Friday, August 1st, 2003

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3:49p	Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Ok...so I finally have somewhere to rant, rave, bitch, whine, cry, and other assorted blurts of thought...guess thats why they call this thing blurty huh? heh...Anyway...this is my very first entry...I just found out today that I can't get my drivers licence back for who knows how long? This totally sucks and the worst part is, for those of you who don't know, I didnt lose it for dui (driving under influence) OR driving violations OR unpaid tickets OR anything driving related. I lost it due to the fact that my super screwed up state allows buisnesses to suspend your liscence if you owe them money and arent paying enough in payments to suit them. For example...let's just say that mr.X..(me haha)...got a call from mci...and they wanted him to take their shitty long distance and promised alot of stuff that they didnt deliver on...anyway...he takes the service cause at the time..mr.X didnt have a long distance provider period...then, he later finds out that he cant call anyone ...cause his shitty backwoods phone company requires a huge deposit just to have long distance capabilities for the phone...so mr.X imediately calls MCI and says..."TURN IT OFFF...TURN IT OFF...I CANT USE IT AT ALL"...MCI says.."sure thing"....when really...they let it go on for another six months...and mr.X gets a bill for something that he cant use and wont pay the bill...therefore..MCI petitioned the virginia dmv to take his liscence from him unless he pays them...gah... Okay kids...the word for today is "assreaming"..can you say it?...can you use it in a sentence?...I can...here goes..."I got a good and proper assreaming from MCI"...there...now that Ive vented, I feel much much much better...thanks lol...I guess I will continue dreaming about the day that I can legally drive, instead of doing it every single day against the law lol...ohhhh..I feel like such a rebel...yeah right...gah (1 Comment | Comment on this)
4:51p	Ok...so I am once again bored to death. So I'm gonna put another journal entry up. This sorta sucks, cause I see all the great lookin journals, and mine is just blah...so I guess that if anyone out there wants to help me out and tell me how to make it look alot better, then feel free. Anyways, I sorta started out by being all pissy and not really telling anyone about myself....so heres some more info..as if anyone really cares haha. I have quite a few peircings, the list currently goes as follows: left ear--three, left eyebrow, left nostril, tongue, both nipples, and...ehhh...one somewhere else,,,,heh,,,, I want more and more and more....is it just me or are peircings just addictive as hell? Oh yeah, and WANKERS BEWARE!!!! I have just currently become "available"...so watch yer girlfriends and wives ya jerks, or mebbe I will watch em for ya haha...but seriously...I havent been single in a very....very.......very..............VERY long time...so I am anxious to see what kinda trouble I can get myself into. Andy threw me a "helly yeah now he's single" party which actually ended up being a fiasco...one very sweet lady who shall remain nameless decided to try and take away my "single virginity" real nice and proper like...but it backfired on her and me...cause while making out with her upstairs in Andy's bedroom...her boyfriend comes right in and grabs her arm...I SWEAR I had no idea she was attached at all...in fact...I didnt even know her other than the fact that she somehow knows andy. ACtually...I still don't know how she knows him haha....ok...back to the info thing...I am rather fat, but my height helps distribute it pretty well on my frame...so I really dont look as heavy as I truly am...thanx to the guidelines on wether you are obesse or not....I have an "I am fat" phobia....me thinks they do it to sell diet drinks and the sorts....because I have plenty of go go go and dont feel all fat like the statistics make me sound...gah...fuck it... If ya check the info...ya can see alot of the other shit about what I like and such....ok...this is turning into a blahfest...so I am once more done with an entry...not like anyones gonna read this shit anyway haha Current Mood: bored Current Music: Dope Hat---marilyn manson (3 Comments | Comment on this)
10:42p	Hullooo...hulloooo....Its me once more today. I guess since its the first day of mine here at blurty, I have blurty fever...seeing as how this is the third entry in one day. Today was really a pretty booring one. I spent most of the evening feeding my dog Lilo and brushing him. He really is a beautiful creature, but he spends waaaay too much time being a bit of a pussy. Sometimes I think I should have named him "pussy"...cause he acts more like his feline cousins than his canine family. There was a whistle pig...(groundhog to most) on the edge of the yard which borders the woods tonight. He spent so much time barking at the damn thing and not even attempting to go after it. Oh well, this dog is so far from guard dog or vicious that I wonder sometimes if he is a dog at all....mebbe he's just an overgrown ferret. I love animals, just about any of them. I will have to post a picture of them one day. I have at this time, my dog, an evil demon spawn cockatiel named louie, that damn thing is just plain out and out bloodthirsty. Then last but not least I have my snake, named simply snake. He is an eastern banded watersnake and looks exactly like a copperhead except for his body, which is rather slim and sleek as opposed to the body of a copper which is more fat and stunted. I love hot herps, they just have that "dont fuck wit me" attitude that I love so much. They require more care than most snakes and hot herps also need alot of respect while handling, you may love yer herp...but ya cant forget that he is venomous or ya might just get a lil trip to the hospital. Thats it as far as pets go. Gah....I hate insomnia, I have been up for two days now and it looks as though I am officially working on my third. One thing that annoys me most is the way that people without sleep disorders are so used to falling asleep that they seem to think that people with severe insomnia can be cured with the same simple rememdys that they use. I have been told to do everything from take sleeping pills to making some nasty tasting tea from these fuzzy leaves that grow wild in your yard. I have been going to sleep therapists for the past three years and these people arent shrinks or psychologists, but actual medical doctors that deal with insomnia and other sleep disorders every day of their life. So far, the only thing they have been able to tell me is that my insomnia seems to be chemical related, but I have plenty of most of the chemicals that others with insomnia are lacking. Which makes me a virtual puzzle for them, but as long as my insurance company keeps on paying for it, I will keep on taking the tests and sleep monitoring and all the other shit they dream up to try and "fix" my broken sleepy mind. Whats more is when people talk about dreams I get rather annoyed. I have heard so much about how if you dont dream you die, If I hear any more about it I swear I will lean over and puke. (Dont you smartasses go and post a bunch of comments about it either haha)...When I am lucky enough to sleep, I dont reach the level of sleep that allows for dreams...I either bypass it totally and come out too fast....or I never quite dip low enough into sleep to have any. Which sucks, because I dont know what it is like to dream. So many times while I cant sleep and lie in my bed to pretend that I am a normal person and use my bed for something, I wonder what dreams are like....are they in color....can you hear, smell, touch, taste?....Is it like reality or can you tell you are dreaming?....These are things that I dont have answers to, and unless they can isolate my missing chemicals, or make a pill to "fix" me....these are questions I will never know the answers to. Kinda sucks, but I have been living with it so long...Its almost natural to me. Well, my non-sleepin ass is gonna go surf the web and look for weird or odd sites...see ya round... Current Mood: awake Current Music: white stripes--seven nation army (2 Comments | Comment on this)

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