DARKwave's Journal

Special Treat
		04:06am 07/01/2004
	Here are the lyrics to one of my fav. song by Korn. This is off their Issues album. Enjoy! Somebody, Someone I can't stand to let you in. I'm just watching you. And I don't know what to do. Feeling like a fool inside. Feeling all the hurt you hide. Thought you were my friend. Seems it never ends. I need somebody someone. Can't somebody help me. All I need is to be. Loved just for me. Giving you this and that. Giving gave nothing back. It's all related to. All the things I do. Feeling like a fool inside. Seeing all the things you tried. I am nothing. I look I sign. I need someone. Inside to help me out. With what I'm trying. I'm crying, I'm frying. In a pile of shit. I'm dying. I'm dying. I'm dying I need somebody (someone). Somebody (somebody). Someone. I need somebody (someone). Somebody (somebody). Someone. Someone.
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like stealing candy from a baby
		04:06am 07/01/2004
	Another fav. song by Korn , again on the Issues cd. Let's Get This Party Started A man is crying, takes me to a certain place. Which I don't often mind. You see a family walking. Always thinking of being somewhere else in time. So I fall face down in a rut. I can't seem to get out of. Please wake me. Please give me some of me back. The feelings I had. Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you. It doesn't matter. Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth. I can't handle. Let's get this party started. I'm sick of being you. You make me feel insane. We don't give to you. Let's get this party started. You make me feel insane. I want to be the one. To make myself sane. Time is ticking, it makes me feel content. With what I have inside. Constant paranoia surrounds me. Everyone I see is out to get me. So I fall face down in a rut. I can't seem to get out of. Please wake me. Please give me some of me back. The feelings I had. Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you. It doesn't matter. Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth. I can't handle. Let's get this party started. I'm sick of being you. You make me feel insane. We don't give to you. Let's get this party started. You make me feel insane. I want to be the one. To make myself sane. You make me feel insane. You make me feel insane. Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you. It doesn't matter. Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth. I can't handle. Let's get this party started. I'm sick of being you. You make me feel insane. We don't give to you. Let's get this party started. You make me feel insane. I want to be the one. To make myself sane.
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going back a stage.

02:54am 07/01/2004

mood:

contemplative

music: Bif Naked - Lucky

I was sitting there, listening to "lucky".. feeling almost nostalgic.. thinking about my past and the more recent events. Then I thought about how I used to write a lot of poetry.. and people seem to enjoy them. Why don't I write anymore? Maybe because from the way I'm living out my life right now.. I haven't been in the motivational, contemplational, poetry-tional state of mind. It's time I get back to my roots and start writing. Here are some of my writings from the past. I hope you all enjoy!

This one is called:
"Theraputic Holler"

Life as a burning tree, how wonderful it must be. Burning inferno disintegrating my blind memory, from a body falling with debris. Sweet sorrow the sounds of the crow, Death is pondering near as blissful tragedy he stole. Why have you forsaken me?! What makes this place so vaguely destructable with psycho-killing pedophiles and a plague of life-shortening diseases. The moment of satisfaction; happiness I milk from my manhood. Solitary confinements is the answer to all your timewasting questions.. fuck you for not taking the time to think! Gore and Carnage of infant skulls being ripped out of blooded genitals. Sadness plays its tune.. O Fortuna heals our wound. The Angel of Darkness is pondering near, as wasteful souls begin to beg and pray in exaggerated fear. Reigning with the Sword of All Source up high, as clouds turn to dust and the pigeons begin to cry. Is there hope left for me to feed on? Is this all that I have left to keep me from mass suicide? I'll be waiting on corners with a 40oz. and a dirty blanket to keep me warm, asking folks for chum change. Oh how I'd hate to be that burning tree, Papa.

This next one I wrote at the time of my life where I was rebellious against my parents. It was a tough period in my young life and I felt so much hate and anger and confusion. Anyway, here's:
"If Only You Knew"

If only you knew what goes on inside my head.
If only you knew that things aren't like it seems.
If only you knew that everything isn't always okay.
If only you knew that I don't have it all together.
If only you knew what kind of everyday shit I have to go through.
If only you knew that I'm different from everybody else.
If only you knew that I don't want to live up towards your standards.
If only you knew that everyday is dark and stormy with thunder & lightning bolts clashing against my skin, ripping me apart.
If only you knew that I fake a smile just to keep you feeling content.
If only you knew how many times I had to struggle to be happy but only to be outcasted and rejected by everyone's pride at the end.
If only you knew that I always feel like I'm the butt of a joke.
If only you knew how many times I've felt angry and depressed.
If only you knew how many times I've felt lonely and sad.
If only you knew that all I needed was someone to talk to.
If only you knew that I'm not always as strong as I appear to be.
If only you knew that all I needed was a hug from you.
If only you knew that everynight, I always cry myself to sleep.
If only you knew that all I wanted was to be cared for.
If only you knew about all the horrible things I've done.
If only you knew how much I loathe and despise my life.
If only you knew how many times I've thought about suicide.
If only you knew how many times I've attempted it. If only you knew how much I want to escape this life of mine.
If only you knew the reasons why I feel this way.
If only you knew how much all of this 'bullshit' is actually true.
If only you knew that deep down inside of me, I really don't love you..

At a time where I wanted to feel spiritual and searching for hope, I felt really more open-minded and tried to view the world through different eyes. In this next piece, I came home from school and I was having a terrible day and I wanted to write a piece that involved all of the 5 things we, as humans, forget to acknowledge these special gifts. Sometimes we even take them for granted. Those 5 things are the 5 senses. See, Hear, Taste, Touch, and Smell.
"The Taste Of Death"

Bright colorful rainbows casting among the clouds, yet it's a dark and stormy day. I can hear little children, laughing and playing in the golden sand.. so innocent yet so strange. Sizzling and flaming barbeque, the scent of a summer afternoon.. yet I cannot smell. The air so warm and skin-soft, yet I dare not touch. Burning flesh and torn memories are all I can taste.

All confused and feeling lonely, I turn away from the window as I'm wiping away tears of sadness. "Is this a dream, to which my soul have fallen into another realm? Why can't I taste the fruit of happiness.. yet I can chew and swallow down the rotting seed of agony? This cannot be!", I thought to myself. Hours are flying by, as I'm being tightly choked by this self-holocaustic depression. A sudden flash of pure white and golden chimes jingle.. is this my ultimate ending?

Last but certainly not least, this final piece seemed to be everyone's favorite. It's my favorite as well. My inspiration? I'm a complete P.C junkie and an Internet addict. Even when I'm not doing anything, I'll just sit and stare at the computer screen.. on my AOL.. and it would make me feel happy. Though most of the time, I felt really dull but I love being online. Of course, now I'm starting to go easy on it. But yeah.. and most of you know how annoying and fucked up dial-up can be. So anyway, I was online and my little brother(who was 13 at the time) deliberately knocked me offline by picking up the phone and pressing numbers like crazy. I was filled with so much anger.. so I had to write it down. And out came this piece like freshly baked apple pie! It's raw and happy at first, then it gets HOT, then it cools down and is easily digestable. So ladies and gents, I give you:
"Beauty Once No More"

I was sitting here in a puddle of joy, trying to make new changes onto myself. With jingled music flaring inside my head, it was like I was in pure ecstacy. The warm fragrant smell of my Lilac votive, lighting the darkness away. "This is going to be a beautiful Saturday", I thought to myself, so satisfied.. so vulnerable.. so nieve. The birds achirping at my window but in reality there are no windows nearby or any birds out. All happenings were good until....an abrupt sound of clashing hunger and thirst hit the pit of my stomach. My little sibling causing rage and anger to form inside of me.. disconnected from the diabolical machine. Screams of anger and discomfortment forced out of my lungs. The roof shook and skin ripped. My own little happy world, annihilated by a storm of demons. Lilac votive wax crumbling down.. it soon went out.

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educate the mind

09:44am 04/01/2004

mood:

peaceful

FREE YOURSELF!

Title/Description

Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh. Erotic nightmares beyond any measure. And sensual daydreams to treasure forever.

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Clings like Cotton

04:46am 04/01/2004

mood:

loved

music: Daffy Duck's voice on TV

You Are The Clingy Gay Man

What Type Of Gay Man Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

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the Beauty of Black

09:45am 03/01/2004

mood:

restless

music: Louie DeVito - Take Your Shirts Off

You are a black cat, stubborn yet friendly, you
stick to your values and preferences, and no
one can convince you otherwise! You are the
legendary cat of mystery.

What color of cat are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

.. I speak no longer! Just precious! I've always wanted a black cat.

This song is pretty sassy! LOL here's what it says on the breakdown:

"Trancey boys.. take your shirts off now! Take your shirts off.. yeah show me what you've got. All of you.. yeah! grab me, grab my ass! Yes who wants me? Come to me! Fuck me on the stage, yeah that's what they want to see! Take your shirts off now! I want to see MEAT! Ooh yes, they're all sweaty. And they're all smooth cos they're all shaved! I love this. Take your shirts off, but not everybody.. some people shouldn't take their shirts off, that's what I think.."

LOL I'm laughing hysterically.

TAKE YOUR SHIRTS OFF NOW!

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blank mind, my heads full of roaches

12:22pm 02/01/2004

mood:

blank

i have no desire to update this piece of shit. so why am i here? typing. fucking cussing my little shit fucking mouth off? this is all but a piece of horse shit and irony served with pink icing that you get on a chocolate cupcake. would you like a cup of hot camomile tea, ma'dame? so you may flush down the rotted clump of semen you had stored in your throat for 5years. man, this world of mine.. this [dirty] world of mine..

yeah, its almost 12:30pm and I haven't gone to bed since uhhhhhhhhh since I fucking woke up yesterday.. or was it dayyester? Hmm.. let's ponder, shall we?

Ah, yes... why do people do and say that? With the whole hand gesture thing? Are they having a total fucking mind orgazmik time?! Shit.. it sounds like they're busting a load.. in the not-so-excitable-way. What a damn bore.

My back is sore and my eyes are glued to this computer screen. JACKPOT WAS A BLAST! DANCED NONSTOP! This hot guy came dancing with me... he was abit flirtacious.. then within a minute he leaned over to my ear and asked either "got any E?" or "want any E?" whichever he said.. I had to decline.. plus his breath was abit funky. But anyway, I hate druggies.. they waste my time. I had wintergreen breath mints on me.. if he asked "got any E?" I should've said "yeaH!" and pulled out my stash of mints cos Oh Golly he needed one!

Had fun.. got lost and lonely.. danced til both thighs were ready to collapse. WooO and shit I do feel that burn, man! Gimme some bengay and treat me to a long, soothing massage man! Be a pal!

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THe pain I feel Inside

07:10am 30/12/2003

mood:

drained

music: Zero 7 - Destiny

I can't believe I'm still up. I hope to wake up by 1pm later so I can go out and shop for new clothes. Why? Because Chris made plans for us to go to club Shampoo again this Wednesday, New Year's Eve! It's a special night event, "JACKPOT".. Steven and Frank from Real World Las Vegas will be hosting there! Woo. Can't wait!

So yeah, I wanted to go shop around the city for some clothes for this event. I plan to shop around South st.. and some other areas. I think I'm gonna go to bed now. Just remind me to set my alarm clock folks!

ciao !

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Haha I'm (un)Cool.
		05:01am 26/12/2003
	You are Wintergreen. You are cool and collected. You are very comfortable with yourself and what you do. Even if you have a lot of responsiblities, you always manage to be in control. You are sometimes laid-back and you are always the voice of reason. However, others may see you as lazy or detached sometimes, unable to act responsibly. Most Compatible With: Lime Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
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Special Note!

05:21pm 25/12/2003

mood:

cheerful

music: Coheed and Cambria - Delirium Trigger

JaDedJinX182: lets spell Merry Xmas! i type a letter and you follow
thespazlaw: lol
JaDedJinX182: ready?
thespazlaw: ur supposed to watch elvira
thespazlaw: yeah
thespazlaw: i ready
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Okay.. we'll make this short n sweet. Me and Dyarivon would like to wish everyone a..
=====================================================
JaDedJinX182: M
thespazlaw: E
JaDedJinX182: R
thespazlaw: R
JaDedJinX182: Y

thespazlaw: C
JaDedJinX182: H
thespazlaw: R
JaDedJinX182: I
thespazlaw: S
JaDedJinX182: T
thespazlaw: M
JaDedJinX182: A
thespazlaw: S
JaDedJinX182: !
thespazlaw: Wooo
JaDedJinX182: lol WOoO!
thespazlaw: lol

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.. like the desserts miss the rain..

03:13am 25/12/2003

mood:

nostalgic

music: Amber - Sexual

Merry Yule to everyone!

It's 3:15 and I'm not in bed yet. Why? I don't know.. but I'm up downloading old tunes from the 90s like Missing by Everything But The Girl , Set You Free by Planet Soul, and Sexual by Amber.. along with some other songs. Freestyle most likely. That was the jawn from before man! Don't know what happened to that genre.. maybe it's still out but I haven't heard anything 'freestyle' lately.. if yous don't know what freestyle is.. check out artists such as Rockell, Collage, Stevie B.. just to name a few. Good stuff!

I remember as a kid, I used to listen to this kind of music. Well that's I used to be around my cousins who used to listen to this kind of music. Like I remember hearing alot of Collage and Rockell and other shit. Now everyone's big on rap.. unfortunately for them but maybe fortunate for me I'm not into rap and hip hop. Well I can tolerate maybe 1 or 2 songs.

BYE!

SEASONS GREETINGS!

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Let's do the Cha Cha!

08:10pm 23/12/2003

mood:

nerdy

music: Bjork - Pagan Poetry

~~QUICK FLASHBACK~~
PS: U seen the ghost in london caught on camera? My mom did, and i only saw headlines about it. creepy isn't it? Lol i was telling darlene about it, and my mom busted in like "yeah it walk fast" lol. like i saw it lol. darlene thought i was lying but when my mom said that, she was like "what??? forreal?" lol.
Then we screamed in the hallway and i pushed her lol. Weird us. really weird.

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the s paz law: daniel if u astral, then come meet me
the s paz law: my astral self can run out and meet u
the s paz law: then we can do the astral dance
the s paz law: lol
the s paz law: or we can just riverdance
JaDedJinX182: lol
the s paz law: that's silly isn't it
the s paz law: darlene was talking to billy
JaDedJinX182: lol then someone gonna video tape our astrals riverdancing and going "I CAUGHT GHOSTS DANCING IN PHILLY!" then it'll be all over the news
the s paz law: LOLLL
the s paz law: then my mom goes "they dance fast"
the s paz law: lol
JaDedJinX182: Hahaha

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convo about my fav. female chefs

07:49pm 23/12/2003

mood:

listless

music: Milk Inc. - Livin' A Lie

JaDedJinX182: Padma Lakshmi

the s paz law: OH ?
the s paz law: if i was chris oprysk walking by, i'd look twice
JaDedJinX182: she's all a chef too and she doing photos like this

the s paz law: lol
the s paz law: see
JaDedJinX182:
the s paz law: maybe sammy gon be a chef

the s paz law: cause in my dream , she kept --- whoa
the s paz law: dude lol!
JaDedJinX182: LoL
the s paz law: thats like eyy
JaDedJinX182: ahahaha
the s paz law: but yeah sammy kept picking up those knives
JaDedJinX182: OMG
the s paz law: what
JaDedJinX182: Rachel Ray.. she's one of my fav chefs... from that
JaDedJinX182: to this
JaDedJinX182:
the s paz law: i love her smile
JaDedJinX182: SHE IS HILARIOUS!
JaDedJinX182: but forreal though.. id never expect to see this from her
JaDedJinX182: shoot, im all shocked
JaDedJinX182: lol
JaDedJinX182: cos i watch her everytime on tv.. cooking up a good meal
JaDedJinX182: didnt know she was doing photoshoots like those on the side
JaDedJinX182: shoot.. its like Chefs Gone Wild!
the s paz law: GAHAHAHAHA
the s paz law: she looks like erika leerhsen
the s paz law: haha chefs gone wild, that's hilarious!

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You're not Alone

05:05pm 22/12/2003

mood:

horny

music: Milk Inc. - Land Of The Living

Mmmm, that mexican pizza was great! My mouth is heating with passion, due to the HOT sauce from taco bell. The intensity has been cooled down by gulping down ice cold.. (I said, what's cooler than being cool? ICE COLD!).. Sierra Mist. It's good shit.

So I got back from Thomas Jefferson Hospital where they hold captive my 9day old baby brother, Anthony. He's in intensive care still but is doing great and continues to grow healthy. He oughta be out in a few days. My parents got his crib and other goodies set up and everything for his first expedition to and discovery of home. Can't wait.. wow, his first Xmas. How exciting, my nipples are hard. teeheee!

I feel so sleepy right now. I've been feeling restless all day at school. I fell asleep during 3rd period and didn't wake up til minutes before 4th period was about to start. This guy said he tried waking me up but I didn't. Shoot, I hardly heard or felt anything. It wasn't until the proctor came by and tapped me on my head telling me to wake up. I got up like "HOLY SHIT! I'M LATE!" He laughed and said I still had some time left so I had to hurry. I ran to my locker.. halfway there, I decided to get to my next class first then ask my business teacher if we needed any books, he said no.. just our test corrections we had to finish for homework. So he let me go to my locker to get them so I did. Man.. that was quite fun. I was knocked out cold though during 3rd. I was up all night downloading music.. and porno hehe. But I got some hella sweet Trance tracks and more BJORK!!!

I want to go to the mall tomorrow. Maybe I'll ask my dad if he has enough energy to take me there later today or tomorrow if he's off from work. I hope so. I told my parents that I didn't want to go to school tomorrow since we do no work and it's only for mass then leave at 9:45am. So it's pointless and a waste of time.. a waste of my time. Tried to convince my parents on letting me stay home tomorrow and I believe they bought it.. not sure. Hmm, my dad did say "well if you wanna say home then say.. you just have to call them up and tell them you're absent" I think that's a 'yes', no?

Well I'm gonna go ask me dad for mall, if no.. then I'm napping.

Ciao!

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bring me back to the sun.. i choose to live

02:12pm 20/12/2003

mood:

nostalgic

music: A Perfect Circle - Blue

i choose to live..
i choose to live..
i choose to live..

today has been a great start for the evening. i feel absolutely special and loved. why? because im talking to a special friend of mine. one who i have feelings for but cannot do anything about it because we live a far distance from each other. but we're talking and spilling our emotions and what we feel for each other. it's a lovely feeling.

tonight i plan on going on someplace. don't know where but it should be fun anyways. no matter where i am at with my homies, we are always having a good time. i like to cheer people up and have a good time. i don't care about embarrassing myself because we only live once and people should lighten up. life should be lived enjoyably. why do i feel like ghandi all of a sudden? i guess because my soul is filled with good karma at the moment. it is good karma to have a good head on your shoulders anyway. i choose to live!

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AT LAST!!

03:46pm 19/12/2003

mood:

rejuvenated

music: The Darkness - I Believe In A Thing Called Love

YES! I've finally made it back(alittle fustrated and pissed but safely) to the world where pedophiles and the "I LOVE YOU" virus roam freely.. it feels great. My dad bought us a new computer. It's the HP pavilion er something.. it's awesome. And finally the Verizon DSL internet works! I've been struggling to get the damn thing to work on my other shit computer.

Well lots of things has happened in the past month.. loads to share, my ups and downs, interesting I tell ya! But unfortunately, I kinda forget half the shit lol.. but uh, let me try to summerize the OH SO interesting events in the next line.

Ready? Ok.. Go!

Thanksgiving was a blast, had fun with Di and Darlene. Was over my house, ate food, felt sleepy(I think someone spiked the turkey).

I got a new Fender Guitar the next day. Dad gave it to me as an early Xmas gift.. it's super sweet! Amp and all!

Chris' parents and brother "Fantom" went to the lovely country of Laos(located in S.E Asia) and are staying for a month. Within the first week, Chris and his bro Nick were arguing over .. (prepare to laugh.. ready?) Rice. How *insert adjective here*.

Saw the movie Honey, it was good. Better than I had expected actually.. I thought it was gonna suck and that I wasn't gonna like it, but somehow it stimulated my interest. Go figure.

Um what else to say..

Oh! I'll be going to the Linkin Park concert. I'm not sure what date it's gonna be on cos I've heard all sorts of dates.. first Jan. now Feb. Make up your minds.. but I'm hoping to meet the guys of LP. Di is an LP Underground member, meaning she gets to see 'em at the Meet n Greet and may bring a person or two. SWEET!

The ignorant and racial words of my "so-called friends" has progressed. Yes people, my "friends" make racial jokes about me. I'll be fine if it's a one time thing.. but if it's every day, my patience and tolerance wears down. To the point where I want to punch their mouths in and I vomit. For the past 2 days now, I've been isolating myself from them.. call it shady or whatever, but you wouldn't want to be around people who are ignorant prejudice pricks.. now would you? Besides, they are the shady ones.. especially Scott. He used to say ".. I consider you one of my best friends.. you're my best friend".. which is garbage now because he also likes to engage in insulting my status. I mean what friend does that?! It's a good thing I have other friends who actually treat me like a friend. So whatever, they can be ignorant and dumbasses all they want.. I have no time and tolerance for that shit. They're clowns.

Moving on..

My new baby brother was born on Saturday, December 13, 2003. Around 9pmish. His name is Anthony. He's premature and needs to stay in Intensive Care for 2 more weeks until he can finally come home safe and healthy! I went to visit my mom the next day.. she is such a strong woman I swear! I admire her strength. She had to get surgery done, and I think tied her tubes.. and also give birth to her 3rd child at 40yrs old. It's amazing. Yet she stays in the game and is strong about the whole thing. She also had to stay in the hospital for a couple of days to recover. She was admitted out on Wednesday. Now she has recovered quite abit.. better than the days before.

Hmmm.. I don't think there are anything else for me to mention. Many the little things but who wants to hear about that shit? You all want the BIG and HOT news.. not the silly 'oh I took a poop today' stories. I'm cold.. it's cold.. I think it's snowing now. Ugh. I kinda grew some hatred towards the snow. I used to love it dearly.. now my feelings are "hEh..".

I'll update later. HI DIANA! I'm BACK! WOOHOO!!

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.::.I'm lost in your Light.::.

03:41pm 25/11/2003

mood:

dorky

music: evanescence_my immortal

IT was alright. I felt pretty gloomy though this morning going to school. I didn't talk to anyone or say anything at all during 1st period.. actually yes I did. My art teacher, Somona asked if anyone heard of Salvador Dali, the famous surreal artist. And I was the only one who knew of him.. I mentioned that he was the artist with those melted clocks. Thats what I remember about Dali. Anyway, we were watching slides of paintings from different eras, like the Roman Era where art was a thing of beauty. Then once the Roman-Pagan Empire died down, it was then the Christians who's art went back to looking stiff and straight. It's just weird how ART evolves throughout time. BUt yeah, one of Dali's painting came up.. sorry don't know the title but it's the one with the burning giraffe in the background and the 2 giant beings being supported up by fork-type objects.. weird but absolutely beautiful. The Romans back then had very beautiful art work. Their sculptures were amazing.. and you know how some of them have missing limbs like arms or whatever or noses... is because when the Christians became a world power, they had to bury those sculptures and other artworks because they were Pagan art.. they were of Pagan Gods and GOddesses. So they buried them underground and when archeologists went to dig them up, their arms or noses were too long that they had to cut them to get it out from underground. HA! Betcha didn't know all that! lol. Ya learn something new everyday!

Anyway, so then we had a thanksgiving mass.. which I don't understand what thanksgiving has anything to do with religion. I personally don't like mass.. it's a boring event, I'm sorry.. it's how I feel about it. I'd rather still be in art class watching those slides of the naked body. Yes, some of the paintings and sculptures were naked. Especially during the Roman times, because they believed that the human body is the most perfect thing in the world. Most especially the Male body. Somona warned us there would be naked bodies lol and she was explaining how there's a difference between Naked and like Nudity.. from an artist perspective view. I had no problems with it, I thought they were beautiful.

English, we had a test on a book called The Stranger which I didn't read at all. I was hardly on Chapter 1.. so I pretty much guessed the who test. I know I bombed it big time.. damn. 3 tests already for the 2nd quarter which just started and I failed all 3. Something's gotta give.. like seriously, I gotta get back on the ball. This isn't like me really because I'm usually passing in English. 3rd and 4th period went by soooooo fucking slow. Some kids in 3rd period kept acting like they were tough shit to me. I just wanted to smack them down. They're like freshmen or sophomores.. I'm like "who the fuck are you??" I paid no mind to them though, fucking losers. LUnch was pretty good, I had a bacon double cheeseburger some fries and an iced tea. SPent $4.60, I had $5.. you do the math.. $.40 back. The rest of the periods I just sat there with my friends.. didn't do anything.. went home.

Tonight I gotta go back for this STudent Leadership Ceremony shit at 7. Ugh, I don't feel like going. It's for people who are in school activities like clubs and committees or sports or whatever. I'm in the art club, The Art and Design Association. lol Whoa. But yeah.. I wonder if Somona will be there.. it'd be cool if she was though. I'ma go eat now and try to get in an hour nap.. if not, probably will be working on my sketchbook. Do alittle more charcoal pieces.

Kisses,
xoxo-danno-xoxo

Ps. lol.

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.::.I'm lost in your Light.::.

03:41pm 25/11/2003

mood:

dorky

music: evanescence_my immortal

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.U want to check this Out.:.I kno U do.

04:01am 23/11/2003

music: Chester Bennington:System

1. What is your full name? Dan Amorith M.
2. What pants are you wearing? puke stale green ones!
3. What are you listening to rite now? my MIX'd cd full of rad songs that'll knock your pubes off!
4. What are the last four digits of your Phone Number? are you actually going to call me? if so, here it is: ****.. got it? Good.
5. What is the last thing you ate? mC'DonALds Crispy Chicken Sand. & Fries.
6. If you were a CRAYON, what color would you be? Robin Egg's Blue or Macaroni&Cheese
7. Where do you plan to go/ or did go on your honeymoon? Someplace warm, epic and serene.
8. Last person you talked to on the phone? daRlEnE.
9. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? umm.. their hair? lol I don't check out the girlies like that, sorry.
10. Why did you steal this from my journal?: because I can and I OWN you! :o)
11. Your favorite drink? HawAiian punch - GrEeN beRRy rUsH.

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