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Dayum. kids.
Shelly- I love you and I am so so sorry for being an ass hat last night. Totally out of line, I was. I will make it up to you! :D We have untill November to swim all the time, okay?
I'm kinda bummed right now. I was going to go to Brandys little cook-out but Frank got into so much trouble and shit. I feel so bad for her. I really hope Frank doesnt pull something stupid and her mom has to go back to jail. Stupid injuns.. lol j/k... I'm not a racist. ho hum...
Wednsday will be good. Shelly is going to church with me. That will be good times right thurr. I've decided that instead of asking -why- I will say -how come?-. Sounds better. It sounds more thoughtful, ya know? Okay maybe you dont because I'm weird.. :P
I had one fuct up dream last night... I dreamt that I was in Krogers with a bunch of guy friends and I started getting all, er, horny and I was begging them to buy me porn and they wouldnt.. So I hid behind the diapers and tried to get random dudes to buy me porn. So finally I give up and buy a Vanilla Coke and I see Nancy from church. Then when I walk out to the parking lot I suddenly have like 2 kids...freaky like whoa...trisha doesnt like them kids much. except for that little kid jordan that was over here last night! awe...
omg Ryan asked me to his homecoming. tight! :D I've never been asked to a dance before. lol I've been to more DeSales school things then FC. heh but thats okay become them boys have more fun!
Gotta go to work... but I really wanna sleep...
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[23 Aug 2003|12:45pm] |
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Wow..Last night was fun. I am terribly sad that it was Ketchup's last show. They were awesome. I got the nerve to talk to Rob this time. go me! heh. He's adorable. This chick Kris was really nice and junk. Made me feel more comfortable because I didnt know anyone there. I also met this chick samantha. So good for me, I guess. There was this really ugly dude in this van that made a really disgusting gesture towards us so we flipped him off and was all hollering... it was so crude! [shudders] I broke Denise's bell. whoops. Tonight will be fun, I guess. Aaron's band is playing their last show.. and Cast From Eden are playing and they kick the booty. ohhh yeeah! :) I think Josh is going tonight so hell yah! Damn, I havent updated in awhile... heh kids...
School is good. :) My classes arent too terrible and once I get theses two classes switched, all will be well. :) There is this guy Robby and he is hawt. I have 3 classes with him and its great. He plays the guitar and he is one of the best I've ever heard. When I was on the phone with him he played Seek and Destroy and did all these little solos and junk flawlessly. He said he was going to teach me the guitar so it will give us an excuse. I dont know what that means, but I hope its good. He better not charge me because Icant afford 30 bucks an hour... well, actually i could but im cheap. hehe. I'm still very exhausted. hmm Thursday will be in Columbus Ohio Sept 23. I wish they were closer. I wonder if there would be any chance of me going. Probably not since I'm a loser and dont have my license...crap. oh well, atleast im going to see PTW, dillinger escape plan and the mars volta sept 13th, biatch! woot!
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[06 Aug 2003|01:15pm] |
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today shelly and i went to registration at FC...turns out i will be going there this year! woot! i saw the brandy and that was cool..i havent seen her in a long time. she likes sarah more than me and she will prolly never wanna see me again because she has her beloved sarah :( *lots of emo tears*
yesterday was cool. i talked to rob for the first time in a long time...hes so cool. i hope i dont spend all my money so i can see Ketchup friday...ho hum...
i spent the night with shelly and we had fun...we rented american history x, jackass, daredevil and final destination 2.. we didnt watch daredevil but oh well, american history x was very very very good..edward norton is just, just, sexy. too bad he gets it in the ass...speaking of which shelly lend me moolah for this MSI shirt and im very happy...we ate white castles and discussed some stuff that needed to be cleared up and i think this year at FC will be good despite what others may think... we hit up mall st matthews and that was fun. the guy in journeys is fine as hell. nike bought converse and they are getting rid of chuck taylors. its sad that a shoe thats 50 years old has to go because the company was bought out by some suit... ;( oh well... im gonna order my vans tuesday and that will be neat. they are way groovy. heh a lot of people at school barely recognized me today. it was funny. i cut me hair! omg i cant believe you did! man, i heard that tons... -ugh- oh well... hmm... im so bored now. im going to church tonight and that will be fun. i cant wait to talk to mandy. ^.^ omg we saw josh smith today and that boy looks good..yummy... i think i might call josh miller later..he always calls me so maybe i should suprise him. that fine ass mother...
jesus is lord
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[30 Jul 2003|03:36pm] |
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mmm Anthony came over. That was neat. He's yummy but young..You wouldnt be able to tell it though, damn kids...We decided we would walk to school together and junk. This sounds like a good plan. :) Shelly, Nikki and Jenny just left. They swam and beat my brother profusley..Twas a sad sight but the bugger had it coming. heh. I read a lot of Harry Potter last night. I'm such a nerd, reading that book. I really wanna go get the sequal to "Sloppy Firsts" and Jennifer Laucks "Blackbird". I think I cried like 8 times while reading Blackbird.. It was very very sad. *emo tear* The other night Shelly kind of kicked me in my jaw and I was freakin out! omg, I thought my jaw was gonna fall off or something...My mom would have killed me! ack! All that money and I get kicked... -blah- I betcha Jason wont even get off work till like 10 again...This would be very sad since I was looking forward to hanging out with him today...ho hum...I need to clean the house up a bit...Believe in Jesus....lol
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[29 Jul 2003|05:06pm] |
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[27 Jul 2003|10:57am] |
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[yawns] ahhhh im still a bit sleep but thats okay! Jason came over last night for a bit...Twas nice. He brought his glowsticks on them showstrings tryin to be all raver...It was amusing. It got even more amusing once my ass tried doing all that shit... oh well... heh. He's really cool... Zach is pissed off at me for some reason. I am not worried whatsoever...He's a little fucktard! I've tried to be nice and junk to him but it's become to unbearable...So now that he's seen my mean streak... Oh weeeeeell!
bikah bikah!
holy crap its less than a week till KrazyFest!!!!! whiiichhhhaaaaaaaa!!!! This is so great! It's gonna be awesome!
[bounces around excitedly]
man oh man... Shelly is coming over to swim tonight and I think the Jason might.... That would be neat....
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[25 Jul 2003|10:03pm] |
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i just got home and man am i tired! shelly and i went and saw "Identity". That movie was hella "tight". omg its so freaky! john cusack is the man! especially in "Better Off Dead", which is gonna be on HBO tomorrow at 9! woot! i heart Mr. Cusack.... hrrmmm.... I think I royally pissed off Zach yesterday...It's not my fault he's immature. blah. oh well... i cant wait till Krazyfest!!! omg i cant wait... me and shelly were "bumping" to the blood brothers' "Burn Piano Island, Burn" today...its a really really really good cd so everyone buy it! and while your at it get "March On Electric Children!" mmmkay? yeah... [bounces happily] my swelling is almost completely gone! the doctor said my operation went really really well and i was healing well..in fact im in the 2% of people who get this done to have healed this well so quickly! im soooo happy about this! woot! :) i loved hanging out with Shelly today..i missed her tons! twas very nice to see her. :)
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[23 Jul 2003|03:10pm] |
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My nap was the best. It was the best sleep I have had in a good while... ^.^ Ahhh I feel refreshed! The pool people are really starting to pick up the pace so I'm really excited about that. I think swimming would wear my ass out more so I can get better sleep. hey, I'm telling you :It's a remedy. If you cant sleep, swim for about a good hour or so. ;) My teeth are killing me...someone shoot my teeth!!! aaghhhhh!!! '>.<'
okay, so im a bit excited about that. I finally told Rob I liked him yesterday.... o.0 it was, er, weird... I've liked him ever since I saw him at the Battle Of the Covers...precisley when Ketchup covered "Spiders" by SOAD...yeah, thats when I did because his voice is fuggin awesome..Its very uniqye and yeah... But then when they covered Nirvana's "Rape Me' and he was like all doing the screaming part, I fuggin got chills down spine.
:s im so dumb. and ever since I've been trying to make it to each one of their shows...I talked to him once in person at Pappys where David and I were the only people there not with a band..It was funny. Then at the Flaw show we were both too damned shy to go say hi to one-another. blah I am such a loser. I SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO HIM AT THE FLAW SHOW!!! -sigh- All I ever do anyways is talk to him on the net...I had no chance anyway, he was too cute. he thinks hes ugly and he says he never pulls the ladies...hrmm.. But somebody told him I liked him...hmmm. I dunno...Shelly said it wasnt her. Perhaps it was Ryans' friend Kris..He said that she was good friends with Rob and they would try to hook us up..hrrmmm...perhaps... that would ne neat. hes gonna be at krazyfest.. [gasp] pimp,trisha,pimp
how much of a loser am i?? i just wrote a whole paragraph on some dude i have a had a crush on and will never have a chance with!!!! [xfaintsx]
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hey mother fuckers! sorry, i had to do an intro the rock star way..pft..thats so dumb of them to call their fans that! blah.. but guess what? this bitch is eating real food again! woot! mac n cheese baby! woot! but i couldnt find my strainer so that was way sad..oh well...hmm time to take they medecine and go to sleep! wheee!
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hello all!!! shelly: i love you babe! whatever zach said was probably a lie to make you mad! tell me what he said! -ugh- im sooo sorry i dont know what was said... all i know is that ive never said an ill thing about you! you know i wouldnt! [sigh] you said i was two-faced but i only denied my feelings for you-know-who (wow that was a very Harry Potter thing of me) because i dont like hurting peoples feelings...even you-know-who denied it! he said we only dropped by there to see zach when that was not true and he knew that! -ugh- but i dont know..i think im gonna go marry Nowicke..heh not really... silly boys! but babe please dont listen to anything he says! besides i want you to come over and swim with me this week! you should spend the night so you can see the pretty lights we have in it as well.!! :/ i heart you!!! [whimpers]
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im cold...[whimper] i want to see my shelly... :( i want to hang out with people who are happy... -blah- all this peschy bull shit is pissing me off..its dumb! i told him it was dumb! IT IS DUMB!
i cant wait till krazy fest! woot woot woot! i cant wait to see atreyu! woot woot woot!
i want to go to jasons with shelly...twas all her ideal! i swear it!
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[15 Jul 2003|08:31pm] |
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-ugh- i feel like shit. I'm listening to "Frozen In A Dream" this song is very good. It's a Ketchup Stigmata song. They are my all time favorite band in the ole 502... Rob's voice is orgasmic. -.0 i need to stop drooling over some guy that i will never have a chance with...>.< ive liked him for sooo long and i have never said a word... oh well... enough of that.
i cant wait till august 2nd!!!! woot! krazyfest! atreyu, the blood brothers, hopesfall, and oodles and oodles more good bands!!!! ack! im so dayum excited!
i did the ole switcharoo and now im "bumping" to that blood brothers shit..heh they must have been on drugs! wow! they are awesome dudes... -.0 Burn Piano Island, Burn has some great lyrics... muahaha
Bulimic rainbows vomit what?
Burn Piano Island Burn!
Coconut pupils never shut?
Burn Piano Island Burn!
Jigsaw babies and their bamboo stilts?
Burn Piano Island Burn!
Charred toucans weaving their black sky quilt?
Burn Piano Island Burn!
The sea shells scream out celestial code.
Melting on the shore inside a flame sno globe.
Burn Burn So burn Piano island!
Torch the treasure!
Torch the shovels!
Torch these hands dipped in gold lacquer,
Torch the finger-prints painting a violence portrait on spinal wings.
I buried my bride of eight inch fingers neck deep in the hungry quicksand.
I buried out children of pineapple skin
where the generic sunsets sparkle so bland.
I split my grandmother like a rotten papaya...
our fright to pollenate the flowers of fire.
I vomited my skeleton and donated it to the war mausoleum...
I cut my will and testament along the scar tissue seam.
I packaged my heart and fed-ex'd it to the octopus queen.
Burn Piano Island Burn!
Soured Palm trees sputter waxy wax stink.
Burn Piano Island Burn!
Boiling lagoons chewing bubble gum pink?
Burn Piano Island Burn!
The vikatin volcano spews and salivates?
It's belly bloated like a pre-teen pregnancy?
I fed its limp indifferent walls tales of an ark haunted with the five howls,
I tied a nervous noose of piano wire
and wrapped it around the mocking throat of the past.
It's head erupted like a rabid roman candle
as I kicked the stamp from underneath.
Burn Piano Island Burn
and drown all your fucking riddles down the throat of the sea.
This one man raft won't be coming back
so don't talk out of tune to me.
From a distance the fornication of fear and flames twindles so pretty.
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holy shit on a stick! im watching courage the cowardly dog and it is scary a fuck! its the one with the creepy mole in it and junk.. [shudders] -ugh-
may i say one thing:
I NEED TO GET LAID
[cough] anyhow... just wanted to get that out because i've just been one horny little fuck... this will probably last for like 4 days... this always happens! -grrrr- sexual frustration. it sucks. mastering the bate helps but does not solve the problem. sometimes, you just need help, ya know? yeah... hah! im a dork... sheesh...
im at shellys. it is neat. ^.^ she is asleep upstairs... blaaaaaaaah
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blah... i'm in such a -blah- mood... i talked to zach and he is all sad... hmm. i dont feel bad for not wanting to go out with him. he keeps saying that he regrets whut he did to me because he lost something great and junk...goodness gracious... i felt so sick when he broke up with me... >.< ack! crazy boys!
ANYFUCKINWAY
i washed the car today and that was fun. its really sparkly and clean. i talked to Nowicke too and that was exciting... we are gonna have fun at the Classic Movie thing the Palace is doing.
i wish i had cable so i can leave clever away messages on for ungodly hours like those annoying little fucks on my buddy list... -grrrr- kortney will pay for that...heh
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hello... i am back...i have nothing to say...blaaah...going to the tekka whirl tonite and watch the stupid drunk punk fucks...blah. my haircut is good. :) well. tonite will be tons fun hopefully since a lot of my friends will be up there...i think. hmmm
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Well, I will be leaving for a week...Untill Friday...blah blah blah... Kids, be good, mkay? I mean it. Ummm...I dont know there is nothing much to say today...ugh I'm so tired. I need to brush my hair. I hope I dont forget anything! bikah bikah!
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ahhh I woke up to early! >.< So tired, I am... I baked a cake for tonight and its purty. heh. Today my sister put one of those fake hair pony tail holders around my cats neck so she looked like a lion. it was so cute. heh. I got my digital camera up and running again so yay! I heart taking pictures. la la laaaaa So tired... I really need to get my cleaning and everything done so I can perhaps go kick it with Jack..woot! ^.^ So yeah, and umm, yeah. hehe I just got a picture of my brand new cousin, Evan! He's a cute kid, man... I need to shut up. heh
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
This is one of the most greatest songs in the world...
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[03 Jul 2003|09:40pm] |
Things are better. I'm happier. Mostly because I know that I havent lost Brandy. :) Drama is so stupid. I'm fed up with it and I really dont want to be affiliated with anyone who loves it. I hope Shelly is okay...I heard her Mom was really upset. . . -eep-
Jack called me. This is good. It made me happy. He's brilliant, really.
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I wish everyone could get along but I know they cant..Im so stressed right now I have no clue what to do. I honestly dont want to be here. I'm so fed up with all this drama my friends are going through...I'm tired of being scared to show my true emotions for people... Perhaps going away to camp will do me some good. Like maybe it will be like a getaway type thing...I can get away from all this shit that just went down today. But that also means I will be getting away from things that could be so good for me. Like Jack. I'm relieved that I can finally I say that without hurting anyone. I will also miss hanging out with Jay and Zach...We have fun. When I get back, I will go see Ketchup Stigmata...then on the 12th I will go to the punk show. That will be neat. That one kid my sister tries to pimp will be there and hes kinda neat. Silly little kid he is, but cool. I have to leave soon. My family left to go to the lake for the day. This has been neat. [sigh] Maybe a change would do me good..i can cut my hair. that would be good... turn over a new leaf... yeah. goshers im pathetic...
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This is my first entry on my Blurty... ^.^ so this is neat, its like a big ripoff of LJ..all the way down to the trained monkeys. But thats cool. I like 'em both. Today was soo frustrating!
I don't know if I am saying no to my heart because I said no before...Maybe I'm just being stubborn and I need to let go and perhaps even take back things that I have said. Things that I truley did not mean because I was under the wrong impression... I feel so tense about something and I cant put my finger on it whatsoever... It's terrible. -.- I dont know...
[whimpering sigh]
Thursday is coming back to Louisville. Terry Harper is a good good man...Too bad he's in love with his drums. joking. But yeah Mars Volta and Cambria are gonna be in LouEvil as well. hoorah! god damn...i think if it wasnt for music I would not be here.
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