasted away by reading
Time:11:16 am.
Mood: crushed.
Music:linkin park = faint.
today after im done here on the internet, im going to go lay outside and read. i hafta read a book called pillars of the earth... dont get me wrong, i like the book... but its fucking 983 pages long!!!! whyyyyyyyyyyy? i couldve started way back in june, but i decided that since im too cool for school, that i'd start now. in august.

i really really really need to go brush my teeth. they are feeling so disgusting, and i havnt brushed them yet today. its terrible!!!

i didnt go to water polo practice this morning. first of all because i think its rediculous! there are only 4 people that come to the practice in the first place, so we dont even get to scrimmage! wtf? LAME!

you dont know how much you hurt me. you have a new girlfriend. well thats cool... i guess you didnt know the on the way into her arms, you stepped on my heart. make sure you shut the door on the way out so i dont see you two together. its just another sign for me, that i will never ever find love, and that i'll be stuck on this computer telling it about how much a got hurt by dumbass guys that have no idea what they are getting themselves into. im not the only one who is pissed off.
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Saturday, August 2nd, 2003

Subject:yet another waste of my precious time!!
Time:9:07 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
Music:=w=.
or not... too bad my parents said no to the car... but im still fighting. i want it so bad!!! its what ive wanted since i got my del sol, but whatever. im gonna find a way to convince them to go see it tomorrow, just to see it :(. so now i get to go pick her up at the airport! whoopie!
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