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Tuesday, January 1st, 2013
7:31 pm - 12 days of New Years recap
1. Get some audition tapes to $5 wrestling
2 Start learning how to play that dam bass I bought
3 Never put myself down again.
4 Achieve a 180 average in bowling.
5 Get in shape
6 Give up cigars.
7 Purchase no more alcohol till Xmas
8 Give up all soda for 2013
9 Make new friends and cut old ties.
10 Read 10 books in 2013.
11 Don't waste my time on pointless crushes and Unobtainable relationships.
12 Get my Canadian tire card paid off 100%

$5 wrestling isn't Likely going to happen

Pointless crushes is hard I got one on the go
But it's hard to tell when it's pointless

Cutting old ties and making new friends!
I'm going to be very Lonely. To achieve this
Without drinking, I'm going to need to to
Really work on getting in shape to help use my time
I'm off to a good start I already eliminated a lot of
People from my life last night.

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7:27 pm - 12 days of New Years last years recap
Last years resolutions

12 Cure my diabetes- nope still very high all the time

11 accidental exercise nope

10 find out something about myself. Well this one is vague
I did find I'm easily used.

9 stop rewarding myself or comfort myself with food
I don't think I passed that one.

8 get fully tested for STD's. I did I'm free. I will
Do this more often

7 no more using credit cards fail

6 stop having random heart less and meaning less sex.
Failed big time
5. watch a lot more theatre. Failed
4 pay off receipts failed

3 no more fast food. Failed

2 finish off training and nutrition plan.
Failed I don't really thing it was good training
To be honest
1. perfect attendance passed except. 1 late
Because I got t boned.

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1:42 am - 12 days of New Years resolution 1
I really put these resolutions in no particular
Order. This one might be a fat chance but I
Think I'm good enough to go.

12 days of New Years resolution 1

Get some audition tapes to $5 wrestling

This is wrestling that's so bad it's good.
I watched some of it and I am ready to go.
I'm just as good as those guys.

I'll pay to go ill do it for free just get me on a DVD.

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Monday, December 31st, 2012
6:45 pm - 12 days of New Years resolution 2
Yea didn't put a lot of thought in this one
It is a bigger deal then it sounds

12 days of New Years resolution 2

Start learning how to play that dam bass I bought

Here is why it's a big deal.
I bought this for a girl and she killed me.
I haven't been able to even look at it.
I'm in to a better girl now, which may or
May not work out but that doesn't matter.
It's time to give it up and move on.

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Sunday, December 30th, 2012
11:17 pm - 12 days of New Years resolution 3
This just came to me right now and I liked
It but need to jot it down before I foget it

12 days of New Years resolution 3

Never put myself down again. Accept self
Pride in things I accomplish, actually for that
Matter, I need to actually notice things I do
Accomplish. I must get my own approval as
I will not get any from anyone else.

The second part of this is dont even focus on
My failures and short comings. As a matter of fact
Best to not even notice them.

For example,
maybe I worked out regularly and
Didn't lose any weight, so what, I added 25 lbs to my
Shoulder press and kept my bsl below 10

I lost a job, or didn't get a promotion, look
At what I had accomplished there and also
How many people didn't even get in.

So that girl didn't like me, I'll be single for the
Next one, in the mean time I can focus
On me. Ext ext.

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7:34 pm - 12 days of New Years resolution 4
This is going to be a boring one, but one I hope to achieve

12 days of New Years resolution 4

Achieve a 180 average in bowling.

My current average is 123. This won't be
Easy, my best game is 199.
I usually in 3 games will toss on a few
Points shy, then one average then a good one

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12:02 am - 12 days of New Years resolution 5
I do this every year so why break tradition

12 days of New Years resolution 5

Get in shape.

See a pattern here.
I want to focus on flexibility and
Strength training and energy build up.
Not focused on looks. Though heather wants to hang out.

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Saturday, December 29th, 2012
2:24 am - 12 days of New Years resolution 6
I have an easy one here, which is ok.

12 days of New Years resolution 6

Give up cigars.

This is easy, because I'm not addicted.

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Wednesday, December 26th, 2012
9:41 pm - 12 days of New Years resolution 7
This one is similar to the last one. This is both
A health and financial boost.

12 days of New Years resolution 7

Purchase no more alcohol till Xmas holidays
Next year unless... (I may drink that which is already purchased)

1. It is strategic to my career.
This includes work functions or building
Work relationships, or build new business ventures.

2. To save relationships. At weddings or staying in
Touch with friends worth keeping.

3 if it means starting a relationship that I
Absolutely need.

In all scenarios only the bars minimum should
Be purchased and if a non-alcoholic alternatives
Are available.

current mood: restless

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3:49 pm - 12 days of New Years resolution 8
I like to put in a few extremely challenging resolutions that
Are next to impossible to complete. This is one of them


12 days of New Years resolution 8

Give up all soda for 2013

The only exclusion is club soda and preferably
Low sodium. This is also only aloud when going out
Seltzer water is however ok.

Good luck

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Tuesday, December 25th, 2012
3:15 am - 12 days of New Years resolution 9
This may possible be the hardest resolution
This year. It is going to be hard to word as well
I hope I understand it when I reflect years from now

12 days of New Years resolution 9
Make new friends and cut old ties.
Value my time and be choosy on those
People I choose to spend it with.

Ok I'll start with my relationships this past year
I fought for a girl friends that to be honest
I really didn't want. They ended badly.
I did try too hard for a woman I wanted
Who didn't want me. That crushed me so bad
That I still feel the effects. I need to get out
Of this loop or I'm not going anywhere. It's not
That I'm dumb, my impulse overpowers my head.
I knew I was going to get hurt, I knew things
Wouldn't work out. I did it anyways.

As for friends, I noticed I am losing touch
With a lot of them. I came to realize this mostly when
Roger came to visit. It was non-stop complaints
From the beer I served to the menu on the
Restaurant I took him to. He made a huge scene
About prices and menu layout (the prices were reasonable)
He was obnoxious, the owner had to have been offended
After I paid I complimented the food and asked
For a takeout menu. Also the smoking is way too
Much. I hope Becky doesn't leave him for his sake.
Also Mandy seems to be wanting to separate from me
I am hoping to salvage that one, but maybe not
Be as frequent a visitor as before.

I'm not saying give up these friends, but I
Need to find more like minded individuals
To spend time with and move my life
Forward. Make new relationships and valuable
Relationships who appreciate and enjoy
Each others companies and make our lives
Better, while not ignoring the people of
My past completely.

Wrestling friends like Scott and work relations
Are a great start.

I hope this made sense.

current mood: depressed

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Monday, December 24th, 2012
9:38 pm - 12 days of New Years resolution 10
This one is short and simple and sways from the traditional
Categories.

12 days of New Years resolution 10

Read 10 books in 2013.

I was going to make it 5, but lets make it
A challenge. I own a few already, but with
My work and fitness schedule it is a challenge

current mood: happy

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Sunday, December 23rd, 2012
3:47 am - 12 days of New Years resolution #11
This one falls under the relationship category,
however it is different then my usual ones.

12 days of New Year's resolution 11.
Don't waste my time on pointless crushes and
Unobtainable relationships.

No more Tara Incidences. Give up on Alysha.
Follow my head and read signs. No more talking
My way into a relationship. She's not fully into me I'm not going
Force it. This will stop me from being used to and save me a ton of cash.

But it also means drawing a line between friends
And lovers. It's my fault for crossing it alot
It will help to create standards on what a friend is and stick
to those standards without going over to something different

In other words I need self control as well

current mood: accomplished

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Saturday, December 22nd, 2012
2:28 pm - 12 days of New Years resolution #12
This year my resolutions come in no particular order.

12 days of New Years resolution 12
Get my Canadian tire card paid off 100%

Falling under the traditional financial category,
this resolution though maybe a challenge is
Absolutely obtainable. It is a major step in moving my life
Forward as well. Right now it is close to maxed out but I am on a plan.

current mood: content
current music: Gangam style

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Saturday, January 7th, 2012
7:55 pm
New years resolution re-cap.

12 Cure my diabetes
11 accidental exercise
10 find out something about myself
9 stop rewarding myself or comfort myself with food
8 get fully tested for STD's.
7 no more using credit cards
6 stop having random heart less and meaning less sex.
5. watch a lot more theatre.
4 pay off receipts
3 no more fast food.
2 finish off training and nutrition plan.
1. perfect attendance.


Well I am underway here, I did go to the St Thomas clinic and got tested I need to go back early April for a retest. There going to give me the hep B shot too.
I am on new medication but I have seen some normal numbers. Right now my sugar is unpredictable.
I started smoking cigars so I think even though the habit is bad, it is not as bad as a food reward.
I deleted contact information from my fuck friends. I am not talking to every girl at work. I do kinda like the girl I give a ride to work but because I actually like the girl its okay.
I plan on joining the London Arts project and tent to go to Stratford a lot.
I am back in the gym and have a good mind set right now.



last years resolutions.

Resolution #1 Get in shape. failed

Resolution #2 Pay off all the receipts I have in my envelope.
failed

Resolution # 3 Sleep with someone I am beyond attracted too.
passed!!! denial was awesome. shey was hot too

Resolution #4 find a new hobby.
passed I took up diving and love it.

Resolution # 5 Find a job I am happy with.
passed I love my job.

Resolution #6 No more fast food.
failed

resolution #7 Cure LPS (Label Pealing Syndrome)
failed

Resolution # 8 Cure my soda pop addiction.
Passed at the last min

Resolution #9 Slow the drinking down.
Good I say that I did.

Resolution # 10 Spend 2 days in Toronto at Canada's wonderland and enjoy the water park.. passed

Resolution #11 Spend more time with friends I don't see much.
not good enough to pass

Resolution #12 - 3 good months in a row (financial month)
failed.


last years score 6 out of 12. 50%

current mood: okay
current music: rave ups positivly lost me

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Sunday, January 1st, 2012
12:57 am - 12 days of new years resolution 12
Happy New Years it is 2012 now. I am thinking this is going to be an important year for me. I will get to my resolution recap next time I go to Mandy's. As usual I left the hardest one for last.

12 days of new years resolution # 12.

Cure my dieabities.

No more medication! No more high sugar levels. This new active healthy Tyson is going to be permanent
With the help of glen and hard effort it will happen. I am willing to get more training if needed but that's money I can use.

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Saturday, December 31st, 2011
9:54 pm - 12 days of new years resolution #11
Nikles and dimes, its all about nikles and dimes. This theory doesn't just work with money (which I did put to the test)
This resolution is going to start a habbit that will put a physical aspect on this theory.

12 days of new years resolution 11.
Always get accidental exercise when I park.

What that means is when I park always choose a spot that is far away from the door, I will allow an exception to this rule on poor weather days.

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Friday, December 30th, 2011
9:33 pm - 12 days of new years resolution 10
Okay I am currently being distracted by convo I am having with miranda. I love Miranda and I regret leaving her.

anyways miranda moved on got married time for me to get over it and move on to:

12 days of new years resoluton # 10

find out something new about myself.

This just m eans learning a new talent of finding a skill or a trait I never knew I had.
this resolution eaves a big window open I thin my first stratagy to achieve this on is trying a whole bunch of new things.

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Thursday, December 29th, 2011
9:13 pm - 12 days of new years resolution #9
I believe in order to have long term success one must break old habbits that are bad, and create new good habbits.
So I need to find new ways to congradulate myself and new ways to pick myself up from a fall.

12 days of new years resolution #9
Stop rewarding myself with bad food as well stop eating poorly when I'm having a shitty day.

Everytime when I have a crappy day, like maybe something happend at work for example, I will go to fast food. If I am happy ill get candy or go to a resturant. This ends now. I need to find diffrent rewards or excapse. Like buy a video game go to the show or smoke a cigar.

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Wednesday, December 28th, 2011
11:11 pm - 12 days of new years resolution 8
Most of my resolutions off all my resolutions have always been about getting healthy. This resolution is on the same lines but also very diffrent, I want to see how healthy I currently am.

Resolution #8 get fully tested for std's.

I already started this, I was at the clinic today will get resultes in 4 weeks. Have to go back in the end of jan to retest
I also want to do other health tests.

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