11:11pm 15/05/2008
  Dear boyfriend,
You upset me once again. You go back on all your words. Please I beg of you not to tell me another promise if you cannot keep it. I cannot stand that when we get to the point of your promise and you back out. I just can't stand that shit! Seriously, I have never done that to you, so what gives you the right to make it okay to do it to me? I'm about tired of your bullshit. Almost three years have gone by and you've mad eno real progress! I have needs just like you that need to be filled just as well. I believe that you've forgotten that a relationship takes two instead of one. Look, I love you and everything, but I don't know if I want to be like this for the rest of my life. Infact, I know for sure I do not want ot be like that for the rest of my life, wondering if you're going to stick to what you said, or if you are just going to back out at the last minute, and then try to kiss my ass before it happens. That pretty much gives yourself away anyhow. So please don't kiss my ass anymore because then the anger just slowly builds until you say the final words that you're backing out again. All I want to say is FUCK YOU! But, I can't exactly say it to your face because I do care for you, but I beg for you please not to make this an on going habbit in our relationship, please.
 
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