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UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so fuckig pissed!! tracy's friends who i THOUGHT were my friends (( ya know they were before me and tracy were dating and now its like i dont matter )), well last night preston invited tracy to go fishing on his boat today, well tracy told him that ryan and me were going if tracy went... preston told me i could go, and only five people can fit on the boat preston josh tracy me and ryan. THATS FIVE and way under 900 pounds. WELL tracy and ryan comeover this morning so we could go... and tracy PROMISED ME thatt he would not let me get fucked over; hmm... everyne shows up at my house and now all of a sudden BIG CHRIS IS GOING???? AND IM NOT? WTF... i love how people like to fuck me over. it pisses me off that tracy let them do that and still went with them. if my friends invited tracy then show up at his house to get me and tell him he can't go .... I WOULDN'T FUCKING GO. b/c i wouldn't let people do that to him. BUT THEY CAN DO THAT TO ME???? what the hell.
i dont think so... obviously these poeple are N O T my friends. and that's fine i dont' need to hang out with coke heads anyway. im fucking better than that and i know it. i knwo that tracy doesnt do the things that they do BECAUSE OF ME. but im fucking sick and tired of feeling uncomfortable hanging out with people who i claim are my friends??? i know i can't change that they do certain things that i don't like. BUT YA KNOW WHAT I CAN STOP FUCKING HANGING OUT WTH THEM. i know it will be hard, b/c tracy and me are like attached at the hip- and he likes hanging out with them, and its pretty much what im used to - and everyone hangs out across the street from my house. but FUCK THIS SHIT, i don't need it. i was way happier the way things used too be. it's weird how it took me so long to figure this out. imiss ann and allison alot!!! and i lve hanging out with olivia and ryan and tracy, and i knwo that alot of the poeple that we hang out with, are cool... but im tired of the dumb shit and im DEFINATLY going to start changing things up. i hope this doesnt hurt mine andtracy's relationship but i have a feeling it might. MY HAPPINESS IS TOO DAMN IMPORTNAT TO WASTE ON PEOPLE WHO DON'T DO SHIT FOR ME!!!!!!!
....im going to talk to liv and see if travis wants to go to the river.
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wow hangovers SUCK ... hopefully i can make it to the beach and i pray tracy's not in trouble.
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| friday once agian |
[25 Jun 2004|11:49am] |
it seems like the summer is going by soo F A S T ; everytime i turn around its the weekend agian. =( im dreading Aug. 2
this week has been pretty fun! lots of family; but they all left today... peace and quite finnally. i got to know my cousin courtney alot better, it was really fun. we went to the beach together; i saw brandi there i miss her, we had a lot of catching up to do. if she ever gets off restriction than we will hang out! .lol.
yesterday , i got woke up by someone banging a spoon and a pot together. talk about RUDE AWAKENING, i was so pissed then i opened my eyes and it was TRACY. i got soo excited, he took the day off work to spend quality time with me. (( which was very sweet ))... we packed a cooler and got ready to go to the beach, but when we got to tracys that plan went downhill =(. So we ended up hanging out at his house. we wacthed tupac resurrection. reauna is so beautiful. everytime i see her i get all smilely. tracy is soo cute with her, babeis make people happy.
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MEGAN HAD HER BABY!!!! i was so excited. i wanted to go see her at the hospital when tracy got off work, but he had better things to do. What a bad uncle! Anyways we are going today. Aunt Dena said we can't show up w/o a present, so i think we are going to go to walmart before.
I called Elite today and the manager (( i think her name was christy ? )) wasn't there. But Krystal said she should call me in a week or two?? what... i don't think so. i'm gonna call back tomorrow when christy is working and ask her if i got the job or not. i don't like waiting. SOOO.... my family has been here for what seems lke forever. i swear, there was so so many ppl at myhouse yesterday for garrett's bday party. it was overwhelming; i kept leaving and going across the street to travis's to hang out with everyone... only that wasn't the smartest thing, b/c of course certian people were doing things that i am VERY AGIANST. But whatever peple are dumb! Sunday wa smine and tracy's 7 MONTHS! crazy huh?! he spent the whole day with me at my house (( we had to do some family shit )), but we got away for a lil' while and went to ryans. Then we went to his house and cooked me dinner (( he makes the best damn steak ever )). It was really sweet, then after samantha and casey left we hung out in his room for some alone time =]... well i must go now, and look for background pictures, ann is going to make me a new kayout b/c shes the shit!!! i love her!
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i missed newlyweds last night =(...
Well i finally saw olivia yesterday! it was fun, but i was bored... and i felt bad when her and ryan left; Because me and tracy were not getting along at all. (((( my interview, by the way went very well hopefully i got the job. i will know in a couple days.)))) TODAY'S THE DAY! megan's being induced today ( im not sure what time i have to call tracy's mom ) but by friday baby Reauna should be here. i'm excited i think me and tracy are going to the hospital tonight. IdK b/c i have therapy tonight... hopefully i can get medicine for my mood swings and A.D.D. Maybe this will make me a happier and nicer person.
As for some drama; My uncle snapped yesterday. He wants to beat thom's ass. so i hope thom and KT don't come over today, b/c shit is about to go down. It sucks, b/c travis was real pissed off at KT and thom and i was trying to stick up for them, b/c i didn't think they would do what travis said. but who else would have done it. w/e that is between them. ALSO tracy is not to happy with josh because he lied to him., and tried to fuck tracy over... so im not too sure what will happen ith that situation.
well i have to do the dishes and call tracy's mom. HAVE A GREAT DAY. i wish i was at the beach!
<<33 Daryl
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my interview is tomorrow. im a lil' nervous, but i really hope i get the job. me with money would be soooo fun! lol KT got me the cutest necklace today i <3 her! i think kelley got jealous... but ANYWAYS. i got a hair cut, REAL CUTE. i love it. tracy and everyone else liked it a lot. i saw ann like 3 times in her car today w/ tony and graham, me and mom honked the horn and waved but she didn't see us.. = (. i was informed by miss annie that we're getting a hOLLISTer that is the shit!!!! i love that store, it was my fav. in OhiO, wow im soo excited. hopefully i'll get the job at elite and have money to spend at hollister, their colonge for guys and girls is SEXIER than curve. no joke. hmm the party at tracy's was pretty fun, i don't feel wierd infront of his parents anymore, i feel like they like me alot now (( that is such a good feeling, when your b/f's parents LIKE YOU )).
other than my interview tomorrow, i have no clue what i'm doing. maybe if i get the job tracy will take me out to eat. that would be sooo sweet! ((( who am i kidding ))) ... i miss olivia this isn't even funny. if we don't get together tomorrow, i don't know what im going to do!!! i have decided i HATE this layouut w/ a passion and i am ineed of a serious blurty make over...
<33 daryl
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[15 Jun 2004|10:50am] |
BILL! (Snake Charmer)
You're Bill! I love you! Anyways, you're skilled in the art of manipulation. You're very strong, talented, powerful, and witty. You don't seem to have any real sense of morality, and you only let your kindness show around a select handful of people (mostly Kiddo and B.B). You do have some regret for the horrible things you've done, but won't let it interefere with your life. You respect your opponents, and you generally believe in fair game.Kill Bill: Which Deadly Viper Assassin Are You? (Vol. II spoilers... results with pics)
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Hey Kids! well once agian i've been slacking. GOOD NEWS. i went and filled out an application at elite friday and yesterday i called them to set up an interview, and i have one wed. at 6:30. hopefully i get the job that would be the shit. Tonight i have to go to a birthday party at tracy's, ms. sandy invited me..so i can't not go. BUT i reallly want to hang out with olivia instead. we havent hung out in like a week... it's fucking weird. i miss her!
This weekend wasn't the same w/o her. Friday thom took me, KT, and kelley out to eat at LA HACIENDA ((( which was awesome! ))). Saterday i went to destin with tracy and his parents. I had soo much fun, i love the beaches in destin... then when we got back into town EVERYONE was gone? so we hung out with zack, and tracy stayed the night. Sunday was realllllyyyy boring. i tired to get up with ann but she wasn't home. So i didn't go to the beach with olivia , b/c i couldn't ditch tracy with his hurt foot and all. BIG MISTAKE. i should have left him , b/c he was sooo grumpy. Boys are not very appreciative! Anyways, we ended up sitting at travis's all day with everyone there. But i didn't have a good time b/c i don't like certian things that ppl were doing. i wish everyone thought the same way i did on that issue. the world would be a better place! Yesterday i hung out with KT B! it was realll fun.
Tracy wants to go to OLLIES tonight, but uhh we have that party; so i don't know how that's going to work. And we have to ride to jackson st, [[[ fun]]] <--- NOT. i saw prostitute's last time ... i never thought i would ever see a hooker, i felt w e i r d.
Megan's being induced on thursday so by friday tracy will be an uncle. i can't wait , we're going to visit her at the hospital...i'm going to buy tracy ear plugs-lol- so the baby won't wake him up during the night.
well im just babbling i have nothing to talk about.
<<<3333 daryl
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What's your first name? Daryl
Middle name? lynn
Nicknames? strawberry and of course BABY GIRL
Zodiac Sign? Taurus
Gender? Female
Birthday and age? may 12 ; sweet 16
Where do you live? here.
Do you have a boy/girlfriend? yes
If so what's her/his name? Madison Tracy Maughon
Have you ever been in love? I'm in love right now
What's your favourite colour? turquiose and Teal
Sibling(s) (names/ages)? chris/14 , josie/7
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty.
Hair Length:umm kinda long i guess...
Light/Tan/Dark: very tan
Small/Medium/Large Eyes: i dunno wut they are but they're PRETTY?
Do you have any piercing, or want any? yes and ehh
Do you have a tattoo or want one? no and maybe
Where do you shop at the most? the mall i suppose
What colour is your hair? brown and blonde ?
What colour are your eyes? brown
How tall are you? 5'3 or 5'4
What kind of music do you like?depends on my mood
Who are your best friends? tracy, olivia and ann and alli...
Who are your friends online? the ppl i talk too
Who could you tell almost anything to? tracy
Do you like to shop? sure do
What sports do you play? nuthin?
What are you most scared of? losing my bestfriend
What is your favorite animal?dolphins
Favorite music video: my band
How many phones do you have in your house? 4
How many TV's do you have in your house? 6
What are your favorite foods? crab legs
Do you look like anyone famous? i forget who everone says
Do you believe in ghosts? Yes.
Do you think Brad Pitt is attractive? he's gorgeuos
Who is the most attractive person you know? Personally? tracy :).. not just sayin it tho
Are you a virgin? no
What are you listening to right now? roses by outkast
Who are you talking to right now? olivia
What time is it? 2:23
What's your favourite candy? skittles(( blue pack))
Whats your favorite saying or quote? ???
Do you have your own phone line? nope
Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? yeah.. duh
Favorite shoes? flip flops
What's your favorite drink? kamakazies
What's your favorite soda? dr. p or sprite
What things do you say a lot? curse words =\ or i love you?
Who is the coolest person in the world? KT Bowls!
Do you think you're weird or funny? both.. duh
What stores do you shop at? u asked this
For Girls: Thong or Bikini? thonq
For Boys: Boxers or Briefs? boxers
Who was the last person you called? OliVIA
Where do you wanna get married? DESTIN or anywhere on the beach
If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? my FAT BODY LOL
Have you ever tried to kill yourself? nope
Do you enjoy filling all this stuff out? Sometimes.
What is your favorite fast food restaurant? mcdonalds
Favorite chips: cooler ranch doritios
Do you have a pool? yes, this is florida
Do you have a spa? no im not rich
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile and lauqh and eyes
What are you addicted to? his kisses
Do you like jewelry? yes
Who do you wish you were? myself but with jessica simpsons body lol
Who has it easier, guys or girls? quys
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? porn ?
What’s your favorite restaurant? LA HACIENDA
Last time you swam in a pool? um last friday w/ liv and bekah
Have you ever been in a school play? yes in elementary school
Type of music you dislike most? country! heavy metal
Are you registered to vote? nope
Do you have cable? no satelites better
Have you ever ridden on a moped? yeah haha tracy's dad called me one once!
Ever prank call anybody? who hasn't
Ever get a parking ticket? Nope
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? both
Can ex’s be friends? i sure hope so
Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? yeah
What was the name of your first pet? apple blossom.. i was like 7?
Favorite thing to do before bedtime? i have to talk to tracy or else i can't sleep
Do you sneak out of the house at night? me and ann got caught , but i have snuck out of allisons
Do you get along with your mom?some days
Would you rather be short or tall? model hieght
Do you like to dance? yes when im intoxicated it's more fun
Would you rather be doing the above than filling out this pointless survey? definatly
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It's wednesday afternoon, and im sitting at the house. NOT how i planned my summer, but oh well. good news... im UN GROUNDED!... sorta. Now mom's being kinda dumb, like not letting me go as many place as i used to. I used to tell my mom where i was going and it would be fine, hmm not anymore. I have to ask now, and than she says NO? I got my hair colored today. I don't really like it at the moment. I think it will look better once i get a hair cut. [[[ Olivia got a haircut , it looks GOOD ]]]. Yesterday mom let me leave the house THANK GOD. Tracy came over (( it was a lil' akward considering recent events )) and then Liv came over... so we all went to Ryan's house and decided to go to[[ Ollie's ]]. 35 CENT wings... which were YuUMMy!!! lemme tell ya, wings are not easy to eat when you have braces. tonight i don't have a clue what im doing, probably hanging out with tracy olivia and ryan agian. this weekend should be fun, saterday i'm going to the beach with tracy for his family reunion =\ and sunday me ann and allison are goin to hang out!!! yay im excited about that.[[[ i hope we get some shrums friday!! ]]] anyways im going to take a nap;
<<333 DARYL
(( It's the hardest thing ever, when the only person to stop your tears is the person who is making you cry. ))
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Well im still grounded. Mom is trying to hold out till thursday, i hope she gives into the begging; or else im going to go INSANE!!! today i went to the library?? with mom. it was pretty gay. other than that i've been cleaning ... in hopes of getting to leave later. Olivia called me today - apparently ryan and tracy have been real STUPID, could have killed themselves or went to jail. I'm a lil' upset about that, if me and olivia did what they did... it would be the end of the world. I saw tracy for like 10 mins. yesterday. shevon was over at travis's too. but why would he want shevon when he can have me. i hope danny isn't mad at me b/c i was talking shit about her infront of him; But that silly ho's always trying to flirt w/ Tracy.
well i heard some very sad news this afternoon ....
Rob Prince passed away. It's crazy he just called my house the other day, and was hanging out with us... It's weird how those things happen.
Ann- i should be ungrounded by the end of the week, so all of us getting together this weekend sounds great! Don't forget to tell allison!
vanja!- i miss you too, thanks for all the updates. call me sometimes. i love you!!!
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IT 'S BEEN A WHILE
over a month scince i wrote in this damn thing.
its weird how much shit happens in that short
amount of time. Im not going to do a recap
b/c it would take tOo L O N G. so pretty
much the only reason im on now is b/c i am
once AGIAN GROUNDED!!!
(( ain't that a bitch )) uh ya- i think so too
mom hasn't told me how long im in for...
but im already going insane. mom THINKS
i was stoned out of my mind friday night.
she wouldn't have to think that if me and liv
would have stayed at Bekahs as planned.
BUT NOPE she was having another chase OBSSESED
night. so me and liv came here. and mom wasn't
too happy about my apperance>>??? i cant
imagine why?? lol. so now im sitting here soo
bored . this can't go one for much longer, i'll
have to kill myself. i HATE being at the house.
soo... as for the good news. TRACY got a job. =]
i think its good for us, not spending every moment
together. we've decided to work on our
relationship. Its great but we've had our better days!
well. this summer has felt like one LONG weekend.
me.tracy.liv.and.ryan are like the 4 musketeers.
i think its really cute how tracy and ryan are best buds
now. (( well i guess they used to be)) me and livy
sorta reunited them -haha- anyways. i haven't
talked to ann and allison lately, they went camping
but now that they are back we need to start over
and hang out more. i miss them. i was a lil'
s h o cked at what ann wrote, but it's erased
and there are no hard feelings. so i love them BOTH.
alrighty im bored of writing... maybe mom will take me
to see the HARRY POTTER movie. haha, im a loser.
i will try to update more. love you all.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly
motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves
attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in
the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift
What does your birth month say about you?
brought to you by Quizilla
well this is definately ME (( mainly the part about not staying at the house ))
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well today was ok, kinda stressfull. tracy got into some trouble, so im just waiting till it's my turn =[. i feelsoo bad, but oh well. i just don't want ms. sandra mad at me =[, we were making some progress now i went and screwed things up. ... hmm kristen coville started a super cool new rumor that made me laugh real hard. she's absolutely ridiculous!!!!! i just love stupid girls! other than that today was a pretty good day! ok well im gonna go ... i love how people comment!!!
<3 you
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o1. What is your full name? Daryl Lynn Freeman
o2. What color underwear are you wearing now? P!nk
o3. What are you listening to now? radio
o4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 58
o5. What was the last thing you ate? grilled cheeeeseee
o6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? turquoise
o7. How is the weather right now? cold and rainy
o8. Last person you talked to on the phone? TRACY
o9. The first thing you notice about the same sex? eyes
1o. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I stole it from Allison
11. Favorite Drink? Dasani water
12. Favorite Alcohol: screw drivers or Smirnoff twisted
13. Favorite sports? basketball
14. Hair Color? brown
15. Eye Color? brown
16. Do you wear contacts? Nope
17. Siblings? yes
18. Favorite Month? May
19. Favorite food? CRAB LEGS
20. Last movie you saw at the theaters? never die alone(( it was horrible))
21. Favorite day of the year? MAY 12
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? that’s the guys job
23. Summer or Winter?SUMMER!!!
24. Hugs or Kisses? Both
25. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla ice cream
26. Living arrangements? my momma
27. What books are you reading? raney? For tracy’s project
28. What is on your mouse pad? not shit
29. Favorite Board Game? sorry or life
30. What did you do last night? hung out with tracy
31. Favorite Smell? curve for men
32. Buttered, plain or salted popcorn? buttered
33. Favorite flower? hot p!nk rose or tiger lilies
34. What is the first thing you think of when you wake? where’s the damn snooze button
35. What is the most difficult thing you've ever done in your life? im not sure
36. Favorite movie line: “hey man you gotta joint”? [[ Dazed and confused]]
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well today was pretty fun i guess, i wanted to go to school....BUT NOOOO tracy was late and we couldn't get in trouble. i was going to check in during 3rd but mr. T wouldn't let me =] - cant say i minded much- Kirk was kinda mad =[ i dont like making kirk mad, he's a scary kid. lol. but i love him. after "School" me and tracy went to the beach.. it was very pretty , but REAL cold. we had fun, we were talking about how when reaunna's born we are going to spend alot of time with her and be better than casey and sam-lol- reaunna has to love US more. haha... we went huntin in the back yard with a paintball gun ((( me tracy and kirk))) it was kinda fun. i finished my collage this morning at tracys... i FINALLY found a damn gluestick. i miss KT i didnt get to see her today. Tracy is real mad b/c david ripped him off, which is reall not cool. YAY tomorrows teusday- hopefully lisa will pull through- i hung out with squirrel today, which i haven't done in awhile it was fun.
saterday the movie that we went to see was absolutely HORRIBLE. i wish i would have known what it was about before we agreed to see it, it was fun though b/c i love liv and lex. sunday preston drove over (( yay for him he got his lic. )) it was fun ! i like his truck.
well my baby is about to call, liv printed out my homework hopefully she wont forget it in the morning!
i <3 NUGS =]
<3 ya
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