Missy Dawnut's Blurty

THE UNDEFEATABLE DAWNUT?

yes yes thats what my frens tell me that i should remember... i m
DAWNUT! one strong dawnut that will not fall...

but still i need to bitch abt my boss.... i think i haven bitched abt her
for some time... i have been very good... whatever shit she ask me
to do i do... when she snide at me i just keep quiet... i m trying not
to have too much dealings with her... bo chap her as much as
possible... thank goodness i have my senior manager as buffer but
she herself aint having a good time with the boss either. i think she
dislikes our team for whatever reason...

take the event that ended last wk for example... everyone (including
the part-timer) had something to take charge off except me. i was
filed under MICELLANEOUS... even as i was planning and doing
quite abit for the new media part (i.e. facebook, flickr, youtube etc),
she just refuse to put me in charge and rather put a part-timer in
charge ...oh well....

earlier this wk we received an email from my boss that we will all be
getting 1.5days time off for work done during the event. However, my
designer later found out from my other colleagues that my boss sent
a separate email to my colleagues excluding me and my designer to
top up another 0.5 day... i think that is disgusting... i m not gian for
that 0.5day but clearly she is implying that we are not doin much.. i
dun think it is fair esp when she jus refuse to assign more roles to me
and den say that i din do much during the event... *puke*

she split the team up into media team and the corporate team.. my
senior manager, designer and myself are in the corporate team which
i reckon she is not very fond of... although she said the corporate
team will deal with collaterals and stuff... meaning annual report, the
magazine etc... but other than my designer... my senior manager and
i have no part in it... it is always the usual ppl doin and they are from
the media team... i mean den why do you have teams and diff job
scope when the division of work is obviously not clear...

i do enjoy the nature of the work here in general... but whether our
8 character clash or she dislikes me for whatever reason... she is
obviously showing favouratism and not even giving me opportunities
or rather not even AN opportunity...

it jus feels like i have dropped from heaven to hell... in the past when
i was in another dept, the jobscope may not be what i would really
like ... but at least the bosses gave all the so called "young people"
equal opportunities to take on diff projects and shine... sometimes
i do miss the times when i was given total responsibility to manage
and coordinate events etc... perhaps i m more cut out for events..

here, my boss makes me feel unappreciated... creativity being stifled..
redundant... stoopid...

the only saving grace is my senior manager who appreciates wat i do
and shares her experience with me and teaches me how to do things..
she is very experience in this field... as compared to my boss... i dun
mind goin the extra mile for my sm...cos she is a good leader... she
takes responsibility for her own actions and stands up for us at times..

my boss is a selfish twit... she is a made leader and not a born
leader since she came in... i dun expect good performance grading
and wontexpect to smell any promotion comin up anytime soon...i
m actually quite okie with getting my yearly increment and not
getting more responsibilities and rot my time away... take the money
every mth and perhaps start a small online hobby business thingy
which will make me happier...i should get back to it soon and continue
designing and making my own dolls and toys and stuff....

i shall work towards..."MISSY DAWNUT'S PLAYGROUND"..hopefully
i can get sth up by the end of this yr... :)

Current Mood: blah