Thursday, September 10th, 2009

Time	Event
2:21p	WORK.....PASSION.....LOVE WORK: when i was much younger, i think i did have some thots abt climbing up the corporate ladder and all... but now, i will say "you ppl can climb all you want!... i dun want no part in it... for sure there aint a perfect job... i do enjoy what i m doin now though not all but i think it is good enough.. after 3.5yrs in my company... i kinda figure out that i m quite happy with my pay, my colleagues are generally quite nice and helpful, my working hours are regular... although my chances of promotion seem bleak... i realise i dun really care these days....get average pay and lesser responsibilities is not that bad.... no point trying to fight with the scholars and highflyers... they have a diff path.. there is almost no way we can change that fact... anyway i think they will get more unhappening crap... afterall, there are other more fun and meaningful things i can do with my time... PASSION: there are many things that i enjoy doin... but couldnt pursue bcos i didnt have the money or the time previously... 1 area that i hope to improve and advance in will be dancing... i m definitely not the fastest learner in class (i can swear that i m slow and forgetful) but dancing gives me alot of enjoyment.. i m not sure how long i can sustain this (cos i dun have much of a dancer calibre) but i m trying to see how far i can go.. another thing that i hope to achieve by the end of this yr is to set up a blogshop selling my self designed/made handicraft... have dabbled with selling my crafts on yahoo auctions during my jc days the response was not too bad but unfortunately i din really have time to sustain... now that i have more time.. i hope to push this thing further... my mum is buying a sewing machine for my bday this yr... cos i asked for it... after procrastinating for sooo long it is time i learn how to use the sewing machine proper... else it will be totally inefficient ... the next 1-2mths will be "learning to sew straight line" period... well the last time i touched a sewing machine was during my sec sch days.... a good 12yrs back... :p i have sourced for my sales and marketing manager hahaha aka my sister... need to give that lazy bum sth to do... else she will be very nua... duuky has kindly agreed to be my product photographer in exchange for a cupcake for every photo taken... hah! i have ideas/designs in my head...and some sketches somewhere i jus need to get down to making them come alive! wish me luck! LOVE: i have nothing much to say.... hahah i still think it is a bonus.. and not having doesnt seem to affect me much.. i m used to being independent from a young age.... mayb if i had started bgr during my teens, perhaps i might have a diff perception... but my parents were pretty strict and it may not be a bad thing now that i look back... i guess i m still quite selfish... i only want to share my time when i feel like it... anyway there are many things that which i want to pursue that i need to put all my time in... not everybody's path goes along the study>date>marriage>kids whatever it is i m happy now :D (Comment on this)
10:45p	I CANT STAND THIS DISCRIMINATION!!!! i jus have to air this out again before i go crazy... the way some ppl discriminate others is really ............... *speechless* my SM called me this evening with regards to the filming at macritchie tmr... SM: hey do you know if there are any catchment staff/ guide who will be down tmr? missy dawnut: guide? i can guide them ard the places they need to go... SM: oh no no... the producer needs someone to say "welcome to macritchie" (totally appalled and eyes rolling~~) missy dawnut: huh? there is the boatman... he can do it SM: no no i dun want to use boatman... cannot cannot.. missy dawnut: there is only the boatman ... dun want then there is no one else the way she talked abt the boatman was like as if he could not even managed 3 words... i think some of the none-exec staff can speak better than some of the execs... i was totally DISGUSTED with her tone.. i felt that the boatman was perfect bcos he is gonna drive the crew ard the reservoir, he is in uniform and it is a softer approach .... in any case it would be really ridiculously if we have an engineer or even the CEO present to say "welcome to macritchie"... the best ppl to do it are the ppl on site... anyway if the producer is gonna ask me tmr for someone to say those 3 words i will recommend the boatman... i dun see anything wrong... i jus cant stand ppl who think they are higher and mightier than everyone else... and i think my SM has shown her true dumbness when she made that phone call to me.... to think that she even tried to accede to that producer's request w/o even putting much thot... again ... i m amazed... Current Mood: frustrated (1 Comment | Comment on this)

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