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(Take A Swing)

[12 Jan 2004|07:59pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Straylight Run- Its For The Best ]

Well lets see its been a long time since i last had a blurty entry so long and fact that this is the first one of the year. So yea ive been to so much lately. Haha i wish i was up to a lot but im not. Seems like this whole vacation has been wasted on doing nothing. I guess ive only gone out once a week if im lucky with the few friends i have left in this world. But at least i have some friends and am making new ones that i never figured i would ever be friends with. So yea when i go out its usually just me tim natalie and giovanna but the other day i went out with stahl and tim to go play pool cause i was very bored even though i still dont like stahl. Other than just doing that ive just stayed home watching movies that i rent every week and teaching myself how to play the guitar. I wish i could have gone to the last A Cutthroat Kiss, Best Interest or go to the ones in the coming future but i dont really wanna bother asking anyone for a ride because i dont wanna have the whole bad feeling of getting forgotten to get picked up and feel like a total fool. It would be nice to go to a show to see the couple friends i used to hang out with and just hang out with them for that day even if i dont feel that i belong anymore. Well i guess im off to go do the other thing i do best. And thats being online and having no one to talk to and/or listening to music.

Till my next entry which probably wont be for a very long time cause nothing is gonna change for this next month that i am still off. Goodbye.

(1 Struck Out | Take A Swing)

[29 Dec 2003|11:52pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | saosin- mookies christmas ]

well lets see what has happen sence that last time i wrote in this thing

christmas was alright, i got a grip of money so that made me very happy. I also finally got the straylight run and saosin songs on a cd when i had my cousin burn it for me.

on friday i went to eat lunch with my mom and brother and seb with his brother and his parents and marie calendars. also on friday i had been looking forward to going to chain reaction that same night to see best interest and a cutthroat kiss but richie forgot to pick me up and that kinda really seems some what fucked on his part to not ever say anything to me. so yea i made the best out of not going by going with tim to natalie abitellos house. im not really sure how to spell her last name but it really doesnt matter. anyways it was me tim natalie and vitos sister. We watched parts of dumb and dumber but then stopped watching that. then we watch animal house we really didnt know what the hell it was about cause we werent really paying attention to the movie probably cause it took forever for natalie to order pizza. after that we watched finding nemo and i just love that movie. and after that me and tim just went home at about 230.

saturday back into to twon so i hung out with him. we went to enriques acevados for a bit and then met up with seb, david brown, keith, sarah, andria, melissa, and stephanie at norms for dinner. after that all us guys went to krystal g's party that she was having it was cool and it was good to have a little beer. the party got ended early cause krystal neighbor had complained about the noise so we just headed home.

sunday into monday it was me sylvan and enrique who went to go see paycheck at the amc 20 and it was a good movie. after that we picked up seb and then picked up mark accosta and went to enriques to have a little bbq. from there we went to play pool and it was really fun cause i only lost once the whole 3 hours we were there. there were also alot of other people from mary star there to many people to mention but there was about a total of about 15 people who go or went to mary star. after that me seb and enrique got some beer that we were gonna drink at enriques in front of his fire pit in his backyard. when the three of us were out there we had some really good conversations. at one point we talked about something that hit me like a tone of bricks and it really got to me. anyways i went to sleep around two in the morning and got up at around six. left his house around 7 30 cause sebs mom picked us up. got home at 8 went back to sleep and slept till 4:20. i was totally shocked at how much time had went by i thought i was like 12:45 at the latest.

Anyways thats about all that i did this weekend. It was fun but not the funnest times i ever had. that still belongs to the other group of people i used to hang out with

(Take A Swing)

[25 Dec 2003|12:11am]
Merry Christmas everyone!!!!!!

(1 Struck Out | Take A Swing)

[18 Dec 2003|12:01am]
ah man The O.C just gets better and better with each passing episode. I know its past up smallville and is now my favorite shows on television. The thing i really like about the O.C is all the shirts that seth wears. I swear i want to know where to by each and every one. Like in one episode he has a shirt with the A, D, and G guitars chords and under them it said "Now Go Start A Band". The episode that aired tonight he was wearing a t-shirt that read "have you huged my t-shirt lately". I seriously need to do an extensive search for some of those t-shirts. anyways thats all ive got to say for now.

Until next time this is michael pardo saying "remember to spade and nuitor your pets"

(Take A Swing)

[17 Dec 2003|08:19pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Brand New-The Quiet Things that no one ever knows(acoustic) ]

well yesterday i took my last final so that was a relief so now im off till february 9th. Yesterday i also heard the acoustic version of the quiet things that no one ever knows by brand new on kroq and i have to say that it is ten times better than the full band version but thats just my opinion. Yesterday i also found out that Phil's band A Cutthroat Kiss is gonna be playing this Saturday in Pamona with Best Interest and some other band so i really wanna see that. I just have to find a ride there. Hopefully someone has enough room so i can go with em. If anyone is going and has room let me know it would be greatly appreciated. I'll even toss in a few bucks for gas.

Today i slept in till like 1:45 in the afternoon and just looked on the internet for some thats that i would like to learn on my guitar. I also got some news that kind of brought my spirits down on Nomar Garciapara. He might get traded to the white sox and then the white sox trade him to the dodgers. It sounds good but it really is cause if we did we would have to get rid of our set up man Guierrmo Mota and some Dodger high ranking dodger prospects in the minor leagues. Im also very axious to see if the whole trade between A-Rod and Manny goes down by the 5 o'clock deadline tomarrow. If it doesnt then i say the dodgers make a quick offer to Vladamir Guerraro before he gets signed by Baltimore.

Anyways i everyone has had a nice day and continues to have a nice day

(Take A Swing)

[15 Dec 2003|10:40pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | dashboard confessional- end of an anchor ]

well lets see here. today i had my first day of finals and i have to say that i think did pretty good. Oh yea a sort of weird thing happened in my human sexuality class today. the teacher brought a part of the paris hilton video cause he had promised us on wednesday that if he could get it he would play a little bit of it. I think its totally stupid not only is paris hilton ugly as hell but the video is also filmed in night vision. Anyways after that i went with time to go to franchesca's to take out some food to take to his house and eat it there. From there he was gonna drop me off at home and then go to the rolling hills country club to play a round of golf. But he asked me if i wanted to be his catty so i was just like sure. So he still have to take me home and get a colared shit so i could even go. While i was at my house tim play with my brothers puppy that he got a week ago for christmas, its a pug in case you were wondering what kind it was. So from there we went to the country club. It was actually pretty fun cause tim was actually hitten the ball pretty damn far and i also got to drive the golf cart for a bit so that was really fun. Anyways me him and another guy he works with by the name of andrew went to coco's and had a bite to eat before we got home. So now that were i am now.

Another thing that i really seemed to think alot about today while waiting for about 2 hours to take my second exam is that i seriously need a girlfriend. Its just kinda weird cause every time i ever talk to a girl for a desent amount of time i feel that i need one cause i always feel so damn good when im talking with em. Im not saying it has to be the person im actually talking to but i guess you know what i mean.

One last thing i have to say is something on my Dodgers. I swear to God if they do not get Nomar from the Red Sox if the Rangers, Red Sox' trade ever happens i will be very very pissed off. And if we leave the team the way it is at this very moment i will get sylvan to start cracking skulls cause hes good at that kind of stuff.

(Take A Swing)

Best Weekend in a long time [14 Dec 2003|12:30am]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | A Cutthroat Kiss ]

Lets see here. Um this weekend so far has actually been pretty fun compared to the weekends in the past two months. The Best Interest, A Cutthroat Kiss show on friday was great. What else can i say but that they gave a superior effort. Sure they may not have played all that well but the environment is just something else. Even if i am in the back selling merch. After the show mr philip himself payed me for selling merch, which was kind of a shock because i was doing it because he a good guy and my friend even if i said things about who my friends are in the past. Anyways after that a bunch of us went down to the denny's in torrance. It was cool cause i met alot of new people which i havent been able to do in a long time. For like the first time i felt like i sorta belong somewhere even if everybody doesnt know me. One person i met was Emi and all i have to say about her is that she is a really cool girl i had met her at the first a cutthroat kiss show but we really never talked. We talked a little bit and said some other stuff about how she looked like she could be a teacher and so on. Anyways she is very friendly, so she kinda makes a person feel good. So then we went to this girl meghans house and sleep over there. I met her to and she was really nice and she has a really nice house and the water beds were just great. There were these water beds and i could have just died on one of em. Anyways some of us tried getting to sleep a little early if you can call somewhere around 4:30 early. So yea it was me and emi, meghan and richie till richie started to kinda complaind that he wanted me and emi out. But i guess he kinda gave up cause he ended up sleeping in the rv with meghan. I swear the water bed had to be the most comfortable thing ive slept on in a very long time. It was pretty cold till emi figured out the water bed had a blanket so that was kinda funnny at how stupid we were all being. So yea i woke up around 7:45 and walked around the house for a little bit and then went into the master bedroom to sleep on some massaging chair. It wasnt very comfortable but i did get a little more sleep till this girl alicia would keep waking me up. Anyway all i have to say about friday night/ saturday morning is that i had fun. I guess i appreciat the time i get to hang out with phil, richie ,augie and viktor cause i dont really get to hang out with them as much as i used to which really sucks from my point of view. I think it had been like two months sense i had really hung out with them in fremont. But i guess i just dont really fit in to be part of the everyday crew anymore. Anyways theres nothing i can really do about it but i still think they are really good friends when you get to hang out with them even if i may be the quiet one and dont really say much.

Saturday was kinda busy cause i had to go to the mall and look for a new hat and my mom was there with my younger cousin so she could by her something for her 12th birthday. I did see this really nice zip up hoodie that i wanted to buy but i figured that its so close to christmas so i might as well ask my mom to get it for me for chirstmas. When we were leaving the mall i came upon these baseball hats and i found one that i liked. IT was a black LA Dodgers hat so im very happy that i have another black hat to match with the rest of my black clothes instead of just my pittsburg pirates one. Anyways later that night reannyn picked me up to go to enrique a's house cause him and seb were there and then from there we were gonna go to vince sorrentinos party. When we got there we didnt really have alot of beer so we had to wait like and hour to finally have enriques cousin to come and bring us some stuff. The thing we did have a lot of were cigarettes and im not into smoking anything so i had to pass. I saw a lot people from high school so that was really cool seeing em again and then i met some people that i didnt even know went to mary star yet they knew me, so that was a bit interesting. Anyways me reannyn and seb left early cause reannyns wasnt really feeling comfortable or something and she also was gonna go hang out with some other friend that i guess had called her.

So now i sit here on this cold december night in this room with about 4 hours of sleep in the past two days and nothing to do and no one online to talk to and i havent even started studing for my finals this monday and tuesday. I guess the only thing i have to look forward to is my new mattress coming tomarrow so i cant wait till i get to sleep on that, but now i dont think it will compair to the water bed but i dunno if anything really can compare.

(Take A Swing)

[10 Dec 2003|12:23am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Hidden In Plain View- Shamans Witches Magic ]

9 years 13 days till the world end (so say the maya and i believe them be afraid be very afraid)
15 days till christmas
3 days till a cutthroat kiss and best interest play at sacred (everybody should go!!!)
10 hours 12 minutes till my last human sexuality class
4 more days of class till winter break
44 days of winter break!!!
44 days of staying home taking care of my brothers new pug that he got today

(Take A Swing)

[06 Dec 2003|11:21pm]
[ mood | About Damn Time ]

28 hours and im done with my test.

I bet some of you are wondering why i was just counting up hours on my last few blurty entries, and even if you werent im gonna tell you why. I decided on giving people who were my friends at test that they didnt have to know about. Anyways the test was to see how long it would be till i got an IM from a friend. Now i did not put on an away messege the whole time i was doing this. I basically started the test on thursday at like 10:00 in the mornin and was on for thirteen hours in which no one said a single word to me. I didnt even have to worry about walking away from the computer or going to school because i knew no one would say anything to me. So Friday i was on for only ten hours and once more none of my friends said a damn thing, except for viktors cousin sarah and her friend sarah who i have never met and either way i do not call them friends. And today on this wonderful saturday the spell was finally broken and it was by someone i would have never expected to break the spell. The person who broke the spell was someone i have only talked to online once and that was to see what was happening with the trip to fremont trip for a cutthroat kiss and best interest. Anyways that person was richie at 8:15pm. I dont know what he wanted cause i wasnt near the computer at the time but i dont really care but all i know is that the spell was broken and im happy about that cause it was making me very depressed to see how long it was dragging on. It also made me come to realize that when i am an old man i will be dead for 3 days before anybody notices.

Anyways it was 28 hours of being online without an IM from a friend through a period of three days, im just so glad its over cause at least now im not counting

(1 Struck Out | Take A Swing)

[06 Dec 2003|07:12pm]
27 hours..........

(Take A Swing)

[05 Dec 2003|11:34pm]
[ mood | What the fuck do you care ]

23 hours and stopping for the night

(Take A Swing)

[05 Dec 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

21 hours and still fucking counting....

(Take A Swing)

[05 Dec 2003|06:36pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

18 hours and still counting......

(Take A Swing)

[05 Dec 2003|02:54pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

14 hours and counting...

(Take A Swing)

[04 Dec 2003|10:37pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

12 hours

(1 Struck Out | Take A Swing)

[27 Nov 2003|02:09pm]
well it only took me about an hour to figure out how to change my fricken shawn green backround but i finally did it, and i dont think it could have turned out any better

(2 Struck Out | Take A Swing)

"In need of some new friends" [26 Nov 2003|01:29pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | mistakes we knew we were making-straylight run ]

Wow today I just kinda realized something when I was talking to Tim. Me and him were talking to each other about getting plain tickets to chicago for an upcoming week to Chicago so he could go visit the school that he is gonna go to up there and talk to the baseball coach so they can get everything settled. And then i came to realize that when Tim goes to college in Chicago either this spring or in the coming fall I wont have a single friend within 2000 miles. Kinda sucks to also realize that the people who you once called your friends are only acquaintances who seemed to forget that you were even there friend to begin with and go on with life not caring anything about you. Thats probably why I got a guitar in the first place so i could have something to do when everything else gets so damn boring in my everyday life. Going to school and going back home and then to have a friday saturday and sunday wasted cause you dont go out anymore. Even if i did drive i dont have any friends to meet so i really dont care about getting my license now. I've also come to realize I need to try and make new friends once Tim leaves even though it wont be easy. But I guess thats the way life is and im gonna have to deal with it.

And i just realized something else just right now, its less than a month till Christmas and it is kinda sadning because that means i have to see my dads family and i dont really relate to them in anyway except for two of my cousins but either way it always equals a bad time with my cousin michelle who is a total pain in the ass.

(2 Struck Out | Take A Swing)

Blink 182- I Miss You [19 Nov 2003|05:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Blink 182- I Miss You ]

I like this songs its got the good ole acoustic guitars in it and its very catchy.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

(Take A Swing)

What a boring day. But thats the story of my life [18 Nov 2003|11:07pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Dashboard Confessional- I Do ]

Ok lets see here. Its been a long time sense i actually updated. Today my history class was canceled so i didnt have an class today so that was good. I ate lunch with my dad, it seems at if that is the only time we kinda get along. And i got my pictures back from costco and they came out pritty desently from the dashboard show i went to. Um oh yea i got Blinks new cd and i finally got boys night out it only took me forever to get it. And then i guess i just watched some one tree hill and that about how my boring life goes now.

(Take A Swing)

Dashboard Confessional's End Of An Anchor [16 Nov 2003|06:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Dashboard Confessional- End Of An Anchor ]

i was away for a while
but I'm hoping that some day you'll forgive me
thou i don't deserve it
I'll cherish it well if you give me one of your new starts
just one more last chance i swear that I'll earn it
if you front me for now
I'm good for it i swear
I'm better now i swear

in earlier days they’d persecute people and carry them off and hobble there legs
for lesser offenses than how i have harmed you
but still you allow me to walk free of pain
though i punish myself i will never settle
the debts I've incurred for scorning the face
of absolute beauty and measureless grace
and though i once mocked you, I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now

so hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
and tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
to the end of an anchor thrown into the sound
and test me to see if i will rise against
the worst that it can get

i wasn't well for a while
i savored the things that i knew
were sure to destroy me
and that seemed to hold me
that seemed to carry me where i couldn't go
on the strength of my own
but i should have known
but that gets me nowhere
I've learned that now i swear

in earlier days they’d persecute people and carry them off and hobble there legs
for lesser offenses than how i have harmed you
but still you allow me to walk free of pain
though i punish myself i will never settle
the debts I've incurred for scorning the face
of absolute beauty and measureless grace
and though i once mocked you, I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now, now, now

so hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
and tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
to the end of an anchor thrown into the sound
and test me to see if i will rise against
the worst that it can get

well i wasn't sure that i could
well i wasn't sure that i could
but that i wasn't sure that i could
but i can

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