Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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5:26 pm - time for a change
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aight, so im no longer gonna be on blurty
im doin livejournal now cuz its a better site & its free so i welcome y'all to come join it, go to livejournal.com & get one. my username is sparklieyes, so if ya wanna see my journal go to www.livejournal.com/users/sparklieyes
fer those of you who dont get an lj username, i'll be back here to check up on y'all & see what ya hafta say
muchos kisses
later
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Friday, December 19th, 2003
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6:46 pm - WINTER VACATION!!!!!!
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TO THE CHRISTIANS...
happy christmas!
¡feliz navidad!
noël heureux!
glückliches Weihnachten!
il buon natale!
gelukkige Kerstmis!
natal feliz!
счастливое рождество!
glad jul!
TO THE JEWS...
happy Chanakuh!
¡chanakuh feliz!
chanakuh heureux!
glücklich chanakuh!
il chanakuh felice!
gelukkige chanakuh!
chanakuh feliz!
счастливый chanakuh!
glad chanakuh!
TO THE PAGANS...
happy winter solstice!
¡el solsticio feliz del invierno!
solstice heureux d'hiver!
glückliche Wintersonnenwende!
il solstice di inverno felice!
gelukkige winter solstice!
solstice feliz de inverno!
счастливое зимнее солнцестояние!
glad vinter solstice!
TO THE KWANZAA CELEBRATERS...
happy kwanzaa!
¡kwanzaa feliz!
kwanzaa heureux!
glücklich kwanzaa!
il kwanzaa felice!
gelukkige kwanzaa!
kwanzaa feliz!
счастливый kwanzaa!
glad kwanzaa!
to the lack of holidayers...
SUCKS FOR YOU!!!
¡CHUPA PARA USTED!!!
SUCE POUR VOUS!!!
FÜR SIE SAUGT!!!
SUCCHIA PER LEI!!!
VOOR U ZUIGT!!!
CHUPA PARA VOCÊ!!!
СОСЕТ ДЛЯ ВАС!!!
SUGER FOR DE!!!
AND NOW OFF TO SEE LORD OF THE RINGS "RETURN OF THE KING" WOO HOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  excited
current music: sound garden
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Monday, December 15th, 2003
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10:43 pm - hundreds
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so it works like this
number yer "paper" from 1-100 & then write whatever comes to your mind on each line
rules: 1)no thinking about it just write what comes to your mind & 2)you can only talk about yourself (like "i like..." or "i think..." or "i am..." kinda things)
okay here we go:
1. im frusterated
2. my throat hurts
3. i have a pile of grape skittles next to me
4. cuz i dont like the purples
5. i like the reds
6. i like the color of blood
7. im cold
8. i hate chopping up ice on the sidewalk
9. i miss my puppy at night
10. i miss a lot of people
11. "every time i try to talk to you it comes out wrong it never comes out right"
12. sometimes dan says things that i just dont know what to say back. i just sit & stare at the computer like uhh...
13. james wants to go out with me
14. and it's killing our friendship
15. christie saw rent without me for the 3rd time
16. i still haven't seen it
17. mike and i were supposed to go see it like 2 years ago
18. its insane what can change in 2 years
19. a lot of people have been gossiping about my sex life
20. and most of its not true
21. and they dont know the things that would give em something to gossip about
22. they need to get their own life and stop talking about mine
23. or what they think is mine but really isn't
24. yeah, gossip's confusing
25. my christmas tree's really pretty
26. ray helped me decorate it
27. susan was away
28. its the first year that i can remember that she wasnt there
29. i feel really lonely and i dont know why
30. i've been feelin lonely a lot lately
31. matt said that people called him a wolf but hes really a coyote
32. i wish i could download music
33. the house is really quiet, it feels good
34. i HATE when people say "i love you" and dont meant it
35. "love ya" is okay
36. & "much love"
37. but "i love you" means "i love you" so MEAN IT WHEN YOU SAY IT
38. it's thrown around too much
39. my parents think im so fucked up
40. james' parents treat him differently too, but on the other end of the spectrum
41. they spoil him
42. antigone was really cool today, im startin to like it
43. maybe it had somethin to do with those 2 girls that weren't there that made everything easier
44. i shouldn't let them bother me so
45. but they do, i cant help it
46. i wanna get out
47. i am so much better at communication in person, thats why i hate the distance so
48. i want vanilla lip ex
49. but all i have is plain chapstick
50. and the phone is ringing, but its not my phone
51. i dont want to talk to him if he's going to be how he's been, i dont have the energy
52. i still have urges, if they knew all the stuff i'd probably be put on more and have to see her more
53. but i dont want to
54. i dont need that stuff, i just need to get out of here
55. i feel empty
56. my mom found a locket
57. its really pretty
58. my mom wants me to take night time pills for sleeping
59. i dont
60. i go by what i feel, emotions are my guide
61. i wanna sing
62. i want roses
63. i want a shower
64. i have too much to do tonight to sleep
65. i cant wait to see jackie
66. my mom ruined the silence that was so nice
67. this is better then sleep for me mom
68. its peace that i can feel
69. & that comes so rarely
70. i wanna feel sand in between my toes
71. i love the beach
72. the movie too
73. i saw it on kate's bed
74. we were shrieking & being girly, it was great :)
75. "dont cai mr chikapee"
76. im getting racing mind
77. my hands smell yummy
78. i just want you to leave me alone right now
79. marc is the awesomeness
80. i feel like im going to explode
81. i try to keep my temper down
82. and it usually stays down
83. but sometimes we just get to the end of our rope
84. i really miss my dad
85. i need vacation
86. she is so lonely and i hate him for that
87. people get upset with me cuz i dont talk about my problems
88. i dont want to though, why do you hafta talk about your problems if you dont want to???
89. they just wanna hear whats going on but they dont seem to really care
90. some people really care
91. i know that mel really cares
92. i used to like cotton candy
93. i need to donate those clothes
94. sometimes he really pisses me off to the point where i wanna drop a sidewalk on his head
95. i miss the summer
96. really, really, a lot
97. i cried last night
98. i hadn't cried in a really long time
99. my smileys are yellow now, no lollipops
100. im out
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Sunday, December 14th, 2003
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2:40 am
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. guns
2. out of control anger
3. george bush being elected again
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. republicans' motives
2. spam e-mails (NOBODY RESPONDS!)
3. going to sleep with clothes on
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. a black thong with a metal ring thing on it
2. CHRISTMAS SOCKS!
3. velvet blood red tank top
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. a chocolate kiss
2. a purple pen
3. "Hot Cocoa" script
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. sing the star spangled banner at a yanks game (shut up)
2. play columbia in rocky horror
3. work in the peace corps
there are so many things i want to do before i die... i just put down the first 3 that came to my mind
THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. open
2. warm
3. smiley
THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1. texan
2. european
3. strength
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. eyes
2. tongue
3. skin
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. Weight
2. shape
3. height
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. the scars
2. the angry men on power trips
3. people scare me
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. yeah
2. dude
3. bueno
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. France
2. lubbock
3. landmark
THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1. katie
2. kitty
3. kit kat
THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1. katytouchka (mel's probably the only one who remembers that one)
2. waterchild88
3. flutterchilde
& now i am off to call the amazingful trey who makes my world go round :)
current mood:  awake
current music: nightmare before christmas running through my head...
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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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10:35 pm
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Wake up the dying, don't wake up the dead
Change what you're saying, don't change what you said
I think it's time I got out of bed
And I walk myself down Sycamore Street
The sun beats down, no shoes on my feet
And I stumble on a daisy through concrete
Pink and brown babies in pink stroller cars
They know that it's good, they don't care where they are
They know that home doesn't feel very far
And I walk myself down Sycamore Street
The sun beats down, no shoes on my feet
And I stumble on a daisy through concrete
Airplane is flying up in the sky
Making a pattern with the white lines
Looks like a heart or maybe a pie
And I walk myself down Sycamore Street
The sun beats down, no shoes on my feet
And I stumble on a daisy through concrete
A daisy through concrete
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4:45 pm - "bring the night on... not another day"
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my little courtney anne is so full of sunshine & energy and i love her so much. and when she smiles, she means it.
WHY ARE SO MANY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE SO FAR AWAY FROM ME??????? i'm very lucky to be surrounded by many beautiful people who are here too, but... i just miss you so much...
guns are for the weak. all you have to do is pull a trigger to take away someone's life. shouldn't a life be tougher to take away then moving one finger?
i have to dance & i dont wanna. i love dancing so much, i dont know why i never wanna go to class anymore. i think its cuz i've been holdin in so much fuckin emotion & whenever i dance i let so much of that emotion out and im afraid if i start to do that i'll just break down and start crying and i wont be able to stop. and i dont wanna do that. i hate that. i dont wanna lose control. that'll just cause a big disruption that's not necessary and then many following questions that i really dont wanna deal with
and everytime i dance i'm just reminded of how inadequite my body is. i wanna rip it apart i hate it so much...
erm...
so happy things... MY THONG IS THE SAME COLOR AS THE SKY WAS TODAY CUZ THE SUN WAS OUT!!!!!!! YAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!
MY CHRISPY IS COMING HOME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSS!!!!!!! I HAVE MISSED HER SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!
alright, im out
current music: "i'll be seeing you in hell..."
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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4:40 pm - silly survey before i run off to work
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Favorite Cities: san francisco because of the setting, lubbock because of the people there
Obsession Of The Moment: my leprachaun hat :) AND SNOW!!!!!
Name Four Things You Would Like To Learn To Do: concentrate, tai kwon do, fly, drive
Describe Yourself In 7 Words: passionate, low-maintenance, open, artsy, silly
3 Films You Could Watch Over And Over Again: nightmare before christmas, the labyrinth, minority report
Top 5 Favorite Solo Artists: billy joel, elton john, bob dylan, E, eric clapton
Vices You Are Most Prone To: doing surveys when i should be cleaning and working?
Celebrities You Are Most Often Compared To: uma therman, christina ricci, naomi watts (i dont see any of those but that's okay)
Are Most Of Your Friends Near You Or Long Distance? evenly split
Favorite Fruits: any berry
Favorite Veggies: bell Peppers
Recurring Dreams: i had falling and drowning dreams a lot, and i had those dreams with the field and the baby, and those dreams with the cage, wow, i have a lot of recurring dreams...
Alcoholic Beverages Of Choice: kahlua, bailey's irish cream, heinekin beer, jack daniel's scotch, pearl vodka
What Color Are Your Memories?: sparkly
current mood:  busy
current music: funky bag
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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4:28 pm - marshmallows go squish
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electricians in our house, it's fun :) there be paint chips all over our floor & its so silly.
I HAVE MARSHMALLOWS!!!! YUMMMMMMMM!!!!!
hahaha, i'm having a cyber snowball fight with attkins. quality
so do i have anything of substance to say? i don't think so...
oh but i do have a question! does anyone have any tips for getting up in the morning? or staying awake? besides ODing on caffeine
ALMOST CHRISTMAS VACATION Y'ALL!!!!!!! WOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
time for sugar and homework... a risky combination indeed!
current mood:  dorky
current music: the floyd thats pink
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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12:20 am
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Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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7:32 pm
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WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME:
YOU SMILED? like10 seconds ago cuz marc just invited me to a dave concert
LAUGHED? when the simpsons was on 3 minutes ago
BOUGHT SOMETHING? lunch
DANCED? 1/2 hour ago i did the celebration dance cuz we carried the dresser inside
WERE SARCASTIC? ummm? school to nick leghorn i think
CRIED? dont remember, long time ago
WATCHED YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIE? dont have one... but i havent even watched a movie at all in ferever
HAD A NIGHTMARE? ummm, two nights ago i dreamed my mom was screaming at me that i was gonna fail in life cuz i couldn't do anything, i guess that qualifies as a nightmare
HUGGED SOMEONE? rehearsal
LAST BOOK YOU READ? the vampire armand
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? scary movie 3
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? "friend of the devil" ~dead
SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? i'd end up ripping it into shreds like i've done to my sheets
LIVE IN THE MOMENT? but of course (gets me in trouble sometimes though)
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? dont we all?
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? how could i not???
SING IN THE SHOWER? when its not the morning
WHY DID YOU TAKE THIS QUIZ? b/c i'm bored and i want other people to take it :)
HAVE ANY SCARS? WHERE? yeah, knee, wrist, arms, hips, heart
 I am Chocolate Flavoured.
I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?
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current mood:  bored
current music: grateful dead
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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4:16 pm - luck of the irish
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im eating lucky charms & wearing a leprachaun hat
and im not the least bit irish
*grins*
current mood: lucky
current music: eric clapton
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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10:01 pm - "she uses a machetti, to cut through red tape"
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tried out fer antigone today, i wasn't really feelin it, but it was fun anyway. and i got to see the loverly erin present her skills which i didn't realize before. i think my mouth may have fell open, she was AWESOME
my beautimous james is comin over tomorrow WOO HOO!!! we're probably gonna bonfire it up at 6:30 bein we're both pyros... everybody should gooooooooo!!!!! come on, how many times does our football game get to state???? and how many times can we watch the teacher's parking lot blaze? it's bonfire time, y'all!
more roses to add around my door. perrrrty :)
current mood:  lazy
current music: cake
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Monday, November 24th, 2003
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10:38 pm - lets go ride ponies!!!!!!!
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My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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4:13 pm
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i was watchin some old 80s movies, & they're much more protective of their virginity then people are now. remember the old days when no one lost their virginity till prom night? what happenned to that whole thing? people dont even GO ta prom anymore...
any thoughts?
current mood:  contemplative
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1:12 am - survey fun
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1. What is the first person you ever slept with's middle name? you know, i have forgotten his middle name...
2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?
none :)
3. What is the song you want played at your Funeral?
wow... never really thought about that one... im thinkin i'd let mel choose what to play
4. What is the phone number of your sluttiest friend so some of the single people can get some action?
hahaha
5. What Would Your Last Meal be before getting executed?
jail guard heart
6. Beatles or Stones?
Beatles... hard choice to make though
7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be?
nope, won't do it
8. The person whose problems you would never want to hear?
george bush
9. What is the thing most important to you (as far as physical) about the preferred sex?
muscleses
10. DO YOU secretly hate some of your friendsters but are too nice to reject them?
yep
11. If you could have any super power what would it be?
Fly (as fast as i want)
12. FAVORITE hangover cure?
bryan's boxers in a blender with chocolate ice cream
13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?
in one sitting? 6 shots
14. FAVORITE Outkast Lyric?
"And there's a fine line between love and hate you see
Came way too late, but baby I'm on it..." ~their liberation song on the Aquemini album (from 98)
15. HAIR COLOR you most like someone you're dating to have?
the one they were born with
16. If you had to be blind or deaf?
no no no...
17. DO YOU have any psychiatric problems?
yep
18. SIBLINGS that should go to rehab?
naw
19. Least FAVORITE MONTH?
none
20. FAVORITE hateful thing to do to someone?
not very nice...
21. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid?
heidi
22. FAVORITE person in the whole world?
how to choose?
23. When's the last time you went on a date?
friday, if thats considered a date... which it probably isnt
24. DO YOU LIKE violent movies or dirty movies?
I like good movies
25. FALL OR SPRING?
spring
26. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with?
no regrets
27. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? If you are gay, pick someone of the opposite sex. Bisexual, pick whoever the hell you want. ummm... i spose angelina jolie
28. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle?
heaven
29. WHO is the person you can count on most?
ummm... me?
30. If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age not factors?
sean connery during his james bond years
31. WHAT BOOKS have you pretended you've read?
How do you pretned to read a book?
32. WHAT'S a word you would use to describe your life?
special
33. FAVORITE drinking GAME?
we make up our own... they dont have names
34. WHAT DID YOU DREAM LAST NIGHT?
all i remember is a TON of colors
current mood: kinda like a retard
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Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
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12:23 am - "do you have a kiss for daddy?"
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aight, pippin kids, beautiful work rite there. fuckin beautiful. i'm soooooooooo glad i gotted to see it, that rocks my socks. WISH I COULD BE THERE TOMORROW but noooo, family time. rah rah rah rah...
i'm confused, but i really don't care cuz i'm happy. i'm takin it day by day. no more freakin out about the future for katie. not worth it. LIFE'S TOO SHORT
so this afternoon was flarbulous, gomez & soto & i chinesed it up & this night was fantastmical and in between was not so much but i will go ta sleep land with a smile on ma face. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
current mood:  happy
current music: incubus
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Friday, November 21st, 2003
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11:58 pm - this is tougher to fill out than it looks
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1. List five things you'd like to accomplish by the end of the year.
- get lotsa credits so i can GET OUT
- learn to use a butterfly knife
- learn karate
- get the complete kenshin series DVDs
- make candles
2. List five people you've lost contact with that you'd like to hear from again.
- Yael
- Joe? i really can't decide on this one... i think so though
- Alex (the one from texas)
- everyone from classics dance theatre
- lisa
3. List five things you'd like to learn how to do.
- LEARN TO USE A BURTTERFLY KNIFE
- learn tai kwon do (HWOARANG STYLE)
- grow money trees
- FOCUS
- fly a helichopter
4. List five things you'd do if you won the lottery (no limit).
- BUILD AN AMUSEMENT PARK!!!!! i get to design it, & then free admission for everyone!!!!!
- attatch an arcade to the top of my house
- get myself a high tech entertainment system in my room & a techie who'll pop out whenever i can't figure how to work it
- give money to all the poor countries so they can get better AND GOVERN THEMSELVES
- GET UNLIMITED MILES (like fer planes)
5. List five things you do that help you relax.
- Listen to music
- Meditate
- stretch
- draw
- get a massage
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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8:45 pm - i have pants for girls!!!!!!
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so i gave into temptation... AND WENT SHOPPING!!!
it's so fun to go shopping when someone else is paying :) someone who you know doesn't have any financial problems and ENJOYS spending money on you.
so, i actually bought pants in the chica section (can you believe it????) it's very exciting. WOO HOOO!!! IM A GIRL, Y'ALL!!!!!! WHO'DATHUNK??????????
winds were uber high today... awesomeness
COOKIE DOUGH IS YUMMYYYYYYY i wanna go ta stop & shop & get a roll of it...
i really can't afford to do that anymore though... im gonna get so fat.
BUTTTT! i really feel good about my body today cuz all the clothes i tried on looked good! i was like WOW!!!! i'm a happy girl
i got a lotta old clothes to donate a la midnight run & lotsa non perishable goods fer the thanksgiving drive & a tissue box fer chem extra credit & i keep fergettin it by the door on my way ta school!
EVERYONE PLEEEEEEASE BRING IN STUFF FER ALL THE DONATIONS WE'RE HAVIN IN SCHOOL!!! PLEEEEASE, IT'S NOT THAT HARD, EVERY LITTLE BIT HELPS. oh, and if you have extra socks that rocks cuz the homeless people always ask fer socks on the midnight run, & nobody ever thinks to donate old socks but they really matter like woah. (or if yer feelin generous, new socks are good too...)
current mood: i... feel... PRETTY!!!
current music: rain goin drip drop on the sidewalk
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
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5:05 pm
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my grandfather told me that he wanted to take me shopping to buy a year's worth of beautiful clothes because i'm a beautiful girl. i kid you not, exact words. is that not the sweetest thing? it makes me cry... i can't except the offer obviously... but it's so sweet.
current mood:  touched
current music: vines
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Monday, November 17th, 2003
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2:33 am - this is so perfect for me
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Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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