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CURRENTS
current clothes : checkered socks black skirt black finch shirt
current hair: brown
current mood : lonely/tired
current music : sloppy meat eaters- love
current taste : lemon jolly rancher
current smell : nail polish
current thing I ought to be doing : Cleaning my room
current desktop: its purple checkers that says "Your wings are blue sensetive emotional you enjoy expressing yourself with art" or something along those lines
current favorite band : ummmm New Found Glory (dave says it should be db28 theyre great too!)
current book : The Outsiders
current cd in cd player : my cd player holds 6 cds.... Sevendust, GoldFinger, Slipknot, Kittie, and some mixes
current worry : I want to talk to my boyfriend I miss him
Current Crush : Brandon
LAST PERSON
you touched : Dave
you talked to : Becky
you hugged : Catie
you instant messaged : Becky
you yelled at : my mom
who broke your heart : ...brandon
FAVORITE
person : brandon
food: Doughnuts
drink : Coca Cola
color : purple
shoes : my converse
candy : Gum
animal : I dont like animals
tv show : Cheers
dance : whatever comes to mind
song : Dont have one right now
fruit : hmmm... i donno
ARE YOU
understanding : i think so
insecure : yea...very
interesting : nope
hungry : nope
friendly : eeee ya
smart : i think so
moody : yeas
childish : sometimes
independent : nope
organized : ya
healthy : sure?
shy : with new people
difficult : mmm
attractive : nope
bored easily : yessssss
Messy : no
Thirsty: yup
responsible : i can be if i want to
obsessive : yesyesyes
sad : yea
trusting : if i want to be sure
ill : nop
original : sure
different : well i dont know.
unique : sure
ignored : yesss
content : kinda
a thinker : depends on my mood
sleepy : noe
lonely : yea... *tear*
WHO DO YOU WANT TO
kill : haha umm i donno right now im not in the killing mood. daves not here hes my killing partner
kiss : brandon
hug : brandon
fix up with someone else : dave and heather
shake : hgahahaha what?
be like : aawww i dono myself (thankx becky)
talk to offline : brandon (damn hes a lot of my answers)
see: BRANDON BRANDON BRANDON
awww I was havin fun :'(
1 year 266 days
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life is changing i cant go on without you rearranging i will be strong ill stand by you you were fighting everyday so hard to hide the pain i know you never said goodbue i had so much left to say one last song give to an angels son as soon as you were gone i have a new life now she lived through you what can i do feel so alone now i pray for you we still ove you i cant belive you gone i cant believe
BRANDON I STILL HAD SO MUCH TO SAY. I see you ahd to get back to your friends. look im starting it again. god damnit!!!
1 year 265 days. "look how far we've come my baby"
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[28 Mar 2003|10:16pm] |
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MonosyllabicGal3 [9:43 PM]: i dind't want you getting upset so i called your b/f i'm sorry if your mad i had to i can't see you getting upset
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:43 PM]: dont' yell at me
InsightfulOne6 [9:44 PM]: did you tell him i dont want you too
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:44 PM]: yea i was like sjhe doesn't even know i'm callign and shes probably gonna yell at me
InsightfulOne6 [9:46 PM]: did you tell him that i thought he was using me ?
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:46 PM]: no
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:47 PM]: i said you were confused and scared
InsightfulOne6 [9:48 PM]: :'( TABITHA
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:48 PM]: i swear i never said you thought i said you were scared and confuse and that people were telling you stuff i toldhim how you thougth it WASNT true because he was swweet
InsightfulOne6 [9:49 PM]: i cant breathe
InsightfulOne6 [9:49 PM]: Audioseether20 [9:48 PM]: whatever i dont want to hear it...i'm leaving i'm tired of all this shit god oh by the way you think i'm using then fine do what you have to do jesus this is gay
InsightfulOne6 [9:49 PM]: i cant breathe
InsightfulOne6 [9:49 PM]: oh my god
InsightfulOne6 [9:51 PM]: tabitha! i just wanted to know why he never hangs out with me i didnt want it ths big
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:52 PM]: don't worry be happy now :-D
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:52 PM]: :-\
InsightfulOne6 [9:52 PM]: was he home alone when you called?
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:52 PM]: well i told you why he probabyl wasn't cuz of what happened not insulting your intelligencee but its sortta obvious
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:53 PM]: Audioseether20: if she dosnt get on in about 68 seconds i'm leaving cuz i have guests
Audioseether20: n/m
MonosyllabicGal3: shes on
MonosyllabicGal3: whose your guest
Audioseether20: pplafter you started talking he said
InsightfulOne6 [9:54 PM]: i hate this
InsightfulOne6 [9:54 PM]: omg
InsightfulOne6 [9:54 PM]: all these people just saw that
MonosyllabicGal3 [9:55 PM]: GOD I'M GONNA BEAT UP DAVID HE GOT THESE IDEAS LURKING
InsightfulOne6 [9:56 PM]: im gonna puke.
InsightfulOne6 [9:58 PM]: i cant believe i fucking believed david
InsightfulOne6 [9:58 PM]: but then heather said it too...
InsightfulOne6 [9:59 PM]: and i believed them over how i knew he wasnt
InsightfulOne6 [9:59 PM]: i mean we went out for a year b4 we didnt ne thing
InsightfulOne6 [10:00 PM]: omg davids tring to get me to show him sympothy
InsightfulOne6 [10:00 PM]: did*
MonosyllabicGal3 [10:00 PM]: why is he trrying to get sympathy
InsightfulOne6 [10:00 PM]: hes telling me how ppl want to kill him and how this week has been hell
MonosyllabicGal3 [10:01 PM]: and don't complain to karen when she has her own problems irght now
MonosyllabicGal3 [10:01 PM]: cani say that to him
InsightfulOne6 [10:01 PM]: i donno
InsightfulOne6 [10:03 PM]: tabitha i had a great boyfriend. he loved me and he could be sweet, hes funny, beautiful, and so much more and im gonna lose him i know it im so scared
InsightfulOne6 [10:03 PM]: i keep starting shit with him
MonosyllabicGal3 [10:04 PM]: NosferatuOrDante: YOU KNOW WHAT IM SURPRISED I HAVENT KILLED MY SELF THIS WEEK
NosferatuOrDante: HONESTLY
InsightfulOne6 [10:07 PM]: everytime i turn over tonight im gonna see his picture and bawl
InsightfulOne6 [10:07 PM]: sorry ill leave you alone
MonosyllabicGal3 [10:08 PM]: it alright i'm just yelling at david
InsightfulOne6 [10:08 PM]: i no and hes tlaking to me about it
NosferatuOrDante [9:53 PM]: i didnt mean for people to instant message me and yell at me
InsightfulOne6 [9:54 PM]: ha had ppl at his house
InsightfulOne6 [9:54 PM]: he*
NosferatuOrDante [9:55 PM]: im sorry
InsightfulOne6 [9:55 PM]: and i just omg i need to talk to him but i cant call him and have him make fun of me! god damnit
NosferatuOrDante [9:55 PM]: i didnt mean for this to happen
NosferatuOrDante [9:55 PM]: im sorry
NosferatuOrDante [9:55 PM]: tabitha is yellling at me
NosferatuOrDante [9:55 PM]: karen i didnt mean for that to start all this
NosferatuOrDante [9:56 PM]: im really sorry
Auto response from InsightfulOne6 [9:56 PM]: tring to catch my breath
NosferatuOrDante [9:58 PM]: so now that everyone wants to kill me and im sure you do
NosferatuOrDante [9:59 PM]: hi
InsightfulOne6 [9:59 PM]: i ii dont want to kill you
NosferatuOrDante [9:59 PM]: well brandon does tabitha does
InsightfulOne6 [9:59 PM]: i just cant breath im gonna through up im shaking like fucking crazy
NosferatuOrDante [9:59 PM]: im sure other people do
NosferatuOrDante [10:00 PM]: this has been my week of total hell
NosferatuOrDante [10:01 PM]: i think im gonna go away and never come back people make my life a fucking living hell
NosferatuOrDante [10:01 PM]: i cant wait to move
NosferatuOrDante [10:02 PM]: i cant wait til your boyfriend comes and beats the shit outta me
NosferatuOrDante [10:02 PM]: i think i iwll find out where he lives and tell him to beat the shit outta me
InsightfulOne6 [10:04 PM]: dave im really sorry about whats been going on with you
NosferatuOrDante [10:04 PM]: i didnt want this to happen
NosferatuOrDante [10:04 PM]: i swear
NosferatuOrDante [10:04 PM]: im so sorry that i did all this
InsightfulOne6 [10:05 PM]: its not all you
NosferatuOrDante [10:05 PM]: i am i dont care if you give me sympathy of not
NosferatuOrDante [10:05 PM]: tabitha is such a bitch
InsightfulOne6 [10:05 PM]: no shes stickin up for me
InsightfulOne6 [10:05 PM]: shes no bitch
NosferatuOrDante [10:06 PM]: shes yelling at me telling me that all i want from people is sympathy
InsightfulOne6 [10:06 PM]: i know
NosferatuOrDante [10:07 PM]: i dont karen i told you my stuff because you arte a friend and i cant keep things to my self with out going insane
InsightfulOne6 [10:08 PM]: i know i like to listen but not right now.
NosferatuOrDante [10:08 PM]: i know
NosferatuOrDante [10:08 PM]: are you reall y mad at me now
InsightfulOne6 [10:08 PM]: no
Audioseether20 [9:44 PM]: hello
Audioseether20 [9:44 PM]: is there a problem
InsightfulOne6 [9:44 PM]: Guess what I heard
Audioseether20 [9:44 PM]: what
InsightfulOne6 [9:44 PM]: I heard that you were using me
Audioseether20 [9:45 PM]: from who...david?
InsightfulOne6 [9:45 PM]: and taht if you really loved me that youd still want to hang out with me even if we cant be alone
InsightfulOne6 [9:45 PM]: a few ppl who shall remain nameless (sry)
Audioseether20 [9:46 PM]: so what you think i'm using you huh? is that what you think for one thing i havnt been hanging out with you cuz i'm kinda nervous after your ma caught us and i didnt think your ma would want you too so sry and fuck all those ppl too
InsightfulOne6 [9:47 PM]: god i knew i shouldnt tell you what people tell me, I just considered if you would then heather was putting words in my mouth you dont even know
Audioseether20 [9:48 PM]: whatever i dont want to hear it...i'm leaving i'm tired of all this shit god oh by the way you think i'm using then fine do what you have to do jesus this is gay
InsightfulOne6 [9:48 PM]: brandon
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Name: Karen
Nicknames: Kare, Kare Bear, Kewii, and many more
Age: 14
D.O.B.: 1.20.
Zodiac: aquaris/capricorn
Location: michigan
Born (where): detriot
Raised (where): s.c.s.
Parents: bitch and bitchyer
Siblings: Terese
Pets: My mom has a fish...
**Favorites**
Color: Purple
Color to wear: blue
Hair color: brown (caramel as tabitha says)
Book: Go Ask Alice
Movie: Dirty Dancing, Pump Up The Volume
Food: Doughnuts
Drink: Coke
Actor: Ashton Kutcher
Actress: --
Store: Party City
Singer: ....michael jackson lmao....uuummm....I dont know
Band: New Found Glory of course
Vehicle: Volkswagen Bettle
Flower: roses
Subject: math..
Teacher: Mr Coffey, or Mr Kensicki
Pizza: the good kind
**Have You Ever**
Killed someone? no
Wanted to kill someone? yes
Wanted to kill yourself? yes
Swallowed a bug? yes
Smoked? no
Did drugs? no
Seriously hit someone? yes
Been threatened? yes
Lied? yes
Skipped school? ni
Been looked at like you were crazy? yes
Why? cause people dont like me
Broken someones heart? no
Had your heart broken? yes
Took someone else's advice? yes
Been on TV? mmmm when my family plays family movies im on tv
Been on the radio? yes
**Friends**
Best: Tabitha
Funniest: Jesse, Marty
Loudest: Me
Craziest: Marty
Needs Most Advice: Carrie (sry sheep)
Gives Best Advice: Tabitha?
Prettiest: BRANDON lol!
Strongest: hhmm I have no idea.
Weakest: LEANN
Quietest: Keith
Most Outgoing: tabitha...marty
Most Hyper: Jesse, Sam
Weirdest: hhmm...
Most childish: Tabitha
Most Honest: no one is honest (carrie??)
Sweetest: carrie
Most Caring: Tabitha
Smartest: Jenni
Do you trust your friends? not ne more
Do they trust you? maybe i dont think so...dave does. :)!
Do you like your name? yeah
What do you wish it was? Georgette
Do you have a BF/GF? ya
Whats his/her name? Brandon
Do you love them? Very Much
How long have u been together? 1 year 265 days
Do you have a song? *tear* no :(
Do you have a crush? yes
Whats his/her name? Brandon
How long have u liked them? couple years
Where did you meet them? school
Do you think that you'll go out? mmmm no hehehehehe
Do you ever want to get married? yeah
At what age? I dont know when im ready
Do you want to have kids? yeah
How many? two?
Boy or Girl? doesnt matter
What will be their names? GEORGETTE lol
At what age will you have them? in my twenties
Do you have a job? nope
Where?---
Do you like it there?---
If not where do you want to work? walmart
**This or That**
Music/TV: music
Guys/Girls: guys
Green/Blue: blue
Pink/Purple:purple
Summer/Winter: summer
Spring/Fall: spring
Night/Day: night
Hangin Out/Chillin: hangin out
Dark/Light: dark
Laundry/Dishes: laundry
Christina/Britney: neither
Bizkit/Korn: korn
Hairspray/Gel: hairspray
What do you think of teenage smoking? whatever floats your boat
What do you think of death? mmmm i donno more spicific.. (cant spell)
What do you think of suicide? attention grabber
What do you think of abortion? ----no thoughts
**Do you**
like sports? yes
play sports? yes
volunteer? no
like little kids? sometimes
like gym? ya
like math?? ya
like science?? no
believe your horoscope? sometimes
believe in God? ya
hate slurpees? no
believe in life after death? ya
think there is life on other planets? ya
think mosquitos annoying? yes
write on bathroom walls???? yes
**If**
you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my butt/stomach
you could change one thing in the world, what would it be? stupid people
you could go back in time, what would you do? take back all the things ive dont to hurt my boyfriend
**Just Whatever**
What confuses you the most in life? -
What do people do that annoys the hell out of you? lie
Do you like creamed corn? no
Who has the nicest body? brandon
Nicest arms? brandon
Nicest stomach? brandon
What do people think about you, but isnt true? i dont know
Are you a vegetarian? no
Could you ever be? no
Whats your favorite meal? doughnuts
Do you find mosquitos as annoying as I do? didnt i answer this already?
Whats the most expensive thing you own? probably my computer
Least expensive? penny
Are you a follower? no
Are you a leader? no
Then what the hell are you??? me
Do you write letters and not give them to people? yes
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I know I just wrote but i need to one last time, Im tired of getting bitched at. They wonder why im stuck in this room. Its all because of them leave me the fuck alone and I'll get along fine. I hate you fuckin bastards you arent parents. Fuckin making fun of your child every second makes a lot of family love doesnt it? Telling your child shes ruining your day is just wonderful. I could say so much more. Your my way out.
Edit: Okay that was really dumb I think I over express the little things.
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FUCK YOU! I fucking am so pissed off. FUCKKK. Thats just great to do. aaaaahhhh! and a fucking half. fuck you. fuck fuck fuck mother mother fuck fuck mother fuck mother fuck. rar. Okay.
Summer lovin. hehe.
>>1. What is your name? Karen
>>2.What does the moon truly taste like? Rocks
>>3.What color shirt do you have on right now? Yellow
>>4.What song are you listening to right now? Janurary
>>5.What are the last four digits of your phone number? 0479
>>6. What was the last thing you ate? brownie
>>7. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? hot pink
>>8.Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon? hmmm hawii?
>>9.What would you react if the person you like rejected you? try not to look disapointed accept their decession and go home and be pissed if i really cared
>>10.How is the weather right now? colddd
>>11.Last person you talked to on the phone? Damn I dont know.
>>12.What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face...eyes or lips
>>13.Do you have a lava lamp? yes
>>14.Do you like the person that send you this? i found it caz im smart
15.How are you today? could be better
>>16.Date of birth? Janurary 20th
>>17.Your favourite drink? coke
>>18.How do you eat an Oreo? open my mouth close my mouth on the oreo and chew
>>19.Favourite sport? Volleyball/Softball
>>20.What's the next CD you're going to get? No idea a cheap one
>>21.Hair colour? brown (caramel as tab says)
>>22.Eye Colour? Blue
>>23.Do you wear contacts? nope
>>24.Favourite month? June/July
>>25.Favourite food? Doughnuts
>>26.Your fave drink? you asked this....coke
>>27.Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate
>>28.Are you shy to ask someone out? maybe
>>29.Do you like scary or happy movies better? happy
>>30.What's the worst sickness u ever had? i dont know namonia?
>>31. What would you wish for? To live in a house with only me and brandon and never have to work
>>32. Who would you want to spend the rest of your life with? Brandon!
>>33.Do you want your friends to write back? ummm if they really want they could post a comment but i dont care.
>>34.Fave music? The good kind.
>>35.Have you ever won any awards? mmmyes
>>36. What are you doing now? typing to heather and dave hoping brandon will come online
>>37.Favourite board game(s)? Mononply, does twister count?
>>38.What is you favourite magazine? mmm one with clothes
>>39.Favourite smell(s)? Brandon
>>40.Favourite sound? Music
>>41.Worst feeling you ever had(sad etc)? Being dumped or thinking about being dumped ***BEING LONELY!***
>>42.What is the first thing you think of when you're awake? Brandon
>>43.Fave colours? Purple
>>44.how many rings before u answer the phone? 2
>>45.Future child's name? Georgette
>>46.Favourite Flower? Rose
>>47.What makes u happy? Brandon
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>>48.Do you like to drive fast? Yes
>>49.do you sleep with a stuffed animal? about 6
>>50.Do you like to dance? when im with my friends just fuckin around
>>51.Who are the true friends you consider? Tabitha, Heather, Carrie, Brandon,
>>52.Hugs or kisses? can't I have both?
>>53.Have you ever been in love? Yes
>>54.Your hOrOscOpe? You think im gonna go all the way to my room and find it?
>>55.You eat the stems of broccoli? i dont eat broccoli
>>56.Do you have patience? nope only on rare occasions
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>>57.Kind of people that you dislike? Stupid people, Liars,
>>58.What type of guy/girl are you interested in? Sexy, Funny, Fun to be with, Loves you back, hmmm i donno like my boyfriend *grins*
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>>59.What would you do to impress a guy/girl that you like? whatever it takes
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>>60.What did you think of this survey? better then most.
1 year 264 days....:)
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This is my....4th Journal. Im tired of my other ones. Hmm I have to try to make this a good start....Damn I can't. I really Miss my boyfriend. *tear* haha I have no idea what to write right now Ill be back later....Like 5 mins hehe.
1 year 264 days
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