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    Friday, August 10th, 2007
    12:49 am
    tuesday
    Well I met Amanda finally for the first time on tuesday afternoon. We had arranged to meet after she got off of work, which was at around 2pm. she got to my place at around half past three, and headed toward the beach, first making a stop at Big 5 to buy body boards. When we finally got to the beach in carlsbad, we had a hrd time finding parking, so we parked about a block away and walked.

    She looked very cute in her bikini, and once we had set our stuff down, had a smoke, and headed into the water, we had a blast. I couldnt take my eyes off of her half the time, and the ote half, I was getting my ass kicked by the waves :P Neither of us were very good at first, but we eventually picked up the hang of bodyboarding. Unfortunately neither of us had thought about a rashgaurd, and we both got very bad rashes from the sand and saltwater against out bodies. After we finished up at the beach, we walked back to the car along carlsbad village drive, which was pretty pleasant. We got to the car, then went looking for a gas station in which to change, only to be directed into a carl's jr, where we changed and then split a burrito.

    We headed back to my place, it was maybe 7:30 or 8pm, I gave her the tour of the house and property, introduced her to my grandmother, my dad, and tracy who happened to be there. Tracy introduced herself as my step mom (what the fuck) and tried to kiss me right on the lips (WHAT THE FUCK?!) so after introductions, we came up to my room and looked up movie listings, as we were going to go see the simpsons movie. the next showing was at 10, so we sat in my room and talked, watched tv, went out for smokes until around 9:40, then caught the flick. We missed the very intro, but all in all the movie was pretty funny. After the movie, as we were walking out to the car, she bumps me with her shoulder, and so we go back and forth a couple of times on that, then we sat in her car and smoked cigs and talked, she told me how one of her friends had had his house toilet papered by a kid by the name of Michael Kelso... :)

    It was now about midnight or so, and I didnt quite wanna call it a night yet, so I suggested we go get some coffee somewhere, so we went to Denny's. We ordered two desserts, key lime pie and coconut cream pie, and shared them, while Amanda told me about working at Chili's, her family, and a few other things. While we were talking, we noticed a dude outside the Denny's entertaining one of his friends by doing the robot. He was really good too! So we talked and laughed for a while, then we came back to my place.

    We hung out in my room and talked, listened to music. She invited me to play with her hair, and so she sat down on the floor in front of me, with her back to me, while I ran my hands through her beautiful hair. She told me how good it felt, and so I while quite nervous, tried a few other things, like brushing my fingers along her neck, or blowing on it. I was enjoying it quite a bit, but when sher rested her head back inbetween my thighs, I realized I had to do something before I got a raging boner and she noticed it, so eventually I got her to come outside for a smoke.
    I didnt really want to move too fast with Amanda, as she's so very sweet. She was laying on my bed most of the evening, and I suppose I should have taken that as a cue to join her earlier than I did. She got up to go use the restroom, meanwhile I went to look through a drawer next to my bed, so I was sitting on my bed. When she came back, she sat down next to me, and we had a staring contest. we eventually ended up laying down, her in my arms, while she played with my face and my lips. I fought the urge to kiss her, even though I really wantd to. It was really hard not to, but somehow I managed, and we just laid there until the sun came out at around 6:45am. We bid eachother farewell, and She left, only to get stranded about four miles down the road when her axle broke. She called, I woke up my dad and he and I took hiscar on down and found her, helped her push it out of the road and into a parking lot, where she called a towtruck. I waited there with her until it finally showed up at around 8am, bid her one more goodbye, and she was gone. All in all the best date Ive had in a while, and I can't wait until we can meet again.
    Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
    2:28 pm
    "Your mother was smart." - In reference to the woman that abandoned me fifteen years ago. Dunno why, but things like that still sting to hear. My father shoots up in our garage, my mother runs away, and I'm left with one real mess of a life to clean up. Even a decade and a half later, she won't leave me alone, even though that's what she's best at. My mother, I mean. I'm not sure how these sort of things work... feelings and emotions. I'm not too sure because mine have never really been what you could call 'healthy'... Now I'm not sayingthat I've got it bad, in fact it's quite the opposite - my life, in material terms, is actually pretty good. I have a roof over my head and a fast internet connection, food and clothes, and no rent to pay. I'd say in those regards, im alright. Emotionally, however, I'm somewhat dead. Over years of confusion over myself and my surroundings, being constantly judged and sentanced to new methods of punishment (special schools, day programs, medication regiments) I've learned very well how to mask my emotions, even from myself. Every now and again though, something manages to slip through and throw my whole world out of whack. Today it was a simple statement following a minor argument. "Your mother was smart." Is that what people really think? Am I really so undesirable to be around? I know I shouldn't let things like that get to me, and I usually just shake them off, but I don't know about this one... I'm feeling really strange and I can't seem to just move past it. Lately I've been stewing in my own lack of value, my passive lifestyle and my lack of desire for a future. I really am without any sort of ambition. I have no future to speak of. Parents warn their daughters against boys like me with no future. I'm the type of guy that's not going anywhere, the kind that will never do anything of real value or importance. I guess hearing someone tell me how my mother was wise to run off and leave me, it really drives these things in harder than I was already doing.
    Saturday, January 21st, 2006
    6:53 pm
    Just a few little things...
    It can't be helped, the tear is far down my cheek before I'm even aware of it's presence. Everytime I think back for too long, when I try and remember the things I've forgotten, I just space and drown in a strange mix of excitment and horrible depression for a few minutes. It could be attributed to the fact that I'm about as high as a parade balloon right now. These recent times have been so strange... it's like I've been lost in a haze or something. My memories are jumbled and patchy, I've forgotten so much. I don't know if it's natural to forget such big chunks of one's life, and it freaks me out just a bit. I feel like I've been dying as a person... I don't really seem capable of feeling anything anymore. I'm just numb. I don't care about anything, and when I start to care, something small happens and screws everything up. This is because I'm screwed up myself. I don't know when it started really, so I guess I was always a pretty messed up kid. I always got into trouble and involved in things I ought not have been. I can remember small bits from my childhood, and a lot of the time they are memories of some pretty sad or messed up events. I was always reaching out for attention I suppose, so I would always argue and defy the rules. I never really felt like I had a place among everyone else, and that continues to this day. I've never worked along with the program, I've always had to do things my way, and my way usually proves to be the wrong way. I feel that this is because I was never really able to establish a deep deep trust in any authoritive figures when I was younger, leaving me with a habitual mistrust and anxiety around structured environments. I used to be normal, at one point. I was very social and outgoing, and I craved positive attention almost as much as I craved negitive attention! I had loads of friends, and I was constantly laughing. I knew joy, and I was curious about the world, eager to find my place in it. While on the outside I was a happy kid, my life at home was pretty bad, despite my grandmother's best efforts. My father was a real problem, and I had unfortunately learned a few things from him. I was a little bastard, really. Even though I had a lot of friends, I was also an outcast from some groups, and this was an ever-present problem for my esteem. I was a very energetic child, unable to sit still and study, so I was put on all kinds of medication to correct this. This is one of the longest parts of my life that I'm just now remembering. From a very young age, I was on many many different medications, and likely as a result from all the different drugs, I started developing all sorts of other problems, like irritability and depression, mood swings, loss of appetite and all. I never really gained any weight, hah cause I was on rittalin. The depression that came as a side effect was deepened by the fact that everyone ignored my input on all matters of my life. I was in family therapy for a long portion of my life, in fact it'd been a constant for me up until I graduated from "highschool". Of course therapy was made up of me, my grandmother, and some half-ass therapist listening to us argue back and forth with eachother. Eventually therapy spread into school because my grades were declining sharply, and then everything spiralled downward from there. My life has just been a series of shitty events, and bad mistakes on my part. I haven't really done anything that I can be proud of, and I haven't even really retained anything that I've learned. Even in recet years, since highschool, I've become much less of a person than I was. I had dreams and plans, I was excited by new ideas, and I more or less accepted my place in the world. Since I dropped out of college, I've let a lot of mysef go. My personality is very dull as of late, and I'm not nearly as funny as I once was. my depression continues to grow and envelope me, and I continue to do nothing about it. I'm running out of time and choices. Before long, I'm going to be without a place to stay, and without a way to sustain myself. And knowing how I am, even in most desperate of times, I'll do nothing about it.
    Friday, December 23rd, 2005
    4:33 pm
    I've been watching myself deteriorate steadily. I've let my emotions roam and wither away, I've let my heart's voice go unheard, and I've even pushed out most of my memory. I can't remember very much from before three years ago, and my memories since are jumbled and confusing. I've let my mind go dull, too. Perhaps worst of all, I've forgotten how to be passionate over seemingly anything at all. Truely a shame.
    4:27 pm
    Looks like....
    ... I've remembered my login information for the first time in like five months. Well, I suppose an update of sorts is due, and so now you shall have as much. Work sucks. I'm still doing roofing work with my friend's dad. The pay is shitty and the hours are even worse! I get paid per job, but I'm required to come in every day regardless of if we have work or not. My living situation is still the same, but I'm not sure how much longer I can tolerate it. I'm sure this will be my father's last Christmas, as well. I guess I should throw a little good news in - I quit smoking cigs finally. I was starting to get up to half a pack per chain smoking session - definately started screwing with my body.. heh I was caughing up tar every morning. I'm still as much of a stoner as I ever was, although I don't really think anything's wrong with that. I'm single, I'm pretty much out of work, AND AND AND I'm fucking horny all the time! like ALL the time. It's the herb - I get horny as hell when I get blazed haha. But anyway, now I spend my free time at home playing videogames - but only on my computer... my xbox died a while back. needs a new dvd drive. I was gonna buy an xbox 360, but well you can probably guess how that idea panned out. So it's gaming on my computer, which recently took a fat shit and died. My motherboard went, taking my ram with it, so I blew 950$ to get a new motherboard, ram, videocard, proccesor and even a new case. My shit is FAST now, and I'm using Windows XP professional, whch so far seems pretty nice and very stable. My games of choice - F.E.A.R. , World of Warcraft, and Counterstrike (cant forget a classic)
    Thursday, December 30th, 2004
    6:35 pm
    Plummet

    Twisting in the wind, you've burnt me down. Everything that was me, you've thrown away into the cold. I've nothing left inside of me, nothing left. I'm empty, and all so you could feel better about yourself for a moment. Moments build up. Your words are as waves beating upon a rockface. You'd have shaped me into this this perfect thing that you wanted me to be, if you had only known how. Fall away with me, it'll be the last thing that I can take pleasure in, before this meaningless life of mine does cease. Fall away, I want to watch your face twist in all the fear and uncertainty that you forced upon me. Do me that one favor, you wretched monster. Twist toward me, so that I might bathe in your anguish before I slip out of this life and into oblivion. No, you won't even give me that much, will you? When all is said and done, you've got no regrets about dimming this once bright soul. You've got no regrets. No regrets. How can you sleep? How? How can you, knowing what you've done? You've done more than commit murder, you've deprived the world of a bright mind that could shape it all. I could have shaped the world, moved the stars, and given hope to the hopless, had you only let me take one free breath. No. YOu don't care. your selfish needs come before all else. I may be not be a kind soul now, but you, you're the worst kind of monster. When I'm dead, will you laugh? When I'm laying in shattered in my own past life, it slowly spreading around me, will you realize what you've done? You won't even care. You should be the one dying slowly from the inside. You should be the one with all hopes and aspirations chrushed and blown into the wind. We're falling together, you and I. I'll take you down with me no matter what. We plummet, and we impact. I see my reflection in your lifless eyes... There's a smile on this broken man. Fade to black, and all is done, I've done my work. I will hold your soul... you'll never ruin another if I can help it. We're locked in this together, and it seems that we will dance like this forever. On wings of gold I'll soar, I'll drop you and you'll fall forever. Welcome to my hell.
    Thursday, October 7th, 2004
    6:29 am
    just remembered a period of time in which I line danced regularly. I had completely forgotten about that. I guess I've forgotten a lot of things about myself over the last few years.
    Monday, September 20th, 2004
    3:30 pm
    found this on someone's myspace:


    59 Things Every Girl Should Know

    59 Things Every Girl Should Know!

    1. We don't care if our shoes don't match our belt. So don't bother telling us.

    2. If you wear too much Tiffany's jewelry, we automatically think you're either A) A sorority slut B) A gold digging ho or C) All of the above

    3. The things we tell you when we are drunk do not hold truth in reality... even if they do cause you to sleep with us

    4. If the only time we call you is after 2:00 am, we are not that interested in your amazing personality

    5. Don't EVER EVER EVER talk down on a man's dog

    6. We think your friends are hot... and we think some of them are hotter than you. (Ouch!)

    7. A way to tell with 100
    ccuracy if a guy "likes" you or not is if he wants to cuddle in the morning

    8. If we give you a compliment and you whine about it (Me: "Your hair looks nice today" You: "Oh... I don't really like it) you won't be getting another one anytime soon

    9. If you don't feel like giving it up, we always appreciate the courtesy hand job

    10. If we clean our rooms before you come over, consider us interested. If we clean our whole house before you come over, consider us whipped.

    11. If we take you out to dinner and you don't at least OFFER to pay some of the bill, don't expect to be taken out again (and yes, a true gentlemen won't ever let you pay on the first date, but he appreciates the offer... don't fail this common "gold-digger" test)

    12. Tell us it's HUGE

    13. You are ABSOLUTELY CRAZY to go back with your ex boyfriend after having a great time with us... don't be afraid of letting go, or you might miss out on the one you are REALLY meant to be with

    14. If we aren't in a relationship with you, we will definitely show our friends the nude pics... so don't let us take them in the first place if you're concerned

    15. Take US out to dinner once in awhile. As a general rule, if you pay for every 3rd or 4th meal, you are VERY cool, and will probably get taken out and romanced often

    16. When you're getting your man off, don't stop strokin' until he's COMPLETELY done (but not too hard!)

    17. Even if you don't feel your teeth on it, we do. Be extra careful!

    18. We ALWAYS know when you're interested, even when you're pretending you're not

    19. Being flakey is the easiest way to loose a great guy. Don't do it! (Besides, it's disrespectful and far from classy)

    20. We actually really like taking girls out and treating them like queens... if we feel they deserve and appreciate it... and they make us feel like the king!

    21. We don't want to hear about your ex, other guys you are dating, other guys you are sleeping with, have slept with, or would love to sleep with (ooooo Brad Pitt!). Make us feel like we are the only man in the world (and also the best in bed)

    22. If we take you out to dinner, order some fucking food!

    23. All guys will agree: Completely shaved is by far the sexiest

    24. If you are TOO GOOD at putting on condoms, it makes us nervous (and it makes us want to wear TWO)

    25. Don't flirt with our friends... unless you want the boot. You might think it will make us jealous, but it really makes you look like an immature girl who's still playing her high school games.

    26. It drives us crazy when you kiss us passionately on the neck

    27. Honesty, Trust, Respect and Great Sex are the keys to a successful relationship

    28. We think you are ABSOLUTELY CRAZY to spend over $100 on a purse (and you are)

    29. If you fuck one of our friends after we've dated, consider yourself the scum of the earth (and you are)

    30. Hygiene is VERY important... it doesn't matter how hot or fun she is, if she stinks down there or anywhere else, she's out

    31. I don't care what Cosmo says... Don't EVER try to put your finger up our ass!

    32. We secretly like to read Cosmo to see what you troublemakers are up too... plus the mag is PACKED with hot babes

    33. If you like sports, that's a good thing! If you're TOO into sports... that's a little weird. Same goes for cars, video games, and porn.

    34. If you would have sex with a famous female actress or singer, please tell us!

    35. If you would have sex with a famous male actor or singer, you don't have to tell us. We already know. And we hate them ALL!

    36. Talk dirty to us!

    37. If you set our friends up with your friends, we will be ENCOURAGED to bring you out on guy's nights (and that's a good thing)

    38. Don't ever set one of our friends up with a friend of yours that's hotter than you, cause then we will be jealous (OUCH!)

    39. We like girls that are a challenge, but we know when you're just playing hard to get to fulfill your own ego. Make us work, but don't push it.

    40. We love to watch you pleasure yourself. Please do it often.

    41. We don't really want to know how many guys you've been with. And you don't really want to know how many girls we've been with (TRUST ME). So don't ask. (But if it comes up... don't say more than 4! Lie if you must! Cause we'll do the same ;) )

    42. Showing up at our place with food and/or beer increases your chance of having a successful long term relationship with us by 66Ú
    43. Yes we like girls that can put thier nails to some good use. (arm gently scratched and back)

    44. Any guy that is better looking than us MUST be gay

    45. Although we complain that you take a long time to get ready, we LOVE it when you are looking hot and sexy for us (and sexy perfume is a must... Amarige and anything by Victoria's Secret are the best)

    46. Take US to the toy store (you know which one I'm talking about)

    47. Come to the gym with us! You look sexy when you're working out, and we love when you're in great shape

    48. Get into it and show us you're enjoying it! We HATE silent girls, and we hate feeling like we have to do all the work. Bonus points: Throw US down on the bed and jump on top of us once in awhile

    49. If you go out and party and get drunk more than once (maybe twice) a week, we don't (or at least shouldn't ;) ) consider you relationship material

    50. If we're genuinely interested in you, we don't mind waiting for sex. Actually we prefer it. It tells us that you aren't just sleeping with anybody. How long? At least a month. No longer than 2... maybe 3 if we REALLY think you're a nice girl (any guy that WOULD wait longer than that will stalk you forever after you get tired of him and dump him... so think about that)

    51. EVERY MAN'S fantasy is to be woken up with a BJ. I don't care what those relationship books say... this is how to keep a guy interested

    52. Tell us it's HUGE. Not that its cute.

    53. Insecurities should be kept to a minimum and not exposed to those of
    the cause.

    54. A girl that can just enjoy a stupid movie like Dumb&Dumber is in like a dirty shirt.

    55. No its not attractive in any way to burp, fart or take a dump while we in the same room. Hell not even a subject of conversation.

    56. Never talk about the future

    57. No we dont like girls that put on so much make-up that they look completely different in the morning. In fact, it can scare the shit out of us the first time you stay over and we see the other you in the morning.

    58. A good sense of style is always good.

    59. A dumb question is a dumb question, so dont ask.

    Current Music: The Offspring - Long Way Home
    1:35 pm

    You Are Sam From "Benny & Joon."

    You are very talented at physical comedy. People are in awe of your abilities. However, you have many quirks which can either win people over or completely annoy them. But you're a sweetheart through and through, and it's hard not to love you.

    Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!


    Current Music: Lynard Skynard - Sweet Home Alabama
    Sunday, September 12th, 2004
    4:36 am
    Sometimes you forget that this is a personal journal, don't you? I know I sure do. Well... you are me. you're the thoughts in my head, aren't you? Yes, yes you are. I honestly don't know what I'm doing right now. I was crawling out... I was nearly at the top. As usual though, I managed to fall into another one of those shitty pits of depression that no one ever sees before they've stepped to far to avoid it. I'm going to stop smoking weed soon, I think. I'm not high right now, but well... with me that's a rarity anymore. I'm tired of getting high instead of taking steps to become happy in the real world, and I'm not very good at staying out of trouble, so I'm sure that if I keep up for much longer, legal problems will be mine. I don't have money to pay fines, and I don't feel like doing rehab or community service or whatever punishment pot smokers get. Bleh. I'm so fucking bored of life, but you know that already. I have that whole "everyone is leaving me" thing going on again... that weird little paranoid depressing anxiety about everyone slowly falling out of my life that I get every now and again... it sucks. Another thing.. bleh. My sleep habits have fallen to shit again. the fact that I'm writing this entry right now is proof enough of that.

    I'm lacking ANY sort of direction with my life, which fucking sucks, and to top it all off, I'm a fucking headcase to boot.

    Current Music: Trapt - Headstrong
    Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
    4:40 pm
    ughblehargbehyawnnnnnleeeh. yjos is the sound of ultimate boredom.

    Current Music: Nickelback - Just Four
    4:28 pm
    just had a pretty fucked up dream in which I was hanging with a couple of new friends and we had some adventures... this girl saved mmy ass a few times from various things... we stole a getaway car once, too... and found there was a huge sack of coke in it, which we fought over trying to close and throw away. it ended up getting torn and I somehow managed to take a whole bunch of it. t was odd.. I've never done coke in reallife, so I dunno if what I felt in my dream was accurate or not... my nose and two front teeth kinda went numb and I sorta just fell into a deep state of thought.. but the fact that I used any tore my friendship with this girl and guy apart... and they ended up sleeping together and leaving me behind. I'm kinda in afucked up state of mind so none of this may make any sense... bleh I'm out.

    Current Music: 09 - Metallica - Dyers Eve
    Friday, September 3rd, 2004
    1:23 pm
    I just woke from a series of very fucked up and real dreams. In the first, I did coke that my father gave to me, and then hung out with jose who's grandmother yelled at him for having messy room. He then gave me a ride to school in his black vette. The school I went to was the shitty highschool I went to in my last years of highschool. Jeff was there, as was clem and all of teh students. Steven was there, even. I left and the next thing I knew, I was in the grocery store, "reliving" the night in which I was murdered as a child., driving my mother nearly insane. In one part, I asked another child what year it was, and he told me it was 1987. I started crying, as I realized that in the future, I would shortly lose my mother and shortly after, my brothers. My mother sent me off to find a pumpkin for my one of my brothers, while she got candy for me. I met another child and we went over the entire store's candy selection. i found a pumpkin and rushed back to where my mother was, but I cuaght a man who was robing her off gaurd and he shot me in the face. I watched my tiny lifeless body fall to the ground and I can still hear the horrified screams my mother let out. The young man laughed, and resumed robbing her, when teh store manager came out, gun in hand. He held the robber at bay and had him drop his gun, which my mother then picked up. There was some dialogue that I can't quite recall.. something about seeing someone very soon, because he was going to die. She then shot him in the forehead, and then she shot herself. I woke up shortly after this.

    Current Music: Green Day - Nice Guys Finish Last
    Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
    5:51 pm
    I'm sitting here, reading some things from a long time ago, crying. I was such an idiot. I could have been exactly what she needed me to be, and she was just what I needed, but I didn't realize it for so long... She had so much to give, and I didn't even try. I pretty much handed her to him, too. That lucky bstard got in right when I should have and now he's got her, and she's forgotten all about me. I'm a mess right now. I don't think I told more than one person about her. Not even my best friend for the past ten years knew about her. It wasn't intentional.. I guess I kinda just wated her to myself is all... but yeah.. I let her down.. I even broke her heart, although it wasn't my intention. Even though I was a moron, she was willing to forgive me for my mistakes and love me, but I was too much of a fool to realize what I had. She and I went through so much together... I meant so much to her... but most of the time she wasn't even sure if I cared anymore.. she knew I could always make her feel safe and loved.. but she wasn't sure if I really felt that way... I never really knew that. I guess I would have if I had payed any attention.. and now I have no way of contacting her and telling her how sorry I am.

    Current Music: Bad Religion - Flat Earth Society
    10:20 am
    sometimes I hate waking up. lately I've been having these very odd and great dreams. In some I have superhuman abilities, strength, speed, agility, so on. In one I just woke up from, someone I care for very much told me the reasons she loved me. I sometimes wish I never had to wake up.

    Current Music: Bad Religion - You
    Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
    7:49 pm
    hehe I knew no one read this damn thing anymore :P
    Monday, August 23rd, 2004
    2:21 pm
    I've tried to sleep several times today... I can't. I've been up since four when I woke from that strange dream I had last night. I can't think about anything other than that, by the way. I think I've probably just smoked myself retarded, and that's why everything seems like such a big deal... I watched Old school earlier and then ordered a new chair... I just now watched Freak Friday, because I had heard good things about it. It was pretty good, and I'll probably end up watching it a few more times.


    - High and also out

    Current Music: AFI - Dancing Through Sunday
    3:56 am
    I woke up to realize I was dreaming about her. I can't really recall the dream for the life of me, either. I can't explain this attraction that I have for this old childhood friend of mine... it just doesn't make very much sense to me. I dunno what the right thing to do is, either. I dunno if I should just pretend I don't feel anything for her, or if I should tell her about what I do feel. The part that really bothers me is that I have no way of contacting her, and I have absolutely no idea when I'll see her again. Why in the world is she in my dreams? I know I'm not attracted to her simply because she's beautiful... I'm not that shallow. Maybe this is just another one of my weird little phases, and I'll get over it in another week or so.


    - Out

    Current Music: Bad Religion - To Another Abyss
    Saturday, August 21st, 2004
    2:37 am

    I adopted a cute lil' pirate fetus
    from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

    Current Music: System of a Down - Aerials
    Thursday, August 19th, 2004
    8:28 pm
    I'm watching The Ninth Gate right now. It's on the sci fi channel. I'm amazed that it's on... almost no one I've ever asked has heard of this movie, despite it's being somewhat good. Hell it's one of my favorite Depp films. I was in the middle of watching Half-baked, while baked, coincidentally, but I saw that this was on in the kitchen, so I was quite excited to run up and pause half-baked. Movies rock when you're high.

    Current Music: Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
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