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(...now as 2 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[09 Apr 2003|08:05pm]
I'm lazy and don't feel like posting in this much anymore.

Catch me over at LJ here.

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[06 Apr 2003|10:18am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Bad Religion - 21st century digital boy ]

Heh, remember how I said I wanted to see "Spirited Away"? Wel, guess what? I did!

Matt came over my dad's house yesterday afternoon and we just sat around. I played the new Zelda game a little bit (I like it!) and watched "Happy Gilmore" cuz there was nothing else to watch. Then we got the idea to go see a movie. I saw that "Spirited Away" was playing in the Kingston mall theaters at 6:45. We tried to get Ben and Jesus to go, but we couldn't get in contact with them, so we left. I bought a Dead Kennedys shirt, some cute panties (teehee) and a Tiger Army sticker for $6 at Hot Topic (bless the 1/2 off clearence sale!). The movie was reallyreally good, to be expected of Miyazaki films. The ending was kinda sad though.

Then we went into the Newbury Comics there and got POCKY!! That stuff is so good. Apparently it's being made in America now. 'Bout time. Then we went back to my dad's house, and I grabbed my stuff, and Matt drove me home.

Oh yeah, mom and Steve bought the house on Locust St. I'm gonna have a really big pink room! hehe. Mom's gonna make an appointmet for me and her to go see it sometime this week. I'm gonna have to start taking down stuff from my walls in a few weeks. The door is coming with me though! I refuse to leave it behind!

I must get rid of these Linkin Park stickers that were sent to me. I'll bring 'em to school tomorrow. Yup.

I should be getting picked up in about an hour...

I had the weirdest (but strangely realistic and believable) dream last night. It was like...everyone I knew in school, and they were all walking down the street...and I was walking the other way towards them, alone. I was just so fed up with being alone and always left out all the time, that I just told them to stay the fuck out of my life. Funny, I remembered just about everyone's face from school that I consider to be good friends with there. I guess that even in my dreams I can never really feel truly accepted by anyone. Maybe it's only the truth...

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[04 Apr 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | AFI ]


I wonder if that's real? XD


Dude, I'm bored. I have no plans for the night, and Matt can't have the car until 6. Sucks. I'm almost ready to say "fuck it" and just stay in tonight. Blah...

School felt very un-Friday-like. Kinda sucked. Didn't really do much other than take a history and geometry test. Very boring.

I think this weekend is gonna suck. No plans other than the drive. Should go to dad's today/tomorrow. Have to go home tomorrow night to be here when I'm supposed to be picked up on Sunday morning. FUN AND A HALF.

What's with these crushes I keep seeing in people's journals? It's rather odd...

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention last night that mom and Steve might've found a house on Locust St that they're gonna make an offer on. Which practically means, if we get that house, I'll pretty much be moving a couple minutes away. It's on the end of Locust St too, on the intersection with Church St and Judson. I'd still be on the same bus for school, heh.

I dunno, a lot of friends and such like people are making me feel untrustworthy towards them. I hate that feeling...

Enough of my bitching.

(...now as 1 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[03 Apr 2003|09:54pm]
[ mood | cherrful ]
[ music | nada ]

Woo, cool day.

School was ok. Stupid MCAS assembly. Porn magazine, very funny. I think I'm really immune to porn latelty, though. Must be all that hentai. :P Took the final test for "A Tale of Two Cities", and hopefully did well. Took my driver's ed final exam, kicked ass, I'm sure. Chilled with oodles of people outside. They all got stoned. I wanted to, but I was feeling nauseous again and I don't think being stoned would've made anything better. I gave Eric one of my mix CDs and he climbed a tree. Funny. I broke a Creed CD into little pieces. Went back by myself to the school and waited around for Matt. Eric came back with Ashley and she went off to her driver's ed class and Matt came shortly after to pick me up. Eric rollerbladed around the school for a little bit, and wegave him a ride home. Wow, that's like the unknown area of Bridgewater to me. I've seriously never even been on that side of Bridgewater, ever. Crazy.

After that, Matt and I went and got something to eat at Oldies in Middleboro/Lakeville(I dunno what town it is exactly, but it's on route 18 and like 5 minutes from my house). Got some good food there. Very barren inside...no one was there but us, really. Then we drove up to the park and walked around for a little bit, but it was cold so we came back to my house. Lying with him is so nice....ahhh... :D Hickeys are evil...gahh! I have two big ones right on my neck where it can be seen! My mom even saw them, they're that big! Ahh! hehe.

Not sure what's up for tomorrow. Someone give me ideas, dammit. ;P

Oh yeah, I finally was contacted for the Citizen's Scholarship Drive thing. Lisa Kaplan's mom is driving the car I'm in. Yay for that...I think? Meh, looks like another half-assed weekend at my dad's. Oh well.

Keep this show in mind:
Friday, April 25th
Greenwell, The Young Idea, Lucas, The Forever Endeavor, So Automatic, TwotheWounded
Parish Hall, Middleboro, MA
Doors at 5:30, Show 6:30
$7
More info: E-mail


Meh, looks like no Friday pictures for you kiddies this week. My batteries need to be recharged for just about everything. Oh well.

Oh yeah...to all of the local peoples and such:
We shoudl all get together and go to Boston on April 22nd (vacation time). The T is free that day since it's Earth Day and it'd be something cool to do. Leave a comment or something if interested.

Doncha just hate it when the skin on the roof of your mouth comes off you you eat something crunchy? Cuz I sure do. XP

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[02 Apr 2003|06:53pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Scissorkiss - Firebrand ]

Happy 7 months!

I felt fine today so I went back to school. Nothing too exciting. I got my NEDT scores back, though. I did horrible in English, and awesomely awesome in social studies and math. *does a little dance* So maybe I don't suck at school completely, heh. Next week is MCAS comp., how lovely. We have some assembly tomorrow reguarding it as well. MCAS doesn't scare me at all, really. Sure, I'll suck at math most likely, but oh well.

Tomorrow is my last driver's ed class. Huzzah. Matt should be coming to see me during/after it. Should be good fun. I'm gonna sign up for my driving hours so hopefully I can get them during May, since I wanna wait a little while. Apirl I'm just too busy to really do anything. Yup...

My dad picked me up after school today. Just went to his house, and dropped off the rest of my applications. I saw that guy with blue dreads again. Weird. If I don't get a goddamn call saying that I've got an interview soon I'll seriously go insane. I've done about 15 applications...dammit...

I just want the weekend...blah...

Yay for shitloads of geometry homework...*huge sarcastic thumbs up*

(...now as 1 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[01 Apr 2003|07:28pm]
[ mood | ok ]
[ music | Paul Oakenfold - Southern Sun ]



>>You and Yourself

1) What's your name? - Danielle
2) Do you like your name? - No, there's too many other girls in my school with it, and a lot of people can't spell it right, or think I should be named "Daniel".
3) What other names were your parents going to name you? - If I was a by, I probably would've been Bobby, since that's my brother's name.
4) And if you were born the opposite sex? - See above.
5) What is the most annoying name? - Names that are overly common, especially when mulitple people with the same name are in the same room.
6) What is the most attractive name? - I like vowel-y names. They're fun to say.
7) Ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex? - Yes, because having a vagina really sucks.
8) How often do you wash/bathe? - once or twice a day.
9) Where do you shave? - In the bathtub.
10) How do you relax? - SLEEPING. Ahhh...
11) What are your pet peeves? - Bad spellers, those who seem to not be able to decide when they wanna be friends with someone, constant fighting between people (I find it funny that some people want peace for war but can't maintain peace between their own relationships towards other people sometimes...kinda ironic, eh?), and people who only go on about how "hot" someone is, and TRY-HARD PEOPLE. DEAR GOD.

>> You and Others

1) Who is your best friend? - Lynne
2) Why are they your best friend? - Because she's always there for me and lives right down the street.
3) Do you have many enemies? - Yes...piss me off once and you're out of my life. Simple as that.
4) Do you find it easy to get along with other people? - More like tolerateing others.
5) Do you talk to strangers? - Yes, on occasion. That's how you make friends. ;P
6) Prefer to talk to people younger or older than you? - It all depends on how creepy they are.
7) Are you patient when talking to others? - It depends on if the others aren't overly annoying or just need to be shot in the head.
8) How to you deal with people that annoy you? - Just kinda give them short answers and ignore them.
9) Would you say you are polite? - Most of the time, yes.
10) Do you talk to your neighbors? - Nothing more than "hi", really.
11) If you see an accident or incident, do you inquire about it? - Yes, cuz I'm too nosey like that.

>> You and Love

1) Are you in a relationship with anyone? - Yes.
2) If so, do you think he/she is 'the one'? - Possibly. It's kinda early in life to say.
3) If not, are you currently looking? - n/a
4) Would you ever have an affair, and why? - umm...not sure?
5) Do you agree with casual sex? - is it ok for others? Yes and no.
6) Would you have a relationship with someone that already had children? - Umm...no.
7) How old do you want to be when you marry? - Old enough to handle it.
8) Or have children? - Same as above.
9) What would you call your future children? (Male and Female) - "Child of the Future"
10) Would you ever marry an 80-year-old millionaire? - No.
11) What is your age limit for relationships? - Old enough to handle it.

>> You and Life

1) What do you want as a future career? - Most likely something with computers and creativity. Whatever that might end up being.
2) What are your ambitions? - Do good in life and don't become a fuck up like the rest of the family has.
3) How long do you want to live for? - Not too old. Once my body starts deteriorating I think it's over then.
4) Believe in growing old disgracefully? - Disgracefully? What..?
5) How would you want to die? - Quickly.
6) How would you want your funeral? - Funerals are overrated. I still like that cake and ash theory though. Mmm...assbone.
7) Would you kill yourself if a loved one died? - Most likely not.
8) If you had one last request, what would it be? - umm...sex?
9) If you only had a month to live, what would you do? - Probably everything I'm afriad of doing now. Hey, why not?
10) What is the point of life? - Humans are stupid.
11) What are you living for? - That's it, this survey made me wanna commit suicide...THANKS SURVEY.

>> What is your opinion on...

1) The war against Iraq? - It seems like it will end up being one of those forgotten wars. If America starts getting attacked, I'm movin' to Canada. :P
2) Discrimination? - It's stupid and ignorant.
3) Smacking children? - I kinda have no problem with that. Maybe kids wouldn't be so immature and misbehaved as they are now. Modern society sucks for that reason, I think.
4) Football hooligans? - Meh. Hooligans is a funny word, though.
5) The fire service strikes? - When did this happen...?
6) Obesity? - Sometimes I wonder how people manage to be over 300 lbs. I mean...what do you do to get like that? I mean, I think I eat a lot and I'm 135. I don't really excercise either! How the hell...it just boggles my mind...
7) Online dating? - If you're really that desperate..hey, why not?
8) Adultery? - I think there's reason for it sometimes. I honestly don't know if I could stand being with one person for the rest of my life. That's why I think there's something good with "swingers"...
9) Euthanasia? - It's something I believe in. Better than suffering, and cheaper too. (haha, I'm so nice)
10) Vegetarian diets? - I like chicken too much. How can you not like chicken?
11) Self harm? - What's the point? Make your anger useful and go hurt someone else. ;P

>> You and Situations

1) If you could save only one person from a burning building, your favored parental figure or a doctor with the knowledge to cure a disease such as HIV or cancer, whom would you save? - I'd probably sit and stare at the fire, and drool a little bit.
2) If you (or your other half) were expecting a child, but were told that due to unfortunate complications, only the mother or child could be saved, which would you let die? - Haha, both. It'd be population control.
3) If you were trapped in a lift that was about to collapse with a elderly lady and a young boy, who has the right to escape first? - I'd watch them fight it out. That'd be amusing.
4) How would you react if you came home and caught your best friend cheating on your trusted other half? - Then the other half wouldn't be so trusted, would they? heh.
5) Would you sacrifice your own life for a loved one or family member? - I don't know.
6) Would you ever donate any of your organs to anyone, either a loved one or a total stranger that needed it? - Yeah. At least it's better than rotting underground.
7) Would you ever abort your own child, or place them up for adoption if they were disabled or unplanned? - Abortion. Sorry kids.
8) If your best friend's other half was cheating on them, and you knew, would you tell your friend, or confront his other half? - I'd call Jerry Springer first...or start my own talk show, where you put a bunch of people in a cage and watch them kill each other. Hahaha.
9) How would you react if your own child was a murderer and placed on death row? Would you campaign for or against their life? - I'd probably say "good job Timmy for killing the mailman!"
10) If a family member or loved one were killed either through an accident or murder, would you demand justice, the killer?s death, or try and forgive them? - I'd assault them with a shovel. One of those plastic beach ones. Then they'd be a disgrace to their family.
11) Finally, if you were called up for war, would you go for your country, or refuse and face jail? - I think I'd moon the other side and be the first one to be shot. Hey, at least I'd die with a smile. XD


I've been thinking a lot about college lately. I picked up one of the college guides at school. I've circled a few I like. Personally, UMass Boston sounds pretty good for me, since they have what I want there. I'm considering trying to go for dual enrollment next year too, at Bridgewater State. My parents seem to support me on that choice too.

I'm really hoping I can get called back for a job soon. I still have about 4 applications to bring back. Maybe I'll get that done tomorrow.

Nailpolish is fun. Weee...

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[01 Apr 2003|02:49pm]
[ mood | stupid stomach... ]
[ music | AFI - Girl's Not Grey ]

I was sent home sick from school today at about 10 or so. My stupid stomach/cramps decided that "hey, Danielle should be in a lotta pain when she's sitting down, even after she takes some aspirin!" so I went down to the nurse and they let me go home. At least I made it through 2 periods of school, heh. I went home and slept for 4 hours, and probably would've slept for more had the phone not rung. Funny how even through caffinated Midol pills and Diet Coke, that I can still sleep no problem. I swear it's the new mattress...I fall asleep almost instantaneously when I go to bed now. It's weird...but hey, I'm not complainin'!

I gotta get around to doing my homework. Huzzah.

Oh yeah, I downloaded a live video of AFI playing "Girl's Not Grey". It didn't really sound as good as their other live stuff does, but maybe that's understandable considering they haven't played their new stuff all too much. Oh well, I can't wait 'til May 9th though! :D

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[31 Mar 2003|05:57pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Face to Face - The KKK Took My Baby Away (The Ramones) ]

School was tiresome. Felt like sleeping all day. Saw some interesting job listing on the wall in the guidance office thingie. Will eventually call the number. Spongebob girl is incredibly annoying. She kept throwing the honey-filled cough drops on the lunchtable and getting honey goo everywhere. It left a big mess. Kevin had an MSI shirt on today. DJ's head is fun to pat, cuz he shaved it and it's all fuzzylike. Can't wait 'til art club field trip. Woohoo. I remembered the Citizen's Scholarship Drive is coming up soon. Some Sunday in April. *shrug*

Snow is stupid. Nature is even more stupid, since the snow melted within a few hours of it falling.

Oh yeah, I got a free shirt in the mail. One of the Linkin Park promo ones for Meteora. Might wear it, not sure though. Still a free shirt. They sent me a few promo CDs the other day too. That was cool. Street teams are fun.

I still have homework to do. Blah. Just history though.

I still have yet to see the video for "Girl's Not Grey". I've been downloading a few music videos lately..."The Greatest View" by Silverchair, and something else, I forget. It takes soooo long on 56K though. Grr.

I think I'm gonna use up some of that creative energy I've been storing...

(...now as 2 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[29 Mar 2003|02:12pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Candlebox - Far Behind ]


Always remember: Every time there's an abortion, Jesus gets a migrane.


Yes, the show last night!

five_stringerMatt came here around 7 or so, and we left to go to the show. We met up with Ben, Bryan, and Emily there. Roxi Monoxide was on when we got there, and I didn't think that they were that good. Next was Sonny, I believe, and they were really good, minus the hideously bad screaming. Around then we left and went off to CVS and got some food. Then I think either Strutter or Steelshed was on, and they were good. Ben, Bryan, and Emily left during the middle of their set, and we stuck around for the rest of the show. The Drive came on, and they were awesome, but their set got cut short because the cop was being a dick. It's kinda sad that Ben, their singer, is leaving, because he's pretty damn good, but I heard his new band was good, so hopefully that works out nicely. I really want their EP though, damn always being poor and having no extra money at shows, grr.

I am so in love, it amazes me every day...

I got up around 9:15 this morning, took a shower, etc., and went out to N. Attleboro today with mom. It was really nice. I finally found a prom dress, and got some accessories to go with it. Here's a picture of the dress:



After going to David's Bridal, we went up the mall and got some lunch. We shared a plate of this really yummy chicken. Then I got my ears pierced. I'm no longer a piercing virgin! hehe. I got some titanium studs...pretty simple. It didn't hurt nearly as bad as I thought it would. Then we went home, and now I'm here. hehe.

I should probably call my dad and tell him I should probably just go there next weekend. I have no real plans for the afternoon or tonight, if anyone wants to do anything with me, just call if I'm not online.

(...now as 1 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[28 Mar 2003|05:36pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | The Blood Brothers - USA Nails ]

1. What was your most memorable moment from the last week?
Hmm, I've had a few. Yesterday was cool, and so was last Friday night and Saturday. I'm not sure if there's an exact "moment" exactly.

2. What one person touched your life this week?
I'm not so much as sure if it was "touched", but it felt good when my dad mentioned how long I've come from how depressed and angry I was a year ago, and how I felt so alone and hated. I'm so different a year later. It's amazing...it made me really realize who I've got for friends now and how much everything and anything has improved for me, and that's truly a great thing to know that I've only grown since.

3. How have you helped someone this week?
I helped Steve move on Saturday. During the week? I honestly don't know...

4. What one thing do you need to get done by this time next week?
Hopefully buying a prom dress, and getting more situated on things related to it, like appointments, etc.

5. What one thing will you do over the next seven days to make your world a better place?
Maybe apply for a job at a couple more places and hopefully be contacted back..cuz I've been hopinh and hoping for over 2 weeks but haven't gotten much back yet. Possibly drive around a little more too.

(...now as 1 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[27 Mar 2003|10:32pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | American Head Charge - Reach And Touch ]

Woo...today was great. :D

Woke up as usual, and mom drove me to school, since I had to be there by 7 for the field trip. The field trip was pretty good, actually. It was weird having only 10 people on a regular sized school bus, heh. There were these two thug kids in the room our team went in and they were hilarious. There was some rigged (I swear) raffle thing after lunch (which consisted of a personal-sized Uno pizza...mmm), and then we left. Jon's band (A Vengeful Heart) might play for the Day fo Silence dance on April 9th afterschool. That's cool. And such, so on, etc.

During our break in driver's ed, Justine and I went outside and we played a short game of tag along with Jeff, Ashley, Althea, Sarah, Eric, and Kim. I hurt my foot while playing! :( After driver's ed was over, which consisted of playing with electrical tape and such things, we went back outside and rejoined them (Jeff V, Phil, and Kyle were out there too) and we just haung around there. I decided to completely ruin my AFI zip-up hoodie even more than it already was, so I pretty much tore the thing into pieces until it was about a 1/3 of what it originally was. It looks kinda badass in a way, heh. The remains of my shirt are all over the place near the sidewalk by the graveyard, so if you see random scraps of black fabric, that's where it came from. Some weird guy with a beard in a car kept driving by us. It was so strange! Then Randall (this kid who's a cop-wannabe and such), drove up and Kyle tried to get in his truck while he was driving off and then Randall stopped short and Kyle got a nice hit in the stomach. So funny! XDThen there was lots of humping and such things, and everyone left, and I went back inside. I kept walking by Jeff and Ashley's driver's ed class and being weird, heh.

Then Matt picked me up around 4:45, and we stayed in the car for awhile. It was nice. I brought up the idea of going to the town park in W. Bridgewater and just walking around for a little bit. There's so much graffiti in the wood things, it's kinda funny. I always found that park calming and relaxing. I need to go there more often when I'm in W. B.

After that, we went back to the school around 6 or so, and met back up with everyone. I introduced Matt to a few new people and such, and then we bought our tickets to the Student-Faculty b-ball game, and hung around there for a little while. A lot of people showed up, and that's pretty good. I met this Meghan girl Jeff's been talking about for the past week or so. Dr. Chuckran got a concussion while playing, and the paramedics had to come in and such. But the game went on. We just kinda chilled and such in the bleachers. Matt and I are very affectionate to each other, I noticed (I have before, as well, heh). It's so nice. :) We left around 9 or so, and then Matt and I tried to find a place to stop and look at the stars (it was a beautiful clear night, and you could see a lot of stars), but we couldn't find one that seemed safe I guess. And now I'm here, typing this up, and probably should be sleeping, but oh well. I have a lot of energy right now, most likely due to the sugar I consumed tonight. Heh...

I think I might actually go to that show tomorrow in Attleboro...hmm....

Matt let me borrow his shirt. Mmm...I like the smell of my boyfriend. :)



"Wild Horses" by The Rolling Stones (but Bush does a GREAT cover of it)

Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady you know who I am
You know I can't let you slide through my hands

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn't drag me away

I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn't drag me away

I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I don't have much time
Faith has been broken, tears must be cried
Let's do some living after we die

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, we'll ride them some day

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, we'll ride them some day



Oh yeah, I owe you bitches some pictures. I'll get you some this weekend, since I took some today and such.

(...now as 1 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[26 Mar 2003|09:56pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | AFI - Wester ]

BAD RELIGION
The Casualties / S.T.U.N.
WEDNESDAY APRIL 23, 2003
The Palladium - Worcester, MA
6:30pm doors / All Ages
Tickets $20.00
ON SALE FRIDAY MARCH 28 AT 10AM


^^ Really wanna go to that!

Relatively sucky day at school. Goofy, ugly, and stupid looking people at school make me angry. I want to slap them all. Seriously. Especially the ones who walk SLOW. Jesus Christ. I can't stand my fucking school...grr arg *anger and such*. But yeah. Dad picked me up after school, and I dropped my applications off and I got some Taco Bell (mmm). Then dad suggested to go to the Emerald Square mall in N. Attleboro, and we did. I looked around for prom dresses and such, and I bought some liquid eyeliner.

Some random group of "mall goth" guys were there, and when I was sitting down with my dad, about 3 of them came over and told me that this kid with spikey hair (who had complimented my Mindless Self Indulgence shirt beforehand in line) found me attractive or something and wanted my sn. Seeing as how random it was, I just decided to follow them over to their friend. He seemed pretty cool. Didn't catch his name though, but I know he lives and Norton and goes to the shows there, and thinks the Muffinheads are a good local band and such. He went to the MSI show at Lupo's too. But yes, he wrote his sn on my arm (in eyeliner, since no one had a pen, heh), and I just went off on my way. Weird, very much so...

But yes, after that whole random event-type-thing, dad and I walked around a little more, and then went to Newbury Comics. I found an issue of Kerrang! (a UK magazine) with AFI on the cover and bought it. I also wanted the "I Feel Sick" issue #2, but I didn't get it. I picked up a flyer for this rave-type-dealie in Providence on April 4th. It sounded pretty interesting, actually, and I'd like to go to it. I went into David's Bridal before going in there and it was like a madhouse. Women trying on dresses is such a loud ordeal. But eh, I saw stuff I liked and they had a huge selection, and I'm most likely gonna go there on Saturday if all plans go through.

I have a field trip tomorrow, and I know all of you school bitches are gonna miss me (hahaha...yeahhh...), but I'm staying after for driver's ed, and then going with Matt for a few hours, and then going to the student-faculty b-ball game. Should be good fun. I think I may bring my camera with me too...

Oh yes! Cool knowledge of the day: my school's library carries comics and manga! XD XD XD

Why is it that I'm being told I'm so "hot" or "attractive" lately? Maybe it's the eyeliner...cuz I don't have a fucking clue...

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[25 Mar 2003|04:53pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Bush - Swallowed ]

Wow...boringness...yay...

Had an amusing conversation with Jeff and Sarah during English today. Yep, that was about the only thing that was interesting today. WOW.

I just did 3 more extra cred. articles for bio. Woo. Go me. Now I have 6. Maybe I should make it a goal to do 20? Haha, maybe then my grade won't suck so bad this term, eh? That [rpject grade most definately killed it for me...I was doing pretty damn good, too! Grr.

Dude! They're making a sequel to "SLC Punk!":

Sony Pictures will be releasing a made for video/DVD sequel to SLC Punk tentatively titled SLC Straight Edge. Ex Punk Rocker gone lawyer, Stevo discover's that his nephew, Max has become involved in a violent "straight edge" gang who oppose drugs, alchohol, tobacco, and all things that harm animals. Max struggles with issues that challenge his own morality involving conformity, violence, hypocrisy, and extremism. Watch as he is forced to face his family, his peers, police, and most importantly himself. At times touching, at times disturbing, and at times hilarious SLC Straight Edge will go down in motion picture history.

Today's realiztion: Wheat bread is tasty.

(...now as 1 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[24 Mar 2003|08:37pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Suicide Commando - Hellraiser (VNV Nation Remix) ]

To you bitches that wanna know about the show on Friday:





There. Be happy. ;P

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[24 Mar 2003|08:04pm]
[ mood | productive ]
[ music | AFI - Synesthesia ]

Lalala...school was nice. I got all my homework done. Driver's ed is getting really boring. Though, playing with Kevin's video cam and hearing stories about stuff is amusing. hehe. That Matt kid is funny. He had a Sing the Sorrow shirt. :D Justine kept telling him to run into lockers and stuff and he did, and we filmed it. Very amusing.

On the way home, I stopped by the Burger King/Subway/Dunkin Donuts/convenience store/gas station stop on 24 South, and picked up a couple applications, which I'll probably bring back tomorrow. Then I asked mom if I could drive the car on a few streets and she let me, and I did ok. I need to drive more though, and make use of my permit, dammit! XD Then I went down to the basement, which is quite a pain in the ass, for I had to use 3 different keys (I live in a condo, so the basement is very securely locked) and retrieved the chair that was down there, since ANOTHER one of my computer chairs decided to break yesterday (the leg fell off...), but now I have another chair to tide me over for now. I also found a bead kit with some plastic string and pony beads out on the porch I meant to throw away some time ago, but it stayed behind. Yay! Now I can actually use it, hehe.

I've been so productive today! I finished up the 2 labs I've been missing in bio, and did 3 extra credit articles for bio (I need to do quite a few to make up for my horrible project grade...), printed those out, printed out some Sparknotes for "A Tale of Two Citites", printed out my vocab list for Spanish, printed out the chapter summary for history, made a bracelet, organized my folders, started working on my book III questions for "A Tale of Two Cities", and I might start on tomorrow's math homework assingment after I take my shower. I just have the urge to get everything done...it's weird, but very good for me. Yay!

I'm definately gonna go to the Student-Faculty Basketball Game on Thursday. Anyone from school gonna go?

I wanted to make a bracelet-bead type thing with one of the plastic ninja guys I got from one of those 25? machines at the mall. Unfortunately, the safteypin was hard to get through and didn't make a big enough hold. Maybe if I boil it, the plastic will be softer and easier to put a hole in. Hmm...*ponders*

Oh yeah, I can't wait for the CRT field trip on Thursday. A lot of people can't go though, since there was a limit. None of my friends are really going either, which kinda sucks. *frown* But oh well. It's an excuse to get out of school. :)

I need to get my ass in gear with prom stuff. Perhaps tomorrow I'll ask my mom if she can pick me up from school and we can check out some places. Then I can drop my applications off! Hurray!

Lalala...time to get nekkid and clean. Oh yes.

I think I should bring my camera to school again and take more pictures. Or at least take pictures of something or other. Hmm...

(...now as 2 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[23 Mar 2003|09:14pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Apoptygma Berzerk - Coma White ]

Take a Swing @ Cancer: Aidan George Benefit Show

When: Friday May 23rd
At: Whitman Ma VFW
Time: 3-11
Price: $7
Bands: Fight Night, Since The Flood, Back of Tha Neck, Held Hostage, After the Fall, Every Dying Breath, TYAG, On Broken Wings, In My Sorrow, Chasing Tommorow, Time of Die, In Dire Need

^ upcoming show for those who may care

Anyways, today was nice. Matt came over, and we decided to use the bluish-purple hairdye on him, so we went up to Lynne's and we dyed his hair outside. Her neighbor's cat came down and started bothing us, and actually jumped up on Matt's shoulder, leaving a nice scratch there. We decided to get it back by putting hairdye on it...but we got too carried away and Lynne got the cat's face with it. So that kitty had a nice purple/blue face (it had a white face, too). I'm only wondering what the owner's gonna say about it, heh. Luckily the dye was vegan, so the cat should be ok. But yeah, we tried rinsing Matt's hair it various ways, but it ended up back at my house, and the bathtub got all dyed, and we cleaned it up. It was really more trouble than it was worth, for it didn't do much to Matt's hair besides making it slightly darker. Oh well.

Lynne went back to her house, and then Matt and I went out for some ice cream at Baskin Robbins. I didn't realize ice cream was so cheap there! I tried some of the leftover Trick-Oreo-Treat ice cream (I'm assuming it was from Halloween), which was, suprisingly, very freezerburned (eww), but the Reese's peanut butter cup was good. Matt got some clown cone thing, and the girl didn't know how to make it right. It was nice, nonetheless. We came back here, and basically chilled on my bed, cuddling and all that cute "hey we're in love" stuff. Hehe. He left around 7 or so, and I did my homework. Fun fun. I made mac n cheese too. Mmm.

Oh yes, Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness is/are an/__ awesome CD(s) . Very pretty. :)

I still have yet to listen to the Placebo CD. *nods*...yup.

This is a damn good cover. <3 Apop.

My right forearm hurts...ehh... :(

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[23 Mar 2003|12:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | The Cure - Close to Me ]

Here's my weekend!

Friday I went over Matt's house. Lynne was supposed to come with us, but she did something else instead (it didn't bother us, since it was kind of important to her). We got Chinese food over Matt's. Mmm. Ben came over and Jesus was there, so we just hung out with them. We watched really weird hentai (anime porn) movies. It's weird when it's in Japanese and they seem to have a lot of dialogue during sex. There was also a lot of weird "squish" noises in it...like a sponge or something. Very, very, odd. We also watched an episode of Family Guy on the computer. I miss that show so much! Ben had to leave shortly after, cuz he had to go to a soccer game or something, but he came back later. I had to go home around 11-11:30, but it was extremely foggy out when Matt was driving, so we turned around and I called my mom, and she told me it was ok if I wanted to stay over there. So I did! Hehe. It's so great when you're sleeping with someone you love in the non-sexual way. :)

So we woke up around 7:45 on Saturday morning, because we had to go help Steve move. Ben came over around 9 or so, after we had showered and ate breakfast and such, and we left. I ran into Trucchi's in E. Taunton to buy some soda, and then Lynne called telling us she was home, so we went to get her, and finally got to Steve's house at 10, when we were supposed to be there at 9. Luckily they weren't pissed at us. Lynne and I carried stuff out of the shed and the basement. We went along with that guy-who's-Steve's-friend-who-we-forgot-the-name-of and went to the Extra Storage place on 44, and helped them unload some stuff off the U-Haul truck. After about an hour-hour and a half of that, we went to pick up the pizza my mom ordered at Papa Gino's. We went back to Steve's and ate it, and got a little rest, and then shortly after, we were back to work. Once we finished loading up the truck, we came back here, and unloaded some stuff that belonged in the condo, and such. I have a new bed now, heh. I kinda miss my futon though, but I'll have it again once we move into a new house...whenever that might be. But yeah, Lynne and I stayed behind as they all went back to the Extra Storage place and I cleaned up ym house a little bit, took a shower, etc.

Later on, once we all had our money, Lynne, Matt, and I went to go see "Willard" in Randolph. It was pretty good. I almost got sick off the cotton candy I bought. I guess that and Wendy's food just doesn't go together very well. XD We were gonna go back to Matt's, but Lynne and I were pretty much sleeping, so we just came back to my house. Matt left pretty soon after, since we were all sleepy and such, and he toook Lynne home. I went to sleep almost immediately on my new bed, which is very very very comfy and I had a mass of pillows and blankets my mom gave me to put on it. Mmm.

The Cure - Galore is a really good CD. Matt burned it for me, along with a few others. :)

No clue as to what I'm doing today. *sigh* I do have some money, though...but I'm guessing homework is the only thing to look forward to if nothing else comes up...

(...now as 2 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[20 Mar 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | the left rights - parkinlot ]

CAN WE ALL JUST SHUT UP ABOUT WAR?! CHRIST, IF I HEAR MORE WAR DEBATES I THINK I'LL FUCKING EXPLODE EITHER ON THE PROTESTERS OR OVER BAGHDAD, WHICHEVER MANAGES TO PISS ME OFF NEXT.

Why can't we just talk about Easter candy, instead? Peeps are great. :D


But yeah. School was okay. GSA was fun. Yeah.

I've been cold all day. Stupid weather/poor school.

Oh yeah, I have cable now. :D

But I must do my English essay. LOVELY.

(...now as 1 fall...|I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[18 Mar 2003|10:05pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Mindless self indulgence - Bitches ]

I managed to get to the Edible Art contest at my school. I went with Matt, Lynne, and Michelle. Justine, Dan, and Brian were there, as well as Bryan and Brian, hehe. I took a few picture there...

more pictures...ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED?! )

I should really start studying soon....OH WELL.

(I feel the falling stars encircle me...)

[17 Mar 2003|06:50pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Snake River Conspiracy - Love Song(Timov Remix) ]

Weekend was nice. NH was good. Dad yelled at my uncle Joe. My aunt is the only one worth talking to. Uhh...that just about sums it up.

Today was good. I'm managing to get on the GSA field trip tomorrow. Everyone's going and such so hey, why not throw me in there too. Bad thing though is that I'm missing two tests...which will be a bitch to make up, but eh. After school today I went out looking for more jobs and such. It was so beautiful outside today. I want more weather like this, dammit. But yeah, I applied at Burger King in Middleboro and Friendly's in Middleboro, and I was gonna try at the Subway there, but the application was hard and I was lazy and didn't feel like doing it. ;P (it wasn't really hard though, just I was tired and had enough for the day).

I also went to Wal*Mart before and I saw Steve and his mom there. I saw a few other people I know as well there too. I bought kites and various other things. That store is so disorganized right now, due to the construction. I couldn't find any carts! :(

Well, I have yet to start my lab report that I probably won't do anyways. I found out that Steve and I got a nice 68 on our project (that counts for 2 test grades)...GUESS WHO'S GONNA GET A C MOST LIKELY IN BIO THIS TERM?! Oh well. I'm kicking ass in English with a 95 average so HAH to all. I had a C in there first term, and look at me now! :D

I've been half assedly reading and commenting. Sorry guys. I've just been busybusybusy. :x

Remmy is a mean cat. He looks like he's about to cry though. I guess he just has to get used to living here now. But he tried to lunge at me! Meanie cat. ;P

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