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convo with ellen [07 Sep 2003|06:02pm]
Ellen (3:06:54 AM): im going to tell you something.
ihavebeendamaged (3:06:58 AM): what
Ellen (3:07:06 AM): im not angry, im not being a bitch. im telling you my opinion.
ihavebeendamaged (3:07:15 AM): ok
Ellen (3:07:20 AM): i dont think your nice.
ihavebeendamaged (3:07:31 AM): i'm not nice
ihavebeendamaged (3:07:43 AM): I already knew that
Ellen (3:07:44 AM): alright.
ihavebeendamaged (3:07:51 AM): I call myself a bitch all the time
ihavebeendamaged (3:07:56 AM): and i'm not mean to everybody
ihavebeendamaged (3:08:01 AM): just people who make me angry sometimes
Ellen (3:08:08 AM): so everybody.
ihavebeendamaged (3:08:15 AM): i'm not mean to everybody
Ellen (3:08:23 AM): everybody makes everybody angry sometimes.
ihavebeendamaged (3:08:28 AM): no
ihavebeendamaged (3:08:28 AM): I mean
ihavebeendamaged (3:08:31 AM): when they make me angry
ihavebeendamaged (3:08:34 AM): i'm not nice to them
ihavebeendamaged (3:08:44 AM): i'm not mean to you all the fucking time
Ellen (3:08:48 AM): when i get mad at you, i dont call you bitchy or say you dont care about me.
Ellen (3:08:52 AM): i dont think you saying that is nice.
ihavebeendamaged (3:09:14 AM): and YOU said you didn't care about me, tonight
Ellen (3:09:15 AM): and i apoligize if i do say something
Ellen (3:09:23 AM): i said i didnt care about you thinking im a bitch
Ellen (3:09:30 AM): that, sunshine, is what i said.
ihavebeendamaged (3:09:54 AM): right
Ellen (3:10:04 AM): well it is right.
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:11 AM): I wasn't disagreeing with you
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:12 AM): now was I?
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:14 AM): oh, no, I wasn't
Ellen (3:10:18 AM): i didnt say you were.
Ellen (3:10:23 AM): so why are you jumping to conclusions.
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:30 AM): ohmyfucking god
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:37 AM): by fucking saying that it is right
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:41 AM): you're basically putting out the idea
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:45 AM): that I was saying you were wrong
Ellen (3:10:50 AM): acutally i wasnt.
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:54 AM): I said
ihavebeendamaged (3:10:57 AM): YO'URE PUTTING OUT THE IDEA
ihavebeendamaged (3:11:02 AM): NOT THAT YOU THOUGHT THAT
Ellen (3:11:05 AM): why are you getting so angry mel?
Ellen (3:11:14 AM): and obviously you thought that
Ellen (3:11:19 AM): if that was the idea i put out
ihavebeendamaged (3:11:30 AM): did I say I didn't
ihavebeendamaged (3:11:32 AM): no
Ellen (3:11:35 AM): yes...
Ellen (3:11:40 AM): ihavebeendamaged (2:57:32 AM): NOT THAT YOU THOUGHT THAT
ihavebeendamaged (3:11:48 AM): uhm
ihavebeendamaged (3:11:49 AM): YOU
ihavebeendamaged (3:11:51 AM): thought that
ihavebeendamaged (3:11:57 AM): not me
Ellen (3:11:58 AM): okay.
Ellen (3:12:02 AM): so i made a mistake.
Ellen (3:12:07 AM): why are you such a bitch to me
ihavebeendamaged (3:12:21 AM): I was correcting what you're saying I said, which I didn't
ihavebeendamaged (3:12:24 AM): why is that bitchy
ihavebeendamaged (3:12:42 AM): my thoughts are bitchy
ihavebeendamaged (3:12:45 AM): but you saying what you think
Ellen (3:12:46 AM): your being bitchy to me and you know it melanie. im not being angry or anything im just talking, and your like 'oh my fucking god'
ihavebeendamaged (3:12:47 AM): isn't?
ihavebeendamaged (3:12:51 AM): thats funny how that works!
Ellen (3:13:18 AM): you arent a very nice person.
ihavebeendamaged (3:13:26 AM): because at the beginning of this conversation, you said that "i'm not being bitchy"
ihavebeendamaged (3:13:31 AM): but if I say what I think about you
ihavebeendamaged (3:13:33 AM): it's bitchy
ihavebeendamaged (3:13:37 AM): thats ... genius
Ellen (3:13:48 AM): so your calling me stupid.
Ellen (3:13:49 AM): thanks.
ihavebeendamaged (3:13:50 AM): makes no sense to me, what so ever
ihavebeendamaged (3:13:52 AM): actually
ihavebeendamaged (3:13:54 AM): I wasn't calling you stupid
ihavebeendamaged (3:14:00 AM): and therefore, you're doing something else you yelled at me for
Ellen (3:14:02 AM): i dont care what your calling me.
Ellen (3:14:09 AM): because you always find a way to put me down.
ihavebeendamaged (3:14:13 AM): which is, jumping to conclusions
Ellen (3:14:15 AM): and i dont care if you disagree
Ellen (3:14:19 AM): because its how i feel.
ihavebeendamaged (3:14:29 AM): but I cant feel the way I feel
ihavebeendamaged (3:14:31 AM): without a lecture?
Ellen (3:14:42 AM): feel however you want to feel.
Ellen (3:14:51 AM): im not lecturing you.
Ellen (3:14:59 AM): but think what you want to.
Ellen (3:15:07 AM): i think you are a mean person. thats my thought.
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:13 AM): you dont even know what I think
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:22 AM): and trust me, I can be meaner
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:26 AM): but sometimes
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:29 AM): you really piss me off
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:31 AM): thats it
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:34 AM): thats all there is to it
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:36 AM): and other people do it
Ellen (3:15:38 AM): well i hope thats not your greatest ambition in life; to be mean
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:44 AM): lol
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:47 AM): yes..thats what I live to do
ihavebeendamaged (3:15:49 AM): is be mean
Ellen (3:15:57 AM): well you said you can be meaner.
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:00 AM): i'm only mean, when people piss me off
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:04 AM): and you know for a fact
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:07 AM): I can be just as nice
Ellen (3:16:10 AM): right.
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:13 AM): because I have fucking been there for you
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:17 AM): when you have all your problems
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:19 AM): and you know it
Ellen (3:16:24 AM): right again.
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:29 AM): see, once I started getting ditched.
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:32 AM): and you wouldn't tell me things
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:37 AM): and you barely talked to me
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:41 AM): maybe thats when I started getting mean
ihavebeendamaged (3:16:54 AM): because you know what, maybe you do care, what do I know what you're thinking, because you dont tell me
Ellen (3:16:54 AM): i always thought you were mean.
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:08 AM): but you give off this vibe that you dont give a shit
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:11 AM): I used to cry for you
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:13 AM): all the fucking time
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:16 AM): broke down in front of school
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:20 AM): because you were popping pills
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:29 AM): and you didn't even give a shit. you told justine that you didn't care
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:36 AM): and when I cried and was scared about you having an eating disorder
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:40 AM): i'm sure it didn't phase you
Ellen (3:17:44 AM): i give that vibe off because right now, i dont care about anything.
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:52 AM): well you know what
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:54 AM): no matter what you do
ihavebeendamaged (3:17:59 AM): I always fucking cared
ihavebeendamaged (3:18:01 AM): and I always will
ihavebeendamaged (3:18:13 AM): because you're my friend
ihavebeendamaged (3:18:20 AM): but that concept doesn't phase you sometimes
Ellen (3:18:28 AM): it doesnt have to.
Ellen (3:18:46 AM): i never said you didnt care, i just said i got the feeling you didnt.
ihavebeendamaged (3:18:52 AM): and you can be just as much a bitch as I can
ihavebeendamaged (3:18:55 AM): and maybe you dont even know it
ihavebeendamaged (3:18:59 AM): but you do the same shit to me sometimes
Ellen (3:19:41 AM): right
ihavebeendamaged (3:19:48 AM): yah.
ihavebeendamaged (3:20:08 AM): I dont know what you're thinking, but if you're thinking i'm lying. I wouldn't be surprised. people do things without realizing what they're doing
ihavebeendamaged (3:20:17 AM): like, I know i'm being mean right now. but I dont always know when I am being mean
Ellen (3:20:29 AM): thats waht im telling you.
Ellen (3:20:34 AM): i feel like your mean to me a lot.
ihavebeendamaged (3:20:34 AM): because nobody fucking tells me when i'm being mean
Ellen (3:20:43 AM): because you overreact.
ihavebeendamaged (3:20:49 AM): I am mean to you alot
ihavebeendamaged (3:20:51 AM): I know that I am
ihavebeendamaged (3:21:03 AM): but if you thought I was mean this whole time you have known me
ihavebeendamaged (3:21:06 AM): then why did you wait until now
ihavebeendamaged (3:21:08 AM): to fucking tell me
Ellen (3:21:18 AM): because i knew youd be this way.
ihavebeendamaged (3:21:38 AM): just because i'm swearing, doesn't mean i'm angry. I always swear online.
ihavebeendamaged (3:21:41 AM): I'm sitting here calmly
Ellen (3:21:53 AM): well i dont like swearing
Ellen (3:22:00 AM): people swear when thier mad
Ellen (3:22:02 AM): and thats fine
ihavebeendamaged (3:22:12 AM): I know alot of people who swear just to swear
Ellen (3:22:13 AM): but it makes it seem like your mad if you just swear at random
Ellen (3:22:21 AM): yeah and i dont like those people.
ihavebeendamaged (3:22:29 AM): ok

2 bullet holes | Shoot Me

Break-Up [19 Aug 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | worried ]

ckywizard (9:14:29 PM): hi
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:14:35 PM): hi
ckywizard (9:14:40 PM): wow u were off line LOL :-)
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:15:10 PM): why's that funny?
ckywizard (9:15:21 PM): lots of love
ckywizard (9:15:22 PM): lol
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:15:28 PM): bullshit
ckywizard (9:15:39 PM): what is wrong?
ckywizard (9:15:58 PM): mel?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:16:08 PM): nothing
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:16:13 PM): dont IM my other sn please
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:16:18 PM): you're already talking to me on this one
ckywizard (9:16:24 PM): ..
ckywizard (9:16:29 PM): fine i won't
ckywizard (9:16:40 PM): sorry
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:16:42 PM): there's no point of it
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:16:48 PM): if you're not talking to me on this sn then I'd understand
ckywizard (9:17:11 PM): so what u do today
ckywizard (9:17:54 PM): ?
ckywizard (9:18:28 PM): mel
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:18:32 PM): nothing
ckywizard (9:18:49 PM): oh
ckywizard (9:18:59 PM): i am ok today
ckywizard (9:19:03 PM): i missed you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:19:15 PM): you too
ckywizard (9:19:50 PM): ?
ckywizard (9:20:21 PM): you too?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:21:33 PM): do I have to spell it out?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:21:36 PM): you know what I meant
ckywizard (9:21:44 PM): :-(
ckywizard (9:21:51 PM): r u in a good mood?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:21:55 PM): yes
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:22:00 PM): Nick apologized to me yesterday btw
ckywizard (9:22:08 PM): what did nick do?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:22:22 PM): about what he said about you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:22:32 PM): 'rel dumped him
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:22:35 PM): he's all suicidal now
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:22:37 PM): :-(
ckywizard (9:22:48 PM): he is a dumbass
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:22:54 PM): no he's not
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:22:56 PM): dude
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:23:00 PM): I found out like about his past
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:23:04 PM): his life is seriously fucked up
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:23:11 PM): he's not racist anymore. it was all an act
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:23:16 PM): everything was an act
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:23:19 PM): because he wanted to fit in
ckywizard (9:23:23 PM): well he shouldn't have said what he said around me
ckywizard (9:23:33 PM): he hurt me seriously
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:23:34 PM): he apologized manny
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:23:39 PM): what more can he do?
ckywizard (9:23:54 PM): until he apologizies to me
ckywizard (9:24:02 PM): then i will be cool with him
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:24:04 PM): you're not freaking here Manny
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:24:09 PM): it's kinda hard for him to fucking do
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:24:15 PM): he doesn't even konw you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:24:17 PM): know~
ckywizard (9:24:18 PM): i will be soon
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:24:35 PM): well i'm not going to make him apologize to you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:24:38 PM): he barely knows you
ckywizard (9:24:45 PM): i am not either
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:24:54 PM): he probably doesn't even remember who you are
ckywizard (9:25:02 PM): i just thing it was a fucked up way to make some one feel welcomed
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:25:10 PM): he wasn't saying it to you
ckywizard (9:25:16 PM): ...
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:25:18 PM): he said it to a group of girls
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:25:23 PM): and we were standing there
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:25:30 PM): because justine was there
ckywizard (9:25:43 PM): i asked if we could move that night after te said that and you said no
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:26:19 PM): because I was standing there with Justine
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:26:23 PM): he didn't say it to you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:26:25 PM): he said it to some girls
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:26:30 PM): because they told him to talk to some black kid
ckywizard (9:26:39 PM): but it hurt
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:26:44 PM): well i'm sorry, I cant help that
ckywizard (9:26:45 PM): rascism hurts
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:26:49 PM): he apologized for making that comment
ckywizard (9:27:13 PM): today i was discriminated against and that hurt as well
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:27:27 PM): you're discriminated against all the time manny
ckywizard (9:27:32 PM): everyone is so fucking rascist
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:27:33 PM): it sucks
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:27:37 PM): but thats how the world is
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:27:39 PM): I cant change that
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:27:41 PM): I wish i could
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:27:43 PM): but I cant
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:27:51 PM): and complaining or dwelling on it, doesn't make it better
ckywizard (9:28:45 PM): sometimes i wish i was white so i wouldn't be called a spic or a nigger wannabe, or ghetto trash but i am me . i am not rascist i love all race, colors and origins
ckywizard (9:30:37 PM): and people just need to learn that rascism is a thing of the past
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:31:12 PM): *siighs*
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:31:17 PM): well it's not gonna happen
ckywizard (9:31:21 PM): i know
ckywizard (9:31:37 PM): i am just going to have to brush it off just like everything else
ckywizard (9:32:24 PM): mel?
ckywizard (9:32:58 PM): hello?
ckywizard (9:33:32 PM): aarrrrgh! i have speaking my mind
ckywizard (9:33:40 PM): i am going to stay shut for now on
ckywizard (9:34:44 PM): mel?
ckywizard (9:34:47 PM): you there?
ckywizard (9:35:15 PM): please respond
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:35:29 PM): hi
ckywizard (9:35:41 PM): ur mad now huh
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:35:52 PM): was trying to talk to pappy.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:35:53 PM): brb.
ckywizard (9:35:59 PM): :-(
ckywizard (9:39:11 PM): i love you
ckywizard (9:41:30 PM): sorry if i got you mad
ckywizard (9:42:42 PM): :-(
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:43:06 PM): I SAID BRB.
ckywizard (9:43:18 PM): sorry
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:43:28 PM): jesus christ.
ckywizard (9:43:29 PM): (
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:43:30 PM): ugh.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:43:37 PM): just stop.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:43:41 PM): I cant take it
ckywizard (9:43:47 PM): take what?
ckywizard (9:43:49 PM): me?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:06 PM): yes.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:09 PM): you're so fucking clingy
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:12 PM): and you complain
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:13 PM): omg..
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:16 PM): I dont know
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:19 PM): i'm going crazy manny
ckywizard (9:44:31 PM): fine i will leave you be then
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:47 PM): manny. if things dont work out between us
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:44:55 PM): I still want you to come up here for college
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:45:05 PM): because I want you to make it. I want you to have a future
ckywizard (9:45:11 PM): what is the point it will be the same as rhode island
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:45:17 PM): well fine
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:45:23 PM): fucking stay there then
ckywizard (9:45:33 PM): you are breaking up with me?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:45:43 PM): i wanted a break
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:45:54 PM): but if u dont wanna come here
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:45:56 PM): if we do take one
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:45:59 PM): then yah..I guess I am
ckywizard (9:46:04 PM): NOOOOOOOOO!
ckywizard (9:46:07 PM): please don't
ckywizard (9:46:13 PM): i am begging you
ckywizard (9:46:16 PM): i will do anything
ckywizard (9:46:20 PM): please!

ckywizard (9:46:41 PM): mel please
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:47:10 PM): I need and want a break.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:47:16 PM): but if you dont want to come here
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:47:20 PM): if we do take one
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:47:24 PM): then ... I cant be with you
ckywizard (9:47:25 PM): i will give you a break
ckywizard (9:47:45 PM): please don't break up with me
ckywizard (9:47:49 PM): mel please
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:47:57 PM): uhm. a break is breaking up.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:48:02 PM): with the chance of getting back together.
ckywizard (9:48:19 PM): you are the only person on earth that is there for me
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:48:30 PM): I never said I wasn't going to be here for you
ckywizard (9:48:36 PM): :-(
ckywizard (9:48:45 PM): *tear
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:48:50 PM): we'll always be friends.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:48:58 PM): frankly, I just dont see myself spending the rest of my life with you.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:49:32 PM): i'm only 16 years old.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:49:36 PM): I cant handle this type of relationship
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:49:43 PM): I thought it was what I always wanted
ckywizard (9:49:45 PM): :-(
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:49:48 PM): but it's way too fucking serious for me
ckywizard (9:49:53 PM): sorry
ckywizard (9:50:00 PM): i understand
ckywizard (9:50:58 PM): today is the worse day of my life
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:51:31 PM): dont go there. it's far from it.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:51:36 PM): I'm not disappearing from your life manny.
ckywizard (9:51:37 PM): not just you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:51:41 PM): I just cant take this seriousness
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:51:50 PM): you were thinking about marriage
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:51:53 PM): and I felt so .. trapped
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:52:03 PM): and it was hard enough for me to tell you this in the first place
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:52:09 PM): because I do care about you. you are important to me.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:52:15 PM): I just am not ready for this, at this point in time
ckywizard (9:52:21 PM): :-(
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:55:02 PM): are you still coming here?
ckywizard (9:56:37 PM): yeah
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:56:50 PM): okay.
ckywizard (9:57:08 PM): education comes first
ckywizard (9:57:22 PM): i made it this far i better not quit now
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:57:22 PM): manny i'm sorry. but I just need some time.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:57:29 PM): do you get what I mean?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:57:34 PM): you know the last thing I want to do is hurt you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:57:41 PM): and i'm not going to abandon you like the other girls did.
ckywizard (9:58:56 PM): today sucked
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (9:59:00 PM): i'm sorry
ckywizard (9:59:15 PM): some guy wouldn't let me in his store cause i was spanish
ckywizard (10:00:02 PM): my ex's man hit me with a bat she tried to shop him and now this
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:00:21 PM): well..i'm sorry to hear that.
ckywizard (10:00:33 PM): it is ok
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:00:48 PM): I wish people didn't treat you like shit.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:00:50 PM): but everybody gets it
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:00:54 PM): some way or another
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:00:57 PM): it's part of life
ckywizard (10:00:58 PM): everyone does
ckywizard (10:01:07 PM): you are deferent
ckywizard (10:01:08 PM): thou
ckywizard (10:01:11 PM): u r nice
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:01:29 PM): I try
ckywizard (10:02:29 PM): :-(
ckywizard (10:02:35 PM): i am sorry to be who i am
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:02:58 PM): you shouldn't be sorry for anything.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:03:02 PM): you're a great person
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:03:09 PM): you shouldn't be ashamed of your race
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:03:11 PM): or how you dress
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:03:13 PM): or anything
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:03:19 PM): you just shouldn't care what other people think
ckywizard (10:04:10 PM): it is hard
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:04:19 PM): I know it is.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:04:23 PM): manny, I have got it all my life.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:04:25 PM): I know it's hard
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:04:29 PM): I dont get racist comments
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:04:33 PM): but people still say shit about me.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:04:39 PM): if I let it all get to me, I'd be dead by now.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:04:50 PM): I used to take it to heart. but then I just kind of realized it didn't matter.
ckywizard (10:05:10 PM): you are my first true friend since like 3rd grade
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:05:15 PM): *hug*
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:05:20 PM): i'll always be your friend manny
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:05:23 PM): no matter what happens
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:05:27 PM): because I think you're awesome.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:05:36 PM): just right now, I cant be in a relationship with you.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (10:05:41 PM): I think friends would be best for a while
ckywizard (10:09:17 PM): :-(
ckywizard (10:17:02 PM): i am sorry to be clingy

2 bullet holes | Shoot Me

Another Convo with Mike [06 Jul 2003|02:37pm]
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:23:24 PM): *poke*
Mike(2:23:41 PM): no poking
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:23:46 PM): why not?
Mike (2:23:50 PM): because
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:23:53 PM): why?
Mike (2:23:54 PM): no touch rule
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:24:03 PM): oh yes. we established that last night. lol
Mike (2:24:03 PM): in effect
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:24:12 PM): when you touched my hand
Mike (2:24:18 PM): umm
Mike (2:24:20 PM): i was thinking
Mike (2:24:24 PM): when you abused me
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:24:56 PM): I didn't abuse you!!
Mike (2:24:58 PM): if you cant touch someone without abusing them then you shouldnt touch them to begin with
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:25:07 PM): you deserved it!!
Mike (2:25:12 PM): no
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:25:13 PM): you told me that my dad was a cool guy
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:25:17 PM): after I stated that he beat me
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:25:21 PM): and I tapped you on the head
Mike (2:25:24 PM): no
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:25:25 PM): I didn't even hit you hard
Mike (2:25:29 PM): you hurt my head
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:25:32 PM): bullshit
Mike (2:25:36 PM): for no reason
Mike (2:25:50 PM): thats like if my cat meowed
Mike (2:26:03 PM): and i hit her
Mike (2:26:06 PM): because of it
Mike (2:26:08 PM): same thing
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:26:25 PM): YOU TOLD ME THAT MY DAD WAS COOL AFTER I STATED THAT HE USED TO BEAT ON ME
Mike (2:26:59 PM): mhm
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:27:15 PM): forget this. i'll just go.
Mike (2:27:20 PM): so that makes it okay for you to abuse me
Mike (2:27:22 PM): i see
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:27:30 PM): I didn't fucking abuse you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:27:34 PM): I didn't hit you that hard
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:27:41 PM): i'm going.
Mike (2:27:46 PM): you hurt my head
Mike (2:27:50 PM): for no reason
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:27:55 PM): i'm going
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:27:59 PM): good-bye. I dont want to takl to you
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:28:09 PM): talk~
Mike(2:28:17 PM): good maybe now i wont get abused
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:28:34 PM): yah.
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:28:39 PM): because i'm never going to talk to you again
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:28:43 PM): I cant believe I even tried
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:28:54 PM): I figured it might be different this time
Mike (2:28:56 PM): believe you even tried to abuse me?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:29:05 PM): you're such a fucking asshole
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:29:11 PM): do you purposely like to make me cry?
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:29:15 PM): because you do a really good job at it
Mike (2:29:40 PM): oh stop
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:29:49 PM): no. I am not going to stop.
Mike (2:29:52 PM): if anyone should be crying its ME
Mike (2:29:54 PM): seeing how
Mike (2:29:57 PM): i was the one
Mike (2:30:01 PM): who was abused
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:30:12 PM): I LIKE YOU. AND EVERYTIME YOU DO THIS SHIT IT'S LIKE YOU FUCKING WALK ON MY HEART.
Mike (2:30:30 PM): ouch
Mike (2:30:40 PM): at least im not bopping you on the head
Mike (2:30:42 PM): for no reason
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:32:27 PM): HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:32:12 PM): go do some drugs
Auto response from Mike (2:32:13 PM): mmm bennington!!8-)
HeartfeltEm0ti0n (2:32:15 PM): I hope you overdose and die

Shoot Me

Convo with mike (for lj) [06 Jul 2003|11:36am]
Mike (8:55:57 PM): roar
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:56:04 PM): eee
Mike (8:56:11 PM): no eeeing
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:56:21 PM): why not?
Mike (8:56:27 PM): hmm
Mike (8:56:28 PM): i dunno
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:56:50 PM): lol
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:57:22 PM): why do u like this screenname?
Mike (8:57:27 PM): because
Mike (8:57:29 PM): it reminds me
Mike (8:57:34 PM): of kiefer sutherland
Mike (8:57:42 PM): and brad pitt
Mike (8:57:45 PM): and tom cruise
Mike (8:57:51 PM): cuz they all play vampires
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:58:15 PM): lol
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:58:18 PM): you're so weird.
Mike (8:58:22 PM): :-\
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:58:36 PM): in a good way! :-)
Mike (8:58:40 PM): no way
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (8:58:45 PM): yes-way?
Mike (8:58:49 PM): how come
Mike (8:58:55 PM): you dont want to kill kill kill
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:00:06 PM): nope. would I have called you if I wanted to 'kill kill kill'
Mike (9:00:14 PM): yes
Mike (9:00:19 PM): and you would have been like
Mike (9:00:28 PM): im going to KILL KILL KILL <>:o
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:00:30 PM): blah. no I wouldn't have.
Mike (9:00:34 PM): and my momma
Mike (9:00:36 PM): would be like
Mike (9:00:38 PM): oh okay
Mike (9:00:42 PM): hold on
Mike (9:00:48 PM): then shed be like
Mike (9:00:52 PM): mike its for you
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:01:30 PM): *giggles*
Mike (9:01:37 PM): stop giggling
Mike (9:01:40 PM): you arent allowed
Mike (9:01:42 PM): and you know it
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:02:06 PM): LOL!!!
Mike (9:02:55 PM): :-\
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:02:57 PM): I forgot. i'm so sorry.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:04:15 PM): how are you and kate?
Mike (9:04:19 PM): :-(
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:04:30 PM): ???
Mike (9:04:36 PM): :-(!!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:04:40 PM): broke up?
Mike (9:04:45 PM): :-(!!!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:04:56 PM): *Hugs*
Mike (9:05:11 PM): i didnt even get a reason
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:05:21 PM): is that why you IM'd me a while back?
Mike (9:05:27 PM): no
Mike (9:05:33 PM): i imed you to apologize
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:05:38 PM): i'm sorry about that.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:05:43 PM): it just kinda bugged me
Mike (9:05:54 PM): why arent you at big day out
Mike (9:05:58 PM): those are all your bands
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:06:01 PM): eww
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:06:02 PM): omg they're not
Mike (9:06:03 PM): those crappy ones
Mike (9:06:05 PM): yea
Mike (9:06:06 PM): like
Mike (9:06:08 PM): stained
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:06:09 PM): they fucking suck
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:06:12 PM): STAIND SUCKS
Mike (9:06:14 PM): staind
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:06:24 PM): ohmy. they're HORRID
Mike (9:08:36 PM): i <3 eve 6
Mike (9:08:57 PM): theyre the only good ones
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:08:58 PM): i'm going to ozzfest
Mike (9:09:28 PM): so you can watch
Mike (9:09:30 PM): ummm
Mike (9:09:40 PM): ozzy have a heart attack
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:10:31 PM): lol
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:14:31 PM): so..
Mike (9:14:44 PM): so... what
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:15:38 PM): dont know
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:18:01 PM): hmm
Mike (9:18:08 PM): what did you do
Mike (9:18:12 PM): for the 4th
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:18:33 PM): nothing
Mike (9:18:37 PM): really?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:18:43 PM): yup
Mike (9:18:51 PM): you didnt watch fireworks?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:18:57 PM): no :\
Mike (9:19:03 PM): how come
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:19:30 PM): no way to get to them?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:19:34 PM): my parents were sleeping
Mike (9:19:52 PM): what about your boy
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:19:57 PM): ???
Mike (9:20:14 PM): manny?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:20:35 PM): what about him?
Mike (9:20:49 PM): how come
Mike (9:20:54 PM): you didnt go with him
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:20:55 PM): he's in rhode island?
Mike (9:21:18 PM): oh
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:21:21 PM): yah
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:22:39 PM): I told you about Manny?
Mike (9:22:52 PM): i know a hippie
Mike (9:22:54 PM): named manny
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:23:07 PM): when did I tell you about Manny?
Mike (9:23:21 PM): you didnt
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:24:21 PM): then how did u know?
Mike (9:25:15 PM): your pf
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:27:55 PM): u didn't even look at it?
Mike (9:28:05 PM): ??
Mike (9:28:08 PM): what do you mean
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:28:23 PM): u didn't look at my profile?
Mike (9:28:28 PM): no i did
Mike (9:28:30 PM): thats how i know
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:28:44 PM): my subprofile?
Mike (9:30:19 PM): nuh uh
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:30:42 PM): then what profile?
Mike (9:30:50 PM): umm
Mike (9:30:57 PM): your profile?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:31:41 PM): there is nothing in my profile
Mike (9:31:48 PM): rar
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:34:00 PM): hmm
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:39:01 PM): so?
Mike (9:40:35 PM): how come
Mike (9:40:39 PM): hes in rhode island
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:41:15 PM): his family lives there
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:42:22 PM): they used to live in new york. then they moved there, and since he was living with them, he went with them.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:42:26 PM): but he's coming back august 1st
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:42:32 PM): we're trying to find him an apartment
Mike (9:42:57 PM): oh okay
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:43:03 PM): yah
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:43:18 PM): he's 21
Mike (9:43:25 PM): :-\
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:43:29 PM): what?
Mike (9:45:07 PM): :-X
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:45:19 PM): dont start that again
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:45:21 PM): he's only 21!
Mike (9:45:26 PM): ...
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:45:33 PM): thats not that old
Mike (9:45:58 PM): ...
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:46:21 PM): like the last time you complained
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:46:27 PM): and said you'd find me a boyfriend
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:46:29 PM): *coughs*
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:48:36 PM): how well that didn't go over
Mike (9:49:25 PM): it wasnt my fault
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:49:46 PM): uhm
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:49:52 PM): you wouldn't even let me talk to anybody
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:49:54 PM): you didn't try
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:50:07 PM): the one person I did talk to
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:50:10 PM): you flipped out
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:50:14 PM): because he "stole" me
Mike (9:50:22 PM): he did
Mike (9:50:24 PM): <>:o
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:50:41 PM): well dont worry
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:50:45 PM): I haven't talked to him
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:50:51 PM): since me and you got in that fight
Mike (9:51:16 PM): you can if you want
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:51:34 PM): I dont really care if I do or not
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:51:38 PM): he never IM'd me
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:51:43 PM): so that obviously means he doesn't wanna talk to me
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:51:45 PM): I dont blame him.
Mike (9:53:42 PM): were going to see andy roddick
Mike (9:53:48 PM): talk to him about tennis
Mike (9:53:51 PM): and hell im you
Mike (9:53:54 PM): all the time
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:54:13 PM): I dont know anything about tennis
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:54:17 PM): and I dont care
Mike (9:54:19 PM): hmm
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (9:54:21 PM): I dont want to talk to him
Mike (9:54:21 PM): okay
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:01:38 PM): i'm tired
Mike (10:01:49 PM): have you ever seen casablanca?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:02:05 PM): no
Mike (10:02:23 PM): i <3 that coca cola commercial
Mike (10:02:27 PM): where the guy
Mike (10:02:29 PM): and the girl
Mike (10:02:32 PM): are in the theater
Mike (10:02:34 PM): watching it
Mike (10:03:16 PM): and they both start reciting the lines
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:03:50 PM): hehe
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:03:57 PM): I should drink a soda
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:04:01 PM): do u think that'd wake me up?
Mike (10:04:13 PM): hmmm
Mike (10:04:16 PM): or some ummm
Mike (10:04:35 PM): vodka?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:04:59 PM): lol
Mike (10:06:02 PM): anyways
Mike (10:06:03 PM): they like
Mike (10:06:08 PM): start saying
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:06:09 PM): <3
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:06:10 PM): lol
Mike (10:06:11 PM): ilsas
Mike (10:06:13 PM): and ricks
Mike (10:06:15 PM): lines
Mike (10:06:21 PM): and they like
Mike (10:06:22 PM): fall in love
Mike (10:06:26 PM): in the theater
Mike (10:06:31 PM): i love that commercial
Mike (10:06:36 PM): what was that <3 for?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:06:45 PM): because
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:06:47 PM): you're cute.
Mike (10:06:48 PM): is it for someone else?
Mike (10:06:53 PM): no way
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:06:53 PM): no. lol.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:06:56 PM): yes way. you are.
Mike (10:07:00 PM): no
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:07:11 PM): you just like. stopped talking about it. and I asked you a question.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:07:15 PM): then you went right back to talk about it
Mike (10:07:39 PM): well like
Mike (10:07:42 PM): i wasnt finished
Mike (10:07:43 PM): cuz
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:07:46 PM): lol
Mike (10:07:51 PM): thats such a good commercial
Mike (10:08:00 PM): such a good movie
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:08:02 PM): cute!
Mike (10:08:04 PM): ya know what?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:08:07 PM): what?
Mike (10:08:08 PM): :-[
Mike (10:08:10 PM): stop!
Mike (10:08:14 PM): anyways
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:08:15 PM): did you do the nose thing?!?!
Mike (10:08:16 PM): like
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:08:19 PM): :-)
Mike (10:08:33 PM): ...
Mike (10:08:35 PM): ANYWAYS
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:08:42 PM): but did u do the nose thing?
Mike (10:08:44 PM): i really love old movies
Mike (10:08:47 PM): ...
Mike (10:08:49 PM): ahem
Mike (10:09:02 PM): because theyre so beautiful
Mike (10:09:07 PM): and just good
Mike (10:09:15 PM): they dont rely
Mike (10:09:18 PM): on like
Mike (10:09:24 PM): special effects
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:09:45 PM): yah
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:09:47 PM): I like that
Mike (10:09:56 PM): they shine
Mike (10:09:59 PM): cuz of
Mike (10:10:05 PM): the characters
Mike (10:10:13 PM): and the lines
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:11:18 PM): yah
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:11:21 PM): did you do the nose thing?
Mike (10:11:48 PM): ...
Mike (10:12:14 PM): stop it
Mike (10:12:16 PM): :-[
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:12:30 PM): the nose thing is so adorable
Mike (10:12:35 PM): stop!!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:12:40 PM): what!?!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:12:41 PM): it is!!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:13:03 PM): I remember the time in the car. we were driving to wilton. and you were amazed by the water.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:13:08 PM): and so I said that you were cute
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:13:16 PM): and were like 'shut up' and then u did the nose thing
Mike (10:13:16 PM): :-[
Mike (10:13:23 PM): stop!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:13:28 PM): WHAT?!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:13:33 PM): well it's the truth!
Mike (10:13:41 PM): no its not!
Mike (10:14:23 PM): ugh
Mike (10:14:32 PM): i smell
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:14:33 PM): it is
Mike (10:14:34 PM): soooo bad
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:14:35 PM): the truth
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:14:37 PM): you're cute
Mike (10:14:39 PM): thats the truth
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:14:41 PM): and the nose thing is adorable
Mike (10:14:45 PM): stop it!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:14:48 PM): yah. you always say you smell. but you never do.
Mike (10:14:56 PM): i do now
Mike (10:14:58 PM): believe me
Mike (10:15:02 PM): take a sniff
Mike (10:15:04 PM): if you dont
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:15:30 PM): lol
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:15:47 PM): you're CUTE not SMELLY
Mike (10:15:53 PM): no way
Mike (10:15:54 PM): stop it
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:16:05 PM): why?
Mike (10:16:07 PM): what does manny look like
Mike (10:16:09 PM): cuz
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:16:15 PM): 'cuz why?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:16:51 PM): does it make you blush
Mike (10:16:57 PM): lol
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:17:01 PM): lol
Mike (10:17:01 PM): mhm
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:17:09 PM): and then you do the nose thing!!!!
Mike (10:17:16 PM): ....
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:17:25 PM): lol
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:17:31 PM): why do you do the nose thing anyways?
Mike (10:17:40 PM): i dunno
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:17:56 PM): silly
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:18:10 PM): I was gonna call you cutie, but thats just dumb.
Mike (10:18:22 PM): how come
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:18:29 PM): I dont know
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:18:31 PM): cutie!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:18:34 PM): it just seems dumb
Mike (10:18:38 PM): :-[!!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:18:43 PM): but it makes you blush!!!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:18:59 PM): YOU ARE SO ADORABLE!!!!
Mike (10:19:05 PM): =-O
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:19:12 PM): what? lol
Mike (10:19:23 PM): i hurt you though
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:19:36 PM): you did. *tear*
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:19:38 PM): but thats the past.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:19:56 PM): you apologized for it.
Mike (10:19:59 PM): yea but i still did it
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:20:01 PM): it was my fault, for being late.
Mike (10:20:07 PM): no
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:20:25 PM): why did you do it anyways?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:20:27 PM): do u know?
Mike (10:20:43 PM): cuz
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:20:50 PM): why?
Mike (10:20:52 PM): i felt guilty
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:20:57 PM): guilty for what?
Mike (10:21:00 PM): that i was hanging out with you
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:15 PM): so you made me cry? and called me a bitch?
Mike (10:21:16 PM): so i took it out on you
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:22 PM): ooohh
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:27 PM): but why should you feel guilty...
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:30 PM): I dont get that
Mike (10:21:34 PM): cuz
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:40 PM): you shouldn't feel guilty unless there is a reason to feel guilty
Mike (10:21:46 PM): katey
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:52 PM): yah
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:54 PM): so?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:21:58 PM): it's not like we were doing anything
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:23:19 PM): :\
Mike (10:23:40 PM): mhm
Mike (10:23:41 PM): :-\
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:23:55 PM): oh well though
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:23:57 PM): dont worry about it
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:24:43 PM): we should hang out some time. since you..kinda.. can now.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:24:48 PM): and you wont have to feel guilty
Mike (10:24:59 PM): i dont believe
Mike (10:25:02 PM): you still wanna
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:25:06 PM): why?
Mike (10:25:11 PM): cuz
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:25:14 PM): 'cuz why?
Mike (10:25:16 PM): after how i treated you
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:25:21 PM): I dont care Mike
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:25:23 PM): honestly
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:25:32 PM): if I cared, I wouldn't have called you today
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:25:55 PM): I missed talking to you. thats why I called you.
Mike (10:26:04 PM): siigh
Mike (10:26:06 PM): :-\
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:26:09 PM): why sigh?
Mike (10:26:12 PM): i dont deserve
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:26:19 PM): you dont deserve what?
Mike (10:26:46 PM): rar
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:26:53 PM): what dont you deserve?
Mike (10:27:03 PM): i dunno
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:27:14 PM): exactly
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:27:24 PM): if you think you dont deserve my forgiveness or friendship or whatever
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:27:26 PM): I disagree
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:27:35 PM): I dont care about that. you apologized for it.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:27:45 PM): it's done with and over now
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:27:54 PM): I could hate you for it. but it wouldn't make the fact that it's been done, go away.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:28:11 PM): and you're an awesome person. and i'm not going to let one incident ruin that.
Mike (10:28:24 PM): maybe i could hate you for this never really did ever quite get that far
Mike (10:28:33 PM): thats a good song
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:28:38 PM): I've been called far worse then a bitch.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:28:57 PM): the only reason I cried is because you actually have some importance to me.
Mike (10:29:02 PM): aww
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:29:12 PM): if it was some random person calling me a bitch. I would have laughed. and said thank you.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:29:45 PM): it's a bit different when it's coming from somebody you care about. a friend.
Mike (10:30:04 PM): :-(
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:30:30 PM): why are you frowning?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:30:37 PM): cheer up emo kid.
Mike (10:31:28 PM): siigh
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:31:41 PM): whats wrong now?
Mike (10:32:10 PM): cuz
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:32:21 PM): why?
Mike (10:32:22 PM): you should be mad
Mike (10:32:24 PM): at me
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:32:27 PM): no I shouldn't
Mike (10:32:35 PM): and just not care
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:32:40 PM): if you dont stop. i'mma make you blush again.
Mike (10:32:44 PM): k
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:32:58 PM): exactly.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:32:59 PM): :p
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:33:01 PM): cutie ;-)
Mike (10:33:05 PM): stop!

VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:33:07 PM): lol
Mike (10:33:20 PM): im gonna go take a bath
Mike (10:33:22 PM): do you think
Mike (10:33:23 PM): ill get
Mike (10:33:30 PM): electro-shocked
Mike (10:33:45 PM): cuz of the lightning
Mike (10:33:48 PM): well
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:33:49 PM): *gasp* CUTIE
Mike (10:33:49 PM): i think
Mike (10:33:52 PM): its supposed to stop
Mike (10:33:54 PM): oops
Mike (10:33:55 PM): i mean
Mike (10:33:57 PM): start soon
Mike (10:34:03 PM): stop that!!!<>:o
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:34:09 PM): *giggles*
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:34:23 PM): dont take a bath while there is a storm. :\
Mike (10:34:28 PM): well
Mike (10:34:29 PM): i dunno
Mike (10:34:41 PM): when the storm starts
Mike (10:35:06 PM): maybe
Mike (10:35:08 PM): my friend
Mike (10:35:12 PM): mr weatherbug
Mike (10:35:15 PM): can help matters
Mike (10:36:21 PM): siiigh
Mike (10:36:24 PM): 20%
Mike (10:36:26 PM): chance
Mike (10:36:35 PM): thats not a very good chance
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:36:58 PM): ??
Mike (10:37:13 PM): 20% chance of rain
Mike (10:37:28 PM): chance of thunderstorm rather
Mike (10:37:29 PM): well
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:37:32 PM): oh
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:37:34 PM): it's storming here
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:37:35 PM): already
Mike (10:37:36 PM): slight chance of thunderstorm
Mike (10:37:37 PM): really!!
Mike (10:37:39 PM): :-)
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:37:42 PM): yah
Mike (10:37:43 PM): i better hurry
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:37:43 PM): I think so
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:37:45 PM): lol
Mike (10:37:48 PM): and take me bath
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:37:54 PM): you do that
Mike (10:37:55 PM): then im gonna drive somewhere
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:38:05 PM): drive here!!!!
Mike (10:38:08 PM): lol
Mike (10:38:08 PM): well
Mike (10:38:15 PM): you need to
Mike (10:38:18 PM): be going to mass
Mike (10:38:22 PM): tomorrow
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:38:25 PM): ??
Mike (10:38:31 PM): church!
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:38:33 PM): no
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:38:37 PM): I dont have to go in the summer
Mike (10:38:38 PM): its sunday?
Mike (10:38:41 PM): oooooh
Mike (10:38:43 PM): well then
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:38:45 PM): plus my dad has a race
Mike (10:38:48 PM): perhaps
Mike (10:38:51 PM): a race?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:38:54 PM): he runs
Mike (10:38:57 PM): oooh
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:39:09 PM): yah. he's amazingly not fat like me. lol
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:39:13 PM): perhaps what?
Mike (10:39:31 PM): okay well
Mike (10:39:37 PM): 269-9036
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:39:40 PM): yes
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:39:41 PM): I know
Mike (10:39:45 PM): mhm
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:39:49 PM): I have it written down
Mike (10:39:55 PM): im prolly leaving in like
Mike (10:39:57 PM): an hour
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:39:59 PM): okay
Mike (10:40:00 PM): cuz thats how long
Mike (10:40:02 PM): it takes
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:40:07 PM): are you coming here?! :-)
Mike (10:40:11 PM): to do a sufficient
Mike (10:40:13 PM): cleaning job
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:40:16 PM): lol
Mike (10:40:24 PM): mhm
Mike (10:40:28 PM): youre kinda on the way
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:40:33 PM): on the way to where?
Mike (10:40:38 PM): to where im going
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:40:51 PM): where would that be?
Mike (10:40:54 PM): i dunno
Mike (10:40:56 PM): anyways
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:40:58 PM): lol
Mike (10:40:59 PM): i wont smell
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:40:59 PM): okay
Mike (10:41:01 PM): i dont think
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:41:04 PM): you never do
Mike (10:41:05 PM): unless
Mike (10:41:09 PM): it lightnings
Mike (10:41:15 PM): and i get shocked out of the tub
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:41:18 PM): :-(
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:41:20 PM): oh no :-(
Mike (10:41:20 PM): before i can clean
Mike (10:41:21 PM): it
Mike (10:41:23 PM): oops
Mike (10:41:26 PM): clean
Mike (10:41:28 PM): myself
Mike (10:41:29 PM): i mean
Mike (10:41:37 PM): k
Mike (10:41:38 PM): well
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:41:40 PM): heh
Mike (10:41:46 PM): ill umm
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:41:47 PM): do u want me to call you?
Mike (10:41:55 PM): if you want me to stop
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:42:00 PM): what time?
Mike (10:42:07 PM): it takes about an hour
Mike (10:42:09 PM): i think
Mike (10:42:12 PM): for me to get going
Mike (10:42:41 PM): well bye
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:42:43 PM): wait
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:42:46 PM): when do u want me to call?
Mike (10:42:51 PM): i dunno
Mike (10:42:52 PM): in like
Mike (10:42:55 PM): an hour or so?
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:42:58 PM): an hour?
Mike (10:43:01 PM): the phones off
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:43:02 PM): alright
Mike (10:43:04 PM): at the moment
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:43:06 PM): 11:40?
Mike (10:43:07 PM): but ill turn it on
Mike (10:43:11 PM): rar
Mike (10:43:16 PM): when im out of el tub
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:43:27 PM): okay
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:43:31 PM): 11:40 is an hour.
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:43:38 PM): so i'll call you then.
Mike (10:44:48 PM): k
Mike (10:44:50 PM): bye
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:45:13 PM): bye
VaMpReSs MeLaNiE (10:45:14 PM): :-)

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