i am here. i am nowhere. everytime i inhale, i breathe in every single word, wail, whimper, whisper, song, or sight that has ever slipped between a person's lips during their time here, on this earth. every time i close my eyes, an angel dies in silence. life.................if the task at hand wasnt so intimidating, i think i would laugh at it, and walk away. your life is infinitly long and so very very short. it is as long as you could possibly ever know, and it shorter than you will ever be able to comprehend. the worse part about it is, no one will remember you forty years after you pass. i wish i were an atom. not a mass of atoms. just one. i think then, i would be content with who i am, because i am a vital part of something, and without me, whatever i was a part of would be lacking something. but im not. im just me, and the world is no different with or with out me. poof im born. poof im dead. within that past sentance was the unabridged version of my entire life. ive done a lot havent i? poof the world is created. poof everything that ever was, is now no longer, and nothing else will ever be again.
when you are asleep, you are beautiful. the human body at sleep is ideal, in every way possible.........i wish i were asleep.