i love being on vacation. i love not having to be at work. i love not having to even think about it. i love the warm weather. i love Disney. i love Florida. i just wish i could have everyone down here with me. i really want to make a group trip happen in the fall, but i don't know who can go because of both money and time off.
tomorrow i am going to a giraffe ranch and i am excited. we already went to the orchard, Epcot, and Downtown Disney. We went shopping at the outlet center and the mall. I only got a pretty pair of shoes since they were 60% off. I might just save my money and buy something from ModCloth, but there's still some other stuff we are going to do before we leave.
I'm freaking out about possibly having to give blood for my physical and drug test for my new job. I HATE giving blood. i always almost pass out and it's the worst feeling in the world. it feels like i am going to die and i don't want to deal with it. i'm going to call and see if they will be definitely taking blood. if so, i need to prepare as best i can by eating the right things and drinking a lot of water. i think one of the things that contributes to it is that when i go, i'm so nervous about passing out that i get myself all worked up which probably makes me more likely to pass out. ugh. but at least i finally have a library job! :D
i'm also freaking out about time constraints once i get the full hours i'll be working at the library. i will have that job, my current job, and i also have to do my internship. that's like...gonna be 40 hours a week. Not to mention having to do homework and run my blog. How am I gonna do it all?! :\ Maybe I can do a backlog of photoshoots for my blog? I don't know. I am trying to start my internship as early as I can so I can get as many hours in before I have the full hours at the library, but the guy seems more into me starting in the summer. idk. ugh.