hello to the world   
06:39pm 02/02/2004
 
mood: drained
music: three days grace
hello old firend.. i've missed you, i think. you caused alot of torture and pain throughout these last years, but the thing is..i think that i could of handled it better if it didnt come from you. everything jsut came crashing down on me and you fled, you left me there..with that spotlight on my face, i couldnt see anything but you running away, but why? i bet there was a good reason right? i bet you got scared, but i was scared to. i was there by my self and you didnt want to help me, but this time i dont want your help, im not defeated by you..im gonna be okay, i have marie and amanda and even nate on occasions. there all i need, they care about me more then you ever did or for that matter, more then you ever will. they support me and i think they care about me and even if nate doesnt..then its okay, at least you still care....right?

hey everyone! how was your day? yeah thats stupid but oh well. just another typical day at high school right? my computers being slow and so my sight hasnt gotten up yet..but all most.....
 
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