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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003

Subject:comical genius *not me*
Time:6:28 pm.
Funny Deep Thoughts
>
>
>
> Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze
> these pink dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"
> Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there...I'm gonna eat
the
> next thing that comes out of it's butt."
> Why do toasters always have a setting so
> high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human
> being would eat?
> Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
> If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him?
> Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the car pool lane?
>
> If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, why
> can't he fix a hole in a boat?
>
> Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't
point
> to their butt when they ask where the bathroom is?
> Why does your Obstetrician/Gynecologist leave the room when you get
> undressed if he is going to look up there anyway?
> Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both
> dogs!
> What do you call male ballerinas?
> If Wile E. Coyote from the Road Runner shows had enough money to buy all
> that ACME crap, why didn't he just buy dinner?
> If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?
> If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables,
> then what is baby oil made from?
> If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
> Is Disney World the only people trap operated by a mouse?
> Why do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same
> tune?
>
> Stop singing and read on . . . . ..
> Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?
> Why do they call it an asteroid when it's outside the hemisphere, but call
> it a hemorrhoid when it's on the outside of your a--?
>
> Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at
you,
> but when you take him on a car ride; he sticks his head out the window?
> Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive faster?
> Do you ever wonder why you gave me your e-mail address in the first place?
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Subject:i hate drama *bleh*
Time:6:10 pm.
Mood: dirty.
Music:school of rock- zach's song.


well................drama bullshit is going on once again................(why is my life so complicated)..........

i called josh today (ex fiancee who dumped me for SLUT).............he said my boyfriend now (steven graham) keeps calling his SLUT................(jessica)...............he said steven called her house twice this morning....i asked steven he said he didnt............i dont know which one to believe............i told steven that if josh or jessie calls him to pick up the phone and then hang it up...without saying ANYTHING................heagreed....so then i called josh and jessie and told them not to call him...and he wont call them..............POINT BLANK..lets hope these dumbasses wont find it hard to leave one another alone

well josh says that jessies pregnat.....but how the fuck would u know who shes pregnat by? shes sleeps with everyone...even steven SKEETED in her.............little dirty ugly slut............why am i even with steven when he stuck his dick in that nasty bitch......(i dunno).................i dont believe shes pregnat.....because me and josh tried to have a baby for 8 months and it didnt work...............its all bull shit AND IM JEALOUS.............he says he loves her and wants to marry her...but i know hes just with her for the ass....................

i hate drama
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Subject:RaIn oN Me...........
Time:12:42 am.
Mood: depressed.
Music:SIMPLE PLAN-PERFECT/ 3DOORS DOWN-HERE WITHOUT YOU.
Ya ......i downloaded KaZaA today.........(had to reinstall it because my uncle dons fagget ass uninstalled it when he visited because of it being illegal to download music without paying......what r the chances their gonna lock me up or take me to court because of that shit)........the first song i downloaded was that really sad song that literally brings me to an ugly face and tears whenever i hear it----simple plan perfect..... i got the lyrics...edited them to what touched my heart and made me miss josh and sent them to him (via email) ..........

LYRICS TO SIMPLE PLAN-PERFECT (EDITED BY ME)

Think back and talk to me
Do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand

i got a little closer to steven tonight in my bed room...i later on told him i only wanted to be first base bf/gf......not lovers........he said ok and agreed to my rules
1.no sex
2. no making out for long periods of time
he admitted it would be hard though......im not NEARLY over my last relationship.....i need time
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Tuesday, October 21st, 2003

Time:3:46 am.
just a sec ago i was on www.hottopic.com and i decided to look up a ring that josh had promised to buy me........and guess what......i found it.........heres the link......
http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=286952&RN=188
ya its not that expensive.......and its prolly just made of metal......but what it says on it and its from the crow HELLO.......genius love item
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Time:1:07 am.
Mike: am i in your diary somewhere?
babydee56: my old one you were.....
Mike: ah ok

now theres something in here about you......
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Monday, October 20th, 2003

Subject:BRAND SPANKING BABY NEW
Time:7:14 pm.
Mood: dorky.
Music:Ying and Yang- Nagging.
alright.............to answer your questions yes i have made a new journal...........and yes i do plan to keep this one ..and yes............this will be the only journal i use

ok i changed journals once more because i found out from my father last night that some unwanted family members were reading my other journal on a regular basis and were printing out my entries and sending them to my father..............SSSOOOO.......i put on my old journal that i was on a different site for journal purposes and my journal was password protected so maybe they wont search blurty looking for me ..............ive made it a lot harder to find me ...first of all look up...does it say mariah or mariah hamricks journal???NO it dont........and no where does it say that im from S.A.V. G.A.............and i changed all my email addresses....so maybe my die hard fans family members will fianlly fuck off................

i will keep this journal as long as no family members find it............ i will only give the web address to people i WANT reading it......so please dont pass around my web address..........and no i will not update my old journal.............sorry......

i might as well jump right into my every day chaotic life right?

ok well yesterday i upgraded my lip ring from a 18 gage to a 16 gage.....unprofessionally......just jabbed a nail like thing thing through my lip and TADA!!!!! i can whistle through my lip ring hole....and i can spout liquid through it like a water fountain.....what i ALWAYS WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!

i got a lip ring yesterday at kellers flea market.....i went with mama and steven........i thought the stud ball was too big but mama and steven said it was just right so i was like WHATEVA..................

well if u have read the previous entries you would know all that chaotic drama bullshit between me and steven and josh and jessie.well all that shit has kinda blown over...........jessie dumped steven to go back out with josh........which really hurt me and i cried i will admit but im over it now....now im with steven......i just hope he dont have a std from jessie cus she does get around a lot...........and all i gotta say is ill be fine as long as jessie stays the fuck away from me and steven....that means she wont call me or him.....or talk to or about us..........EVER.......or she'll fucking regret that shit.....that little lice and flea infested stinky poo little whore.........

well im going to the fair friday with steven....the only down side of that is mama has to go because of the whole leg moniter shit....lets just hope she doesent get in the way.....(smiles)...................

Well thats about all

fareTheeWell my fellow rockers
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Time:3:07 am.
Im so tired of being here.......
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if u have to leave
i wish that u would just leave
cus your presence still lingers here
and it wont leave me alone

these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is too real
theres just to much that time cannot erase

when youd cry id wipe away all of your tears
when youd scream id fight away all of your fears
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me by your resinating light
now im bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts .....my once pleasent dreams
your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me

I tried so hard to tell myself that your gone
but though your not with me, ive been alone all along
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003


Time: 11:32 pm.

You nosy family members I HATE YOU
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Saturday, October 18th, 2003


Subject: josh and such thouhgts2
Time: 11:23 pm.

theres a lot going on in my life right now that would make a normal person try the dangers of suicide.............but im stronger than that....latley evanescence has touched my heart...but now a song by avril............sums up everything pretty well..............

"Losing Grip"
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
[chorus]
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then i don't care were not going newhere
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Time: 10:42 pm.

god what depressing times...............................im not getting into it...............bye
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Time: 10:42 pm.

god what depressing times...............................im not getting into it...............bye
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Friday, October 17th, 2003


Subject: More Piercings
Time: 12:38 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Music: t.A.T.u.- album.

My lip is now pierced.......me and mom went to the mall to get a lip ring.....the gay guy didnt know what he was talking about or what he was selling because it turned out to be a eyesbrow ring that we bought....since my eyebrow is pierced too i just stuck it in my eyebrow.......ive got a piece of an earring in my lip now.......its uncomfy but itll be ok for now...........my lip is swollen a bit and still hurts...but thats what peroxide is for
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Time: 11:21 am.

guess what... i pierced my lip....yyyaaayy
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Wednesday, October 15th, 2003


Subject: ok heres another test, im going to erase the uqestions ive already answered
Time: 4:27 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
Music: evanescence-number 4.

.Height?: 5'4 or something
. Do you like to sing in the shower? only to vocal female rocker songs
. What do you want in a relationship most? well it depends........love i guess
. Have you ever cheated? ya kinda i guess
. Marital status? single
. Can you drive? how the hell should i know, never tried, josh, my ex fiancee, never let me behind the wheel...neither did mom
. What kind of car do you have/want? i really dont care as long as its black like everything thing else i own
. How are you feeling right now? im feeling fine and you?
-- Favorite ---
. Song? Imaginary
. Band/singer? Evanescence...i cant stop listening to that cd and feeling sorry for myself latley
. TV Show? invader zim, anime


. Actor/s? Ashton Kutcher, john cusak
. Actress? molly ringwald, christina ricci
. Number? 13
. Letter? X
. Cartoon?invader zim
. Disney Character? pooh
30. Color? Blue
--- Love life ---

. Do you plan on having children? i guess
. Do you want to get married? yes

. How old do you want to be when you have your first child? i dont know, young

. How old do you want to be when your married? around 21
. Would you have kids before marriage? i dunno
. Do you have a b/f or g/f (who)? no
. Do you have a crush? yes
--Pick 1--
. Music/TV? music

. Guys/Girls? guys
. Green/Blue? blue
. Pink/Purple? purple
. Summer/Winter ? winter
. Night/Day? night
. Hanging Out/Chilling? chillin
. Dopey/Funny? Dopey
. Weird/strange? both man
. What school do you go to? Richard Arnold Ged School
. Have you ever taken drugs? nope
. What's a major turn on for you in the opposite sex? Dick size or hands
. How far would you go on a first date? not far at all
--- Friends ---
51. Funniest? me
Happiest? Holly
Strangest? josh
Most caring? Josh
Tallest? Michael Love
Smartest? Michael, Josh
Most mature? Bill and chris hicks
Most fun? ppl
Best all around? Joshua
. Which people do you trust and are open with the most?Chris hadel, Josh
. What do you think of soul mates? i know who my soul mate is...yuh yuh
. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? you can look but u cant touch
. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? when i thought about how pointless my life is
. Whats something about guys/girls you don't get? why guys will do anything and risk everything to get laid
. Are you happy now? yeah i guess, i dunno
. Why? i dont know i have no reason to be
. What's an object you can't live without? computer, dick lol
. Love or lust? love
. Silver or gold? silver
. Diamond or pearl? diamond
. Sunset or sunrise? sunset

. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? ya kinda me and tabatha......YYAAYY that was fun
. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yeah
. Do you have any piercings? yeah lots

67. --- Something... ---
. What song are u listening to right now? nothing right now, but ive been listenin to tatu and evanescence all day
. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 0629
. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? a theme park YYAAYY i dont think he would agree
. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? Joshua Shane Bryant ,.......even thought im not with him now
. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?hands, body, feet
. Favorite sport? wishing i could skj\ateboard ....but i like to skate
. What makes you happy? its hard to be happy now and days
. What's the next CD/s you're gonna get? i dunno...tori amos prolly
. Have u ever won any special awards? kinda....no
. What are your future goals? i dont know, fall in love, get married, all that good stuff
. Worst sickness u ever had? i hate hives
. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? Scary movies
. On the phone or in person? in person
. Hugs or kisses? kisses

. What song seems to reflect you the most? the whole evanescence Album
. If you died tomorrow whom would you leave everything you own? Josh

. Do you have any enemies? yeah lots
. What is your greatest fear? you should already know this........zombies, the undead, living dead, the infected
. Rather be rich or famous? rich
. What time is it in Albania now? uhhh i dunno!! its almost 4:30 here
. Have you met Santa? yeah!!!! loll
. Is Liverpool FC the best soccer team ever? no
. Last time you talked to the person that you "like like"? today
. Whats your email address? babydee56@yahoo.com
. Last time you were depressed? all the time everyday

. Are you an alcoholic? no lol
. Who sent this to you? no one i stole it
. What do you think of this person? the person i stole it from? I DONT KNOW THEM REALLY
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Subject: even more in depth
Time: 10:16 am.
Mood: melancholy.
Music: simple plan-perfect.

ok i (had) a friend named steven once.....why do i say once it makes it sound like a long time ago ...well any ways his name was steven graham (did i spell his last name right?)

well anyways........... i had slept with this boy.....but we were just friends........it had started out boyfriend girlfriend but then i made the decision that we werent just gf/bf material but i still liked to keep him on a leash.........he stated on many occasions that he loved me .............when he said this i would just blush and change the subject.........i didnt realize how jealous i was of him until JESSICA WRIGHT came into the picture........if you do not remeber from my previous entries this is the same slut who took my ex fiancee josh from me .....before he dumped her.................well he took the bus over to her flea infested house and spent the night ......then the next day he had the nerve to take her over to his house and let her spend the night.....shes such a slut........ i asked my self time and time again what she has that i dont.....my mom said all the guys run to her because she "puts out"...............what a whore..............im not on speaking basis with steven at the moment and dont plan to ever be again..........am i in the wrong.? I THINK NOT .........................
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Subject: more CREATIVE info...blub blab blob
Time: 2:00 am.
Mood: accomplished.

i know no one is going to read this but if people are wasting their time trying to get to know me i might as well make it easy......... i was looking through my friend jenna's old blurty journal and decided to steal some of her questioners and shit or whatever...........i might as well warn you now that by the time your done reading this.........your going to be a less exciting and adventureous......... person.......o well shall we move on?


Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: naturally brown....but at the moment....black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: virgo...which i think means virgin mermade or somethin.....too bad im no virgin

? DESCRiBE ...
The shoes you wore today: None
Your hair: Up
Your weakness?: the same as every girls..sex...............
Your fears: DONT LAUGH......this seriously is what im afraid of.........zombies......the living dead.....the infected.......
Your perfect pizza: Lots of cheese
One thing you'd like to achieve: Love, marriage, family, & career blah blah blah on and on

? WHAT iS ...
Your most overused phrase on aim: dude.............
Your thoughts first waking up: Ok I?m going back to sleep now. or YYAAYY COMPUTER TIME
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Hands...DONT ASK ME

? YOU PREFER ...
McDonald's or Burger King: i like micky d's fries
Single or group dates: Group
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: choclate
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
Boxers or briefs: Boxers

? DO YOU ...
Smoke: all the time.
Cuss: to seem cool.
Take a shower everyday: what if i said no??
Have a crush(es):ya lots.
Who are they: oh shut up none of your business...all ill say is josh
Do you think you've been in love: Yes, i know i have
Want to go to college: Nah
Like high school: i quit
Want to get married: Yes
Type w/ your fingers on the right keys:no i type VERY FAST with my two middle fingers....you should see me .......
Believe in yourself: No
Get motion sickness: No
Think you're a health freak: no im a skinny fat person......im skinny but i cant get away with type stuff.
Get along with your parents: it depends
Like thunderstorms: what kind of question is that
Play an instrument: does computer keyboard count?

? iN THE PAST MONTH, DiD/HAVE YOU ...
Drank alcohol: Yes
Smoke(d): yes
Done a drug: No, never
Have Sex: No
Made Out: no
Go on a date: no
Go to the mall?: Yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no never
Eaten sushi: NO EWW
Been on stage: no
Been dumped: yes
Gone skating: No
Made homemade cookies: Yes
Been in love: No
Gone skinny dipping: no that was a while back
Dyed your hair: No
Stolen anything: ya.....here and there

? HAVE YOU EVER ...
Played a game that required taking off and article of clothing:no i just take off my clothes without being asked
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes
Been caught "doing something": yes
Been called a tease: Yes
Gotten beaten up: No
Changed who you were to fit in: No



well its late...or early ...however you wanna put it.....the reason i have this thing is to write what i do in my sorry excuse for a life right? so i might as well waste my time and do it right??

RIGHT

well theres this boy...hes 14 and in 7th grade for the 3rd time .......hes my ex boyfriend.....we broke up a few days ago....it wasnt love...it was hardly like....when i first met him he lied to me and told me he was 15 and that he WAS NOT a virgin.....which i later found out he didnt want me to think he was a total loser if he told me he was a virgin (which is the truth) and his real age.........well he supposbly has been in a lot of trouble with the law and was in a gang when he was 12 or whatever which is hard for me to believe ........... but whatever...... i met him at my school....riley.,......which is a school for kids who have been involved in the law..........before i dropped out me and him hooked up........it lasted like maybe 2 months.......then i kinda dumped him ....told him he was too young ....he said her was supposbly in love with me ...which i dont think he even knows what love is..........I KNOW what love is.......believe me ..........well when we broke up i said i wanted to be friends....but he didnt. because he couldnt look past the fact that we were once togethor and he loved me or something like that......

well now that you know him and our relationship and situation better i can now get on with what i was going to say.......

i was watching tv when i heard a knock at the door (teet teet teet) i open the door and its him standing there with his newly died black hair..and let me stress the point that he lives in another city as me..... i live in savannah and he lives in pooler...... i invited him inside and he said him and his uncle (who he lives with along with his grandmother).... had gotten into a physical fight which he had started he said he had walked for 4 or 5 hours with no destination and ended up here...at my house......... iasked him what his problem was and why he did it....i got no acceptable answer...and finally i called his grandmother and told her where he was at.....she anted to talk to him so i simply gave hin the phone and said "chris talk" he didnt ...he acctually hung up on her....i walked over to the tv....picked up something and threw it across the room and yelled "now shes going to think that was me that hung up on her" he said fine ill call her back.......to make a long story short.......his granny called the cops and the cops called my house wanting to talk to him......the cops said we were keepong hiom here or something... i said he came here on his own free will and its not our responsibility to take him home.....shit i got better things to be doing.....the cop came and picked him up......then like 45 minutes later he calls me so i guess hes ok..... i thought for sure he was going to jail...he just got off probation too.......shit ..........i think hes doing all this because he has no reason to go on or sumthin.........since me and him broke up........

from the last diary i had i now know that there on certain too private things i cant put on this diary just in case my mother reads it or in case the law finds it lol so if i just have to write about some things...sorry only my Blurty..... friends can read it because ill lock the son of a bitch

but i have better things to do now....such as sleep!!!!!! bye my love bunnies
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Tuesday, October 14th, 2003


Subject: more blab....but today blab......getting on task......YYAAA
Time: 7:54 pm.

ok im going to finally geton this daily...what ive been up to...bull shit......this morning a PAROLE OFFICER came to my house....not my parole officer im not on parole.......im on probation by a ms lee.......it was a ms sammons but now its a ms leeeeeee.

anyways......she had a gun which i glared at enviously...................she was there to put my leg moniter on me ....this leg moniter is pretty kool and not bothersome except for the fact that in todays world and the technology we have today i know they could make this ***DAMNED thing smaller than it is..................but whos complaining................if u dont know what a leg moniter is i might as well tell u ................your not supposed to go outside of your house for any reason except for school and church or to go somewhere important with your mom.................and if you do "they" (your probation officer) will know when u left and when u came back.... it dont shock u or anything but it would be so kool if it did.................

you can bathe with it on and stuff but if u go againt the rules that are given to you or if u take it off (the only way to take the damn thing off is to cut the son of a bitch) youll get locked up...and if i get locked up again its going to be 6 months to a fucking year.............................Holla..........my fingers are seriously getting dumb and raw...................*sob*
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Subject: More About me, this was fun.............
Time: 7:29 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music: for the past few days ive been listenin to evanescence.

Full name: Mariah LeighAnn Hamrick
Nick names and/or other names: wow i have many Virginia.......Carrie.......Daria......Billy.......Boo Boo Kitty
Age: 16
Date of birth: Aug 30 1987
Place of birth: Savannah, Georiga
Boyfriend and/or Girlfriend: none ....as in single....
Body Piercings: ..........Yes many
If so, where: getting a little personal arent we?.....nose ring, eyebrow ring.....5 holes in right ear....and 3 in left ear.
Tattoos or body art: Only Old Scar Tattoos...........no tattoos anymore.........
Mothers name: Phyllis C. Hamrick
Fathers name: Charles R. Hamrick
Brothers: none
Sisters: Freda Jean Elizabeth Hamrick

More in-depth Questions......................

do you like to read: Yes
If you werent caught in detetion reading instead of doing work what book would you be caught with: oNE OF tHE hARRY pOTTER bOOKS fROM THE sERIES
What is your all time favirote movie: The breakfast club
What other movies would be part of a collection that you would own and replay until theyre raw: Pretty in pink, sixteen candles, ferris wheelers day off, footloose, the rocky horror picture show, dirty dancing, grease, carrie, the exorcist, the poltergiest.............
What type of music do you like: punk, ska, hard rock, a little of pop or r&b but i can live without it, metal
name some of your favirote artists: evanescence, slipKnot, koRn, Avril, kelly osbourne, good charlotte, kylie monogue, Ozzy osbourne, kittie, tatu, system of a down, lil john and the east side boyz, toby mac, stuff like that
Coca Cola or pepsi: Coca cola all the way baby
Do you smoke: yes newport mediums
Do you drink: yes every now and then and only smirnoff triple black
whats your favirote color: black
Whats your favirote food: i would have to say mac and cheese
are u in love: yes
if so with who: if u know me well enough... u know who..........
what sterio type are you: ................Goth???


i cant think of anymore questions dude.............lol
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Subject: More About me, this was fun.............
Time: 7:29 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music: for the past few days ive been listenin to evanescence.

Full name: Mariah LeighAnn Hamrick
Nick names and/or other names: wow i have many Virginia.......Carrie.......Daria......Billy.......Boo Boo Kitty
Age: 16
Date of birth: Aug 30 1987
Place of birth: Savannah, Georiga
Boyfriend and/or Girlfriend: none ....as in single....
Body Piercings: ..........Yes many
If so, where: getting a little personal arent we?.....nose ring, eyebrow ring.....5 holes in right ear....and 3 in left ear.
Tattoos or body art: Only Old Scar Tattoos...........no tattoos anymore.........
Mothers name: Phyllis C. Hamrick
Fathers name: Charles R. Hamrick
Brothers: none
Sisters: Freda Jean Elizabeth Hamrick

More in-depth Questions......................

do you like to read: Yes
If you werent caught in detetion reading instead of doing work what book would you be caught with: oNE OF tHE hARRY pOTTER bOOKS fROM THE sERIES
What is your all time favirote movie: The breakfast club
What other movies would be part of a collection that you would own and replay until theyre raw: Pretty in pink, sixteen candles, ferris wheelers day off, footloose, the rocky horror picture show, dirty dancing, grease, carrie, the exorcist, the poltergiest.............
What type of music do you like: punk, ska, hard rock, a little of pop or r&b but i can live without it, metal
name some of your favirote artists: evanescence, slipKnot, koRn, Avril, kelly osbourne, good charlotte, kylie monogue, Ozzy osbourne, kittie, tatu, system of a down, lil john and the east side boyz, toby mac, tori amos
Coca Cola or pepsi: Coca cola all the way baby
Do you smoke: yes newport mediums
Do you drink: yes every now and then and only smirnoff triple black
whats your favirote color: black
Whats your favirote food: i would have to say mac and cheese
are u in love: yes
if so with who: if u know me well enough... u know who..........
what sterio type are you: ................Goth???


i cant think of anymore questions dude.............lol
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Subject: blab
Time: 6:51 pm.
Mood: envious.

wow i just now noticed yesterday was the 13th.............that day is a very important day for me ......or was anyway................thats my anniversial day for me and my EX fiancee joshua shane bryant..... we met july 13 2002.............so ya our one year anniversy just passed.....but it only lasted one year and one month before i got dumped............ i dont see where it was my fault but i dont blame him...........im a fucking nut case .....which everyone should know that by now....................we werent allowed to be around each other in the laws eyes..............my mom didnt think he was fit for me so took her problem to the judge and we were court orderd not to have any contact........did we listen? hell no we were in love........... he was my first love.... i lost my virginity to him..........lol march 10 2003 we were caught behind an old wal mart doing the naughty...........but it didnt look that way....no clothes were off and it looked at though i was sitting on his lap...........lol the cops pulled right up behind us................i think someone called them.............i dont know how else the cop would have gotten there.,.......when it was presented in court no word of him being called over there was said...........he said hes caught lots of couples doing the bad thing bak there...........yes we were in a car.....his car.,.........his little cute kia..........(sigh)..........anyways......i know im going to jail..which i do for 3 MONTHS..................i cry .............he cries........he says he loves me and he will wait for me no matter what...................well he does....he kept his word.......he waited ...........i wrote him a lot while in jail...he never wrote back..........but it didnt bother me because i knew he was afraid of going to jail........ i was in juvinelle............he spent like not even a week in the nearest county jail......and he didnt wanna go back...... i wasnt going to let anything get in the way of my love for him..............when i got out of jail................ it still didnt stop me from seeing him.....but er were mega secretive about it...................but finally he couldnt take it anymore and dumped me..................i cryed and begged for him not to do what i knew he had to do....it did no good......but what hurt me and degraded ne was the next day i called him real early and he said he had to go he had a guest over...........which happend to be a girl i was locked up with and i introduced her to him and him to her..............her name was jessica wright ................in my opinion i looked better than her but i guess josh was that desperate............i thought it was gross because the whole time me and her were locked up togethor she was made fun of because she had lice.............they gave her 4 lice treatments before they had to snip off most of her hair...she also had FLEAS thats right fleas....her excuse.......................it was becauese of her dogs at home...........she shit herself YES ONCE AGAIN THATS RIGHT!!! SHIT HERSELF.................then when they forced to her shower she shit herself again in the shower.......... i thought it was a pity and yes i mocked and ridiculed (is that spelt right) her......she was a monsterous inhumane ......thing.............and josh left me ..........FOR HER (her,it whatever)........... i later found out he slept with her one day after dumping me ... i later asked him why he would do such a thing....his response was. i dont know...horny i guess............theyre relationship didnt even last 2 months before he was discusted (spelt right?) by her and left her for a 19 year old with a daughter.....here he is only 17 still living with his parents................ i know care how many horrible embarssing mistakes he makes in his life i will always love him..............i now know a lot about his relationship with Jessica wright...........he did in fact propose to her like he did to me.....bought her a ring that cost more than my engagment ring..and sold it 3 days later.............. i still have my engagment ring he bought me .........its a 3 stone ring... i forgot the name of the stone but its purple.....the "diamonds" are *carved* into 3 hearts and engraved on each side is a simple 'i love you'............. i dont wear it anymore but its in my jewelry box......it means a lot to me....... the last time i talked to josh he said he still loved me a little and if he were still single when he gets off probation that he would love to be with me ........he just doesent want to have to break the law in order to see me ..............the reason i wrote all of this is because its the biggest thing in my life at the moment .....and to let whoever "you" are.. get to know my chaotic life a little better...............
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Monday, October 13th, 2003


Subject: Josh and such Thoughts
Time: 8:27 pm.
Mood: distressed.
Music: Evanesence Album ---ALL.

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again
drowning in you
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i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore
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i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
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my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
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you don't remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do...
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i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
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have you forgotten all i know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then
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i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over
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if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry
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suddenly i know i'm not sleeping
hello i'm still here
all that's left of yesterday
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hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
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holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight









just created a new journal.......thought i would start it off from the heart.........................
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