ashley loves a fire inside <3

[9.13.03]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | Bodies + Sex Pistols ]

Damn blurtys being a meanie! i updated 2 times and it never came out.. anywho.. Uhh I cut school and went to savers and taco bell with tino and robert. We dressed up in top hats and trench coats and robert had a cane he looked like a pimp ;) So ernies out of town and me and james just broke up... we go to josh's house and we kiss... apparently josh tino and steven see and josh tells everyone "we hella made-out" and everyone knows including people i dont even know. And tony's mad at me and calling me a slut. Do you think i am!???? Me and jameson still like eachother.. He said he did. And i like him. I'm in-love with him in fact.. I want my community to be cool damn it! HUNTER HOS WORD BIATCH! JOIN NOW MOTHA FUCKA!!!!! haha... yes.. i like using the dots can you tell? ughhh i cant believe josh told i feel like a slut i probably am one.. :x im gonna go now later
-ivy

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[9.7.03]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | about a girl +nirvana ]

I actually liked him, and i feel like shit. Why did this happen to me. I don't think it's fair. What did i do wrong? I wish we were still together, if only he asked me to change a little i would and i wouldnt have broken up with him. But no, he just was saying things so i did it before he could. I don't think he knows how much i like him. I still like him. When i talk to him he acts as if he never liked me, or is mean to me and complaining about me. I hate when he does that. He told me earlier i always have to be right and think i know everything. He must think i'm the biggest cunt in the world. I wish he gave me another chance but it's too late. Am i ungreatful or is he? I hope he doesn't deny that we ever went out. 3 months is not enough. I think that was the longest i've gone out with someone, not only that it was the first time i went out with someone i liked and that liked me. I feel like shit and i am depressed. I have a b.f and it must suck for him because of how i dont feel well. Farewell all.

-ashley

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[9.6.03]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Bad Religion + Godsmack ]

Sorry i haven't updated in a while, i was staying at my grandpas. And my moms back. Well HS is ok. I met some new people. and me and jameson broke up. I'm really sad. My ex- best friend was always flirting with him.. Uhh i saw motorhead a while ago. And i'm going out with ernie now. And i might see chris on Wed. HOORAY!! :) well i guess i'd better go. later.
-ivy

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[8.20.03]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Mortal Kombat ]

Hello. I'm posting to say that i've moved journals. I'm at needlesspanic.com now, my journal is abducted Ty ally. So check it out and if anyones over there add me and i'll add you back. Well bye.
-ivy

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kinky sex makes the world go 'round [8.12.03]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | saturday night holocaust + dead kennedys ]

i've seen potc SIX TIMES NOW! and i went to summer sanitarium an metallica kicked ass! infact they were the only good band there.. and my neck hurts from headbanging. Damn, i want an EA a good name...does anybody have one that i could have? i want one so i can have any kind of layout and i dont have to have any specific one to match the name. But believe me i love this one. I just don't want it to be retarded... so yes... i need a good EA name.. but i dont want some damn free user.... it pisses me off i don't know why. well later.
-ivy

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[7.31.03]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | london dungeon + misfits ]

I think i'm gonna stop with the journals. I'm just gonna say fuck em. I'm leaving all journal sites. I doubt anyone cares. But i'm just posting perhaps i'll keep this journal or give it away i'm not sure though. Well maybe i'll change my mind. laters.
-ivy

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[7.17.03]
Me n Charlies community! JOIN! NOW! hehehe. hunter_hos
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[7.17.03]
hunter_hos
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[7.13.03]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | sugar kane + sonic youth ]

Hey everyone. erm.. Saw pirates of the caribbean with ernie and tino the other day. Jessica flaked out on us and didn't go. That kind of sucked but it's ok. We had fun either way. Ernie got mad and didn't like that monkey... hehe he was like "OMG that fucking monkey!!" Hmmm lots of anger in that... He was wearing his blue jacket and red suspeners and was like "damn i hope i dont get shot by a cholo." heheh it was funny cause he said it all white. And i talked to him and he was like "I can say it how your supposed to but i dont wanna reveal my true mexican self." He likes being irish more than a mexican. heheh. He brought my cd's he made for me. And i finally got another rancid cd to replace the one ally lost. He copied his for me :D Erm.. I saw brian and jameson yesterday. We went to round table and Brian payed for us. YAY! I didn't have to spend my money!! ;D We went into longs and visited billy the polar bear..(hes the bear on the ice bag). Brian doesn't like willow glen. He hates it and thinks its too rich... Theres a sign on an overpass before you go into it that says "smile your in willow glen!" :) how cheery.. hehehe.

Umm i got 3 and a half hours of sleep yesterday.. Thats the first time in a long time that i've been able to take a nap.. The fuckin neighbors have been keeping me up for like the past 3 weeks. I was up at like 8 cleaning yesterday. And i played my guitar yesterday.. its weird i was in a playing mood and my fingers and things weren't all fucked like they have been. And then mom came in my room last night and we were talking. lol She made me a pb sandwhich and got me some milk and made me laugh and then i spat it all over the floor. hahaha she was laughing... I had to wipe it so it wouldn't smell like rancid milk :p I hate that. It happened to me and ally once. When we used to share a room. The neighbor called the ambulance for herself yesterday. Me and mom were sitting there and mom wanted to go see the firemen.. heheh. Bleahhh i couldnt sleep because my legs hurt. I watched sleeping beauty yesterday. She's so pretty. I wish i was as pretty as her. My home-squeeze thinks i am but thats his opinion. :\ eventhough its really thoughtful im not sure about it.. Eleanor was talking to brian somehow and like said that she was niki's best friend and then i asked niki cause i got sad and she said she wasnt so HAH! to you, you stupid whore! Being so sure your her best friend. I finally talked to rachie!! hooray! and i think im going to the beach on monday! :D yay! Ermmm i think i'll go now.. WTF is up with blurty!? is it just my computer or does everyones blurty site look all big!! It's weird and creepy!!! well farewell my fellow readers.. / friends... :D bye!
-ivy

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[7.11.03]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | irish drinking song + DKM ]

OMFG!!! GRR!!! ok.. correct me if i'm wrong but... what are the chances of you having an icon, then someone else having the same one as you!? and YOU MADE IT!? Or do they take it without asking!??? I mean yes I dont use the icon anymore but does anyone remember my old icon that said i had a heart then said davey havok!???? and had the pic of him with the devil lock!??? SOMEONE HAS IT!! and it moves as fast as mine did! look at the user:imscairtofyew does that icon look like my old one or not!?? well comment me or something and tell me whether or not i should be mad because they didnt ask if they could take it!!
-ivy

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[7.11.03]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | pirates life for me + vandals ]

ARRRR!!!! avas! haha! pirate lingo.. I went through this phase while i was at disneyland.. and im going through it again i think... Me and ally went and saw Pirates of the Caribbean!!! <333 sexiness!!! johnny depp and orlando bloom thats like 2 for 1 and it was a great movie! Well I have a fake pirate sword... Ally wants to get one and we're gonna run around the house and sword fight. :D fun! mm... err... oh yea. The movie was awesome and johnny depp made the funniest s and motions. lol. Orlando Bloom did really well too. Ahh and i'm going to see it again today! and then sometime next week for my b.f's birthday!! hooray!!! I'm probably gonna go see it with my dad or my cousins too. I'm sooo lucky! :D i can't contain myself!!

Well its early as fuck and no ones online cept brian who has his away message on :'[ leaving poor ashley here with nothing to do.. The premiere pics of jd were really hot! I took a test online yesterday to see what my pirate name would be my name was: Bloody Anne kidd. Some pirates live for the sea, but i live for the fighting! ARGHHHH!!! :D yea... me jay ernie and i think tino and marissa are going.. I'm not sure about the last two though :\ I hope they can go. Aww poo chris is grounded.. So i dunno if he can go to the show this month... He jynxed it! he totally jynxed it! I'm happy cause i havent seen my friend in a while and i get to see him today!! Me and Charlies community Hunter_hos aint comin along so well.... :[ I need lots of help... So whoever reads this if you could help me or give me advice because i already have things done but i dunno if it looks ok... And if you wanna join your more than welcome too!!! I wonder if i should get a new layout myself or get a friends only... :\ hmmm :ponders: Well my aim name and aol name are on there if anyone could help me or just check out the community and if you have opinions either email me or comment pwease?? :pathetic face: ahem! yes well... Niki is leaving to ohio on saturday.. and when she gets back I get to see her!!! WOOHOO!!! hooray! :D i'm all kinds of happy. lol i was talking to chris yesterday and he was like "im at an average clever right now on the clever meter" lol yes me and my friends are weird... :] its cool though. well...bye bye!
-xoxo ivy

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[7.8.03]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | last kiss + AFI ]

howdy. Ummm i went to marissa's birthday it was fun. We ate pizza then went to the movies..We saw x-men 2 cause i've never seen it.. It was awesome :D Hugh jackmans hot...i realized a lot of those mutants were hot..lol.. Yes. Well marissa's guitar is awesome. She gave me this cool james dean post card. And we looked at eachothers disneyland pictures. I forgot to pick some that i wanted. Me and her were supposed to trade.. We watched kindgergarten cop lol what a great movie.. And we watched Teen witch! old school!!! 80's style! heheh chris came over and he was watching this guy on the movie and was like "uhh dude thats hella stalker status right there!" lol We went to the mall. And that wasnt cool. So we headed over to baskin robins and 7-11. Me and chris were walking in the street and found a brand new pack of smokes on the ground...so we kept em of course! ;] hehe. I went to sf yesterday. I ate mexican food :D it was yummy... And we walked around..it sucked though cause the stores closed early...and it was only about 7:00..guess we shouldt have stopped to eat right away. Oh well then we headed down to the pier. I took some pictures of the sunset by the bridge. And of dad and ally, some of me too. And i got some pictures of alcatraz. It sucks theres something wrong with my camera.. :'[ and its my most favorite thing...One of my favorite things.. I have to wait to by the sid undies cause cheap thrills was closed :[.. I saw this awesome pair of jeans but i was so certain that CT was open so i didnt try them on. And we just left after that....it sucked. Hmmm found out jordan likes me...which is weird...I guess i gotz PIMP STATUS now...since lots of people like me which i find extremely odd.. Me and chris might go to a show on the 26th a global threats gonna be there whiskey rebels the roundabouts and the forgotten..He said he doesn't wanna flake out on this one. Me and him wanna do the piggy back thingy hehehe. Sounds interesting. Well I guess im gonna go now...I haven't really started on the community cause im slow..And not good with that stuff..i guess i'll ask ally. Well buh bye!
-xoxo ivy

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hunter...rawr! [7.4.03]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | jackass + vandals ]

Hey all todays the 4th of july woohoo...im not enthusiastic..My father left to San Diego this morning and came by the house to say Bye. And he gave me and Alpo $10 each..Goes towards me saving to get a guitar amp and getting my lip pierced. Thats a lot of shit I know what your thinking especialy since i dont have a job. Well i'm going to a barbeque later. I hope theres good food. ;D hehe. Umm i went to the store earlier and some guy was staring at my chest...a mexican...Yes no offense to part of me or anyone else. I felt violated. :x Charlie and I decided to start a good community for hunter. There already is one but we wanted to make one ourselves. I dont fee like hunter gets as much attention as he should. Well marissa's party is tomorrow. I think im going and uhh My home-squeeze should be back tomorrow hopefully. Jay says i should find a better reason to break up with him she thinks we should stay together. I was just a confused dumb ass. Its cause hes not evil like me... lol me and chris were talking about going to a show and how i should go on his back when we're in a mosh pit lol it sounds cool. And me and jay were up late talking. Me and chris were talking about tony...lol it was a good chat. I want so much shit right now but i dont have any money :[ it really sucks.. Well i think im gonna go. I need to get started on my community. *charlie and my community. Well later.
-ivy

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li sesso eccentrico [7.3.03]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | fix me + black flag ]

Hmm went out for pizza yesterday...Freds back HOORAY! I got extremely depressed last night and still am. I started crying god knows why. Made a list of 30 things in 3 minutes of things I wanted and will never have. Hmm must have been on my mind or something. Uhh 2 days till marissa's party. I think im gonna walk my ass down to walgreens and get some thread finally. I hate my guitar i hope it dies i want a new one really badly. Hmm not much to talk about when your depressed cept you wish you were dead or if your like me right now and have no clue as to why you are this way. Well farewell.
-ivy

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[7.2.03]
[ mood | pensive ]

Holy shit. i realized why the mexicans were making more niose than usual the otherday.. I was wearing these exact pants...they make my ass look big...i'm paranoid... I dont like this... Well yes i put my dk patch that i made on my sweatshirt and im gonna go tthe mall hopefully soon....alpo aint out of the shower yet. I'm talking to brian and ernie...yes... well later.
-ivy

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[7.2.03]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | Seven nation army + white stripes ]

Hello all. I was up late last night counceling brian. :[ poor him. Then i woke up this morning had breakfast and im online again. My mum gave me and alpo $20 to go hang out somewhere today. Umm we might hit the mall or somethin. I think somethings wrong with my email or blurty. Cause when people comment i dont recieve it until i look at my journal myself. :'[ :sigh: no one comments in my journal anymore. I HAVE INTERESTING THINGS TO SAY TO YA KNOW!??? hehehe it would be nice. well farewell i'll post later. bye
-ivy

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[7.2.03]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | this time imperfect + AFI ]

Updating again for i dont know why...ok woke up this morning couldnt sleep got online. Looked up tabs figured out seven nation army really easy.. umm talked to marissa, ernie, brian, chris, cristina..and charlie...umm Played with my kitty made patches i made a defiance patch a rancid one and a Dead kennedys one that says kinky sex makes the world go 'round at the bottom. its awesome. not having needles is killing me! im all mad cause i wanna sew my patches on. Well the home squeeze is in la...for 3 more days...not cool. it sucks i miss him. well uhh yea the 29th was our one month. I'll try to update tomorrow. Bye.
-ivy

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[7.1.03]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Attitude + misfits ]

hello all. I was up early this morning to due the fact that my kitten was crying outside. I finally got up out of bed and brought him in, he got into a fight and got a cut on his mouth. :[ not cool. Well yes, yesterday i went and i hung out with cristina. We haven't seen eachother in a long time. She liked my haircut and I liked her's she has bi hawks and she has bangs there really cool :D. She thinks I should get a mohawk, but I dunno about all that. She showed me how to spike my hair so I could do liberty spikes sometime. Umm we got tired of walking so we came back to my house and played guitar. And looked around in my room and my closet at my clothes and stuff. Then we walked back to her house and did the same thing. She has the coolest gutiar its a gibson lp!!!! ahhh!! I want a new guitar. I didn't even get to pick mine but when I do i'm gonna get one I like. And a good amp too. She tought me how to do power chords!!! YAY!!!! I learned how to play we are 138 by the lovely and talented misfits :D I think yesterday was a lovely musically educational visit. I heard new music as well. Umm DS-13, Alkaline Trio, and the distillers they were all cool. AWWWW she has the most awesome billy idol shirt!!! he's like in his underwear lol its cool!!! Umm yes. I really need thread badly because I have lots of patches and I want to put them all somewhere I hate it when they just sin in a box.. :( and I have extra material to make patches, grrr I need new clothes I wanna go to savers and go shopping. :'[ no money though. I bought this cool purse its like green yea looks kind of like an army thing...yes well...umm my home-squeeze is away at disney land for lets see.....umm....4 more days? yes I believe thats correct. I wish I had a job cause I want a lot of new things and to get my lip pierced...Sucks for me.. umm my friend had to go to court today i think. Yea thats why im a loner online because me and him are always on. My fuckin neighbor was complaining about me playing the guitar last night. "uhh its 11 and people need to sleep" well I dont complain about them waking me up at 10 O'clock in the morning do I!??! People are trying to sleep then too!!!! yea. I really need needles and thread....this is killing me I want to go do this right now.....grrrr...... I think i'll just go though. Well bye bye
-ivy

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[6.27.03]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | amoeba + adolescents ]

Sorry I havent updated in a while. I haven't done much so I didn't think I had a reason too unless you'd all like me to say I'm cleaning or I slept all day. Well I went to my cousins house. It was pretty fun i watched movies the whole time slept ate played video games. Hmmm I found out that my cousins '64 Impala burned.... I was shocked.... It sucks really bad. Umm yea it's hotter than hell!!!!!!! GRRRR!!!! I'm lucky I haven't gotten heat-stoke yet!!! WOOHOO! plus for me! Yes, Jay finally got back and yea. I haven't gotten the chance to talk to her cause I had to go earlier. I hung out with Jameson and Brian all day which was fun or half the day. I got round table and I drank about 3 bottles of water.... No soda...Boy howdy was that odd. I finally went inside the new longs well it opened in november but never got a chance to go to it... lol Umm I went to the park with the big hills and it was fun. There were lots of lover people there....It looked gross they were doing things in front of there children. Well yes all my friends are back and im back so its fun. Hooray perhaps we could all hang out soon. It seems like a months gone by since school ended but its only been a week and a half. lol strange..cosmic.
Well i'm gonna go hopefully i'll update soon, oh shit! I forgot to mention my pictures of BFD didn't come out I was disappointed!!!! :'[ im gonna go cry now excuse me. Bye!
-ivy

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I got a crick in my neck! too much headbanging! [6.15.03]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | SNL ]

AFI WOOHOO!!!! i feel soo good! lol and today i got chad muskas autograph!!! it was sooo awesome! Ok so last night white stripes were fuckin awesome! Jack played guitar so well and meg did an awesome job with the drums! But davey omfg!!! hes soooo mmmmm he wore a see-through shirt, i cant remember if it was a fishnet one...wait no it wasnt ok. His viynl pants fuckin good he shook his ass!!!WOOHOO!!! jade did something awesome to his hair!!! AND HUNTER SOO FUCKIN PRECIOUS!!!! I LOVE YOU HUNTER! i yelled i love you davey like 3 times im pretty sure he heard me! :x Ally snuck the camera in for me!!! I <3 ally! i took lots of pictures and i have to get them developed, i hope they come out good!! They played totalimmortal, gng, death of seasons, the leaving song pt.2, miseria cantare, days of phoenix, sacrifice theory, and umm ooooh i forget im gonna have to read what i wrote down but i don have it with me! grr!!! lol Beautiful they were though. Magnificent! And someone asked the most worst question i am so fucking pissed! This girl claimed afi was her favorite band and asked my mother "what does afi stand for??" i was sooo fuckin mad! Foo fighters were awesome!!!! i love dave grohl!!!!!! i took pictures of him!!!! ahhh so sexy heheheh he was making fun of evanescence hehahhahahahah it was soo fuckin funny!!! YAY!! they didnt get to play it got me closer to seeing afi! woohoo!! deftones sucked live i dont like them even now im just not recomending them to anyone who likes them. I got a new afi shirt. It says i desintigrate and on the back it says this hate is fuckin real. Its neat-o!!! hopefully i can post pics when i get them!!! well im gonna go now! later everyone i hope you enjoyed it! afi fuckin rox live i suggest everyone check em out!!!! later!
-xoxo ivy

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