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| 10:31pm 18/01/2006 |
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Dear you,
I never loved you. I only liked the attention.
My friends never liked you. They only tolerated you because you were with me.
I wish I would have realised this sooner and saved myself five and a half months of entrapment.
I think I used you but I can't apologise. I'm sorry that I can't apologise, but I know I only feel guilty because it's in my personality to do so, and not because I actually feel guilt; I despise you.
I will never forgive you for making me stay up with you all those nights, even when I was literally deathly ill.
I will never forgive you for making me feel guilty.
I will never forgive you for making me want to kill myself.
I will never forgive you for being the reason I cut after months of being clean.
I will never forgive you for wrapping your razor wire around my family, for trying to force yourself into your world.
I will never forgive you for pretending you thought you were worthless when you were the most arrogant, vile person I have ever met.
--Me. |
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