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im gonna start actually using my live journal...: http://www.livejournal.com/users/darksilence76/ |
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bored| 10:33pm 13/05/2004 | |||
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| 10:31pm 13/05/2004 | ||||
Then post this in your journal and see what people remember of you. |
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tired| 10:31pm 13/05/2004 | ||||
Then post this in your journal and see what people remember of you. |
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| just as i started doing good in school again... | ||||
| 03:48pm 13/05/2004 | ||||
..and the highest i can get on my other spanish quiz is a 40 since i only answered 8 out of 20 questions. i had a B which is so much better than ive been doing all year.. not to mention that we have a bazzilion projects due and my computer hates me and the printer wont work..i have to find someone i can send it to so they can print it out for me...which is a whole lot easier than it sounds since i dont have any friends in my school.. ..and i really dont like the new guidance counselor.. at all she's already judged all of us...ive only gone to talk to her once, but im going again tomorrow... i dont like her... im in a whiny mood right now and i feel like complaining so i'll just shut up cause i hate complaining.. |
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relaxed| 06:57pm 07/05/2004 | ||||
well, not everyone...someone... ehh... |
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| 08:58pm 06/05/2004 | ||||
when im not going to fairfield high ..ths will probably be just as bad...me being a teenager and all, i'll find something to complain about. but im happy i dont really know anyone in my grade..besides nicole i wont have/need anyone to care about... i want to not care about people anymore... but i cant i cant just not care anymore i need to care for people it makes me feel needed even though i know im not.. i know im not... because then everyone wouldnt be all like nobody cares, no ones there for me and such. i know i have one person who cares for me..thats all i need im not going to say i dont have anyone who cares about me, because i think thats selfish whatever, im done now... |
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| 08:06pm 04/05/2004 | ||||
we went to the library so i could do my homework and print out my letter for RCA and i got a bunch of books and 3 cds... i got Jane's Addiction-Strays, Box Car Racer-Box Car Racer (:-P), and Shinedown-Leave a Whisper. i really need a life. heh, i think i know what im going to do for my health project ((we have to do something to improve one part of our health (like physical, spiritualy, and mental)) my spiritual health is the lowest, but they were all really low on the survey we had to take... me and rhonda are going to enter the John Lennon songwriting contest... were going to write the lyrics and the music... heres my reasoning and what i told the health teacher, and she thought it was a good idea :-) "since both of our spiritual healths are low, this would improve our spiritual health...music is a form of elimination which can make us feel better when something is wrong...and it would give us something to be proud about so we could feel like we've accomplished something in our lives..." im gonna watch gilmore girls now...:-P...8-) |
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amused| blahh | ||||
| 06:53pm 03/05/2004 | ||||
waiting for my dad to get off the fone to take me to ballet im already going to be 10 minutes late.. i havent talked to ron today :( i tried calling him like 10 times... i should go now. |
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sick| boredddd | ||||
| 05:10pm 01/05/2004 | ||||
Slept in your bed: me Made you cry: … You shared a drink with: robby..heh You went to the movies with: umm…I don’t remember…but I know Caitlin was there heh You went to the mall with: ron and caitlin Yelled at you: my dad Said they were going to kill you: I dunno… ..HAVE YOU EVER.. Said "I love you" and meant it? yeah Gotten in a fight: yeah Been to Florida? no California? no Hawaii? nope Mexico? no China? no Canada? no Danced naked? Yeah..in the shower…heh Wish you were the opposite sex? no Had an imaginary friend? yea Red or Blue? red Spring or Fall? Fall Santa or Rudolph? Neither? Math or English? english What are you going to do after you finish this survey? I dunno, go somewhere I think What was the last food you ate? Umm…iced tea? High school or college? High school or college what? Are you bored? yea How many buddies are on? 6 that I actually talk to…34 people are on now though Last noise you heard? Laura knocking papers over Things you like in a guy: personality…eyes and hair Do you have a crush on someone? Yea? Do they know? yes What's his/her name?: ron What do you think of ouija boards? What about them? What book are you reading now? Umm…almost lost Favorite board game? I dunno.. Favorite magazine? Uhhh…bass player? heh Worst feeling in the world? guilt…betrayal… What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? I want ronn *whines* How many rings before you answer? I don’t usually answer the phone Future daughter's name: Kali…I dunno Future son's name? Tyler…^… Chocolate or vanilla? Depends Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yea If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? Bass player or a dancer Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righty Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? no What's under your bed? nothing Favorite sport to watch? none Hair Color: brown Eye Color: brown Height Currently: 5" 1 1/2' Glasses/contacts: neither Current Age: 14 Siblings: 11? Year old brother josh and 7 year old sister laura Location: Fairfield Any Piercings: yes Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yea Hobbies: talking on the fone with ron, listening to music, playing the bass, dancing… Are You Timely Or Always Late: depends…if im with my dad im late…if im with my mom im early… ..STUFF.. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yeah I guess Ever Liked a Guy/Girl Friend: no? Are You Lonely Right Now: yea Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: kind of Do You Want To Get Married: I guess so Do You Want Kids: yeah so I can buy them little converse J..but I want to adopt them ..FAVORITE.. Room In house: my room Type of music: anything good… Song: too many…currently ive been listening to love song by the cure but I like most linkin park songs and nirvana songs Memory: I dunno…any time I was with ron…heh, when we were at natures classroom and mary and I were singing ‘Hair’ in our room and we were really hyper and then all the other people on our floor came into our room…it was just kinda funny…random memory Day Of The Week: Friday..? Color: blue and black Perfume Or Cologne: I dunno… Flower: I dunno Month: December Season: fall ..IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU.. Cried: yeah Gotten Sick: yeah Sang: yeah Said I Love You: ..i think so…to stef Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: yeah…because I haven’t talked to ron yetttt Met Someone New: ..no Talked To Someone: yeah Had A Serious Talk: kind of Missed Someone: yes Hugged Someone: yea Kissed Someone: yeah..steff heh Fought With Your Parents: kinda Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: no Had a lot of sleep: not at all |
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| 09:04pm 30/04/2004 | |||
| i dont deserve to be alive. | |||
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| 08:36pm 30/04/2004 | ||||
..doesnt really discribe me much..and i couldnt make them bold, heh |
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| 08:26pm 30/04/2004 | ||||
it kind of sucked...a lot everyone in our "group" was mad at everyone else over pretty much stupid stuff ehh... i had a good time when people werent fighting though. i didnt really mind the people who i was rooming with. i was in a cranky mood this morning until like 1 because we didnt go to bed until really late so everyone in our room was cranky 8-) and i was all whining to robby during lunch and that made me feel better. heh im happy to be home for now |
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| fetus... | ||||
| 08:29pm 21/04/2004 | ||||
 I adopted a cute lil' fairy fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! |
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| 03:23pm 21/04/2004 | ||||
im super bored again im excited though... washingtons in 6 daysss im hoping my mommi will let me stay home tomorrow. that would pretty much be my vacation.. ehh...i dont wanna go to school tomorrow today in school was really boring especially in science we watched two movies about growing crystals... ehh im gonna do my homework now.. |
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bouncy| mondo boredness | ||||
| 06:32pm 18/04/2004 | ||||
im sooo bored rons not home yet were watching 10 things i hate about you. again this is going to be such a loooong week i dont see the point of going to school this week no ones going to be there and its not like were doing any work which isnt a bad thing but id rather not be in school actually, mabe thats not true heh, if i stayed home i'd just sit around watching tv and going on the computer all day i hate being bored i was going to go clean my room thats how bored i am but you know what? my room is already clean i really want to paint it that would give me something to do when im bored i wanna get my hair done before washington except theyre not open on sunday or monday which means we cant make an appointment until tuesday, which probably isnt enough time in advance to get it done. i think that it would be possible in my very exciting and busy schedule to go on thursday afternoon or friday during the day, but i dunno if thats possible. im so bored. i really need a life. stefanie left a few hours ago. we walked to blockbusters on friday and then we went to the store near it and bought candy we got '10 things i hate about you' and 'the wedding singer'. yesterday we went to the mall in the morning i got a bunch of stuff i got a new skirt and a journal for washington:) then i had to go to dance i was tired afterwards cause i had to learn what we learned last week too after dance, aunt louise, uncle bill, and kyle came to pick me caitlin and steff up from my dance studio when we were at kyles house, we went for a walk later yesterday we went bowling with kyles posse8-) i actually had an okay time i was surprised cause i dont really know any of them well today me and steff got picked up from kyles house we came home and ate lunch and had cake. then steff left. and now im sitting here bored. :-P ..i think im going to do homework. |
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| 09:29pm 15/04/2004 | ||||
eh, not much i can do about it. schools been pretty stressful lately. im not really sure why though. i think its because of vacation and washington where teachers are trying to squeeze everything in. its a lot of work though. my math teacher was actually going to keep going on the week we were suppose to have off ((which is now a half day on thurday and friday off)) but i think one of the parents complained, since so many kids are going away. STEFFS COMING TOMORROW!!! yippeeeeeeee i cleaned my room and everything 8-) yaaayy i cant waait. shes not coming until tomorrow night, so its probably going to be a looong day, especially since its friday were gonna go shopping! :) i went to the agriscience registration thing today. im kind of worried about the spanish level im going to be in, but the guidance counsler said thats what she recommended for next year, cause theres different levels at fairfield high. they also dont have an honors science class, so i dont feel special since thats the only honors class i was going to be in. i cant take band. and theyre making me take a lunch period. i really dont want to take a lunch period. i told my mom i would just go to the library if possible during lunch, because chances are im going to be either sitting alone or uncomfortably sitting next to someone who i dont really know and probably wont be talking to, and im not going to be doing anything cause i dont eat lunch anyways. so i'll just be sitting there. not talking and feeling uncomfortable. i already feel uncomfortable during lunch now, and im friends with most of the people who im sitting with. i really have to keep working on my homework. i have a paper due tomorrow that i was suppose to have done last thursday. its due tomorrow, and im just starting it... |
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stressed| 'yes i'm a natural blue' | ||||
| 07:02pm 13/04/2004 | ||||
i got an 82 on my math test. im really happy about that but im not really happy im happy about it cause an 82 isnt even that good. i'm still happy though cause it'll raise my grade :) i finished painting my butterfly in art!! :) finally. i dont really like it much, i think because i'm sick of looking at.:-) i like the colors of it though 8-) im getting my hair done as soon as i make the appointment or get my mom or dad to make the appointment for me..:) i'm pretty sure im doing it blonde, that way i can put any streaks and stuff in it. and hilary's going to get hair die for when we go to washington so that should be cool 8-) exactly 2 weeks until washington. :) it should be funnish. theres a meeting during homeroom tomorrow for it... |
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| 06:00pm 12/04/2004 | ||||
nothing really has happened i was home sick last wednesday and thursday so now i have to make up all the work i missed : / i had to make up a test in math that a lot of people did bad on which isnt good. i'll probably do really bad and my teacher gave us a choice for whether or not we want it to count for 3rd or 4rth marking period and most people voted for this marking period so im hoping i did good on the test cause if i did bad i'll probably get a C or even lower which isn't good : / we also have a quiz tomorrow that i missed the lesson that its on. oh well. eh, im worring about everyone again. or still. i dunno. we went to new jersey over the weekend. fun fun fun. i got a new dress though. its hot 8-) i look extremely bad in it, but its still really hot. it kind of reminds me of something madonna would wear :-P heh. ..i hate chocolate. i really do. :-P Washington in 2 weeks :-) i cant wait. im hoping i'll be able to get some cool pictures. ok i'm done now. |
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