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    Monday, December 20th, 2004
    3:45 am
    my x-mas wishes
    love bites to start. i leave in two days to go to my grandparents house in maine. let me tell you how much im looking forwards to it. cough cough. i cant stand them for more then hree or four hours my gpa. is ok but me gmom is a world class b. so i just hope things will go well and that love will get better.sorry so short

    Current Mood: complacent
    Current Music: none/a rare happening
    3:45 am
    my x-mas wishes
    love bites to start. i leave in two days to go to my grandparents house in maine. let me tell you how much im looking forwards to it. cough cough. i cant stand them for more then hree or four hours my gpa. is ok but me gmom is a world class b. so i just hope things will go well and that love will get better.sorry so short

    Current Mood: complacent
    Current Music: none/a rare happening
    Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
    10:38 pm
    a story of old
    my hands are shaky,i cant seem to think
    why do my blessings allways come with pain
    all ive ever wanted is in her
    I've prayed to you my whole life but all I've felt was strife
    and the ocassional joy,followed by pain of the reality of things my mind tells me i can never see
    why oh why does it have to be this way.
    I cry out with this doubt in mind, will i truly find it this time?
    things ive seen beyond my years, makes me old,weiry with tears.
    of things to come things long since past.
    while only in my minds eye does it last.
    hair soft and glicening like a snow covered fern, with lips as soft as a mid summers morn.
    legs long and smooth as a snake of gold, and a laugh as it sounds as a thousand pixiy's smiles.
    the eyes"oh" the eyes of the angel of light, the eyes that have a million stories to tell,if only some one would stop to hear i can promise it would make thier year.
    when you look at these things you may not see much. but to me these are the that make me tweek. in short she is my shangrala you see. so i ask you, you passerby where am i going in this dream you call life and and when will i know her.and call her my wife.
    on that day I've seen the end, and wish to never come back. wishing to only be the best that i can.but at what? what is my reason for life, where do i go from here. is this all there is to life, shattered and broken peices of a dream not long since forgotten. is there no end. or is death the end, or is death just the begining.
    so what have i learned in life? to hate? to love ? or to simply just exist.
    to love and to hate. love spawns fear and fear spawns hate. so if love creates hate then hate must die to recive love. Love over powers hate. so to truly live is to love without cause, without regret, wiithout hate.
    loose control and ye shall live. stop trying to control your life and just live it.
    but dont be lazy and dont do nothing. but live your life everyday to its fullest and do it with good-loving intent.
    do everything in love , for the reason of love and then and only then when you love with no remorse and no control. then you shall truly live. so agian i ask you to hate, to love, to just exist or to truly exist. its up to you.
    Monday, November 15th, 2004
    10:52 pm
    this blurty
    this blurty is going to be all about the life of an Invisable Emo/Punk rocker:
    his(my) poems,songs,random thoughts,rants,his life and his Awsome God!!!

    Current Mood: bad taste in mouth
    Current Music: not sure i think its best days of our lives,dont know who it
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