my first unsent letter...   
04:44pm 06/01/2005
 
mood: pissed off
dear YOU,

it was stupid of me to let myself fall for you but it was even more stupid of you to let me. you let me believe there was more than something just physical. then you talk to me about all the girls you've dated, want to date, haven't been able to date yet, and will date. god, how stupid can you be to not see that i fell for you? you don't take in account for the people that are around you esp if their feelings are being hurt by your actions. it's always about how you feel never about what anyone else feels. you're so self-involved that you don't see anything. if you realized how i felt before you ended things with me i could have overlooked the fact that you're a cocky, arrogant, jerk but i can't. i will, however, still pretend to be ok and be your friend since i don't want to make a scene and let others in on the secret that you and i have ben harboring for 4 months now. you hurt me. and just like that it's over...

jackie
 
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