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[22 Oct 2003|09:07pm]
They took the light of day away,
locked her up in a padded cell to stay.
Left her there all by her lonesome,
her cries muffled by those padded walls,
as she waited there for someone.

Someone to remember she was locked away.

They took her rights of freedom away,
locked her up in a padded cell to stay.
Left her there to dream of the days,
the days when she couldn't dream of such a place.

Someone dreamed she was locked away.

They took her shining light,
they took all of her rights.
What was left of the days to come?
She could only sit there,
waiting for someone.

Someone to remember,
someone to dream.
Some to care about her;
answer the sounds of her muffled screams.

new poetry. <3 you, laura, for your inspiration.
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[22 Oct 2003|12:00pm]
gahh.. i'm sick. x__x

Lets tell each other all the things we should have said,
The things I would have said,
If I knew you knew-
I’ve always been in love with you.

So just close your eyes and listen,
As I speak my heart; my mind.
There’s a lot more than meets the eye.
For you and your everlasting love,
I would defy.

Tell me all those pretty things you wish you would have said,
I know they’re locked up somewhere inside your head.
If you look beyond the surface,
Delve into your mind;
They’re somewhere in there,
Waiting for you to find.

lust over my poetry, because you know you love it.
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[19 Oct 2003|11:39am]
i. have. the. biggest. effing. craving. for. red. lobster. EVER!

yumm.. shrimp.
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[17 Oct 2003|11:19pm]
don't ever fuck with my family.

my dad fucking RULES, because he yelled at that short fag from the juicy fruit commercial. who, by the way, shaves his balls. if you ever see him, ask him if he needs any shaving cream, for me.

also, stephi is not a worthless whore. i think mr. nico howard is a little mixed up. he's a heartless asshole.
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[16 Oct 2003|07:31pm]
picture day sucked cock. as usual, i go to school looking okay, and by the time they decide to FINALLY take our pictures, i look like crap. it doesn't help that i ate cheetos RIGHT before. >_<

anyway.. i thought the pictures would at least come OUT decent. boy, did i have something comming. it was the same deal as last year, when my face shows up BRIGHT red on their shitty cameras, and i look like i'm either more pissed off than a serial killer, or someone just embarassed the shit out of me. take your pick.

they NEVER seem to take a picture we like, do they?
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[07 Oct 2003|08:44pm]
its been awhile..

tomarrow is picture day. i loathe picture day. stephi and i just got home from the mall, where we bought me a shirt and her some.. stuff. OI! she owes me $20.

i NEED to work on my livejournal layout. i already have the layout all in mind.. i just have to put it down in code. oooh! fun! -sarcasticness-

SHIT i gotta do my descriptive writing paper. ciao.. i'll write again soon.. i hope..
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a beautiful song.. [26 Sep 2003|03:23pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | Xenosaga Soundtrack- "Pain" ]

First we touched and we heard each other
Then we tear our hearts apart
We are too close and I can feel the pain
Fill my empty heart

Is this pain too much for me?
Can I stay the same?
When this pain consumes my heart
Will I be able to hold on to myself?

Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just dissolve me into light
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sight
So I can feel you all the day and night
And keep me from fading away..

Even when we behold each other
Somehow our eyes do not meet
And when you hold me in your strong embrace
Still I feel no heat

But it gives me such delight
To feel you close at night
I know I am true to myself
Though it comes deep into my heart sometimes

Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just dissolve me into light
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sight
So I can feel you all the day and night
And keep from fading away..

Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just dissolve me into light
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sight
So I can feel you all the day and night
And keep me from fading away

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[20 Sep 2003|10:26pm]
its been awhile.

i've been busy.

cut me a break.
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my art.. [12 Sep 2003|07:01am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Brand New- "The No Seatbelt Song" ]

hey, guys.. as some of you already know, i uh, draw. n_n i also take a lot of photographs. here's some of my stuff:


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[10 Sep 2003|08:06pm]
haven't had a public entry for awhile, so, here we go..
after reading spartacus's entry about his mother, i immediately began to cry. him saying how much he loves and appreciates his mom, and how he was a prick on that christmas.. it all made me feel like a total and complete asshole. because i've done that, and i still don't appreciate my mom.
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[08 Sep 2003|08:01pm]
everyone hates a wounded fawn.
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[02 Sep 2003|07:44pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Jack Off Jill- "Strawberry Gashes" ]

math homework sucks.

too bad mrs.walker is nice. i'd give her hell if she was mean.

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[01 Sep 2003|02:29am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i locked myself out of my own avidgamers community. boy, i'm a smart cookie.

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[30 Aug 2003|06:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Linkin Park- "Faint" ]

You are: "The Beautiful People"......you
constantly judge and see the fake in people.
While you tend to bring up good points and have
a good ability to see how fake people are, try
not to rule out everyone in your life.

Which Marilyn Manson Song Are You?
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finally a decent quiz result i can deal with.

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[29 Aug 2003|10:07pm]
how do you disable the comment screen? i hate it. please tell me.
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[29 Aug 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | K-Swiss Commercial ]

my nails are breaking.
how sucky is that?

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[27 Aug 2003|07:23am]
one of these days, i'm going to make one of those blurty personals. under, "things you can't live without:," i'm simply going to put, "vital organs. oh, and oxygen."
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degrassi [23 Aug 2003|04:25pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | 4 Strings- "Diving" ]

i removed degrassi from my interests, because i realised i'm not as 'hardcore' as some of the other fans are. i don't do rpgs about degrassi. i don't obsess over it. i watch it. its a fucking tv show, not reality.
i discovered what sad people i shared degrassi (as an interest) on blurty with today. these people make rpgs, fan clubs, and obsess over the characters- to the point that they dream about them. i realised i didn't want to share a common interest with these obsessive-compulsive bafoons.
another thing i found (at one of the fan clubs) was (main) character analysises. so, i thought i'd make my own:
emma- a stupid bossy cunt, who doesn't know when to shut her mouth. she always has to have her god damn opinion heard.
shawn- a 'bad ass' kid. he kicks over trash cans, and dates loud mouth cunt emma.
toby- there's no other word for toby than gay. he's a closet fag, who needs to get over that he's NOT gorgeous, and stop guzzling laxatives.
ashley- she thinks she's 'gothic'. what she really is, is 'gawfick'. haha brian term. ps: her nose is horrific.
kendra- spinner's idiotic lesbian sister. obviously she and toby are both in denial. thus, they're dating each other.
spinner- a pea-brained poser who takes joy in beating on toby. maybe he's a bondage/s&m fag.
jimmy- a both stupid and ugly jock, who never ceases to amaze me, with his overwelming ignorance to the world around him. he also thinks he rocks the 'fro, which, i assure you, he does not.
jt- kind of hot, in his own perverse way. his one-track mind for all things women and sex gets old. fast.
liberty- another bossy cunt, who always has to control everything. also, a possible lesbian partner for kendra. insanely fat, ugly, and annoying, with her go-getter attitude. she always has to be the fucking best. hey, liberty, pull the cork out of your ass, and then we'll talk.
paige- not much can be said for paige, other than she resembles miss piggy, and is twice as bitchy. she seems like the type to give regular bathroom blowjobs, but that's just me.
ellie- another annoying 'goff'. she takes pleasure in following ashley like a puppy, and giving her longing lesbian stares.
terry- fat, but sweet. like a danish.
manny- emma's political sidekick, only stupider. what fucking nationality is she, anyway?


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[22 Aug 2003|06:37pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Slipknot- "Left Behind" ]

why do i even bother, doing nice things for people? no one appreciates anything i do. i could be out smoking pot and drinking, but NO. i spare people the drama. do i TELL people i want a smoke, or a drink? no. but fuck, could i use one.

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[16 Aug 2003|04:01pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | some shitty rap song ]

stephi, watch your ass. i WILL sick lesbians on you.
today is boring. all i'm doing is cleaning for my party (next saturday) and sitting around. i ordered glowsticks and stuff from glowstickfactory.com, and my dad whined about the price, because i'm already spending $300 on a dj. i hope my dad doesn't stick around for the party..

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