| Monday, October 10th, 2005 |
| 10:51 pm |
Have been following the latest craze of Korean drama Da Chang Jin for the past few months. The show is finally coming to an end.
Each time a whiny drama starts, I’ll be waiting for the day it reaches the peak. However, its known fact that each time when a show hits the peak, it means the end is close. Maybe its true that shows do depict life. I may be skeptical about dramas, but at least it proves that there is a start to everything and end to it all.
Had classes today that I missed paying attention to. The air-con was freezing and so were I. Psychology sounds interesting. Do theorists observe situations that necessary true? Why persists that ‘self’ is portrayed in a certain manner? Isn’t it generalizing? I’m sure to most people it may be true. What about those people who are really different? What about those living in their own world, those who don’t seem to follow any trends? Is Psychology a concept that can be grasped? I doubt so. That results in new conflicting theories. Maybe there should be many theories, applicable in different aspects of life and on different personalities.
Been thinking a bit.
Sometimes I wonder how is it like getting along with a Psychologist. What happens when you marry one? Will he/she try hard to understand his/her spouse? Can he explain that entire phenomenon resulting from anger, stress, pain, and sufferings? If Psychologists help people, can they really cope with their own lives? Don’t they have feelings? Don’t they get angry? Or does it mean to say that every time someone quarrels in a Psychologist’s family, the doctor here will start explaining theories to his family members. Maybe he/she will be able to curb all emotions and never make a fuss over any small issue. These doubts are posed to Psychiatrists as well. Or anyone else claiming capability of ‘healing’ someone else’s mental health. Who knows all their family members are distributed with textbooks. Hahaha |
| Sunday, October 2nd, 2005 |
| 12:19 pm |
A dream is a dream. It relates nothing to my reality.
My dreamland is my neverland. Whatever that occurred in it, will prove to be opposite if the situation arises.
It didn't feel good in my dream. Maybe that's what it is. |
| Wednesday, September 21st, 2005 |
| 11:37 pm |
Witnessed an accident on my way back. A motorcycle skidded and went down in the middle of the road. The rider probably made a u-turn rashly and tilted the bike’s angle far too much. Luckily for him, it was red light at the junction where the cars should be approaching in his way.
I was holding on to my breath, hoping that no car will make a u-turn too, or it will be disastrous. Any driver making the u-turn would not have been able to see the fallen vehicle before turning.
I reached into my bag and thought of calling the ambulance but I could not even spot the injured biker. He was nowhere in sight. About a minute or so, the bike was lifted and there he was, frantically and looking out of focus, got on the bike and rode it to the side of the road. Guess the rider was worried that any car might come rolling over him…
The bike was already fuming, probably due to impact from the scratch against the road surface.
Then again, did u recall I said he couldn’t be seen and then the bike was lifted suddenly? Oh yes... he was under the bike… Maybe it was a small slip since he did not fly off… If I had seen him flown, I don’t think I’ll be typing this here.
Hope he’s all right. |
| Sunday, September 18th, 2005 |
| 1:13 pm |
如果你是我， 该怎么做呢？
其实不是事观严重， 但也并非可轻举妄动。
好累。 最近只想静思， 脑已似乎停顿。
只想放学回家睡觉就好。 哈哈哈
难道老人病开始侵袭我．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．
Was chatting with Em online that noon when she said she was told to get something for mom. Thought of accompanying her since she had to go alone. I feel like a robot these days who, given a choice, would rather rot at home. However I didn’t mind going out for a while, I just feel stuffed.
Then it was such coincidence that Jus joked about playing pool and I told him that I might be out with Em to the place where there will be pool. Hahaha My mom had prepared curry that day and I had to leave for home at about 6 plus. So was it also required of Jus, as he had to fulfill his responsibilities of a …... (oOoPs)
It was all so rush, no time to talk, no time to think, no time to ask anyone (think people will think we’re mad), no time to waste and yet we managed to go out almost immediately. (Next time better arrange in advance... this is tiring... I ran for bus and train... doink)
We met real late at about 4 and this is how I ended up for a short pool session with Jus, Fg and Em that day. Em came to my house for a short while after the games and took my mom’s curry. Hope she is fine after eating it... hahahahaha...
Em bought lanterns that day... she must be going to have fun tonight... How I xian mu you.. I shall go burn the lamp post later... hahaha kidding...
I better pray that no lamp post catches fire tonight or I think I’ll be dead. Better disclaim first.
Disclaimer: All the comments made above are solely jokes. Any factual coincidence that may have occurred is emphatically not expected. :)
Normatively, Sunday is the day when I shouldn’t be home. However I plan to stay home all day, just rotting away. Hopefully will do some reading and induce some knowledge in me by night. Thought of prawn fishing today even but I didn’t inform everyone in advance. Sunday is almost a family day to most, and to others like Hui, it will be her poor tuition day... hahaha... Bet she is still looking at maths now... ha~~
Maybe next Friday will be a fishing day... or perhaps there can even be plans to travel across the causeway. That's provided if I ever update my expired face within the next few days. Keke What do you think of having fun before actual studying starts again?
**Leave me a msg if anyone is interested for fun session next week~~ :P
Sending everyone msges will cost me a dynamite as usual so we shall discuss this in school. |
| Friday, September 16th, 2005 |
| 12:22 pm |
After going through a real long ordeal yesterday with my brother, he finally bought his new phone. Many events screwed up on the way. haha.. He will not be able to use his new phone after he goes into NS next year.. by then, it will be mine..... mua ha ha ha ha
School started and I have been very nua since. Seems like going home right after school is the best choice. Dont quite feel like having too much fun for now.. maybe I am turning real guai. keke
Fortunate as it may seem, I have 3 corny lecturers this time round. Pray hard that they teach well with those jokes around and may we all do well this year. |
| Saturday, September 3rd, 2005 |
| 12:13 am |
I dread saying this but my results are really bad. I know I shouldn't be saying this but I just am disappointed.
It is bad in my view but at least I passed them. This is unexpected. This is fear. There's another year to buck up. I'll be more consistent. I hope god takes a hammer and knock it on my head repeatedly to wake me up. I don’t want a concussion though. All I need is enlightenment. Why am I so lazy...... haha
Beneath each results lie a story. If you don’t do well, you will be cursing a year of laziness. If you do well, you will still be wondering why you never worked harder. If you flunked something, accept it and move on ok? Looking on the brighter side makes flunking seems like a second chance. Mere passes does not reflect nicely on the report card. Redoing should always be better. Work hard. Its a small hiccup in life, life does not depend on exams results.
My Creative ZEN never fails to amaze me. Where else on earth can you find a player that has sound retardation every 3 months? ... ... ... I think i shall adopt strategy suggested by Justin. hahahaa
There is a ulcer near my throat. Dont ask why. It grew, it grew. |
| Tuesday, August 30th, 2005 |
| 11:30 pm |
you know something? Romance in reality is never like those in movies, because scenes and actions in them are made to look and feel perfect.
Learn to see an imperfect person perfect.. i agree with u cal.. :) |
| Monday, August 29th, 2005 |
| 1:35 pm |
朋友的不安显示了抹不掉事实的残忍， 她的寂寞不是理所当然。
明是有了信心与希望， 却似乎瞬间磨灭。
所谓“青出于蓝，更胜于蓝”，却怎么在重要关头时不能发挥在自己的处境上。
现在犹如跌进深处， 不知何去何从。 该继续还是放弃。
好不容易遇见的未来并不存在。
不存在吗？ 我看法不一。 悲观不一定不好。 至少得到时必是雀跃万分。
等一等吧！ 现实不一定是你所求， 但也不一定是你所以为。 说不定睡了一觉醒来，局势转变。
不过你说的也是， 等了太久或许变成厌倦。 厌倦之后变成讨厌。 哈哈哈哈。
那就玩完了。
希望不要一时足成千古恨， 时光流去已不回。
我也不知如何给你劝解， 何况我自己也不知所云。。。
我倒希望自己也能了解。
莫非真需勇敢地争取。。。
这真的是你所要的吗？ 肯定了吗？ 错过了呢？
肯定了那就祝你顺利， 希望局势好转， 一帆风顺， 能得到永远。 不要再埋怨不知所措， 让事情顺其自然。：）
自己的事， 始终由自己抉择。 多问多烦恼。 少问却没脑。 -__-''
还是凭着你的感觉， 摸索你的前景。
乱。 乱的不只是你。 每个人都有所烦恼。 这只是生命里的一段插曲， 为你生命增添色彩。 我的表弟在小学时说了这么一句话 ‘人只是地球上的过客’。 既然生命短暂， 何必浪费时间在痛苦上。 开心就好。应该是开心最好！ |
| Sunday, August 28th, 2005 |
| 12:30 am |
A pretty long awaited gathering with my jc classmates was finally realised. Though there were only 2 girls, with few missing, I guess its pretty interesting to meet the guys after such a long time. All had opt for good changes. Now i see that its not solely the girls who are changing, the guys are ever improving as well huh~ haha.. oh and i mean the outlooks.. as for the characters... ahem.. ha
Had a good dinner over bday boy's house and left early with the other only girl. Will probably feel uneasy staying with sooo many guys.. haha..
Tmr's another day of fun.. meeting up with beloved Jo and Ser. Will be having dim sum near my place. Will update if food's good! YippEy! any treats pple?! hahaa |
| Thursday, August 25th, 2005 |
| 2:12 pm |
Strength does not lie in your aptitude, it lies in your attitude. |
| 2:07 pm |
What a hot hot day. I've finally settled 3 core presents of the month. Two to go.. |
| Tuesday, August 16th, 2005 |
| 8:41 pm |
Finally won the games! hehe… long time since I won in pool.
A thought..
You’ll never win in all situations, losing is when you learn to improve your skills and simultaneously aids in your character building. Losing is trifle, losing your ego is not the end of your dignity. Sore losing however creates possible implications and worse, consequential complications.
Haha. End of the crap of the day. |
| Monday, August 15th, 2005 |
| 12:49 am |
Brokeee….. I went for a full day shopping spree with beloved Ser… I hope I pick up a fifty dollars note tomorrow. I’m eyeing another shorts that I gave up buying at a place and deeply regretted my action. I shall not tell you where my secret shopping cove is that was just discovered today. HAHAHA |
| Friday, August 12th, 2005 |
| 11:17 pm |
Today is a bad bad day, I seem to be making people unhappy. OH NO.. is it just 'my weather'.. whats wrong?
-__-"
Sorry friends...
Had good dinner today and yesterday. Yummy.
Think the flu bug is disturbing my sleep badly. For the past week I've been having sleepless nights due to the flu and cough. Looking more and more like a panda. Do visit me at Singapore's zoo. I'll be the limited version........... |
| Tuesday, August 9th, 2005 |
| 10:15 pm |
SINGAPORE!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SINGAPORE~!
Ok… I shall be clear. I DO LOVE MY COUNTRY. A LOT in fact. Hehe.. National Day Parade cannot get any spectacular only when you are there at the stadium. Or Padang it is… If you haven’t been there, you will not understand the meaning of a true celebration. Feel the crowd. Feel the fireworks about your eye line. Feel the atmosphere!
If you do have complaints about the country then first think what she had and has been offering you. You may want to migrate but that’s because you dread your life. But this is how this place is, without perfect sceneries where you can gaze over mountain ranges or magnificent waterfalls. All she has is a population and land. She brings peace and order. This is how a life of it’s own is created. Live it, Love it. There’s no second Singapore. :)
Welcome to reality. Do not ask for too much. I am comfortable with I'm am given. However, do strive for dreams. |
| Friday, August 5th, 2005 |
| 12:18 pm |
SIck.. GrEen mUcus.. hehehe.. ok.. sick... SICKkkkkkkkk |
| 12:12 pm |
A song by Corrine May -- Fly Away
When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer
to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as I crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
== To someone or those who love you == |
| Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005 |
| 9:05 pm |
Will people regret doing or not doing something only when someone or something is lost?
To someone whom I don’t really know but knew your presence..
Its shocking to know that you have left. You make me rethink about life. It’s a mystery when and how memories can be wrapped up in a split moment. Everyone reaches that time, so what you do before that time to fill up the gaps in life is important.
I think I’m still heading towards nowhere. I haven’t accomplished anything that big. Regrets are part and parcel of life, there is no way to live without regrets. However regrets come in all sizes and it matters if you want to minimise the impact of all.
Rest in peace my stranger friend. |
| Friday, July 29th, 2005 |
| 11:15 pm |
Back from roller blading!!! COOL. Second time in 2 weeks! Hee.. Something really funny happened. Jo, Ser and I are amateur bladers so its the first time we traveled along the cycling tracks for the thrill factor. All these times we thought that the obstacle would be the humps so we were kinda panicking approaching the first. I told myself to go faster so that at least I will glide UP the hump.. and i did that, holding Jo's hands at the same time..
BUT GUESS WHAT? I went UP… got stuck while Jo went up and backwards instead……………HAHAHAH SOOOOOOoo.. I fell.…..~~
It was a good fall… afterall, its been long since I last missed a step. :P
Wish there are no humps along the cycling tracks in East Coast Park but I know it’s impossible.
Ser went off to her friend's house while Jo and I went searching for blades. However at the end of the day, the item bought seemingly isn’t what it was intended to be. Jo bought a cuuuuuuuuuteeeee light greyish HAMSTER!! DAMn cuTE... hahaha It can say 'hello'.. ok it doesn’t SAY, but at least it was scratching the glass for us. hee.. Oh! Forgot to mention that the pet shop that we went to is Sam's Pets and Aquarium. Its a pretty big shop across Parkway Parade and sells puppies and kitties... The sales staff let out two doggies for stroll in the shop though.. ONe of which is a Pug and the other is a Siberian Husky.. OOh.. any idea what a Pug is? It’s the dog with layers and layers and layers and layers and layers of wrinkled fats... HAHAHA extremely adorable.. Have no idea why its eyes are so small and why it looks so sad though… then again, its not to blame that it isn’t born with a nice face right... |
| Monday, July 18th, 2005 |
| 12:36 am |
Gone cycling today with Jo and Ser! It's always as happening each time we meet up. We'll be planning for another roller blading trip, hope i will learn how to blade properly soon. keke..
There wasnt much sun today... at least i dont feel the heat. HOWEVER the rays managed to get to my skin.. now my exposed arms and legs are red.. very red.. and very very itchyyyyy AHHHHHhhh lobster.. |